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Tuesday, May 24th, 2011
5:13 pm	Changing Myself I worked very hard from Monday to Saturday and dared not to take along with my mobile phone during the day, because I was afraid that I could not control myself to call him and I would be rather sad and could not settle down myself to work if he did not answer my telephones. In order not to affect my mood, I tried my best not to call him. I rode my electric bike bicycle after work every day and I would pass by his office. I would be rather happy if he was in the office at that moment, because I knew he was in the city and lived a happy life. That would be enough. I left there on the motorized bicycle after staring at him in case he did not know for nearly half and an hour. Because I knew clearly that he did not want to be bothered when he was working and so I did not enter the office. He had been very busy with his ac motors factory and had a lot of matters to deal with during the day. I should not like a child and bother him everyday. I must change myself and learn to be sensible.
5:12 pm	An Appointment with Stranger I had never chat with a stranger on the Internet before. One day, a person added me as his friend suddenly and did not stop sending me messages. He was not a scoundrel judging from his words, so I did not refuse and kept on chatting with him for several months. I had taken him as my friend and had not thought too much. He proposed to meet each one day when I was in the store buying a dc brushless servo motor electric car. I thought that it did not matter if only to meet each other or have a dinner together. It would be rather normal for friends to have an appointment. I promised him and rode my new electric bicycle to meet him the next day after work. Unfortunately, he vanished into the thin air when I arrived at the place he asked me to go. Maybe I was too pure and easy to believe a stranger’s words. I got on my dc geared motor electric car and went home in a bad mood. I learned from the matter that I would no longer chat with a stranger, let alone meet a stranger.
5:11 pm	On Mother’s Day I had been very busy with the snack bar in the downtown area and seldom had time to accompany my son at weekends. As his mother, I always felt rather sorry to him. In order to accompany him, I called my aunt and asked her to look after the store for me on last Mother’s Day. She arrived at the shop one hour later on her electric e bike and I left there. My son was waiting for me at the door of the largest shopping mall when we met each other. He was a good child and often got the first place in his grade. My husband and I were very proud of him. I rode the motorized bicycle my husband bought for me one year ago to the public park of the city that day. He sat behind me. I asked him to play to his heart’s content in the park. Although the park was not far from our house, it was not easy for me to accompany him playing in it. We left there and went home on my brushless motor electric car two hours later. He fished many goldfishes and the two of us had a good time that day.
5:09 pm	A Person’s Sudden Change I had been accustomed with his encourages and greetings since we knew each other. I thought those days were my happiest times in my life and I would never forget them. His encourages and greetings had given me hopes of living and I could not do without them. I could make money in the electric brushless motors factory when I was lack of it; I could borrow money from my colleagues when I encountered emergent situation. What I needed the most was his encourages and greetings. So I was heartbroken when he stopped keeping on touch with me. I was absent from the electric bikes shop for three days in the hope of making peace with him. I could not accept the fact and could not understand it at all. But he had been keeping silent and calm all times. I went to find him everywhere on my motorized bike and went home disappointedly every day. I wanted to make clear the reason of his sudden change, but he did not give me the chance at all.
5:08 pm	Wanting to Back to the Past I felt I was shameless when I kept on calling and disturbing him, because he was a busy person and had a lot of things to deal with every day. I was a relative idle person and I would call him or send him short messages as long as I had nothing to do. I knew he was busy, but I could not control myself sometimes and bothered him when I was not busy. He got angry one day when he was in the brushless motor controllers factory and I knew I was wrong. I regretted and hated myself very much. I once closed myself from the outside world for a period of time since he got angry with me. I put blame on myself and lived a guilty life after that. I always rode my diy electric motorcycle and went to the place where we met for the first time afterwards. I did not know how he thought about the matter, for he did not speak to me after that day. I stood beside the motorized bike and was lost in thought of the matter for a long time. I could not help missing him and wanted to retrieve our feelings and return back to before.
5:06 pm	Changes after an Appointment After I returned home from an appointment with the stranger, who had cheated me and did not come to the appointment at all, I had a lot of ideas. I had never thought the results of meeting a stranger before I was deceived. If he was in fact a villain and bullied me, how should I do? I was thinking the problem when I was riding my power e bike on the way to my house. I should thank him not coming to meet me. I could not be so pure in the future and should look before I leaped. I had been grown up and should learn to consider problems thoroughly. I went to my uncle’s geared hub motors factory before I went home. I told my uncle that I did not want to live that kind of boring life anymore and wanted to work in his factory; he promised me. I bought a new dc brushless servo motor electric car and rode it to my uncle’s factory several days later. It was high time that I should take a decent job and so that I would not do some stupid things, such as meeting a stranger impulsively or missing him all day long.
5:06 pm	My Friend Echo Echo was one of my friends. She was a quiet girl and did not talk too much. She was unpleasant to speak to others except me. I often enlighten and asked her to communicate with other people. It was difficult to get along with an unsociable girl and I had spent too much time on looking after her. I felt tired sometimes. We worked in the same motor speed controllers factory and she had made not a few troubles in it and it was me who helped her to settle them every time. In other people’s eyes, she was a silly girl and easy to bully. People always fabricated something against her and she felt she was extremely wronged. She often rode her gas powered bicycle and escaped from the factory in tears. I ran after her and comforted her every time, because I was her only friend and I could not turn a blind on her. I had no way and had to help her. She was knocked down by a motorized bicycle one time because of her carelessness and the fast speed. I sent her to the hospital and looked after her.
5:01 pm	A Stranger’s Short Messages A stranger called me one day, saying that he was my friend; I did not recognize the number, saying that he had made a mistake and hung the telephone immediately. I received some strange short messages several days later. The message sender said that it was his friend who gave him my phone number. I was puzzled when I was riding my electric bicycle to work the next day. I had never given my telephone number to a stranger and I could not understand. He kept on sending me short messages and said some ambiguous words to me, as if I was her acquaintance, but he just did not tell me who he was when I asked him. When I took the brushless dc motor to repair one day, he sent me a short message; he called me darling and asked me what I was doing. I thought something had gone wrong with his mind. I really wanted to curse him at that time. When my 24v dc motor was fixed, he sent me another short message, saying that I was his angel and he was with me at all times.
Monday, May 23rd, 2011
5:18 pm	Susan was sightless The passengers on the bus watched sympathetically as Susan made her way carefully up the steps. She paid the driver and then, using her hands to feel the location of the seats, settled in to one. She placed her briefcase on her lap and rested her cane against her leg. It had been a year since Susan, thirty-four, became blind. As the result of an accident she was sightless, suddenly thrown into a world of darkness, anger, frustration and self-pity. All she had to cling to was her husband Mark. Mark owned a company which specialized in outrunner brushless motors and many other different brushless motors; he is one of the largest brushless motor manufacturers in our local city. Mark loved Susan with all his heart. When she first lost her sight, he watched her sink into despair and he became determined to use every means possible to help his wife.
5:17 pm	Susan was sightless The passengers on the bus watched sympathetically as Susan made her way carefully up the steps. She paid the driver and then, using her hands to feel the location of the seats, settled in to one. She placed her briefcase on her lap and rested her cane against her leg. It had been a year since Susan, thirty-four, became blind. As the result of an accident she was sightless, suddenly thrown into a world of darkness, anger, frustration and self-pity. All she had to cling to was her husband Mark. Mark owned a company which specialized in outrunner brushless motors and many other different brushless motors; he is one of the largest brushless motor manufacturers in our local city. Mark loved Susan with all his heart. When she first lost her sight, he watched her sink into despair and he became determined to use every means possible to help his wife.
5:15 pm	The story I never heard “Why didn’t she tell me about it? If I knew the truth, I would not feel embarrassed with her at all.” I cried out. My dad has never told me the story. “She could do everything for you, so she thought it was unnecessary to tell you.” Mr. Green said to me. On my way home, the memory recalled. Mom spent all her time on the family these years. Both dad and I have never cared about her thoughtfully. Dad paid all his attention on his brushless motor business and usually works late at office. What he cared is how many himax brushless motors have been sold every day and how to get a higher sales volume. Sometimes, I even refuse to speak to her. I pushed the door of my room, she was folding my clothes. I ran toward her with tears in my eyes. I hugged her and felt an overwhelming sense of the sacrifice that she had made for me
5:15 pm	The story I never heard “Why didn’t she tell me about it? If I knew the truth, I would not feel embarrassed with her at all.” I cried out. My dad has never told me the story. “She could do everything for you, so she thought it was unnecessary to tell you.” Mr. Green said to me. On my way home, the memory recalled. Mom spent all her time on the family these years. Both dad and I have never cared about her thoughtfully. Dad paid all his attention on his brushless motor business and usually works late at office. What he cared is how many himax brushless motors have been sold every day and how to get a higher sales volume. Sometimes, I even refuse to speak to her. I pushed the door of my room, she was folding my clothes. I ran toward her with tears in my eyes. I hugged her and felt an overwhelming sense of the sacrifice that she had made for me
5:12 pm	Mr. Green told me a story “You were in a room that caught on fire when you were a baby, everyone was too afraid to go into it because the fire was out of control, but your mom ran toward your crib, at that moment, a beam came down and she placed herself over you trying to protect you. She was knocked unconscious but fortunately, a fireman came in and saved both of you.” Mr. Green told me the story which my mom never told me. I was moved into tears. “Doctor told her that the scar would be permanent, but to this day, she has never regretted doing what she did. Just now, when you referred the invention of micro brushless motors appliance, why did you ignore her?” Then I understood why mom went away after listening to my speech on the brushless motor. I thanked everyone except her, how can I treat her like that? I blamed myself badly.
5:12 pm	Mr. Green told me a story “You were in a room that caught on fire when you were a baby, everyone was too afraid to go into it because the fire was out of control, but your mom ran toward your crib, at that moment, a beam came down and she placed herself over you trying to protect you. She was knocked unconscious but fortunately, a fireman came in and saved both of you.” Mr. Green told me the story which my mom never told me. I was moved into tears. “Doctor told her that the scar would be permanent, but to this day, she has never regretted doing what she did. Just now, when you referred the invention of micro brushless motors appliance, why did you ignore her?” Then I understood why mom went away after listening to my speech on the brushless motor. I thanked everyone except her, how can I treat her like that? I blamed myself badly.
5:10 pm	Mr. Green encouraged me After the ceremony, Mr. Green came to me, and he congratulated me on the first prize. “It’s really an interesting invention; it contributed to your hard working on the course of small brushless motor and the practice in your father’s brushless dc servo motor workshop, I look forward to your success on the field of brushless motors.” he encouraged me. “Where did your mother?” he asked me. “I don’t know, I didn’t see her when I get back from the platform. Maybe she had something to do.” I replied. “Don’t you know that you are the only very important ‘thing’ to her? How can you treat her like that?” he said seriously, he was kind to me; it is the first time he said to me in this way. I was silent there. “Do you know how she got the scar on her face?” he added.
5:10 pm	Mr. Green encouraged me After the ceremony, Mr. Green came to me, and he congratulated me on the first prize. “It’s really an interesting invention; it contributed to your hard working on the course of small brushless motor and the practice in your father’s brushless dc servo motor workshop, I look forward to your success on the field of brushless motors.” he encouraged me. “Where did your mother?” he asked me. “I don’t know, I didn’t see her when I get back from the platform. Maybe she had something to do.” I replied. “Don’t you know that you are the only very important ‘thing’ to her? How can you treat her like that?” he said seriously, he was kind to me; it is the first time he said to me in this way. I was silent there. “Do you know how she got the scar on her face?” he added.
5:08 pm	I thanked Mr. Green on the ceremony “Besides, I want to thank my college and my dear teacher Mr. Green. I have a great time at your class. You not only teach me how to study well but you told me how to do things in the special brushless servo motor team. You have the responsibility for every student. You told everybody to try best in life. You know, brushless electric motor is an important part of my life, because I have a dream to become an electric engineer as excellent as you. Though electric engineering is not my major, it means a lot to me, especially the part of sensorless brushless motor research. Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart”, finally, I ended the speech. When I back to my seat, mom was not on her seat. I didn’t know where he went to, and I didn’t care about it, maybe she had something to do. I felt comfortable without her besides me.
5:06 pm	At the beginning of the ceremony At the ceremony, the people were impressed by the kindness and natural beauty of my mother despite the scar, but I was still embarrassed. “The first prize belongs to Edward; he invented an apple cutter which can cut apple or banana into pieces at the same time. He is a student of art, may be he never learns the professional knowledge of brushless dc motor design, but he invented a machine which the science students can not make.” The host said. “Let’s invite him to say something about his invention. Give him a big hand!” I stepped to the platform slowly; I hadn’t prepared well to speak in front of hundred people. “First of all, I want to thank my dad, it’s him who makes me have interest on brushless motor design, and then I can come up with the idea of application of micro brushless motors.” I said intermittently.
5:03 pm	My mom would go to the ceremony Tomorrow is the honoring ceremony, but I haven’t told my parents about it. My dad has been on a business trip to another city, if he was at home, I could invite him to attend this ceremony to share my honor. If he knew I got the first prize, he must be proud of me. By the way, my dad is a micro brushless motors manufacturer, I should thank for his guiding on the way of electric motor learning. I could tell the difference between different brushless motors when I was a little child. I don’t want my mom to know about it, but she heard of the news from my teacher. Unfortunately, mom said she would go. This would be the first time that my classmates and teacher met my mother and I was embarrassed by her appearance. Although she was a beautiful woman, there was a severe scar that covers nearly the entire right side of her face. I never want to talk about why or how she got the scar.
4:57 pm	About the brushless motor In the first part of my PPT demonstration, I referred the structure of the brushless motors. I would give an example here. As we all know, the Electric bicycle servo motor is specifically subdivided into the following four types: No tooth brush, brush there teeth, no tooth brush and brushless toothed. Next, I will give a brushless motor introduction of electric bicycle as a key point. The Brushless motor has no brush and commutator, according to the position of the rotor, it could provide the electric current in different directions for the inside coils. In addition, the brushless motor also can be divided into position sensor brushless motor and sensor brushless motor without position. The current electric brushless motor which is applied in the electric bicycle is position sensor brushless motor.