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Tuesday, August 28th, 2007
4:10 pm
you are the only one that needs to know
i'll keep you my dirty little secret
dont tell anyone or you'll be just another regret

who has to know?

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3:32 pm
oh deer

current mood: annoyed

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Thursday, July 26th, 2007
9:46 pm
Thursday night, every thing's fine, except you've got that look in your eye
when I'm tellin' a story and you find it boring,
you're thinking of something to say.
You'll go along with it then drop it and humiliate me in front of our friends.

Then I'll use that voice that you find annoyin' and say something like
"yeah, intelligent input, darlin', why don't you just have another beer then?"

Then you'll call me a bitch
and everyone we're with will be embarrassed,
and I wont give a shit.

My finger tips are holding onto the cracks in our foundation,
and I know that I should let go,
but I can't.
And every time we fight I know it's not right,
every time that you're upset and I smile.
I know I should forget, but I can't.

You said I must eat so many lemons
'cause i am so bitter.
I said
"I'd rather be with your friends mate 'cause they are much fitter."

Yes, it was childish and you got aggressive,
and I must admit that I was a bit scared,
but it gives me thrills to wind you up.

My finger tips are holding on to the cracks in our foundation,
and I know that I should let go,
but I can't.
And every time we fight I know it's not right,
every time that you're upset and I smile.
I know I should forget, but I can't.

Your face is pasty 'cause you've gone and got so wasted, what a surprise.
Don't want to look at your face 'cause it's makin' me sick.
You've gone and got sick on my trainers,
I only got these yesterday.
Oh, my gosh, I cannot be bothered with this.

Well, I'll leave you there 'till the mornin',
and I purposely wont turn the heating on
and dear God, I hope I'm not stuck with this one.

My finger tips are holding onto the cracks in our foundation,
and I know that I should let go,
but I can't.
And every time we fight I know it's not right,
every time that you're upset and I smile.
I know I should forget, but I can't.

And every time we fight I know it's not right,
every time that you're upset and I smile.
I know I should forget, but I can't.

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Sunday, July 8th, 2007
5:54 pm
the nights we spent together
and the laughs that we shared

noone can take that away from me

ever.

i just wonder do i ever cross your mind?

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Saturday, July 7th, 2007
2:03 pm
&&It kills him inside
to know that i am happy with some other guy


i can see him dyin'.

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Sunday, May 6th, 2007
3:31 pm - Last Night....
Me-Betti-Mikey-Brad-Spooner-Griffin-Ben-Brasso-Woz-Aj-Rob-Brinsley-Jordan

Camping in two tents in a feild. with cow poo evrywhere haha. a bonfire. ale. 11 lads.
Funny as fuck!!

Night to remember....

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Sunday, April 29th, 2007
9:54 pm
I could put my arms around every boy I see,
But they'd only remind me of you


Im sorry.
I want you to know that, i miss you...

I love you.

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Saturday, March 24th, 2007
12:40 pm
i dont hate you
but i dont love you neither.
you mean nothing to me
just another geezer.

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Saturday, February 10th, 2007
2:47 pm
I've been waitin' all day for ya babe
So won't ya come and sit and talk to me,
and tell me how we're gonna be together always,
hope ya know that when it's late at night,
I hold on to my pillow tight,
and think of how you promised me forever
(I never thought that anyone)
Could make me feel this way
(Now that your here boy all I want)
Is just a chance to say

Chorus

Get out (leave), right now
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (Now), and I can't wait for you to be gone,
Cuz I know, about her (who), and I wonder (Why),
How I bought all the lies, you said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time
(Waste of time)

Verse 2.

Tell me why your lookin' so confused,
When I'm the one who didn't know the truth,
How could you ever be so coooooold
To go behind my back and call my friend,
Boy you must have gone and bumped your head,
Because you left her number on yo' phone,
(So now after all that's said and done)
Maybe I'm the one to blame buuut
(To think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way

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Get out (Leave), right now
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (Now), and I can't wait for you to be gone,
(You to be gone)
Cuz I know, about her (who), and I wonder (Why),
How I bought all the lies,(All the lies that youuuuu)
you said that you would treat me right but it was just a waste of time
(Waste of time)

Verse 3.

I wanted you right here with me,
But I have no choice you've gotta leave,
Because my heart is breakin', with every word im sayin',
I gave up everything I had,
For somethin' that just wouldn't last,
But I refuse to cry,
No tears will fall from these,
Eyeee-eyeee-eyeees

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Sunday, January 21st, 2007
6:19 pm
"when im not with you im thinking about you all the time"
"see, it doesnt sound gay"
"yeah it does though lol"
"nah, i just think its cute"

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Tuesday, January 16th, 2007
8:58 pm
Time has run out, for me.
Everything's distant and I don't know what to believe.
It's so hard, lost in the world confusion.
And I need to leave, for a while.
Life is so meaningless, there is nothing worth a smile.
So goodbye, I'll miss you.

And I'm sorry, but this is my fate.
Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay.
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long.
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me.
I'm not worth any tears.

It's been the years, of abuse.
Neglected to treat the dissorder,
That controls my youth, for so long.
I'm in a fleshy tomb, burried up above the ground.
It's no use, why should I hold on?
It's been five years, don't need one more.
So goodbye, life's abuse.

And I'm sorry, but this is my fate.
Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay.
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long.
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me.
I'm not worth any tears.

(Every 18 minutes, somebody dies from a suicide.
Every 43 seconds, somebody attempts one.
If you, or anybody you know, is suicidle,
Call 1-800-784-2433.)

And I'm sorry, but this my fate.
Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay.
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long.
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me.
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me.
I'm not worth any tears.


current mood: crappy

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Monday, January 15th, 2007
9:25 pm
I'll never forget the look in you eyes when you used to look at me.
&the way your smile used to light up a room.
the laughs we had, the fallings out, the makings up.
i just want you to know that i miss you.



Do you want to lay your head on my shoulder
I don't mind if you cry
Sometimes we all just need to let it out
Just let your tears run down my arm
So I could keep them in a blue jar
Will drink them later so just Let it out
Let it out.

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Monday, January 8th, 2007
9:49 pm
tryin to forget bout it
ordiary things tipercal perdictable
baby i knew the end before we started
you got me feeling like i owed u something
cause you were there when times when i had nothing
but you threw all away
with the shaded things you do

* baby please forgive me for wat am bout to say
and wat am bout to doi cant take no more

i know u aint been true aint got no love for you cause

** u've been cheatin an tell me lies
u've been creepin while am sleepin at night and u've been chasing every girl in sight
an u've been messin around but now your down its over now(x2)

i aint gonna burn intuition
an pass on this all suspision
but you were just to hold me kept puttin me in my place
cant deny i let u hurt me

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Wednesday, January 3rd, 2007
4:45 pm
year 9's are such slaggy knickers.
Fuck off and find your own boyfriend.


nob ed.

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Tuesday, January 2nd, 2007
2:28 pm
Im constantly scared that each person i say goodbye to
could be my last :(


it wouldnt be the 1st time.



happy new year

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Tuesday, December 26th, 2006
12:07 am
I owe you nothing, no nothing at all
I owe you nothing, nothing, nothing at all

I was yours and you were mine
Then but you ran around and told me lies



FUCK YOU :D

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Monday, November 27th, 2006
8:17 pm
&It Seems No Matter How Hard I Try
You Just Don't Seem To Dissapear From My Head <3



Seeing You Lights Up My Whole World



You Give Me Butterflies


When I'm With You My Heart Beats Fast&Slow At The Same Time....

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Saturday, November 18th, 2006
1:18 am - i love you
i mean it this time
i want more than just friends
i love you more than ever

but it just wont work...


ILOVEYOU
xx

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Wednesday, November 1st, 2006
5:50 pm
I Don't Run From You,
I Walk Away Slowly,
And It Kills Me,
Because You Don't Care
Enough To Stop Me...

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Tuesday, October 31st, 2006
5:55 pm
I'm Sorry For Blaming You For Everything I Just Could't Do



And I've Hurt Myself
By Hurting You

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