[17 Aug 2003@03:15pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Rancid - Salvation ]

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[21 Jul 2003@02:37am]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | the tv ]

Noo we can't die!!! Everyone get your asses online! ok so your probably sleeping because it's like 2 in the morning but still. Oh and Brody I love you. Later.

*Benj

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[10 Jul 2003@09:54pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Rancid - Maxwell Murder ]

Look I got a new icon yay! Ok so where in Long beach...I think I've kinda lost track. They've put me to work as a roadie and guitar tech what fun. Ha I guess it's better than just sitting around all day. Warped is wonderful...like always but I miss Brody...alot. we're off on the 14th so maybe I'll head up to Lollapalooza to see her...and one of these days Amy needs to bring Adam down here I miss my kid...I wonder how much he's grown I haven't seen him in weeks. I'm suposed to be going somewhere with Davey, Tim and Lars so I better head out. Later.

Benj*

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[02 Jul 2003@11:00pm]
[[ Fuck I'm grounded I'll be back on Saturday...hopefully. ]]
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[01 Jul 2003@01:23pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Mest - Rooftops ]

Eep...sorry I haven't been around much but I've been kinda busy with warped and everything. They've got me working hard. haha, but we have today off woohoo. ok I'm bored and no ones ono so I'm gonna just ramble on about nothingness. I miss Brody and my baby boy...I wanna go see them...and I think I will...right now haha woo. Later.
Rest of the tour dates...if your interested )


Benj*

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[26 Jun 2003@05:49pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Mest - Jaded ]

Happy Deathday!
Your name:xxmademanxx
You will die on:Thursday, July 17, 2031
You will die of:Sexually Transmitted Disease
Username:
Created by Quill


eek...I'll probably get it from Tony.

Survey Thingy )
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[19 Jun 2003@07:37pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | AFI - This Time Imperfect ]

xxmademanxx
Magic Number6
JobLeader of the Free World
PersonalityA Worrier, I Worry That I Worry Too Much
TemperamentAngry - At Everthing
SexualGay
Likely To WinAnother Gold Star
Me - In A WordStartling
Colour
Brought to you by MemeJack



Hmm...very interesting..

Benj*

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[16 Jun 2003@04:55pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Chevelle - The Red ]

Dude yesterday was fathers day...I completely forgot...I kinda got used to blocking that holiday out of my head but now I am a father and I forgot all about it. Dude they won't let me get his ears peirced until he's 4 months old *pouts* He can hold his head up now it's great I can't wait for him to start sitting and crawling..then walking...this is gonna be great.

Tony leaving today *pouts* I'm gonna miss him...but he'll be back thursday for warped. Umm...yup. Warped is gonna be great...like it always is.

I want to see Ginger and Amy's group thingy practice...haha that will be hilarious...especially with you there Brody *grins* dancing like a Spice Girl...I would pay good money to see that.

Benj*

Motivate Me

[15 Jun 2003@05:11pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Mest - 25 to Life ]

I _________ Benji.
Benji is __________.
I think Benji should __________.
Benji needs to __________.
I want to __________ Benji.
If I have seen his picture(s), I think Benji is __________.
In one word, I would describe Benji as __________.
I can see Benji being a(n) __________ someday.
If I were alone in a room with Benji I would __________.
Someday Benji will __________.
Benji reminds me of __________.
Without Benji, my life would be __________.
Benji can be __________.
__________ is how I describe meeting Benji.
Worst thing about Benji is __________.
Best thing about Benji is __________.
One thing I would change about Benji is his __________.
Benji needs __________.
I am __________ with Benji!

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[12 Jun 2003@08:18pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Mest - Walking on Broken Glass ]

Man I'm bored...and no ones one...PEOPLE GET ON!!! Grr...I leave for two days and now I'm completely confused...I don't know who's going out with who or anything anymore...I feel so lost. Billy dude you aren't mad at me are you? because thats what it seemed like...I didn't do anything...I don't think anyways. Joely get your ass online I wanna talk to you! Gah and I just ran out of things to say...grrr...stupid short update.

Benj*

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[09 Jun 2003@08:02am]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | Evanescence - Tourniquet ]

Tony needs to solve his own damn problem I'm done with this shit...sorry buddy but I can't take it anymore...they are all my friends...I can't take sides. You talk it out with them and fix this because I ain't gonna. Oh and Brody I love yah babe...I'm so glad that we never didn't have to go through this shit...well we kinda did...but at least things are good again. Later.

Benj*

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[08 Jun 2003@09:19am]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | Umm...I have no clue ]

ooo ooo ooo look at my new icon!!! ----------->

My update OWNS )

Benj*

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[05 Jun 2003@11:23am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | Mest - Rooftop ]

*grins* Me and Brody are back together...woohoo. haha Benji is very happy right now, yes he is indeed. Things are good again yes. Amy's once again babysitting for me tonight...ha she just did such a darn good job of it yesterday that I had her do it again heh. Man thats really all I have to update about today...short entrys suck.

Benj*

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[03 Jun 2003@05:42am]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | AFI - This Time Imperfect ]

Ok so I'm sure you've heard but if you haven't I'll tell yah about it...Me, Joel and Tony stole all the babies and ran for it...it was just a joke but no one seems to get that...its not kidnapp..thier my children and we didn't cross the state lines and weren't gone 48 hours...but still it wasn't a very smart idea...but since I brought the kids home safe me and Sarah worked out a deal...I get custity of Adam...yeah I know splitting up twins just isn't right I know I would have never lasted without Joel...but according to the doctors Adam is the only one thats strong and healthy enough to live on the road with me. Our court date was this morning so it's all settled and done...I have Adam and I will only get to see my other children on holidays...this sucks ass...but at least I don't have to deal with that psycho bitch ruining my life anymore...well I'm out...I gotta go to the store and get some formula and diapers...

Benj*

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[31 May 2003@06:44am]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | Evanescence - Tourniquet ]

Being a dad is great I love my kids...Everything has been going pretty good I guess. There are so many people at our house It's not even funny..Oh and here are the room assignments like I promised for all ya'll that were confused. First Floor, Second Floor well...ther have been a few alterations since then...since my sis move out..the kids are still here but she's staying at the Hanson house. So if you haven't heard it from her...or someone else...me and Brody broke up...it sucks I still love her and everything, but it wouldn't have worked out. I love being a dad it is the greatest thing ever. *holds up Adam for everyone to see* This is be little buddy *grins and points to the baby's runny eyeliner and tiny little spikes with what hair he has* He's gonna be just like me. Ooh and Sarah is gonna let 'em be vegan woohoo! *starts to do the Ghetto Joel dance...remembers he's holding the baby and sits down* Yup things are good...Except for the stupid confusing name thing...I'm still lost on that whole thing.

Benj*

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[27 May 2003@07:13pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | The hospital TV ]

I became a father and an uncle in the same day...how amazing is that? My sons Adam Benjamin Madden and Joel Anthony Madden are the cutest things in the entire world...I hope Joel gets better...if anything happens to him I will die. Man it's amazing how much they look like me and Joel did...except way way smaller...they are tiny...they are like a month premature. I haven't gotten to see my nephews Joel Benjamin Lovato and Anthony Joshua Lovato yet...but I'll bet they're awesome too...Haha I just hope they don't look like Tony did Man Tony was an UGLY baby. Man we have 3 Joels in our family now...how fucking confusing is that gonna get? We should call them Reuben, Benjamin, and Anthony...oh wait there is an Anthony...damnit this is not gonna work...whys everyone all named the same thing? Man you all have to come an see my kids...this is the best day of my life. If you want me I'm here at the hospital...and I'll be here until they send Sarah home and Joel gets all better. *grins* I'm a father...man I'm not used to saying that yet...I'm a father...of two wonderful baby boys. And I won't be like my dad...I'll never be like him...ever.

Benj*

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[21 May 2003@01:49am]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | silence ]

So I've had a really fun past two days...what I did...I don't remember but that's besides the point I know that they were fun. Haha life is great when your stoned off your ass no one can bring you don't...but now that I'm not things suck ass. My mom found out about me being stoned...the Sarah's called her on 3-way god damn them. Mom doesn't want me near Brody anymore....she said not to come home if I chose to stay with her...she can't do that...that's not fair. She thinks Brody is the reason I smoke weed wtf? haha no I have Tony to blame for that..heh. Man everyone just needs to get off my back and let me do what I want...I love Brody and I don't want to leave her. Oh and both Sarah's have desided thier kids aren't allowed around me or Tony...I can't see my nices and/or nephews let alon my own kid...this sucks ass. Maybe I should just go find Tony and smoke the rest of this.

Benj*

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[19 May 2003@08:24pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | The Used - On My Own ]

So Tony and Brody are both coming on tour with us *grins* That's gonna be fun..I'll have my girlfriend and my best friend with me yay. Thank you Brody for sticking with me through all this shit...and thanks Tony and Joel for being on my side.

Sarah and me got in a huge ass fight...let's just say it wasn't good...I'm not gonna go into it here but if you really wanna know IM me XMadeManMaddenX I'm done...I don't want to deal with this anymore...all I wanna do is enjoy this tour.

Motivate Me

[13 May 2003@01:09am]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | Transplants - Sad But True ]

So I'm gonna be a father...and it's not Brody's.

Everything is fucked up. Why the hell did this have to happen.

Brody I love you. We'll get through this. Don't leave me...please...I won't be able to take it.

-edit- Sarah's having twins...but unfortunately I'll never get to see them. She's leaving and taking them away forever...Why would she so this to me? Joel please help...please.

Benjamin*

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[11 May 2003@12:55pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | AFI - Girls Not Grey ]

Today is mothers day...I called mom this morning...I wanted to go up there but Steve wouldn't let us. His mom died last year so today has been pretty hard on him...I didn't want to piss him off more by getting mad at him for not letting us go. Well at least mom had Sarah there with her.

Benj*

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