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mmmmmmmmmmm X a million [11 Oct 2003|02:17pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | need to download new songs.. ] this sux.. even when i want to cry, i cant ive been "partially" crying off and on for like 2 days.. but only when i think of.. well nvm lol anyways.. everyones away.. like online and well im stuck here completly bored.. im gunna go get ready.. maybe ill have lunch with myself.. like sum kind of uni-date.. hah ya thats it.. hold me.

until i die.. i spill my <3 for you [11 Oct 2003|02:00pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | "I Am Understood" by Relient K.. thanx Hope :) ] Johnny called around 1.. he is so funny on the phone.. and alex is hilarious look at this: (retold by Johnny B) alex:who do you like? margarita:i dont know alex:its a yes or no question weirdly johnny didnt find that funny, but i wuz cracking up alex- yer so grrrand!! Hope wuz supposed to come over today, but my granps said no(grr!!) supposedly theres a dance tonite, but most of us know what happened last night we thought there wuz a dance.. lol we ended up watching Malibu's Most Wanted at Johnny B's.. **there wuz no dance, if ya'll didnt get that** Katie wuz supposed to come over last nite, too but that didnt happen either.. this weekend has been filled with COMPLETE BOREDOM i had the weirdest dreams last nite.. one with ya'll know who in it.. i totally forgot what they were about tho.. heh heh well im loosing my pirate fasination.. derr.. i have no idea what to be for halloween.. any ideas?! kk well im out.. 1445(chuckle chuckle) ~Brittany.. i need a nick name :( hold me.

[10 Oct 2003|06:11pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Baby I Love You~Ramones ] Have I ever told you How good it feels to hold you It isn't easy to explain And though I'm really tryin' I think I may start cryin' My heart can't wait an other day When you kiss me I just gotta Kiss me I just gotta Kiss me I just gotta say : Baby, I love you Come on baby Baby, I love you Baby I love, I love only you I can't live without you I love everything about you I can't help it if I feel this way Oh I'm so glad I found you I want my arms around you I love to hear you call my name Oh tell me that you feel Tell me that you feel Tell me that you feel the same Baby, I love you Come on baby baby, I love you Baby I love, I love only you **pretty good song.. i think** hold me.

Today~Friday [10 Oct 2003|06:06pm] lets see.. went to good ol school.. ZACH SWITCHED OUTA MY P.E CLASS lol thats in here jus for him.. told all of yearbook what i had for breakfast.. a cinnamon roll.. no one seemed to care.. wonder why?? yelled at Adam and Chase for there basically only boi survey.. lol i added my own selections.. food, more food, and computer.. my life in 5 words.. ppl threw pizza at me and zack.. cough HOPE AND DUSTIN.. there so evvval together.. lol naw there great supposed to go to a movie tonite.. but no one could.. grr.. kade if ya see this- your coming over and soon!! xox brittany hold me.

t . h . u . r . s . d . a . y [10 Oct 2003|05:54pm] funnest nite ever! kade came over.. like usual(hehe) kyle and zack stopped by.. only for a lil, tho.. got ready for the fest.. changed about a MILLION GAZILLION times went to the yuck fest.. saw like everyone- lol got completely yucky.. for goodness sakes.. i still smell!! i got trashcanned.. which her my poor bum.. haha got tons of eggs in my hair.. TWO SHOWERS.. and, well only 1 day later.. I STILL SMELL.. lol well me hair duz.. more later.. this is getting boring. hold me.

Wednesday Night [10 Oct 2003|05:46pm] went to breakaway.. with kade.. saw Hope sing.. wow she wuz great :) went home.. went to bed.. ya.. what a super nite.. filled with complete BOREDOM hold me.

[07 Oct 2003|06:00pm] argh.. im somehow going to write everything in lyrics.. i dont feel like spilling everything for ya'll to read.. KYLE IF YER READING THIS- CALL ME.. lol And understand the way I think They got me on the brink Of self destruction I wish someone could feel People surround me fill my head With opinions of what they think is right ****************************************************************************************************** You treat me like I'm a princess I'm not used to liking that You ask how my day was You've already won me over in spite of me And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are I couldn't help it It's all your fault Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole ****************************************************************************************************** And when you say It doesn't matter well it does And all it takes Is a mistake to eat your words Just one more time I think I'll drive on home tonight Sometime we never see the warning And the voice in your head tells you not to go It really makes me wonder why somethings happen when they do It really makes me wonder why it wasn't me instead of you ****************************************************************************************************** Good times come and good times go, I only wish the good times would last a little longer. ****************************************************************************************************** It's been 6 whole hours And 5 long days For all your lies to come undone And those three small words Were way too late Can't see that I'm the one? ****************************************************************************************************** I'm still young and I'd like to stay that way 'Cause growing up won't make everything okay I'm still young and I'd like to stay that way **okay thats enough for rite now.. getting board of this.. ill write later bout my day.. later I've got a voice and I've got a lot to say I've got a lot to say. . . hold me.

today.. [05 Oct 2003|06:06pm] woke up around 11 bored till around 1 or 2 kyle, johnny, zak, and ZACK walked over stayed till like 5 ate allof my food! kyle ran over my foot a million times but he gave me hugs, so its fine.. haha I LOVE PIRATES!! tanya and me are obsessed with em.. and yellow, black, and red CANT WAIT TILL HALLOWEEN! talking to jace about my hair.. yess, i miss my blonde he's gunna right a song about it kewl :) I LOVE TANYA!!! kk.. well more later, i guess.. *you'll get her.. im confused* ^secret message.. lol..^ -britt the redhead hold me.

geez.. now i forgot.. [05 Oct 2003|12:34pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Counting the Days by Goldfinger ] i just forgot what i wuz gunna say.. but hey, i remember now.. lol new faves: color~yellow thing~pirates boi~zack :) bands~Story of the Year, Brand new, Mest, and as always Dashboard hold me.

red is good.. but blonde is better [05 Oct 2003|11:25am] [ mood | wow! ] oh goodness.. i just realized i wasnt a blonde. i wuz looking at adam's profile and how it said sumthing bout love for blondes. and wow! im not blonde. which now sux. but red is good. i like red. no more blonde jokes. but im not blonde! oh gosh.. now i want my blonde back reeely much. hold me.

recap [05 Oct 2003|12:52am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Downloading sum as I type ] okay i havent written.. or been on.. in like forever so ill just do a cute lil calendar thingy.. haha.. Saturday, Sept 21st -dashboard concert.. which rocked!! -spent the nite at Hope's Wednesday, Sept 24th FIRST BREAKAWAY!! -Hope and Kirsten sang.. really good hehe ***Dont remember anything that happened until.. Wednesday, Oct 1st -Boys n Gurls Club for leadership.. mm that wuz fun :) Thursday, Oct 2nd same thing.. a lil funner.. i got a BIG cookie.. and saw my fave person: Joe.. uhh ya rite.. Friday, Oct 3rd -Katie came over -went to Kyles Saturday, Oct 4th -Katie picked me up around 11:30 -went to da mall till 2 - my house.. -thought there wuz a dance.. but NO -went to Johnnys instead- watched Malibu's Most Wanted- yay! **and did i mention Zack couldnt go?!! :(** -thought Katie wuz spending the nite.. but NOPE.. lol Sunday, Oct 5th -its like 1 o clock.. only Johnny's on.. -TIRED -BORED ...well ta ta... hold me.

DASHBOARD CONCERT TONITE! [21 Sep 2003|04:36pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Punk Rock Princess by Something Coporate ] WOOHOO! im so excited.. at 7- i think- me n hope and her sis are going down- or up- to where ever the dang concert is! its gunna be a blast.. :) anyways.. its adam's birthday so.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUN!! saturday i went to Hope's around 4.. left like at 5.. went to the beach.. and anthony, ethan, curtis, johnny, zack, and alex were already there.. lol we were like late to her own party.. haha.. so like around, well i dunno.. sumtime after that chase came.. and i think thats all that wuz there until viv came, but dat wuz wayyy later.. we swam- okay i stood, not even knee deep- in the water for awhile.. and i kinda forget everything that happened or in what order.. but i know i got REEEL hyper and like freaked johnny out.. NO ONIONS! GET YER HINEY OVER THERE! DO IT FOR BRITTANY! NUTCASE! THEY SAME ME LOOK LIKE ME DAD.. NO I LOOK LIKE ME DAD!.. a lotta inside jokes and memories.. haha.. johnny wuz sad cuz he realized he's marrying a NUTCASE.. haha.. and most of us walked a wayyy while to curtis's boat and sat around for awhile.. geez so many jokes i didnt get that nite.. then we walked back, had hotdogs.. opened gifts.. went on tower 6.. i never got to walk on the dam pier.. and then we just hung out for awhile.. i sat with johnny and watched the waves and talked for like ever! on to today--- well last nite me n kendall spent the nite at hopes.. got up.. went to chuch.. sat rite behind DAREN .. im reeely excited for breakaway! but anyways.. went back to hopes.. hung out for a lil and i didnt feel to well so i went hope.. and yupp now its almost 5 and im bored.. feeling fine.. and physc(?) for the concert! xox brittany hold me.

[20 Sep 2003|11:44am] [ mood | annoyed ] last nite wuz pretty fun.. well until sumone kept making a scene anyways.. i saw adrian! for like the first time since school! when i saw him i wuz about to give him a hug, but i like tripped over his foot and fell on him i was cracking the whole nite cuz of that me n austin hung out a lot.. hehe.. last football game for hope being 12, well last day too a pretty damn bad one.. got a kiss on the cheek from ben.. and austin!! oh ya i didnt mention that i saw ben again! he's so cute.. for a sevy, haha his friend alec(dylans bro) had sum kind of hugging contest.. well.. they counted to 3 before giving anyone a hug it basically freaked all of us out haha i have no idea who we were playing, if we won.. or what the score was.. it wuz a pretty bad day.. i went home around 1 with hope.. and had sum coffee ice cream.. grandpa came home.. oh yay! lost one of my good friends, i guess.. well anyways.. this is long enough.. bye hold me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOPE! [20 Sep 2003|12:18am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | i need it.. ] okay.. well we all know what happened today.. and if you dont, you dont.. you dont need to and no one will tell you.. and well thats enough about that.. ive got more happy things to say! HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY HOPE!! YER THE BEST.. AND I LOVE YOU..!! okay now.. lol.. of course this is like dedicated to her! theres ton more to say.. but i should go to bed so i can do all the stuff an FB duz on her FBs b-day.. i love you, hope! goodnighte.. and ya'll BETTER say happy birthday to her! hold me.

the truth is you could slit my throat.. [18 Sep 2003|09:18pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | nothing.. ] ...and with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleedin on your shirt today has been kinda boring got to walk to most of my classes.. with austin chase asked out margirita alex asked my best friend- KADE!! i got to talk on the phone with a bazillion ppl(hehe- austin, alex, kyle, ben, and savannah[lol]) hope came over.. she wuz way hyper.. coffee- that morning dad left to go home got to babysit forever okay.. well.. i guess i didnt do much today.. but tomorrow - yahoo!! school.. dance.. FOOTBALL GAME.. i wuz gunna spend the nite at marg's.. but plans are cancelled.. well kinda lol then SATURDAY! HOPES BIRTHDAY!! the beach is gunna be awesome.. and i get to give her, her gift.. which by the way is the most awesomest thing ever.. I LOVE YOU, HOPE!! anyways.. danny held the door open for me today.. well actually both of them did.. well oopsie.. lol danie did today, and danny did yesterday.. but either way- i can now say the door has been held open for me by two danny/danie's! and ya, ive always wanted to say that.. top of my list, by gorge.. geez louise.. i saw that a lot lol.. no one is talking.. well it could be cuz im away, but have NONE of you heard of messages? Im brittany when she's away.. so brittany feels loved.. well more tomorrow.. or maybe ill get bored and add tonight.. toodles.. bye, brittany hold me.

she kept saying me n my baby 69.. [17 Sep 2003|08:56pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Kazaa wuz screwing up my comp.. i have an excuse! ] today wuz fun school wuz pretty awesome austin is sexy didnt get to talk to anthony all day got ignored again- yay had sumone go through my purse and take a pen.. ya after basically telling me she wuz gunna use one anyways.. on to more FUN junk.. went shopping bought clothes, stuff, and more stuff hope's gunna love her gift(s) and so am i! dads over.. and is staying till tomorrow weird.. tomorrow... is gunna be fun austin might be riding over hope might be coming over first take home test lol babysitting kidalumps parents gone.. yay! got a new screen name had a wetzel pretzel danced with my mom in the car freakish-ly she kept saying me n my baby 69 its in a song.. but geez I LOVE MY MOM shes wunderful and ya'll should love her too and ya.. im bored with this entry, and im sure you are too bye, brittany 1squeezed too tight - hold me.

yay! [17 Sep 2003|07:36pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | YOU DONT LISTEN TO MUSIC WHEN YER ON THE PHONE!! haha ] haha.. rite now.. im on the fone with the person i love the mostest- AUSTIN! yay!.. he always skateboards when im on the phone with him.. weird, huh? totally.. DANNY I LOVE YOU SO FRICKIN MUCH! okay.. lol.. and thats danny scoma too.. he wont ever see this, but he is the best.. the absolute best.. greatest.. grandest.. BOI ever!! anywho... more later.. im on the phone.. hold me.

yay! [17 Sep 2003|07:36pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | YOU DONT LISTEN TO MUSIC WHEN YER ON THE PHONE!! haha ] haha.. rite now.. im on the fone with the person i love the mostest- AUSTIN! yay!.. he always skateboards when im on the phone with him.. weird, huh? totally.. DANNY I LOVE YOU SO FRICKIN MUCH! okay.. lol.. and thats danny scoma too.. he wont ever see this, but he is the best.. the absolute best.. greatest.. grandest.. BOI ever!! anywho... more later.. im on the phone.. hold me.

dashboard- 5 days! [16 Sep 2003|07:36pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Poetic Tragedy by The Used ] okay.. that wuz jus for the computer.. it is being wayyy gay.. lol i so wanted a new screename but aim wouldnt let me and it didnt let adam either! weird.. anywho.. highlights of my day(lol):: -took nolans hat after planning to steal it the whole period -having nolan g. make me an evelope w/ jus ONE piece of gum.. heh heh -being call mrs. duling.. by, yes, mr.duling himself.. love you hun! -making 3 KISS bracelets.. and them ALL being ripped off.. haha -having a cupcake for breakfast.. look at non-highlights.. -finding out how long alex can hold an orgasism for.. yay non-highlights:: -austin didnt call me.. that butt -but adam did :) -not being able to make a screename -having sumone ignore you all day.. hint hint -making 3 KISS bracelets.. and them ALL being ripped off.. im sad.. -having a cupcake for breakfast, and having no one in PE care well more later.. im getting sum IM's finally.. lol jk -me hold me.

The hint of these new tears are sharp... [15 Sep 2003|08:48pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | none.. weird ] ...I try to hold them back. It's useless. my dear darlin kade(and ya im her best friend, lol, i know her name is spelled katie) came over.. that wuz fun :) kyle stopped by.. and she rode his 50 like forever.. i swear i would have died if she came close to the van.. haha and then my neighbor, who i thought TPed us and threw an orange at us, walked up and said hi.. he's really nice, too.. we talked for a while while kade and kyle rode all around the street.. today.. i also talked to Zach.. haha dont really know him(and if he's reading this: hey zach!).. but he's cute.. haha, i thought i'd add that in there, cuz he's perrrty darn kewl if ya ask me.. i basically missed the OC.. and came to think about it, my tv is still on.. i talked to hope about her birthday.. any ideas ppl? HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY GURL! i need to go to the mall.. reeel bad.. i gots money.. i need a brown shirt.. and i want to go BAD! i think im gunna go soon.. cuz i do need to get a special lady sumthing exxxtra special... haha well this is taken time away from my precious convo with Zach.. more later folks.. xox Brittany hold me.

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