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haha. school was beat today. i was so tired all day, and people were just pissing me off. they just wouldnt leave me alone. not cool. i was pissed about xc too. tomorrow is the biggest/best race tomorrow and i dont even get to run. and neither does liesse. makes us mad. im really beginning to hate xc anymore. then we went to practice and play tag. so that kinda made up for the shitty day, i guess. we took kenny home. hes a cool kid. did some homework and showered. then me and my mom went to walmart and got some cool stuff. lol. and then i went to amandas. we carved pumpkins. and theyre gangstas and fucking awesome. lol. and she took lots of pics of me and her and theyre awesome too. ill put them on here or myspace whenever she sends them to me. so yeah. now im home. soo tired. i should be studying for my dumb spanish dialogue thing tomorrow. but i dont feel like it. tomorrow i get to go out with peter to see his dad and stuff. i really dont even know. lol. i hope peter is feeling better. i think he has food posioning, not cool. i feel so bad for him. he told my presents came to his house today, so that means i get them tomorrow. yay.
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[11 Oct 2004|09:10pm] |
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alright im gonna try this again. i typed out a long ass entry and it didnt update. so yeah im 17 now. get to drive. i have the best boyfriend everrrrr. cuz he drove me everywhere on thursday i can legally drive now. lol. on friday i drove to school and was almost late cuz my mom drove behind to make sure i got to school ok, so i had to go nice and slow so she wouldnt yell at me. lol. then that night i went out to dinner and then to petes house afterwards and i brought him some cake. lol. and my dad make my curfew 12 now instead of 11:30. love it. lol. on sautrday i actually got to sleep in, since my race was at delsea and i didnt have to be there until 1. i came in like 33rd or something out of maybe 100, i think i dunno. but i beat the 2 other girls from my school in that race, so now my sister has to buy me something. lol. uhh then i went home and showered and went back to delsea and got amanda. then we went to the fabric store and shoe store. she bought me some cool ass shoes for my bday. then i went over peters house. on sunday i went and saw jesus and to petes little cousins bday party. then back to his house. got in trouble cuz i was still there at like 9. i dont even understand what the big deal was. then i went to emilys got there at like 10:30 and pete and john met us somewheres and we all went to nicks. then we went to kendals. hung out there for a bit. i feel sooo bad cuz pete and john drove sooo long and could only stay for a little bit. jesse decided to build a fire cuz it was cold out. haha. me jesse nick and kelly got into the of kendals car with emily onl top of us and we went to wendys. haha. slept over emilys and slept real late. we all went to the store to get some pancake mix. haha. it smelled like ass in there. haha. then emily made us some pancakes. haha. then i went home. then i went to mall and got a pretty offit for the wedding im going to with peter. <3<3 i love him
jays the man.
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JayLaRoc3B13: happy bday
my stained lips: HAPPPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY JEN!!!!!!!! I FUCKING MISSSS YOUUUU MAN. here..its still technically youuur birthday. i loveee youuu and seee you in decemberrrr ahhh!!!! :-)
hurley grly1906: HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-)
p0psiclesareg00d: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!
Pistol8885: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
in summers end07: happy birthday
xkill the dramaa: JEN GAYNORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I LEFT A LITTLE CAT FOR YOU:-D
seconkid06: HAPPPY BIRTHDAY
oxo cate oxo: hey birthday girl!!!!!!!!!!1
L1e5se: HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!!!!!!!!!!
BallAboveAll015: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEN!!!!
jaCqUeLyn xx: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER GAYNOR!!! :-) beee careful outt there on the highway missy!!
willy3986: happy birthday jen
x fate dies x: happy bday
maf20shadow: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEN GAYNOR
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[02 Oct 2004|11:39pm] |
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things are better if i stay
today was so long. had to wake up at like 5:320ish, leave here by 6 and be on the bus at school at 6:30 to leave for holmdel. sucked!!! although i was happy i got a 3 seater and was able to sleep most of the way up there. until we decided to stop for a potty break, cuz then i couldnt fall back to sleep. got to holmdel, warmed up and then ran the jv race. yeah ive come to the conclusion that i just suck at cross country anymore. lol. i ran a horrible horrible time today. the worst ever. 28:47. ooh yeah and i fell during my race. i felt like the biggest ass ever. so many people around and i just fall. lol. ya know. lol. then i watched john and drew finsh their race and watched the girls start their race. then we took liesse home. i love her. shes so funny. hehe. then my mom took me by a car that my dad looked at for me. so yeah that was cool. its purple and i want it. lol. im such a dork. then i went home, talked to petahhhh, showered and went over his house. got some starbucks and burger king. great combo. haha. uhh then he taught me how to parellel park. that was fun. i didnt even know how to turn on the fucking lights in the car. lol. im a dumbass. lol. did that a few times. then went back inside and layed down and looked at some stuff online. we went and got eric and brought him to work and then went back to his house. layed around for like half hour til he had to take me home. and now im home. and what do i come home to?? fucking josh is here. i swear this kid is always here. he never leaves. every weekend he just ends up here. lol. and i come down here to be alone and who walks in, josh. in his boxers none the less. haha. then he pulls up a chair and asks if he can go on his sn. so im like sureee whatever. but his doesnt work, cuz hes a dumbass and tries to use his aol sn for aim. dumbasssssss. haha. so then he left, thank god. lol. i think im sick. i cough all the time and my nose is so stuffed up. lol. time for bed.
4days!!!
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[30 Sep 2004|07:16pm] |
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welllll since i just love jay so damn much im gonna update for him. uhhh havent done this thing a for a long time. lets see. schools pretty gay, always is. cross country is going pretty good. 5-2 i think or something like that. we had a meet on tuesday against holy spirit and sacred heart. we beat sacred heart but lost to holy spirit. today and yesterday some old guys drove by our school screaming holy spirit out there windows. lol. i think its cuz the football team lost to them last friday. owell. haha. i love talking to jay. he makes me laugh. so many good memories with him. verdaderooooo. lol. uhhh...i dont know what else i should write. maybe some more later on.
one week
peteyyyy i love u , u big silly goose :-)
yooo any of jens single friend, holla...
^^fom jay^^
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[19 Sep 2004|11:35pm] |
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yeah i should be sleeping, but im not like. like always. so yeah my birthdays in like 17 days. i dont even really care about it anymore. i dont think im getting a car, so that sucks. but yeah. what else is new. my whole life just sucks. im pretty much used to it by now. i really hate school. im so worn out from it. i never have anytime for anything anymore. i dont sleep anymore. i get up go to school go to practice and come home and do homework forever. i hate it. i just got off the phone with peter. i think hes mad at me. :( i dont know. i wanna see him. got to see him one day this weekend, but barely saw him cuz eric and john were there. and he thinks i was mad at him but i wasnt and i thought he was mad at me. i wish i could just see him more. im so used to seeing him all the time, like i did all summer. im not in a good mood, i think im just gonna go try and sleep.
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[19 Sep 2004|12:08am] |
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i havent gotten any sleep since school started. owell what ya gonna do. uhh woke up around 7 today and left at 7:30 for the race at cherokee. i didnt do too good and it rained so much. but mike said i ran better then i did thursday, so that was good. i wish i wasnt hurt so i didnt horribly suck. makes me mad. hung out with amanda for a little bit, til i left. then i went to peters and showered, since i was dirrty. haha. peter got his hair cutted and went to some car place then we picked up eric and they bowled. went to mcdonalds and back to peters. john came over and they played madden for a little bit and then took me to kellys, for her suprise party. haha. her face was great. haha. hung out there with everyone and now im home. called pete but john answered. hmm yeah i think they uhh yeah. hahah. such bad kids. thats all.
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[15 Sep 2004|09:52pm] |
so tired. today seemed so long. i hate school so much. soo much homework and when i get home from school i feel like im about to pass out and sleep. the weeks almost over and im happy. we had a meet yesterday and we lost against wildwood catholic but beat cape may tech. i wasnt allowed to run, sucks. but we have a meet tomorrow and im gonna run. i hope i do good and the rest of the team does good too. got a spanish test tomorrow. sucks. i hate that class. dont feel like writing amymore, my lifes boring.
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[12 Sep 2004|01:31am] |
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such a long day. woke up at 6:40. got ready to leave for our first meet of the year. left here at 7 and got to holy cross before the rest of the team did. did the warm up with the team and decided not to run the race. im mad at myself cuz i didnt run in the race. i really wanted to. i feel like im letting the team down. but all the girls in the jv race did awesome. they all got medals. and michelle and kelly ran for varsity and got medals. good job girls. the boys did pretty good too. so then i did the warm down (not really though). lol. walked most of that. came home my mom made me a sandwich. basically just layed around, til my mom left for wildwood. then i went and got ready to go out. went over to petes watched roookie of the year and the whole 10 yards, or something like that. i dunno. his mom made us dinner. then we went to look up movie times. had to sit around for like 2 hours, cuz the next one wasnt playing til 10:30. and i was actually allowed to go and stay out past 11:30. i love when my dad isnt here. i just dont think my mom cares what i do anymore. lol. then john came over. we all talked for a bit. went to wawa to get money and picked up eric. and then to the movies. we went to go get our tickets and charlie (kellys older brother) was working. woo. ahah. he smiled/laughed at me. i dont think he really knows who i even am. haha. then we waited for the other kelly and her friend. saw cellular. pretty good movie. took john back to petes house to get car and off to my house we were. now im here. very tired and bored. blah. time for sleep.
7 days til kellys bday!!!
25 :-)
peter
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[09 Sep 2004|08:13pm] |
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ahhh. today school started. didnt go to sleep til about 3ish maybe. and woke up at 6. love it. today was okkk. so many new teachers. were supposed to have air in all the rooms, but some arent. gay. after school we had a xc meeting and then ran 5 miles. my knee hurts soo fucking bad. i wish it didnt, so i could actually run during practice and not walk half of it. grr makes me mad. and we have a meet saturday, then tuesday, then thursday, and then saturday. ughhh. maybe if i ask god to make my knee ok it will work. like brian did. haha. silly kid. lol. so tired. i just wanna go to sleep, but i cant, cuz then i wont sleep when i actually wanna go to bed. like last night.
9 days til kellys bday!!!
peter<3
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[05 Sep 2004|11:43pm] |
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last night was awesome. well yesterday started off gay cuz i had cross country at 9. kinda got lost on the way there cuz mike didnt tell me where practice was. lol. ran 6 miles, not a good idea. since i havent ran in a month and a half. in much pain now. then i came home and showered. went to the mall and got some shoes. then to petes house. john dill come over so him and pete could hang out after they dropped me off at kellys. they both chilled there for a little bit. showed peoples peters car. laura loves it. haha. thats so hott. <---laura. lol. hmm, lets see. i got thrown in the pool. then everyone else did. haha. so cold. then we talked kellys uncle into making us a drink. but he only gave us two drinks for the four of us. lol. and kelly drank most of both of them. lol. then we got some beer. kelly was soooo funny. haha. made my night. then we chilled out in mikes car for a long ass time. then we went inside and stayed up for bit. then sleepy time. me and kelly woke up madd late. while nicole and emily decided to wake up at 9!!! who does that. lol. then we just chilled at kellys house til my mom came. went to walmart and mcdonalds. came home showered. layed around. then went to petes house and watched movies and ate cereal. lol. hmm and layed around basically. my foot hurts soooo much. ugghh. cant wait til tuesday so the doctor can look at it. so tired.
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[04 Sep 2004|12:40am] |
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Take The Test!
Take The Test!
soo tired. kinda. i should be sleeping. im actually going to practice. first time in like 1 month or so. i wish i could have gone to the other ones but it sucks that my parents are always working and whatnot. so i dont have a ride. ughh. im gonna die tomorrow. and i know im gonna be horrible for a little whiles cuz i havent ran in forever. ughh. i hate it. blahhhh. we have our first meet the 14th. i am so not ready. ehh, owell. what am i gonna do now? my mom got me a new phone for my room. makes me happy. cuz my other one was a piece of shit. haha. cant wait til tomorrow. sleeping over kellys house. yay. makes me happy. and ill get to see some other peoples. gonna be cool. i need to go and get school shoes and new sneakers. mine are so old and shitty. lol. and i dont have any school shoes. ohh nooo. lol.
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im at peters house. hes in the other room playing madden. and i annoyed him by asking stupid questions, so i came in here so i wouldnt bother him anymore. were gonna watch a movie when hes done. that should be soon, hopefully. i have a headache. ehh school starts in like 6 days. i dont wanna go back, but i do. just so i can see everyone. tomorrow is kellys bbq. i cant wait. ill get to see her cool ass orange room. hehe. i love that girl. hmm nothing else to write about.
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