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| 03:13pm 13/01/2004 | ||||
anyhoo... onto this past week, yesterday was monday obviously and for some reason i thought it was the 11th all day so on all my papers it said that... *silly me* lol then i realized it was my last day of being grounded so i was veeeerrrry happy as you can guess.. then surprisingly my mom let me go to the lakeland bball game *shocking seeing as i got grounded when i said i was goin to a bball game.. hmmmm* an i chilled with ashley aston and a whole bunch of lakeland people. they were actually pretty cool, i was shocked lol! ooh but im really ticked off about this one thing with cheerleading... i roll up to the game and i see sum1 from my squad and they were all why werent u at practice? well i didnt kno we had practice so i told them and she said that coach todl us on tuesday after the game, and i was like welll i left as soon as the game was over so i didnt stay long enough to hear her say that, and now aparently i have to sit out at this game and since its a girls game, i also am going to have to sit out at the game on thursday... grrrrrrrr i hate cheerleading, i dont even kno why i do it anymore.. oh wait yes now i remember, my mom forces me to do it since it will "look good on my college application" hmmm oook then watever floats her boat. but yes anyways.. today was pretty uneventful.. got to skool almost late, luckily me n nikki mikki walked in as the first bell was ringing thanks to lily's lateness.. jk jk lol i <3 lily hahah! but yea sooo i walked into geometry and i start talking to kristi about wat other than guys... hmmm yes its usually the topic of choice with us since theres always sooo much confusion in that area lol! but yea so we were talking about *ahem* and i mean its always been so off and on with us that ive decided that since i dont kno wat he wants from it, im not gonna sit around and waste my time.. go me lol! i dunno tho, i really dont want anything to do with the guys at my school... people talk a lot of shit and i just dont wanna deal with that... nansemond river guys are def off my list haha! but yea anyways.. i gotta go to the school at 430 so we can practice before the game taht im not cheering at lol... oooh well its not like its this huge loss or anything loL! ill be home before 8 prolly... who knos hehe! out for now -xoxo- :: x nikki x :: |
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| 08:22pm 03/01/2004 | ||||
im bored and still very much so grounded **10 days left** rawrrrr... suveys! Body: :x: piercings = umm 3 on each ear :x: tattoos = none :x: height = 5'2" ((wow im short)) :x: shoe size = 7 1/2 :x: hair color = brown w/natural highlights LAST... :x: movie you bought = bruce almighty :x: song you listened to = untitled :: finch :x: cd you bought = ocean avenue :: yellowcard :x: cd you listened to = what it is to burn :: finch :x: person you've called = ummmm steven i think? ((ive been grounded so its been awhile)) :x: person that's called you = kristi :x: tv show you've watched = viva la bam :x: person you were thinking of = kristi since she just called me lol :x: friend you made = hmmm... good question? DO... :x: you have a crush on someone = on 2 people :x: you wish you could live somewhere else = alot of the time :x: you think about suicide = nope :x: you believe in online dating = maybe if you already knew the person? :x: others find you attractive = i guess :x: you want more piercings = just my belly button :x: you drink = trying to stop :x: you do drugs = nope :x: you smoke = nope :x: you like cleaning = not especially :x: you like roller coasters = yes indeed :x: you write in cursive or print = a mix of both FAVORITE... :x: food = hmmm chips :x: song = sic transit gloria :: brand new :x: thing to do = talk to people :x: thing to talk about = anything will do :x: sports = wrestling ;-) :x: drinks = non-alcoholic:: v8 splash, alcoholic:: vodka baby :x: clothes = i like wat i like... labels dont matter :x: movies = any old movies.. i <3 movies from the 80's and 90's tho :x: singer = dont really have a fav, i looove so many :x: holiday = if theres no skool then im happy... HAVE YOU... :x: ever cried over a girl = yes :x: ever cried over a boy = more times than u kno :x: ever lied to someone = yea :x: ever been in a fist fight = not really :x: ever been arrested = almost... lmao DO YOU THINK YOU ARE... :x: pretty = i go by wat other people say :x: funny = i think i am :x: hot = hmmm lol :x: friendly = usually :x: amusing = can be :x: ugly = naw :x: loveable = id hope so ;-) :x: caring = mostly :x: sweet = lol... can be :x: dorky = probably |
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okay| another survey!! | ||||
| 08:22pm 03/01/2004 | ||||
i n f o r m a t i o n 1. name: Nicolette/Nikki 2. single or taken: single as always lol 3. sex: female 4. birthday: march 12 5. sign: pisces 6. siblings: brother n sister 7. hair color: Brown 8. eye color: diff shades of green 9. shoe size: 7 1/2 10. height: 5'2" 11. favorite foods: i <3 italian and chinese 12. hometown: i guess suffolk? r e l a t i o n s h i p s 1. who are your best friends?: kristi n leah 2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope 3. did you send this to your crush?: nope.. its in my blurty lol 4. did your crush send this to you?: nope 5. longest relationship?: umm 6 months ((in 6th grade tho so it doesnt really count)) 6. how many actual relationships have you been in?: hmmm... 8, but they all lasted less than 2 months 7. how many people have you kissed?: lol no comment 8. are you shy around your crush?: which one lol? hahah yea kinda around both of them 9. do you indulge in random hook-ups?: used to.. now im lookin a lil past that 10. still have feelings for anyone you've been in a past relationship with?: only as a friend 11. do you know what it feels like to be in love?: not really 12. would you sacrifice your favorite possession for your best friends?: if i had to f a s h i o n | s t u f f 1. where is your favorite place to shop: hmmm i cant pick just one store 2. have any tattoos or piercings?: 3 on each ear 3. what is your favorite thing to wear?: jeans? 4. what is a must have accessory?: purse 5. how much is the most you've ever spent on a single item of clothing?: 100 bucks maybe? ((it was a dress)) 7. who is the most fashionable person you know?: hmmm every1s pretty equal 8. who is the least fashionable person you know?: me prolly lol 9. do you match your belt with your hair color?: am i supposed to? 10. what is the worst thing you've ever thought looked good?: these ugly purple flip flops 11. what are you wearing right now?: NRHS wrestling hoodie n my red black n white pj pants *skool spirit* lol 13.what is the worst trend you see today?: those stupid pants with all the chains s p e c i f i c s 1. do you do drugs? only legal ones lol 2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: Pantene ProV 3. what are you most scared of?: spiders *ewww* 4. what are you listening to right now?: finch 5. who is the last person that called you?: kristi 6. where do you want to get married?: a little too early.. lets not think about that lol 7. how many buddies are online right now?: dunno.. im grounded from chatting haha 8. what would you change about yourself?: i need a haircut badly 9. what are essentials in your life?: friends 10. if you had the power to do any one thing, what would it be? be invisible.. hmmm *naughty* hahhaa 11. what nationality are you?: american 12. do you send out holiday cards each year?: mean to, but dont h a v e | y o u | e v e r 1. given someone a bath? my sis when she was a baby 3. bungee jumped?: want to 4. made yourself throw up?: yea.. i used to do it when i was little so i wouldnt hafta go to skool 5. skinny dipped?: no but i prolly will some day 6. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yea... just a couple of days ago lol 7. cried when someone died?: yea 8. fallen for your best friend?: hmmm not really seeing as they are all girls haha 9. been rejected?: nope.. lets hope ill never have to be lol 10. rejected someone?: yea, nicely of course 11. used someone?: in a way c u r r e n t 1. hair: brown hair down to middle of my back.. it needs cut tho 2. music: finch 3. make-up: none *gasp* lol 4. annoyance: my mom 5. scent: ocean potion lotion *mmmm yummy* 6. favorite artist: too many 7. favorite group: at the moment yellowcard 8. desktop picture: me n my friends 9. book you're reading: not readin any books at the moment 10. cd(s) in player: finch, yellowcard, dashboard confessional 11. dvd in player: freaky friday (i watched it with my lil sis) 12. color of nails: clear hmm yea fun... well i gotta go my moms buggin me to get on the computer lol! out for now -xoxo- :: x nikki x :: |
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| 04:20pm 03/01/2004 | ||||
lets see now... monday was a very eventful day for many reasons... well once again i was over at jess n jackies and we were trying to make plans to do stuff that nite, well the original plan was to go bowling but that kinda didnt happen so we had to find sumthin else to do.. i wanted to go to the game so i could see every1 but i needed a ride to get there cuz my mom said she mite or mite not take me *grrrr* well jackie had jonathan coming over to hang out so i knew they werent goin to come with and plus jonathan had just ran over the vaccum cleaner with the car so he prolly wouldnt have been allowed to go anyways... but yea so i call steven and we talk for a bit and he says he can take me n jess to the game *yayness* so me n jess are gettin ready and all and he pulls up.. so we leave and were on the way to the bball game at warrior run.. well were talkin in the car and all and we see a whole bunch of deer in the road so steven slows down and then one of them like ran into the car! wat a freakin retarded deer! oooh well he just bonked his head, hell be fine... well we get to the game and its around 8 *which is when we thought the first game was starting* and as we walk in we notice that its halfway through the third quarter of the second game! rarrrr we were a tad bit confused but it was all good... anyhoo i still got to talk to some people so it wasnt that bad... after the game was over jess told us to follow danny n felicias car to get sumthin to eat since she was goin in that car prolly bcuz stevie was in there.. *just a thought* lol so me n steven followed them to minottis out in williamsport.. we all split a pizza and jess being the dumbass that she is, spilled mountain dew ALL OVER my pantleg.. *GRRR* its ok jess i still <3 ya! hahha... yea so after minottis its like not even 10 maybe and were all really bored so we go to giant and were just walkin around being stupid when we decide to by a bunch of condoms... the only problem is we couldnt find them so i go up to this old guy and ask him where they were... the look on his face was sooo funny.. hmm evilness lol! but yea so we go and nick buys them but im not quite sure wat he did with them... hmmm well all i kno is i didnt see them after that lol! well then after we left giant, every1 was goin home i guess so we drove back to montgomery and we met at the unimart and steven picked up jess so he could take her home... well i really didnt wanna go home and since i didnt really have a curfew it didnt exactly matter for me, so we drop jess off a lil bit away from her house so my grandparents wouldnt see me and make me come home since i told them we were just leaving the game to go eat lol! soo then i went down to stevens with him and we just hung out for a bit and then we watched a movie... it was kind of a boring movie and i couldnt really follow it lol! and i never figured out when it was made hahaha... *grrrr* hmmm yea ooh well so we leave stevens house and its like almost 1 in the morning and my mom calls and is like askin where i am and all so i tell her im like 2 mins away from the house and i ask her where she is... and she tells me shes out in elimsport! hmmm not quite sure wat compelled her to drive all the way out there loL! so steven drops me off at my grams house and i say hey to my uncle n my brother and then i walk down to my other grandparents house where my mom is there and was all *worried* bcuz i didnt call.. ooh well i really didnt get into that much trouble... i basically BSed my way through and they believed me so it was all good.. until the next morning that is lol! soo i wake up the morning after all this and my dad told me to go to the living room in that scary voice that parents use when ur in trouble.. i knew i was totally screwed haha! i go in there and my mom is like yellin at me since apparently she talked to jess's mom whoo talked to her and watnot and basically to make this looong conversation short, i got grounded for 2 weeks and so did jess... i mean if i knew that if i got caught and was punished for THAT long, i at least would have made it worthwhile since i did NOTHING bad that whole nite except lie, and i mean its not like it was even a huge lie or anything... errrrr ooh well ill survive, i can still sneak online like i am now when the rents arent here loL! sneaky sneaky... hahah! but yea its not really that bad i guess.. hmm or not loL! i got home new years eve around 8-9ish... i did absolutely nothing at all that nite and the day after and the day after taht BUT last nite i did get to go out *yay* lol... ryan came over and picked me up n we went to the movies and then to coldstones for ice cream... it was pretty fun, we went and saw cheaper by the dozen which was a pretty cute movie *tom welling is a GOD* mmmhmmm yummy... lol and then we were in his car and he got me a present! its this cute little charm bracelet... hmmm i <3 it! but yea i like ryan alot and all but then i like steven too but he lives in PA so rarrr... i dunno anymore... why must things be so difficult? lol ooh well im pretty sure the rents are gonna be home soon so i best be goin... ill write more when i get the chance! out for now -xoxo- :: x nikki x :: |
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| 02:08pm 25/12/2003 | ||||
then yesterday (my first day back) i had to wake up all early to go this funeral thingy... it really wasnt that bad but i cant stand funerals especially ones where theres massive amounts of people that you dont kno.. but yea there was this really funny thing that happened at the funeral... since my step-great-grandfather person was related to a bunch of people in the mafia, there was like sum mobster people there! i was like whoooaaa... but yea they were actually really nice and this one mob lady kept tellin me i was really pretty but then she started jokin about stealing me and then it got really scary lol! after the funeral we went to this italian restaurant *also mafia related* and they like were shoving food down my throat... they mustve really liked me hahah well its better than them not liking me and trying to kill me lol! after all the sad funeral business we came home then my mom told me we were goin to the mall *woot* i loove the mall.. but yea it kinda confused me since we were goin to the mall on the day of the funeral but the weekend beforehand i couldnt do anything at all... errrr ooh well! but yea on the way to the mall my mom wanted to stop at big lots to buy sum decorations and i decided that since i only had 15 bucks for my whole family i should do my shoppin there lol! ahhh yes i am a cheapskate wat can i say... hahah! but yea im walkin around the store lookin for stuff and im near the entrance and i look and i see this guy that looks familiar and then i realized it was steven! lol i was in shock... of all places to run into people! haha but yea we walked around for a bit but then i had to go and they didnt have the stuff he was lookin for *damn big lots* so we left lol... then i went to the mall and basically did nothing seeing as i had no money left haha! but yea funny thing happened while i was walkin thru the mall... the cell phone rang so i answered it and to my surprise it was ryan! mmmhmmm... yess anyways he invited me over for xmas eve but i couldnt because im in PA! grrrr damn the amish... ooh well but yea i talked to him for a little bit *i felt bad* and then i told him id call him when i got back so we could do sumthin then.. yay! :-D xmas nite... hmm yes it was interesting lol! we got home put up the tree and decorated it then we had leftover zitti for dinner... how appetizing haha! i wrapped up my cheap presents for the family then watched the double episodes of smallville... luckily i missed those 2 so i was happy when i saw they were playing! lol... but yea usually on xmas nite i stay up til like 2 helping wrap presents but i went up and fell asleep at like 10 ... muahaha evilness! hahah hm yea or not but i thought it was rather ingenious at the time lol! this morning... well typical xmas morning, my sister tries her hardest to wake me up and i push her off the bed *wat a great big sister i am* lol! i eventually get up around 9ish to get her her damn breakfast.. i was in a bad mood because she woke me up from a very nice dream *no comment* hehe... but yea then every1 finally came down and we got to open our presents.. newsflash:: i didnt get my cell phone GRRR... i think i would have until the NABAA was discovered.. hmmm damn that note hahah! ooh well im not too disapointed i guess since i got a bunch of clothes and shoes and cds and a new cd player... hmmm i suppose ill survive lol! hmmm not quite sure wat the plans are for today.. i kno were eating xmas dinner sumwhere between 5:30-6:00 and itll be over by 7:30 so i still want to do sumthin 2nite... hmmm ooh well! out for now -xoxo- :: x nikki x :: |
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| worst xmas ever | ||||
| 05:20pm 22/12/2003 | ||||
so then since i am stuck at home i chill around the house n talk on the phone.. well my parents decide that im gettin too many phone calls and say i cant talk on the phone anymore so at this point im really pissed off, but no no it gets worse! then my brother goes to the movies the movies! now im about ready to murder somebody at this point since my brother gets to go out and he didnt even do his chores while i sit at home and do nothing affter i cleaned the whole fucking house... now nobody can sit and tell me that that is in any way fair... so i decide that im going to do sumthing about it and confront my evil parentals about it... my mom is surprisingly on my side saying that its not fair but my dad was being an ass and started flipping out... lets just say it wasnt pretty lol! but yea in the end i wound up screaming that i never wanted to speak to him again and havent since then... wat a lovely family i have haha! now onto todays shitty happenings... well first of all i wake up once again to find yet another disaster. it turns out that my brother and his gf were in a car accident that morning on the way back from *breakfast* (meaning they were prolly at her house having sex *yucky*) so my dad went and got him but luckily... or not he wasnt hurt lol! then this weird reserves recruiter guy came by the house to get brent to take him to this military thingy.. im not quite sure wat it was but yea wat can u do lol.. but yes after he came and took my brother i had the joy of packing most of my clothes in 2 small ass bags.. hmm yea i had a lil trouble with that one but i got it done haha... since were gonna be in PA for an unknown amount of time (cant be more than 1 1/2 weeks) i decided to pack most of my stuff... i honestly dont mind packing that much its just tryin to fit ALL those clothes into 2 little bags.. it just wasnt working for me loL! ooh yes and did i forget to mention that my parents have done NO xmas shopping watsoever!?! omg im so pissed off/upset about that because i cant not get any presents.. i will seriously cry if i dont get any presents for xmas! i kno that sounds really stupid and all but i will be crushed.. i mean wat kind of parents dont buy theyre kids xmas presents?! obviously mine... but yea they just left and they said they were doin sum xmas shopping... i hope so!! otherwise, it would def will make it the WORST xmas ever times a million lol! hmmm yea everythings been making me mad lately but with good reason of course... but ONE thing that really pisses me off is when people steal things from you and try to take credit for them.. well sumthing of the sort happened to me today, just recently actually. some person *if u are reading this u kno who u are* stole my info.. and i mean stole, they didnt change anything about it except they took my name off the bottom of it. this made me quite mad cuz i worked sumwat hard on it and i was proud of it lol! hmm yea anyways i asked them about it (politley of course) and well they said nothin back but i noticed that their info became blank... serves them rite for tryin to steal my info hahah! but yes that made me soooo mad!!! GRRRRR i hate people who do that! but yes... plans for 2nite :: NONE... hahah yea its pretty sad but the rents once again arent lettin me do anything *i swear its a conspiracy against me* lol but yea tomorrow morning were leaving for PA yay! i looove goin back up to visit everyone because nothing ever changes.. its like my little safe haven cuz i kno everything will be just like i left it loL! sad reason i kno but yea wat can i say hahah! thats all for now -xoxo- :: x nikki x :: |
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| 07:28pm 20/12/2003 | ||||
errrrr just got off the phone with leah... she got her cell phone *grrr* i was supposed to get mine for xmas but now my rents are all being stupid and sayin that im not gettin one... im not sure tho if theyre just tryin to keep me off their trail or if theyre actually serious... hmmm *ponders the thought* lol but yea the pizzas here so ill write sum more 2morrow or whenever i feel like it hehe! out for now xoxo :: x nikki x :: |
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| 08:32am 20/12/2003 | ||||
last nite was pretty interesting... i was sittin at the comp mindin my own business when the phone rings... i go answer it and to my surprise its anna. and so im talkin to her when she says.. nikki were in ur neighborhood tell us how to get to ur house, weve got smirnhoff i was like *YESSSSSS* and seeing as i was babysitting my sis and she was sleepin and the rents were out i gave her directions and i ask her where she is... my dear dear dumbass of a friend tells me shes in suburban woods ((on the other side of suffolk)) i was like *nooooo* i was so looking forward to getting drunk but yea maybe sum other time... lol! well then thats pretty much all for now... ill add more later when shit actually happens haha!! xoxo :: x nikki x :: |
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| 06:38pm 19/12/2003 | |||
 You are Screaming Infidelities by Dashboard Confessional. You lost a love and now your hopeless. You see no good in the world that doesn't exist only in your past. You really got hurt this time and its wearing you thin. You just want what you once had back and you often cry. What Emo Song Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
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| 05:21pm 19/12/2003 | ||||
now the only question left is wat am i goin to do sittin home alone with my little sister... NOTHING! GRRRRR out for now... xoxo :: x nikki x :: |
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| 03:31pm 19/12/2003 | ||||
yes anyhoo... today was the last day of skool *YAY* and wasnt actually that bad... i was pretty hyper off of all that xmas candy they were giving us i was runnin around hugging everyone lol! im sure they didnt mind and if they did, thats just too bad haha! ooh well tho i cant believe its less than a week til xmas!! :-0 shock! hahah it just doesnt feel like xmas this year... but at least it snowed today *for a whole hour* lol and it didnt even stick! grrrrrr it sucks but its ok... ill see plenty of snow up in PA when i go up for new years! about tonite... well i WAS gonna go to brandons party or w.e but i have decided against it since its prolly gonna get busted tonite *apparently mad amounts of people are gonna be there* but its all good... i was talkin to leah and we both decided that we wanted to go bowling... not saying that its actually gonna happen since our plans usually get all retarded but it would be nice for once lol! i havent gone bowling in ages... the last time i went i was goin out with michael... WOW long time ago hahah! but yess anyhoo my mom still hasnt told me whether were goin to the wrestlin match 2morrow or not! rarrrr... im hopin i can go so i can bring leah with me and see certain people *no names lol* ;-) but yea ANNA is yellin at me to finsh this since she must want to talk to me soooooo bad... hahah jk jk! well thats all for now... xoxo :: x nikki x :: |
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| 08:50pm 18/12/2003 | ||||
yea now that thats outta my system i can actually write... anyways today was a pretty good day for the most part with the exception of one certain thing which im not gonna write about lol! i had to take that stupid test in ms hatfields class but we had this sub ((ms wilfong?))... it was really easy tho which surprised me cuz she was makin this huge freakin deal about it so i studied my ass off and i already knew everything that was on it! rarrr lol but yea while we were takin the test a funny thing happened... nobel decided he had to *use the restroom* hmmm yea im sure nobel lol we all kno u went out and got the answers from people in the cafeteria.. hahah damn tho and he walked back in and she all checked his pockets for possible answers lol... it was pretty funny but im sure she was just lookin for an excuse to fondle him lmao! but yea hmmm plans for this weekend:: 2morrow nite brandon barnes is havin this huge party and im hopin to go to that... the plan is to tell the rents that im goin to the mall til it closes then im goin to watch the lord of the rings so that gives me at least like 5 hours to be gone since that movie is like 3 hours long... im pretty sure bretts givin me a ride so im pretty much covered but the only problem is that i gotta leave all early saturday morning to go to this wrestling match *oooh baby* ;-) hahah but yea im gonna be soooo hungover it wont be funny lol... its def worth it tho haha! then i think im goin to that party again at least 2 more times since its lastin for like 5 days... def a good way to start off the xmas break lol!! well thats all for now... xoxo :: x nikki x :: |
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