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[04 Aug 2003|01:59pm]
[ mood | grumpy ]
[ music | AFI [x] Bleed Black. ]

I don't want to go to Bass Lessons and Plus, After That My Mom is Dragging me out to "YMCA". I've Always Hated that Place. Seriously. I Haven't Been In Like 3 Years. And, I Don't Plan On Going Again, Either. But, She Says All I Do Is Sit around and Get On the Computer. =\ Bullshit.

Wow. Anthony from, "If You See Kay", Is Hot. <33 But, Yeah. Heh. Bjorn Says I Belong To Billeah. Awhr. Lol. Silly. Anyways!


I'm Probably Going to Go and Watch Some Soap Operahs And Then Probably Update My Other Accounts. ;D That Is All For the Update Today! I'll Update Later On What Happens Later On Today. So I'm Out.



<3
Ila.

r a a w r

[29 Jul 2003|09:14pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | Finch [x] What It Is To Burn. ]

No Lyrics For Todaaaaay. Again.


So. I May Have Everyone Over On Thursday. I Hope. Everyone Except for Sarah, Cause Kristi Is Coming In Town From California. She's Going Back To California and Allie's Going To Come Back On August 10th. Hehe. That's Weird. Maybe We Can All Hang Out Then! Hah.


Tomorrow Is Tutoring, Guh. Allie Went to Scooter Today. Lmao. Anyways. Bass Lessons Yesterday Were Cool. I Kinda knew What I Was Doing. Hehe, Yay. Go Meeee!

The TV Is Talking about "The Choob-a-cobrah ", OR However You Spell It. Lmao, Allie. Remember That Time? I Was All, "WTF?" But, Yeah Anyways. Gonna Go Eat and Get Off and Call Someone. So Yeah. Heh. Seeya!


<3
Ila.

r a a w r

[26 Jul 2003|10:41pm]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | AFI [x] Leaving Song Pt. II ]

Screw the Lyrics . . . Yet Again!


Allie's Conversation . . .


AllieJss [10:05 PM]: sorry about that my mom was on.
X L0cked Away [10:05 PM]: Wb.
AllieJss [10:05 PM]: ty. what's kate's sn? she imed me?
AllieJss [10:05 PM]: .*
X L0cked Away [10:05 PM]: Np.
X L0cked Away [10:05 PM]: CooCooKaChoo Something.
X L0cked Away [10:06 PM]: Yeah, It Was . . . CooCooKaChoo4711.
AllieJss [10:06 PM]: she imed me. is she still on?
X L0cked Away [10:06 PM]: No.
AllieJss [10:07 PM]: Ok. My mom was looking for "neon martini lights"
X L0cked Away [10:07 PM]: Lol.
AllieJss [10:07 PM]: she wouldn't leave.
X L0cked Away [10:08 PM]: I Belong to club Pen15.
AllieJss [10:08 PM]: Lol.
X L0cked Away [10:08 PM]: ;D
X L0cked Away [10:08 PM]: YAY! Ellen Jones Is On. ;]
X L0cked Away [10:08 PM]: Time to Skurr Her Again.
AllieJss [10:08 PM]: Haha, gc did that in sharpee, it was funny.
AllieJss [10:09 PM]: Lol.
X L0cked Away [10:10 PM]: J3lly B3ani3: Look Who It Is!
AllieJss [10:10 PM]: Lol.
X L0cked Away [10:10 PM]: QTGIRL612: hey?
J3lly B3ani3: Hello Ellen Jones.
X L0cked Away [10:10 PM]: Lmao.
AllieJss [10:10 PM]: Lmao.
X L0cked Away [10:11 PM]: Can't You Tell She's Skurred?
AllieJss [10:11 PM]: Yea, Lol.
X L0cked Away [10:11 PM]: J3lly B3ani3: You Like Lizzie McQuire?
X L0cked Away [10:11 PM]: [ No Response Yet. ]
AllieJss [10:12 PM]: LMAO!
X L0cked Away [10:12 PM]: What's Funneh? Lol.
AllieJss [10:12 PM]: Iunno.
X L0cked Away [10:12 PM]: Laughing Irl?
AllieJss [10:12 PM]: yeah.
X L0cked Away [10:12 PM]: -Shakes Head-
X L0cked Away [10:12 PM]: Ooh Ooh //> RESPONSE!
X L0cked Away [10:12 PM]: QTGIRL612: lol ahha no christina karem made it
X L0cked Away [10:13 PM]: J3lly B3ani3: OK.
X L0cked Away [10:14 PM]: QTGIRL612: uh huh
J3lly B3ani3: So. Who is Your Best Friend? Sydney Godsey?
X L0cked Away [10:14 PM]: ;D;D;D;D;D;D;D;D;D;D;D;D
AllieJss [10:15 PM]: Lol.
X L0cked Away [10:15 PM]: QTGIRL612: no i hate her and id ont acre if u tell her tat
J3lly B3ani3: I Hate Her Too.
AllieJss [10:15 PM]: 0.o
X L0cked Away [10:15 PM]: J3lly B3ani3: Do You Know Her SN?
X L0cked Away [10:15 PM]: QTGIRL612: lol hahaa shes gay!!!!!!!!!!!
J3lly B3ani3: Yeah. She is.
X L0cked Away [10:16 PM]: J3lly B3ani3: Everyone In the Whole School Knows That By Now.
X L0cked Away [10:16 PM]: QTGIRL612: hey who is this
J3lly B3ani3: Hehehehehehehehe!
X L0cked Away [10:16 PM]: I'm Skurring Her.
AllieJss [10:17 PM]: lol.
X L0cked Away [10:18 PM]: QTGIRL612: who is this?
J3lly B3ani3: Hehehehehehehehehehehe! God.
X L0cked Away [10:20 PM]: Lmao!
X L0cked Away [10:20 PM]: J3lly B3ani3: I am actually ELMO.
J3lly B3ani3: Tickle Me and Poke My Stomach and I'll Make Noises. HeHeHeHeHe! ;]
AllieJss [10:20 PM]: You're so weird.
X L0cked Away [10:21 PM]: QTGIRL612: who is this?
J3lly B3ani3: I told you.
X L0cked Away [10:21 PM]: Shaddap Allie.
X L0cked Away [10:21 PM]: Lemme Love Ya Like a Skinny Kid Love Celery! <33
AllieJss [10:21 PM]: What?
X L0cked Away [10:21 PM]: I Love Ya Like a Skinny Kid Love Celery!
AllieJss [10:22 PM]: Lol. *listens to F*** You*
X L0cked Away [10:22 PM]: o_O Whooa.
X L0cked Away [10:22 PM]: AND THiS iS H0W Y0U TREAT ME iN RETURN???!?!?!?!?!?!?!
X L0cked Away [10:22 PM]: -Crawls To Corner and Bawls-
AllieJss [10:22 PM]: The song is called that
AllieJss [10:22 PM]: Sorry.
AllieJss [10:22 PM]: Die Trying.
X L0cked Away [10:23 PM]: WHATEVER! i KN0W WHAT'S G0iNG 0N HERE! i SAW Y0U WiTH THAT J0EL GUY!
X L0cked Away [10:23 PM]: -Pops Up-
X L0cked Away [10:23 PM]: <3333 JASSEN.
X L0cked Away [10:23 PM]: -Grabs Jassen-
AllieJss [10:23 PM]: Lol. Yeah.
X L0cked Away [10:23 PM]: -Fucks him-
X L0cked Away [10:23 PM]: o.O
X L0cked Away [10:23 PM]: -Has His Babies-
X L0cked Away [10:23 PM]: ;D
X L0cked Away [10:23 PM]: -Is a Mommy-
X L0cked Away [10:23 PM]: Omg.
X L0cked Away [10:23 PM]: I'm getting OLD!
AllieJss [10:23 PM]: LMAO.
X L0cked Away [10:24 PM]: -Drops out of School-
X L0cked Away [10:24 PM]: -Does Drugs-
X L0cked Away [10:24 PM]: Now I can go on Jerry Springer.
X L0cked Away [10:24 PM]: \m/
AllieJss [10:24 PM]: ok lol.
X L0cked Away [10:25 PM]: ;D w00t.
X L0cked Away [10:25 PM]: So, Ellen is Taking 4 Minutes to Type. Lmao.
X L0cked Away [10:25 PM]: I Bet She's Fat Now and Can't Move at All.
AllieJss [10:25 PM]: Lmao.
X L0cked Away [10:25 PM]: QTGIRL612 (10:20:45 PM): who is this?
J3lly B3ani3 (10:21:00 PM): I Told You.
QTGIRL612 (10:24:35 PM): ok
J3lly B3ani3 (10:24:40 PM): Haha. That Took Long Enough.
QTGIRL612 (10:25:23 PM): k
X L0cked Away [10:26 PM]: J3lly B3ani3 (10:26:38 PM): Haha. I Just saw an "Agent Cody Banks" Commericial
and It Reminded Me Of How You Love Lizzie McQuire.
X L0cked Away [10:27 PM]: ;]
X L0cked Away [10:28 PM]: QTGIRL612 (10:27:43 PM): seriusly who is this?
J3lly B3ani3 (10:27:50 PM): Do I Scare you?
J3lly B3ani3 (10:27:55 PM): I Think So.
QTGIRL612 (10:27:56 PM): no
AllieJss [10:28 PM]: Yeah she is.
X L0cked Away [10:28 PM]: Yeah, She's What?
X L0cked Away [10:28 PM]: Skurred? I Know.
X L0cked Away [10:28 PM]: QTGIRL612 (10:28:25 PM): ok then where do u go?
J3lly B3ani3 (10:28:39 PM): To Hell.
AllieJss [10:28 PM]: Yeah.
X L0cked Away [10:29 PM]: OMG! YAY!
X L0cked Away [10:29 PM]: Gundam Wing Is On ! <33
AllieJss [10:30 PM]: what?
X L0cked Away [10:30 PM]: J3lly B3ani3 (10:30:14 PM): Good Riddence in Hell.
AllieJss [10:31 PM]: Lol. I'm hungry.
X L0cked Away [10:31 PM]: ;D Nothing New.
X L0cked Away [10:31 PM]: Remember to Call me when My Computer Kicks Me Off.
AllieJss [10:33 PM]: When is that?
X L0cked Away [10:33 PM]: Dunno. It's Random Remember?
AllieJss [10:34 PM]: Yeah, I'll get my mom's cell when it kicks you out.
X L0cked Away [10:34 PM]: Okie. Sankyuu.
AllieJss [10:34 PM]: Ok.
X L0cked Away [10:36 PM]: ;D
AllieJss [10:37 PM]: LMAO at the lyrics.
X L0cked Away [10:37 PM]: W00t.
X L0cked Away [10:37 PM]: >) Allie, I'm Elmo.
X L0cked Away [10:37 PM]: ELMO ! I Tell You.
X L0cked Away [10:38 PM]: ;x You Are the Cookie Monster.
X L0cked Away [10:38 PM]: Cause You Love to EAT . . .
AllieJss [10:38 PM]: Lol.
X L0cked Away [10:39 PM]: From now on.
AllieJss [10:39 PM]: Lol. i LOVE THE COOKiE MONSTER!
X L0cked Away [10:39 PM]: I'll call ya C00KiE M0NSTER and You call me ELM0!
X L0cked Away [10:39 PM]: Me too. <333
X L0cked Away [10:39 PM]: -Cries- Hamster Commericial.
AllieJss [10:39 PM]: Lol.
AllieJss [10:40 PM]: Haha.
X L0cked Away [10:40 PM]: ;D
X L0cked Away [10:40 PM]: Har Har.
X L0cked Away [10:40 PM]: Write In Blue. The COOKiE MONSTER iS BLUE. ELM0 iS RED.
X L0cked Away [10:40 PM]: -Hiss-
AllieJss [10:41 PM]: Ok. Better?
AllieJss [10:41 PM]: What?
X L0cked Away [10:41 PM]: Yay!
X L0cked Away [10:41 PM]: -Dance-
X L0cked Away [10:43 PM]: Davey Davey He Be Pretty! -Does Sarah and I's Dance- AFI Ish On.
X L0cked Away [10:45 PM]: Wb!
AllieJss [10:45 PM]: Ty.
X L0cked Away [10:45 PM]: Np.
AllieJss [10:46 PM]: Grr, I'm hungry.
X L0cked Away [10:46 PM]: Again? Lol. Noooothin' NEW.
AllieJss [10:47 PM]: Yep.
X L0cked Away [10:48 PM]: Igm.
X L0cked Away [10:49 PM]: OMG! You Sent Me an Picture Of Me Looking Gay! Lol. <33 I'm doing the, "One And Only Elmo Here! GiMME A DAMN HUG BEF0RE i SH00T Y0U AND Y0UR 0THER NiGGA FRiENDS" Shout Out.
AllieJss [10:52 PM]: what did you say?
X L0cked Away [10:52 PM]: I'm watching a skurry Show and they're like, "DOOL-AY DOOL-AY" Lmao Irl.
X L0cked Away [10:40 PM]: Har Har.
X L0cked Away [10:40 PM]: Write In Blue. The COOKiE MONSTER iS BLUE. ELM0 iS RED.
X L0cked Away [10:40 PM]: -Hiss-
AllieJss [10:41 PM]: Ok. Better?
AllieJss [10:41 PM]: What?
X L0cked Away [10:41 PM]: Yay!
X L0cked Away [10:41 PM]: -Dance-
X L0cked Away [10:43 PM]: Davey Davey He Be Pretty! -Does Sarah and I's Dance- AFI Ish On.
X L0cked Away [10:45 PM]: Wb!
AllieJss [10:45 PM]: Ty.
X L0cked Away [10:45 PM]: Np.
AllieJss [10:46 PM]: Grr, I'm hungry.
X L0cked Away [10:46 PM]: Again? Lol. Noooothin' NEW.
AllieJss [10:47 PM]: Yep.
X L0cked Away [10:48 PM]: Igm.
X L0cked Away [10:49 PM]: OMG! You Sent Me an Picture Of Me Looking Gay! Lol. <33 I'm doing the, "One And Only Elmo Here! GiMME A DAMN HUG BEF0RE i SH00T Y0U AND Y0UR 0THER NiGGA FRiENDS" Shout Out.
AllieJss [10:52 PM]: what did you say?
X L0cked Away [10:52 PM]: I'm watching a skurry Show and they're like, "DOOL-AY DOOL-AY" Lmao Irl.
AllieJss [10:53 PM]: 0.o
X L0cked Away [10:53 PM]: It's Rap But They're Mexicans!
X L0cked Away [10:53 PM]: Miggers!
X L0cked Away [10:53 PM]: Lmao!
AllieJss [10:53 PM]: 0.o
X L0cked Away [10:54 PM]: Not Niggers or Wiggers But Miggers. Miggers = Mexican Wiggers.
X L0cked Away [10:54 PM]: Lmao!
AllieJss [10:54 PM]: Ok.
X L0cked Away [10:54 PM]: ;D So CooKiezz, Baby?
AllieJss [10:55 PM]: OW! BRAiNFREEZE! I ate that ice-cream sandwich too fast.
X L0cked Away [10:55 PM]: Lol. Awhr. Sorry.
AllieJss [10:55 PM]: It' Ok.
X L0cked Away [10:57 PM]: DUDE.
X L0cked Away [10:57 PM]: Igm!
AllieJss [10:57 PM]: Yep,what?
X L0cked Away [10:57 PM]: Kick Ass!
AllieJss [10:57 PM]: Lol.
AllieJss [10:58 PM]: um. . .what about grover?
X L0cked Away [10:58 PM]: ;D
X L0cked Away [10:58 PM]: WHO?
AllieJss [10:59 PM]: Grover.
X L0cked Away [10:59 PM]: No, This Is Only You and Me, Baby. ;D
AllieJss [10:59 PM]: Ok.
AllieJss [11:00 PM]: But I love Grover.
X L0cked Away [11:00 PM]: Too bad! Hah.
X L0cked Away [11:01 PM]: Maaaaail.
AllieJss [11:01 PM]: YGM.
X L0cked Away [11:02 PM]: He's Skurry.
AllieJss [11:02 PM]: Don't say that about Grover.
X L0cked Away [11:02 PM]: Omg. Wait.
X L0cked Away [11:02 PM]: That's My Twin! But Only Blue!
AllieJss [11:02 PM]: Lol. Not really.
X L0cked Away [11:03 PM]: YES.
X L0cked Away [11:03 PM]: Shaddap.
AllieJss [11:03 PM]: i LOVE GROVER!
AllieJss [11:04 PM]: Ew, gross. My hands smell like chicken because I had to put the chicken in the frige.
X L0cked Away [11:05 PM]: Eeew.
X L0cked Away [11:05 PM]: YGM!
AllieJss [11:06 PM]: Lol. Yeah, ew/
AllieJss [11:06 PM]: .*
X L0cked Away [11:06 PM]: xD I'm gonna get a ujournal with that Icon. <33
AllieJss [11:06 PM]: Lol.
X L0cked Away [11:07 PM]: F00d, Yummy.
AllieJss [11:07 PM]: What kind of food?
X L0cked Away [11:07 PM]: C00KiES, CooKiezz Baby.
AllieJss [11:08 PM]: =P. i WANT COOKiES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
X L0cked Away [11:08 PM]: Me too! <3333
X L0cked Away [11:08 PM]: Omg. I Remember Whenever Cookie Monster Wanted Cookies He'd Be Like, " One Cookie. Two Cookie ", He'd Eat That and Then Stuff His Face With More and Be Like, " C00KiES G00D ! "
AllieJss [11:09 PM]: Lol. Yep.
AllieJss [11:09 PM]: Haha, Sesame Street comes on TV during the week.
X L0cked Away [11:09 PM]: Remember In like 5th or 6th Grade We Had That Sub and We Watched Sesame Street? Elmo and Cookie Monster Wasn't On That Episode. -Whine-
AllieJss [11:10 PM]: Yeah.
X L0cked Away [11:10 PM]: Good Times Good Times.
X L0cked Away [11:10 PM]: Can We Watch Soap Operahs and Sesame Street on the Tour Bus?
X L0cked Away [11:10 PM]: >) Pwease?
AllieJss [11:10 PM]: Sar hates Sesame Street but it's too early for her any ways.
X L0cked Away [11:11 PM]: Yay Yay.
X L0cked Away [11:11 PM]: We'll Get Up Early, Lmao. Yeah Right -Cough- Like I will.
X L0cked Away [11:11 PM]: Sometimes I get up Early. Once I got up at 8:00 AM. -Nod Nod-
AllieJss [11:12 PM]: Yeah, I think she likes it ok but she has a thing with Big Bird.
X L0cked Away [11:12 PM]: He's a Yellow Peacock.
AllieJss [11:13 PM]: LMAO. No, she thinks he's a mulester.
AllieJss [11:13 PM]: or however you spell it.
X L0cked Away [11:13 PM]: A MULE?
AllieJss [11:13 PM]: no! what R.kelly is.
X L0cked Away [11:13 PM]: Oh.
X L0cked Away [11:13 PM]: LMA0 iRL!
AllieJss [11:14 PM]: yeah, that.
X L0cked Away [11:14 PM]: I was like, " What Kind of a Fucking Mule Do You Get Out of a Yellow Peacock? "
AllieJss [11:14 PM]: LMAO.
AllieJss [11:14 PM]: Let me call you and tell you.
X L0cked Away [11:14 PM]: Okie.




I'm On The Phone With Allie and We're Talking About "Sesame Street". It's Hilarious. Allie's Sending Me All These Pictures of them and Shizznatch.

When Allie Came Over It Was Fun. We Chilled Around The House. And, When We Decided to Go to The Pool, Some Kid Barfed So We Didn't Even Get The Chance To Get In So We Had To Head Back. Then Ara Went To His Game and We Watched My, "THE USED", Dvd. It's Great. <33 Quinn. But, Then We Went Downstairs In The Basement Where Ara and His Friends We Playing Video Games After They Got Back From Their Game. And, They Didn't Know We Were Down There So We Took My CD Player and Blarred "THE USED". So, They Ran Upstairs and Got My Dad. And, He Turned It Down and Then We Did It Again. And, Hid In the Closet. And, They Locked Us Out. Then We Ate When My Mom Came Home with Our Food and Then I Threw Up and That's About It. Haha. It Was Kick Ass!



<3
Ila.

r a a w r

[23 Jul 2003|02:31pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | The Used [x] Zero Mechanism. ]

Screw the Lyrics, Again!


I woke Up at 8:00 AM, Exactly. Then Went to Bed again Then Woke up at 10:10 AM, Exactly. Because, My Mom was On the Phone and She Told Me to Get Ready to Go To the Orthodontist. They Looked at My Teeth and Did Something To Them, So Now They Don't Hurt Anymore. But, There is a Huge Cut On My Top Lip So That Sucks. ;D Mom and I Had Breakfast at Mickey D's, Too!


Kate Isn't Coming Over. I Don't Know Why. She Says Her Mom said That She Couldn't Come Over. But, I Can't Help But Have the Feeling That Kate is Making Excusses. So, Kate Can Go to Anna's House But Not Mine? Hm. I Am A Little Suspecious. So, That Sort of Makes Me Mad. Then, Allie is Feeling Like Blah. She Doesn't Feel Good, Or So She Says and She's Pissed. And, It's Making Me Pissed. So, She May Not Come Over, As Well. So, I May Just Tell Sarah To Not Come, Either. That Is If Allie Doesn't Come. As Kate Said. Maybe Sunday Will Be a Better Day But, I'm Pissed at Kate and Allie A Lot Right Now. >:| Grr.





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<3
Ila.
r a a w r

[22 Jul 2003|09:18pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | The Used [x] Just a Little. ]

Screw the Lyrics!



<33 My Teeth Hurt and I am Hungry as a Fucker. I Can't Eat Because of my Teeth. But, Anyways. Tony was Mad at Me, Because I Had No Clue What I was Doing Yesterday When I Had Bass Lessons and I Appeared Late, Also. So, Yeah. Then, We Went and I Bought the New, "THE USED", DVD. It's Pretty Funny and Really Good. But, That's All.

Tomorrow, Allie, Sarah, And, Maybe Kate may Come Over. We'll Go To the Pool As Usual and Then Just Chill Around The House So Yeah. ;x Leave A Messie For Me If You Want. Outtie.

<3
Ila.

r a a w r

[17 Jul 2003|06:14pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | The Crocodile Hunter. ]

" We're Now Up Here, Alone.
Terror On The Intercom, Can Someone Save Us ?
Systems Malfunction, Blast It, This Damn Machine . . . Over And Out, Captain.
Something Lurks, Creeps On The Counter Top . . . Somewhere Behind You.
Parasitic Cyst, I Can't Stand To Watch, It's Coming Up And, Out Of Your Chest.

Remember When We Were Young.
Sit Up, Right On the Table . . . A Photograph Of Earth Feeding Me, A Way Back.
Frightened I Tear Alone Or Maybe Not The The Only One There.
Hello . . . Hello ? When It Rings Will You Answer ?
There Corner Tall Short Stance,
It's You . . . Come On, Kill Me !
You Made a Good Friend To Me, But While You Were Outnumbered,
And, Torn, . . . They Made Us Do Things.

Oh Dear God, I Don't Feel Alive, When You're Cut Short Of Misery.
Will You Pray It Be the End ? Give a Look Surprise Wide - Eyed To Me.
Then You'll Know Just What I Am, The Scare That Triggers Your Fear.
Come Know Me In a Differen't Light, Now . . . Come Know Me As God.

You Made a Good Friend To Me, But While You Were Outnumbered,
And, Torn, . . . They Made Us Do Things, Too Young.
Run Sand Hourglass In My Time, Will I Be Worth ?
Spin 'Round Carousel, When Your Horse Isn't Screwed In.


Oh Dear God, I Don't Feel Alive, When You're Cut Short Of Misery.
Will You Pray It Be the End ? Give a Look Surprise Wide - Eyed To Me.
Then You'll Know Just What I Am, The Scare That Triggers Your Fear.
Come Know Me In a Differen't Light, Now . . . Come Know Me As God.





I Remembered the Lyrics Because Mr. You Know Who Has Played That Song So Fucking Much. Guh. And, It Had To Be By, "Coheed and Cambria", Too. Eh.


Allie, Sarah, And, Maybe Kate are Going to Come Over Later. I Don't Know About Allie, Though. Because, There Is Something In Her Eye and She Needs To Go to The Doctor To See What It Is. And, She Is Still There Right Now. So, Yeah. I Hope You Feel Better, Alz. <33 But, I Started My Period and So Did Allie. We Both Did at The Same Time, So I Don't Know About Going to the Pool Today. But, Tomorrow I'm Going With Whoever To Their House and We'll Just Chill There. It Should Be Fun.





Basics : .

[ .001. ] First Name |: Ila.
[ .002. ] Middle Name /: Maryam.
[ .003. ] Last Name \: K.
[ .004. ] Nick Name [s] |/\: Squealer, Satan, <3Sherbert, Hamster, Hamster Child, Billy's Favorite Hamster, Smurf Child, Vampiress, And, THE Bitch.
[ .005. ] Gender |: Female.
[ .006. ] Age /: Guess! ;x
[ .007. ] Birthday \: March 20th.
[ .008. ] Height |/\: 5'4''. I'm Short, Sarah. ;[
[ .009. ] Current Hair Color |: Brown With Blonde Highlights. Soon to Be Blueand Green.
[ .010. ] Eye Eolor /: Dark Brown.
[ .011. ] Race \: Vampiress. ;x Just Kidding. I Am Human or Bitch. Whichever You Perfer.
[ .012. ] Do You Wear Glasses Or Contacts |/\: Awhr. No. But, This Reminds Me. Allie Has Emo Glasses and She Is at The Doctor's Right Now Cause Something Was In Her Eye. >;\ Awhr, I'm Sorry. Hope You Feel Better, Alz. <3
[ .013. ] Do You Have Braces |: Eh. Maaaaybe ? You Have To See Me In Real Life To Know.
[ .014. ] Is Your Hair Long or Short /: I Still Have Short Hair. Terry Cut It. :[ Awhr. But, I Miss My Old Hair.
[ .015. ] Where Were You Born \: Atlanta, Georgia. Represent and Holla To Muh Nigga's.
[ .016. ] Current Location |/\: Hicksville | Boredomsville | Loserville | Louisville , Kentucky.
[ .017. ] Zodiac Sign |: Pisces. <3 Like Joelie and Benji.
[ .018. ] How Many Languages Do You Know /: English, Some Spanish, Giberish, Iranian, My Own Language, " The Sims " Language, Some French, Some German, And, Some Japanese. When I Say, "Some", I Don't Mean A Lot But I Still Know Some. But I am Guessing about Nine. Whoa. That's A Lot. >)
[ .019. ] Nationality \: American and Muslim.
[ .020. ] Bad Habit [s] |/\: Biting My Nails.
[ .021. ] Piercings You Have |: Four. Twice On Both Ears. Getting My Eyebrow Next Year and My Lip Soon Along With My Nose, Tongue, Naval, And, Ears.
[ .022. ] Piercings You Want /: Three Times On My Right Cartiledg, However That Would Hurt Like Hell. Once On Left Cartiledg. My Lip Or Labbrent, Either One . . . Not Both. My Right Eyebrow Twice, My Left Eyebrow Once. My Nose, My Naval, And, My Tongue. So About Eleven In Total ?
[ .023. ] Tattoos You Have \: The Scars On My Body.
[ .024. ] Tattoos You Want |/\: Sarah and I Will Be The Ones With the Most Tattoo's In Our Band. But, I May Chicken Out at First. Then, I'll Get Used To It, Hopefully. "South Side", On My Lower Back. A Dark Fairy On My Back On a Rock, Looking at The Moon and Sky. A Black Rose On My Hip, A Bleeding Butterfly On My Left Ankle, A Skull On My Right Shoulder, A GC Bird On My Right Wrist Holding a Banner With It's Beak That Says, "Billy's Fallen Angel", About Four "X"'s On My Left Wrist That Says In Gothic and "Bloody Looking" Font - " Dig Deep When Slitting On the Dotted Lines " . . . A Fallen Angel On the Right Side Of My Back, Taking Up Some Of My Shoulder Blade, A Dragon On My Back, Also, And, A Tiny Heart On My Other Hip. So, All In All That Would Be a Total Of Ten Tattoo's, Which Isn't Bad.
[ .025. ] Today's Date |: July 17th, 2003.
[ .026. ] The Time /: 2:19 PM.
[ .027. ] Ready For a Bunch More Questions \: Yep.


. : Family : .

[ .028. ] Mother's Name |/\: Faye -O|R- Fariba. Which Ever You Want to Call Her.
[ .029. ] Father's Name |: Ramin.
[ .030. ] Step - Parent's Names, If Any /: N|A.
[ .031. ] Brother [s]'s Name [s] \: One Seven Year Old Brother Named Ara.
[ .032. ] Sister [s]'s Name [s] |/\: None.
[ .033. ] Favorite Aunt |: My Great Aunt Haule Parvine | Perry She Is On My Mom's Side.
[ .034. ] Favorite Uncle /: Uncle Rodney.
[ .035. ] Favorite Grandparent \: Mimi and Baba K. Mom's Parents.
[ .036. ] Worst Relative |/\: BAB00N KiD. It Has Huge Eyes and a Head. I'm Going to Take a Knife and Pop It's Eyes, One Of These Days. Just You Wait and See. Lmao, Allie.
[ .037. ] Best Relative |: My Cousins, Aria and Aida.
[ .038. ] Do You Get Along With Your Parents /: Not Really. Sometimes I Hate Them and Tell Them To Put Me Up For Adoption. ;[ But, I Still Lurve Them.
[ .039. ] Does Anyone In Your Family Understand You \: Dude, Some Of My Friends Don't Even Understand Me. And, You Expect Them Too ?


. : Pets : .

[ .040. ] Do You Have Any Pets |/\: Yes.
[ .041. ] What Are Their Names |: Brownie.
[ .042. ] What Kind Of Animal [s] Are They /: A Brown Female Mixed - Calico Cat.

. : School : .

[ .043. ] Are You Still In School \: No.
[ .044. ] Did You Drop Out |/\: I Might Have ? ;]
[ .045. ] Current GPA, Or Last GPA You Got |: Iunno.
[ .046. ] Favorite Grade /: First Or Kindergarden.
[ .047. ] Least Favorite Grade \: Second and Fourth.
[ .048. ] Favorite Teacher |/\: Mrs. Bruce.
[ .049. ] Least Favorite Teacher |: Ms. Martin, And, Ms. Richardson Or Whatever. She Got Married So Iunno . . . ?
[ .050. ] Favorite subject: Music, And, Language Arts Sometimes. When She's In A Good Mood.
[ .051. ] Least Favorite Subject /: Math, English, And, Geography .
[ .052. ] Do / Did You Buy Lunch or Bring It \: Brought It.
[ .053. ] Play Any Sports on The School's Team |/\: I Used to Play Basketball In Like . . . 6th Grade. That was So Long Ago.
[ .054. ] Do / Did You Do Any Extracurricular Ativities |: Erm. No.
[ .055. ] Are / Were You Popular /: No. Popular Kids Suck.
[ .056. ] Favorite Dance \: None.
[ .057. ] Favorite Memory |/\: When I Fell Out Of My Chair Once In Lunch, No. Not Really. When We Were Having Lunch and I Flirted With Mark and Then The Kids Turned The TV On Without Permission and We Watched UK Play Basketball With Ooie Gooie, Hehe. And, When Tyler Randomly Got Up and Yelled, "i DiD iT!" . . .
[ .058. ] Least Favorite Dance |: All. Heh. I Never Went To One, Anyways.
[ .059. ] Least Favorite Memory /: >:| When I Got Sent To The Office Like Everyday For Like One Week. And, As Allie Said. Moving to, Loserville.
[ .060. ] Most Humiliating Moment \: When I Fell Out Of My Chair Once At Lunch and Everyone Laughed At Me. And, At Church When I Yelled Once at Allie To Stop Looking At Me. Everyone Turned To Me and It was All Quiet. It was Embarassing But Funny. God, Allie. "ST0P L00KiNG AT ME! Y0UR TURNiNG iNT0 BAB00N KiD!"

. : Favorites : .

[ .061. ] Number |/\: 8, 88, 888, Anything With "8"'s.
[ .062. ] Clothing Brand |: Dickies, And, Lipservice.
[ .063. ] Shoes /: Chuck Taylors, KSWiSS, Some Addidas, And, Vans.
[ .064. ] Saying \: Don't Have One.
[ .065. ] TV Show [s] |/\: "Family Guy" <33 Stewy & Kris, "South Park", "All Things Rock", "MTV Rock Countdown", I Like Anime, "Big O", "Courage The Cowardly Dog", "The Simpsons", "Rockzilla", And, "Power Fuse".
[ .066. ] Sport [s] |: Hrm. Playing Bass, Being Myself and a Bitch, Hanging Around My House Being Lazy, Hanging With Friends, Eating, Going On the Computer, Drawing, Swimming, Making Layouts, And, Talking On the Phone.
[ .067. ] Vegetable [s] /: I Remember When Allie Went Veggie - Tarian. <3 Yes, Billy. "G0 VEGETARiAN!" . . . I'm Sorry I Laugh at http://www.peta.com Eh. Billy and Quinn are Vegetarians. <33 Quinn Reminds Me Of Billy. Both Are Sexy. But, My Favorite Veggie Is Celery, Tomoatoes If Those are Veggies, And, Carrots.
[ .068. ] Fruit [s] \: Cherries, Watermelons, Kiwis, Bananas, And, Grapes. Hehe, Allie. Maroon Uvas!
[ .069. ] Movie [s] |/\: "Sid and Nancy", "Nightmare Before Christmas", "Not Another Teen Movie", And, "Dude Where's My Car?"
[ .070. ] Magazine [s] |: "Alternative Press", "Guitar World", "SPiN", And, "Rollingstone". Kate Is Obessed With Magazines, I Swear!
[ .071. ] Actor [s] /: Orlando Bloom, Johhny Depp, Shane West, Freddie Prinze Jr., Ryan Renolds, Bernie Mac, Chris Rock, Ashton Kutcher, Jim Carey, Eric Mabius, Collin Farrell, Heath Ledger, And, Robin Williams. Hehe, Allie! The Miller Guy.
[ .072. ] Actress [s] \: Drew Barrymorre, Christina Riccie, Brittany Murphy, And, Angelina Jolie.
[ .073. ] Candy |/\: Any Kind. ;x
[ .074. ] Gum |: "Juicy Fruit", The Red Hot Stuff, And, "Winterfresh."
[ .075. ] Scent /: Cinnamon and Guys. "Axe", Allie. Nah. Just Kidding about that Part.
[ .076. ] Candy Bar \: "Milky Way", "TWiX", And, "Hersheys".
[ .077. ] Ice Cream Flavor |/\: Peanut Butter, And, Chocolate.
[ .078. ] Color |: Black, Silver, Blue, Green, Hot Pink, And, Purple.
[ .079. ] Season /: Summer and Fall.
[ .080. ] Holiday \: Halloween, And, Christmas. My Birthday, Also!
[ .081. ] Band [s] |/\: So Many To Name Cause There Is A Bunch.
[ .082. ] Singer [s] |: Benji and Joel Madden, Brody Armstrong, And, Gwen Stefani.
[ .083. ] Group [s] /: Is That The Same As Bands?
[ .084. ] Rapper [s] \: Nelly, And, Ludacris. But, I Hate Rap. Lmao, Frankie J. No, Just Kidding.
[ .085. ] Type of Music |/\: Alternative, Industrial, Punk, Metal, Emo, Screamo, SKA, Rock, Punk Rock, Hard Rock.
[ .086. ] Thing [s] In Your Room |: My Bed, A Desk, A Lava Lamp, A Tall Light Thing, My Bass, My Posters, Paper, Makeup, Clothes, Junk, Etc.
[ .087. ] Place To Be /: California Or Hawaii.
[ .088. ] Radio Station \: LRS 105.1 . . . It Plays Rock, Hard Rock, Metal, Screamo, Emo, SKA, Rock, Etc.
[ .089. ] TV Channel |/\: "FUSE."
[ .090. ] Junk Food /: Cookies, Chips, And, Candy. The Triple C's!
[ .091. ] Overall Food \: Home Made Food, Junk Food, Good Food, Fast Food, And, Free Food.
[ .092. ] Store [s] |/\: Whenever I Find An Item Of Clothing I Like I'll Go Into The Store And Buy It.
[ .093. ] Shoe Brand [s] /: Chuck Taylors, Vans, Some Addidas . . . Mostly If They Are Black, And, KSWiSS.
[ .094. ] Fast Food \: Any?
[ .095. ] Restaurant |/\: Dunno.
[ .096. ] Shape |: Traingle!
[ .097. ] Time of Day /: Night Or Evening. Depends.
[ .098. ] Country \: America, Austrialia, Iran, Or Japan.
[ .099. ] State |/\: California or Hawaii.
[ .100. ] Boys Name |: Kris.
[ .101. ] Girls Name /: Talena.
[ .102. ] Mall \: "Jefferson", And, "Mall St. Matthews." . . . But. Anywhere Else You Can Harass People!
[ .103. ] Video Game [s] |/\: Racing Games, "Final Fantasy 8", "Final Fantasy 10", "Bloodrayne", "Kingdom Hearts", "Smurf Racing", "Disney Racing", "Donkey Kong" . . . Kinda.
[ .104. ] Shampoo |: Herbal Essences, And, The Other Shizznatch I Use.
[ .105. ] Board Game /: "Candyland", And, Life.
[ .106. ] Computer Game \: " The Sims." But I Don't Play That Any More.
[ .107. ] Car |/\: A Hummer But I Really Don't Care As Long As It Can Run.
[ .108. ] Music Video [s] |: A Lot.
[ .109. ] Swear Word [s] /: Ass, Fuck, Bitch, And, Shit. Actually. All Of Them. >;\
[ .110. ] Word \: "Die, Die, Die, Die". Lmao, Allie, Sar. "ALL 0UR FUCKiNG S0NGS ARE LiKE, 'Die Die Die, Fall, Fall, Fall, Cut, Cut, Cut'. "
[ .111. ] Month |/\: October.
[ .112. ] Cartoon Character |: Stewy and Kris, From, "The Family Guy". Snoopy and Spike From, "Peanuts", Patrick From, "Spongebob Squarepants", And, Don't Forget Courage From, "Courage The Cowardly Dog".
[ .113. ] Scary Movie /: Dunno, Too Many.
[ .114. ] Team \: What ?
[ .115. ] Possession |/\: Billy, Quinn, Kris, The Guys I Love and My Family, Friends, Life, And, Bass.


. : What's The First Thing That Comes To Mind When You Hear . . . : .

[ .116. ] Eminem |: A White - Trash Rapper.
[ .117. ] Dog /: Ava, Courage, Spike, And, Snoopy.
[ .118. ] Hot \: Billy.
[ .119. ] Britney Spears |/\: Faggot.
[ .120. ] N*Sync |: Crap.
[ .121. ] Real World /: Drama.
[ .122. ] Orange \: Color.
[ .123. ] Choice |/\: HealthyChoice. A Brand For Food.
[ .124. ] Fuck |: You and Me. ;x Lol.
[ .125. ] Bisexual /: T.a.T.u And Sydney.
[ .126. ] Black \: "No Hater Ration!"
[ .127. ] Icq |/\: Wha?
[ .128. ] Insane Clown Posse |: Eep, Clowns!
[ .129. ] Linkin Park /: Chester And Mike. <33 Go Mr. Han!
[ .130. ] Jack \: Off. No, Just Kidding. Skellington. Jack Skellington! W00t. <3
[ .131. ] Rainbow |/\: Taste It. Skittles.
[ .132. ] Cherry |: Allie's Obsession.
[ .133. ] Cucumber /: Zuchinni.
[ .134. ] Shark \: Fin.
[ .135. ] Lifehouse |/\: Isn't That a Band?
[ .136. ] Bat |: A Good Pet.
[ .137. ] Leather /: Jackets.
[ .138. ] Whip \: Bondage, Eh.
[ .139. ] America |/\: Kick Ass!
[ .140. ] Water |: Ocean.
[ .141. ] Volcano /: B00M!


. : This or That : .

[ .142. ] Rock Or Rap \: Rock.
[ .143. ] Rock Or Pop |/\: Rock.
[ .144. ] Rock Or R&B |: Rock.
[ .145. ] Rock Or Metal /: Rock.
[ .146. ] Rap Or Pop \: Neither.
[ .147. ] Rap Or R&B |/\: Neither.
[ .148. ] Rap Or Metal |: Metal.
[ .149. ] Pop Or R&B /: Neither.
[ .150. ] Pop Or Metal \: Metal.
[ .151. ] R&B Or Metal |/\: Metal.
[ .152. ] Linkin Park Or Limp Bizkit |: Linkin Park.
[ .153. ] Tool Or KoRn /: Both.
[ .154. ] Selena Or Jennifer Lopez \: Selena Was Much Better.
[ .155. ] Hot Or Cold |/\: Cold.
[ .156. ] Winter Or Summer /: Summer.
[ .157. ] Spring Or Fall \: Fall.
[ .158. ] Shakira Or Britney |/\: Shakira All The Way.
[ .159. ] ICP Or Eminem |: Neither.
[ .160. ] Marilyn Manson Or Rob Zombie /: Rob Zombie.
[ .161. ] Kittie Or Garbage \: Kittie. \m/
[ .162. ] MTV Or VH1 |/\: "FUSE."
[ .163. ] Buffy Or Angel |: Who? Faith. ;D
[ .164. ] Dawson's Creek Or Gilmore Girls /: Neither.
[ .165. ] Football Or Basketball \: Basketball.
[ .166. ] Summer Olympics Or Winter Olympics |/\: Summer. But, I Do Remember Apollo Anton Ohno. Lmao, Shaddap Allie.
[ .167. ] Skiing or Snowboarding /: Snowboarding.
[ .168. ] Rollerblading Or Skateboarding \: Skateboarding.
[ .169. ] Black Or White |/\: Black.
[ .170. ] Orange Or Red |: Red.
[ .171. ] Yellow Or Green /: Green.
[ .172. ] Purple Or Pink \: Purple and Hot Pink.
[ .173. ] Slipknot Pr Mudvayne |/\: Both.
[ .174. ] Hot Topic Or Pac Sun |: Hot Topic.
[ .175. ] Inside Or Outside /: Depends.
[ .176. ] Weed Or Alcohol \: Alcohol.
[ .177. ] Cell Phone Or Pager |/\: Cellphone.
[ .178. ] Pen Or Pencil /: Pen.
[ .179. ] Powerpuff Girls Or Charlie's Angels \: Powerpuff Girls.
[ .180. ] Scooby Doo Or Dino |/\: Scooby Doo.
[ .181. ] Dragon Ball Z Or Pokemon |: Neither.
[ .182. ] Star Wars Or Star Trek /: Star Wars.
[ .183. ] Tattoos Or Piercings \: Both.
[ .184. ] Prep Or Punk |/\: Punk.
[ .185. ] Slut Or Whore |: Niether.


. : Private life : .

[ .186. ] Do You Have A Boyfriend Or Girlfriend /: Yep. Billy.
[ .187. ] Do You Have A Crush \: Yes.
[ .188. ] Do You Love Anyone Right Now |/\: Yeah.
[ .189. ] Have You Ever Been In Love |: Mhm. All With Guys I Couldn't Get.
[ .190. ] How Many People Have You Kissed /: Not Telling. ;x !
[ .191. ] Who Was Your First Kiss \: Andrew B. In First Grade. <33 ;] AAANNDDiiEE.
[ .192. ] How Many Hearts Of Have You Broken |/\: Queit a Few.
[ .193. ] How Many People Broke Your Heart |: Hollywood Guys.
[ .194. ] Best Quote To Sum Up Love: "Buried Myself On The Inside, So I Could Shut You Out. And, Let You Go Away For a Long Time." - Composed By Bert McCracken and Quinn Allman Of, "The Used."
.195. ] So What Is Your Boyfriend / Girlfriend Like /: Skinny, Funny, Nice, Sweet, And, Hot ?
[ .196. ] Do You Have A Picture Of Him / Her \: Yep.
[ .197. ] Please Post It If You Do |/\: http://billy-martin.net/pictures/misc/extras/yahextra09.jpg
[ .198. ] Do You Have A Picture Of Yourself |: Maybe.
[ .199. ] Please Post It If You Do /: Hell No.
[ .200. ] Do You Go By Looks Or Personality \: Some Of Both.
[ .201. ] Ever Kiss A Friend |/\: Yeah.
[ .202. ] Are You Still Friends |: Yeah.
[ .203. ] So Moving Along . . Do You Smoke /: Nope.
[ .204. ] Do You Smoke Weed \: Nope. I Know Who Does and Used Too.
[ .205. ] Ever Trip On Acid |/\: Nope.
[ .206. ] How About A Little X |: Nope.
[ .207. ] Crack, Heroin, Anything Else /: Nope.
[ .208. ] Beer Good Or Beer Bad \: Beer Depends.
[ .209. ] Are You The Sissy Who Drinks Wine Coolers |/\: Hah, They Say Wine Coolers Are Cool.
[ .210. ] Do You Like Smirnoff Ice |: . . .
[ .211. ] Prefer Beer Or Liquor /: Liquor.
[ .212. ] What Kind Of Cigarettes Do You Smoke \: Don't Smoke.
[ .213. ] Are You A Virgin |/\: No. ;x Lmao.
[ .214. ] If No, When Was The Last Time You Got Some |: With Billy.


. : Would You Ever : .

[ .215. ] Bungee Jump /: Yes.
[ .216. ] Sky Dive \: Sure.
[ .217. ] Swim With Dolphins |/\: Yeah.
[ .218. ] Scuba Dive |: Yeah.
[ .219. ] Go Rock Climbing /: Yeah.
[ .220. ] Eat Shit For $1,000,000 \: For That Much? Eh, Okay.
[ .221. ] Turn Your Back On Your Friends For Personal Gain |/\: Nope.
[ .222. ] Steal A Friend's Boyfriend / Girlfriend |: Not Necessarily Steal But Borrow Without Permission and Never Give Back. Eh, Just Kidding. <33 Got that From, "Pirates Of The Carribean", Great Movie. But, No. I Would't Do That.
[ .223. ] Cross - Dress /: Nope.
[ .224. ] Lie To The Police \: Yes.
[ .225. ] Run From The Police |/\: Yes.
[ .226. ] Lie To Your Parents /: Yes.
[ .227. ] Walk Up To A Stranger And Kiss Them \: Nope.
[ .228. ] Be An Exotic Dancer |/\: Suprisingly Allie Said No. But, Me? Eh, Nope.
[ .229. ] Walk Out Of A Restaurant Without Paying |: Nope.
[ .230. ] Streak /: Nope.


. : Your Friends : .

[ .231. ] Best Friend [s] \: Too Many To List.
[ .232. ] Known Longest |/\: Madeline But She Left In Second Grade. ;[
[ .233. ] Wish You Talked To More |: Elizabeth K.
[ .234. ] Wish You Saw More /: Elizabeth K.
[ .235. ] How Many Friends Do You Think You Have \: Around 100, But Tons.
[ .236. ] Who Drives You Insane After A While |/\: . . . Sarah. She Can Be REALLY Loud. And, Allie. Sorry Guys! I Still <3 Ya. ;[
[ .237. ] Who Can You Stay Around Forever And, Never Get Sick Of |: Surely Not Myself.
[ .238. ] Ever Lose A Good Friend Because You Took It To The, 'Next Level' /: Nope.
[ .239. ] Craziest \: Sarah.
[ .240. ] Loudest |/\: Sarah.
[ .241. ] Shyest |: Me. But, I'm Not My Own Friend. ;[
[ .242. ] Best Hair /: Me, Lmao! Just Kidding. I've Got Billy's Hair. ;x !
[ .243. ] Can Always Make You Laugh \: Elizabeth K.
[ .244. ] Best Eyes |/\: Billy.
[ .245. ] Best Body |: Billy.
[ .246. ] Most Athletic /: . . .
[ .247. ] Sex Symbol \: Billy, Hehe. ;]
[ .248. ] Hot Tempered |/\: Sarah. >:|
[ .249. ] Most Impatient |: Allie When She Is Hungry.
[ .250. ] Shortest /: Me.
[ .251. ] Tallest \: Billy.
[ .252. ] Talented |/\ : . . . Bunji, Billy's Hamster. Lmao.
[ .253. ] Best Singer /: Sure, Isn't Allie.
[ .254. ] Skinniest \: . . . Billy.
[ .255. ] Nicest |/\: All Of Them.
[ .256. ] Best Personality |: . . .
[ .257. ] Biggest Drug User /: Allie's Neighbor's The PREPPY Twins.


. : Have You Ever : .

[ .258. ] Flashed Someone \: Nope. Hehe.
[ .259. ] Told The Person You Liked How You Felt |/\: Yes, Once. My Friends Usually Open Their Big Mouths For Me. -Cough- Allie.
[ .260. ] Been To Michigan |: No.
[ .261. ] Gotten Really REALLY Wasted /: No.
[ .262. ] Gone To Jail Or Juvi \: Is That a Threat?
[ .263. ] Skateboarded |/\: Fell Off.
[ .264. ] Skinny Dipped /: I'd Only Do That For Billeah ;x !
[ .265. ] Stolen Anything \: When I Was a Kid.
[ .266. ] Wanted To Kick My Ass For Making This So Long |/\: Who Are You and Why Are You So Nosey?
[ .267. ] Kicked Someone's Ass |: Yes.
[ .268. ] Pegged Someone In The Head With A Snowball /: Yep.
[ .269. ] Broke A Beer Bottle \: Yes, Accidentaly Stepped On The Shattered Pieces Of Glass Too.
[ .270. ] Gotten Into A Bar, Under - Aged |/\: Nope.
[ .271. ] Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex |: On The Cheek.
[ .273. ] Gone On A Road Trip /: Yep.
[ .274. ] Gone On Vacation Without Adult Supervision \: Yes.
[ .275. ] Been To A Concert |/\: Yep, Tons.
[ .276. ] Been To Another Country |: Yep.
[ .277. ] Talked Back To An Adult /: Yes.
[ .278. ] Got Pulled Over \: Yeah.
[ .279. ] Got In A Car Accident |/\: Yes.
[ .280. ] Broke A Law |: Yes.
[ .281. ] Given Money To A Homeless Person /: Yeah.
[ .282. ] Tried To Kill Yourself \: Yes, Plenty Of Times.
[ .283. ] Cried To Get Out Of Trouble |/\: No.
[ .284. ] Kissed A Friend's Brother Or Sister |: Yep.
[ .285. ] Kissed A Brother Or Sister's Friend /: Nope.
[ .286. ] Dropped Something On The Floor That You Were Cooking And Let Someone Eat It \: Yeah.


. : Opinions : .

[ .287. ] What Do You Think . . . About Pop Music |/\: It Sucks.
[ .288. ] About Boy Bands |: GC Rules All, Mwhaha.
[ .289. ] About Flag Burning /: Iunno.
[ .290. ] Of The War On Terrorists \: Iunno.
[ .291. ] About Suicide |/\: Yeeeees.
[ .292. ] About People Who Try To Force Their Opinions On You |: Don't Like Them.
[ .293. ] About Abortion /: Against It.
[ .294. ] About Rock / Metal Music \: Rock On. \m/ Awesome.
[ .295. ] Where Do You Think You'll Be In 10 Years |/\: Iunno, Prolly In My Band.
[ .296. ] Who Do You Think You'll Still Be Friends With In 5 Years |: Everyone.


. : What Did You Do : .

[ .297. ] Last Birthday /: Got Some Clothes and My Bass.
[ .298. ] Yesterday \: Went to Tutoring.
[ .299. ] Last Weekend |/\: I Was At Home, And, Had Allie, Sarah, And, Kate Over. Then We Went To Allie's and Saw, "Pirates Of the Carribean", And, Yeah.
[ .300. ] Christmas |: Stayed Home.
[ .301. ] Thanksgiving /: Don't Remember.
[ .302. ] New Year's Eve \: Talked to Allie On the Phone While Watching That, "New Years Eve PJ Party", On MTV.
[ .303. ] Halloween |/\: Not Going Into That, Like Allie Said.
[ .304. ] Easter |: Got Candy.
[ .305. ] Valentine's Day /: Got The Old GC CD From Allie. <33 Much Love To Ya.


. : The Last : .

[ .306. ] Thing You Ate \: Spaghetti From Last Night. I'm Hungry.
[ .307. ] Thing You Drank |/\: Don't Remember.
[ .308. ] Thing You Wore |: "02", Black Tank, Black Shorts, Rings, Bracelets, Hairbands, Rings, And, Earings.
[ .309. ] Place You Went /: Tutoring.
[ .310. ] Thing You Got Pierced / Tattooed \ : Ears.
[ .311. ] Person You Saw |/\: My Dad.
[ .312. ] Person You Kissed |: Billy.
[ .313. ] Person You Fucked /: ;x Billy.
[ .314. ] Person You Talked To \: Allie On The Phone.
[ .315. ] Song You Heard |/\: "Coheed and Cambria" || "Deliruim Trigger."


. : Now : .

[ .316. ] What Are You Eating |: Nothing. I'm So Hungry. ;[
[ .317. ] What Are You Drinking /: Nothing.
[ .318. ] What Are You Wearing \: "02" Black Tank, Black Shorts, Hairbands On Hands, Earings, Rings, And, Bracelets.
[ .319. ] Any Shoes On |/\: Nope.
[ .320. ] Hair |: Down.
[ .321. ] Listening To /: "Vans Warped Tour 2003", CD. / "Coheed and Cambria" || "Delirium Trigger."
[ .322. ] Talking To Anyone \: Allie On The Phone.
[ .323. ] Are You Pissed I Made This So Long |/\: Ow, My Hand Hurts. ;[


. : Yes or No : .


[ .324. ] Are You A Vegetarian |: Nope. Allie Was. She Tried For 16 Days. Didn't Work. The Chicken Was Talking To Her. I Tried to Stop Her, But No. She Just Grabbed It and Ate It and Then Got Sick. Billy was Right. <33 But, Http://www.Peta.com Is Hilarious! Hah. Sorry. ;[
[ .325. ] Do You Like Cows /: Yeah. Cartoon Ones. But, I Hated "Cow", From, "Cow and Chicken."
[ .326. ] Are You A Bitch \: No. I am THE Bitch. >:|
[ .327. ] Are You Artistic |/\: Yeah, I Guess?
[ .328. ] Do You Write Poetry |: I Used To Always, I Do Sometimes Now.
[ .329. ] Are You A Fast Runner /: Kinda. Whoa, Can Alex Run! He Runs Faster Than Jimmy. ;x Jimmy's Got Nice Calves. <33 Run Forest, Run.
[ .330. ] Can You Ski \: Nope.
[ .331. ] Are You British |/\: Nope.
[ .332. ] Do You Want To Spear Britney |: Yep.
[ .333. ] Do The Voices Talk To You /: Yep and I Talk Back.
[ .334. ] Did You Ever Give Barbie A Haircut \: Yep. Hehe, Allie! Remember The Barbies? "I Like To Hang Barbie Dolls, And, Stab Bibles."
[ .335. ] Would You Eat Mac & Cheese With Hot Dogs In It |/\: Ew. Nope.
[ .336. ] Do You Think Disney Creators Were On Acid When They Made Alice In Wonderland |: Now, That You Put It That Way. Maybe! The Cheshire Cat was Skurry Though. I Can Draw Him.
[ .337. ] Are You Straight /: Yep. Straight as a Circle, Baby. Lmao. I'm Straight, God Damnit. GET iT RiGHT.
[ .338. ] Are You Stupid, Insane, And, Another Physically Handicapped \: I'm All. ;]




<3
Ila.

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[16 Jul 2003|10:59pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | Laughter. ]

Screw the Lyrics!



I am Bored and Hungry Once Again. There is Nothing To Do and I Haven't Updated In Forever. I Know. I've Lost Interest in Http://www.uJournal.org and Now This. Ah. But, I Made Allie a Layout on Her http://www.ujournal.org. Account, Because She Finally Got One! <33 Go Alz! http://www.ujournal.org/~kiss_and_tell Mwhaha, Lmao. I'll tell GC! Oh. And, I Made this for Kate! <33 Go K8! http://www.blurty.com/~quackinduck12 Jump Out the Window, Already! ;x! Just Kidding.



<3
Ila.

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[07 Jul 2003|03:55pm]
[ mood | nervous ]
[ music | The Ataris [x] I Won't Spend Another Night Alone. ]

" A Star Up In The Sky,
Goes Slowly Passing By,
The Lights Below . . . They Spell Out Your Name.
You're Comfort On My Mind and You're With Me All The Time,
And, Lots Of Feelings I Can't Explain.

I Won't Spend Another Night Alone.
I Won't Spend Another Night Alone.

Out Of Every Girl I Meet, No Other Can Compete,
I'd Ditch `Em All For A Night With You.
I Know You Don't Believe, You Mean This Much To Me,
But I Promise That You Do.

I Won't Spend Another Night Alone.
I Won't Spend Another Night Alone.

If I Had One Wish This Is What It Would Be,
I'd Ask You To Spend All Your Time With Me,
That We'd Be Together Forever.
We'd Buy a Small House in South Central, L.A . . .
Raise Lots of Kids, Then We'd Both Join a Gang,
Just As Long As We're Together.

The Things You Make Me Wanna Do,
I'd Rob a Quik - E - Mart, For You.
I'd Go to The Pound And Let All The Cats Go Free,
Just As Long As You'd Be with Me.

I Won't Spend Another Night Alone.
I Won't Spend Another Night Alone.
I Won't Spend Another Night Alone.
Whoa. Whoa.
I Won't Spend Another Night Alone.
1 . . . 2 . . . 3 . . . Yeah. "




I Know I Haven't Updated In Forever. But, Yeah. Uuumm. I Just Basically Got Back From My First Bass Lessons Practice Thang. It was Fun, The Guy is Really Nice. And, He Played GC's, "Seasons". It was Cool. It's Sort of Hard At First, Cause It's Like Memorizing Things. But, After Awhile It'll Get Easier. I Just Know It Will.







Sarah's Instant Message.

Sarah40190 (5:38:16 PM): * tackle * How was bass lessons ?
BHFayeValentine8 (5:38:52 PM): -Squueaaal- Oh Dude! It rocked.
Sarah40190 (5:38:57 PM): Lmao.
BHFayeValentine8 (5:39:02 PM): The guy is really nice and Plus.
Sarah40190 (5:39:08 PM): Awesome.
BHFayeValentine8 (5:39:13 PM): He put on a CD and Played GC's "Seasons".
BHFayeValentine8 (5:39:31 PM): >D
Sarah40190 (5:39:32 PM): Awesommme !!
Sarah40190 (5:39:35 PM): Lmao
BHFayeValentine8 (5:39:37 PM): Yeaaaah, I know.
BHFayeValentine8 (5:39:54 PM): -Dance- I am so Happy.
Sarah40190 (5:40:02 PM): Lol.
Sarah40190 (5:40:52 PM): I didn't go the stbales today. Merf.
BHFayeValentine8 (5:41:02 PM): Awhr, Why?
Sarah40190 (5:41:13 PM): I got my braces changed, which didn't hurt. and then i came back and went to sleep and woke up at 5:30 pm.
Sarah40190 (5:41:41 PM): actually, like 5:20
BHFayeValentine8 (5:41:52 PM): Oiihh.
BHFayeValentine8 (5:42:02 PM): Why were you so Tired?
Sarah40190 (5:42:31 PM): I stayed up til like 6.
Sarah40190 (5:43:40 PM): My braces are spiffy colored.
BHFayeValentine8 (5:43:56 PM): Oiihh. Me wanna see.
BHFayeValentine8 (5:44:15 PM): -Whine- I Won't see you in awhile. Maybe, Saturday You all can come over or something.
Sarah40190 (5:44:18 PM): They're like black and a teal blue color.
Sarah40190 (5:44:28 PM): Ooh.
BHFayeValentine8 (5:44:47 PM): DUDE. Bernard's 'friend' or Whatever IMed and Was like, " I am Billy. -Kisses You- ", And ;x Use Your Imagination, Sar.
Sarah40190 (5:44:57 PM): Oh God.
Sarah40190 (5:44:58 PM): Lmao.
BHFayeValentine8 (5:45:07 PM): -Dance-
Sarah40190 (5:45:16 PM): Duude, I broke my AC.
Sarah40190 (5:45:18 PM): Lmao.
Sarah40190 (5:45:21 PM): And i'm like burning up.
BHFayeValentine8 (5:45:29 PM): Today has been a great day. Other than the fact that I woke up at like 5:30 AM.
BHFayeValentine8 (5:45:37 PM): Your what ? Lol ..
Sarah40190 (5:45:39 PM): Lmao.
Sarah40190 (5:46:22 PM): Air Conditioning.
BHFayeValentine8 (5:46:40 PM): Oiihh. I knew that. XD
Sarah40190 (5:46:45 PM): I Broke It. Lmao. I'm like having heat stroke.
BHFayeValentine8 (5:46:51 PM): LMAO.
BHFayeValentine8 (5:47:03 PM): ;x Weeeeee.
Sarah40190 (5:48:57 PM): I Wtp. * rolls around *
BHFayeValentine8 (5:49:06 PM): Me toooo.
BHFayeValentine8 (5:49:11 PM): Dude. Wait. IM Me on XL0cked.
Sarah40190 (5:49:15 PM): kk






Allie's Insant Message.

X L0cked Away [5:40 PM]: Dude. Bass Lessons Kicked Ass. :]
AllieJss [5:40 PM]: I just woke up. . .0.-
X L0cked Away [5:40 PM]: The Dude is Really Nice Plus He Played a CD That Had GC's, "Seasons", On It.
X L0cked Away [5:40 PM]: B0STWiCK Glare. Aah.
AllieJss [5:41 PM]: Did you use your bass?
X L0cked Away [5:41 PM]: Yeah. He Fixed It For Me.
X L0cked Away [5:41 PM]: It's Hard at First. You've got to Memorize all these Mathematic Stuff.
X L0cked Away [5:42 PM]: This*
X L0cked Away [5:42 PM]: I was just Like, " Uh Huh. Mhm. Yeah. Yeaaaah. "
AllieJss [5:42 PM]: Sar and I told you that you don't need a new bass
X L0cked Away [5:42 PM]: " Ooooh, I Geeeet It. "
X L0cked Away [5:43 PM]: I Know I Didn't Need a New One. That One Guy Said So, But, He was Fat and Gay and WR0NG. Well. At least He Liked my Shirt.
X L0cked Away [5:43 PM]: Dude, Bernard's 'Friend' was like, " I am Billy. -Kisses You- ", I Was Like, " Whooooaa. ;x Kinky. "
AllieJss [5:44 PM]: Sar, Alyssa, and I cleaned out my basement and that's where were gonna have our band practice
AllieJss [5:44 PM]: there's a bunch of room
X L0cked Away [5:44 PM]: -Nod- I Know.
AllieJss [5:45 PM]: can you get $100 by the 28th of August?
X L0cked Away [5:45 PM]: Wha ?
X L0cked Away [5:45 PM]: Why ?
AllieJss [5:45 PM]: alyssa's drum set
X L0cked Away [5:46 PM]: No, But I'm Sure You Can. ;x !
AllieJss [5:46 PM]: shut up
X L0cked Away [5:46 PM]: -Geegle-
X L0cked Away [5:46 PM]: I'm Not Paying for Some Lousy Drumset For Someone Else, That's Just Gonna Break it Again.
AllieJss [5:47 PM]: her parents won't pay for another one and were gonna keep it here and she's not going to try and break it
X L0cked Away [5:47 PM]: >[ No.
X L0cked Away [5:47 PM]: I've got better things to do wif my Money.
X L0cked Away [5:47 PM]: x3 I'm Selfish.
AllieJss [5:47 PM]: then you've got to buy a mic
X L0cked Away [5:47 PM]: Plus, You Can Get It. ;x
X L0cked Away [5:48 PM]: Allie ..
X L0cked Away [5:48 PM]: You STiLL Need Lessons.
X L0cked Away [5:48 PM]: We Can't Do Anything Unless We Know What We're Doing. Eh.
AllieJss [5:49 PM]: i know. . .i'm gonna have my mom call them today
X L0cked Away [5:49 PM]: Alright.
X L0cked Away [5:50 PM]: ;[ I'm not going to VA.
AllieJss [5:50 PM]: aw. . .
X L0cked Away [5:50 PM]: But, I Told Sar -- On Saturday Maybe You Two Can Come Over.
X L0cked Away [5:51 PM]: I've Got to Ask My Parents, Though.
X L0cked Away [5:51 PM]: -Mad at Mom-
AllieJss [5:54 PM]: oh. . .we're gonna be so tired on saturday
X L0cked Away [5:54 PM]: So What? Lol.
X L0cked Away [5:54 PM]: Sarah is Going to Come, Then.
X L0cked Away [5:54 PM]: >F Too Bad.
AllieJss [5:54 PM]: i'll come but i'll be tired
X L0cked Away [5:54 PM]: You Blew Your Chance.
X L0cked Away [5:54 PM]: Just Kidding.
X L0cked Away [5:54 PM]: -Hugs-
AllieJss [5:54 PM]: *hugs back*
X L0cked Away [5:54 PM]: ALLiE, iiiii L0000VE Y0000U,
AllieJss [5:55 PM]: love ya too
X L0cked Away [5:55 PM]: Forget that. I can't type. Mrrraaaghgahaha.
X L0cked Away [5:55 PM]: I'm going to miss you. -Cries-
AllieJss [5:55 PM]: i'm gonna miss you too
X L0cked Away [5:56 PM]: -Luvs Allie- XD !
X L0cked Away [5:56 PM]: Lol.
AllieJss [5:57 PM]: kk
AllieJss [5:57 PM]: *luvs ila8
AllieJss [5:57 PM]: **
X L0cked Away [5:57 PM]: YAY !
X L0cked Away [5:59 PM]: -Dance-
AllieJss [5:59 PM]: my dad was making fun of me
X L0cked Away [5:59 PM]: Ooh, Ooh, What's the Dillio?
X L0cked Away [5:59 PM]: Awhr, WHiiiiEE?
AllieJss [6:00 PM]: i've been sleeping alot lately and he goes "if your gonna be a musician you need to be on a regualr schedule. you want your lessons at midnight? you vampire"
X L0cked Away [6:00 PM]: Lol.
AllieJss [6:01 PM]: -.-
X L0cked Away [6:01 PM]: Sorry. Sorry.
X L0cked Away [6:01 PM]: ^_^ Hey. I get called a Vampire.
X L0cked Away [6:01 PM]: It's techniqually false.
X L0cked Away [6:01 PM]: It is ..
X L0cked Away [6:01 PM]: VAMPiRESS.
X L0cked Away [6:01 PM]: >] And, Yes. I Do Like to Drink Bl00d.
AllieJss [6:02 PM]: i didn't need to know
X L0cked Away [6:02 PM]: : F Pssh.
X L0cked Away [6:03 PM]: M00.
X L0cked Away [6:03 PM]: I am going to go to www.peta.org or whatever and Watch that Movie and Laugh.
AllieJss [6:03 PM]: ila!
X L0cked Away [6:03 PM]: >F Whaaaat ?
X L0cked Away [6:03 PM]: : F Pssh.
AllieJss [6:04 PM]: The Good Charlotte Community sarah finds this so funny
X L0cked Away [6:04 PM]: LMA0 Irl.
AllieJss [6:05 PM]: so do you
X L0cked Away [6:05 PM]: Whaaat ? It's Hilarious.
X L0cked Away [6:05 PM]: He prolly Masturbates to himself.
X L0cked Away [6:05 PM]: Do N0T Smack Me.
AllieJss [6:06 PM]: only girls can masturbate
X L0cked Away [6:06 PM]: Oh.
X L0cked Away [6:06 PM]: Uuum,
X L0cked Away [6:06 PM]: SHADDAP.
X L0cked Away [6:06 PM]: Ila is still a Child.
X L0cked Away [6:06 PM]: >]
X L0cked Away [6:06 PM]: Sorry, I Don't go lookin up Cum and Masturbate and HEAD in the DiCKtionairy.
X L0cked Away [6:06 PM]: -Laughs evily-
AllieJss [6:07 PM]: lmao. . .alyssa has a cd the band is called Ra and in one of the songs it goes "i wanna hear you scream into your cell phone, you 11th grader your such a trader, you cyber-sex addicted masturbater"
X L0cked Away [6:07 PM]: Yeah, I know.
X L0cked Away [6:08 PM]: Guys Can Masturbate. And, Girls Can Cum.
X L0cked Away [6:08 PM]: DiP.
X L0cked Away [6:08 PM]: >;[
AllieJss [6:09 PM]: no they can jack off
X L0cked Away [6:11 PM]: Bernard's Friend ] " So It's Natural and Has Health Benefits. "
AllieJss [6:12 PM]: iunno wanna know
X L0cked Away [6:12 PM]: That made no Sense.
X L0cked Away [6:12 PM]: I don't know want to know >
X L0cked Away [6:12 PM]: Iun wanna know **
X L0cked Away [6:12 PM]: Therefore.
X L0cked Away [6:12 PM]: I don't want to know.
AllieJss [6:13 PM]: iunno wanna know that it's natural and has health benefits
X L0cked Away [6:14 PM]: .. Okie.
X L0cked Away [6:14 PM]: Makes no Sense, Alz.
AllieJss [6:14 PM]: iunno care
X L0cked Away [6:16 PM]: -_- ..
X L0cked Away [6:16 PM]: ''iUN'' .. Correction.
AllieJss [6:16 PM]: my mommy is getting me a smoothie. . .YAY!
X L0cked Away [6:16 PM]: Oh God. Hell No.
AllieJss [6:16 PM]: lmao
AllieJss [6:16 PM]: YEA!
X L0cked Away [6:16 PM]: -Hides- Okay. Allie.
X L0cked Away [6:17 PM]: I'm not going to talk to you for the remaining time that You are Online because You're Mother is Going to Hand you that Smoothie and One Sip is Going to Make you Hyper. And, That's just terrifying.
AllieJss [6:17 PM]: lmao. . .not yet
AllieJss [6:18 PM]: it's only if she gets the blasts in it and iunno if she's gonna get it in it
X L0cked Away [6:18 PM]: Alright, Good. -Comes crawling out-
X L0cked Away [6:18 PM]: -Won't Ask-
AllieJss [6:19 PM]: i have worn these clothes since you came over
X L0cked Away [6:19 PM]: Ew.
AllieJss [6:19 PM]: yea but i took a shower at sar
AllieJss [6:20 PM]: sar's*

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[03 Jul 2003|02:20pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | Finch [x] Untitled. ]

" Everything is Silent.
I Feel Disconnected.
Words Turn to Phrases, Phrases Turn to Prayer.

So, Now You Know,
This is My Call.
Do You Hear Me ?
And, If I Fall . . .
Will You Be There to Catch Me ?

When You Close Your Eyes, Now,
Are You Satisfied ?
When This is All Over, There will be Nothing Left.

So, Now You Know,
This is My Call.
Do You Hear Me ?
And, If I Fall . . .
Will You Be There to Catch Me ?
This is My Call.
Do You Hear Me ?
And, If I Fall . . .
Will You Be There to Catch Me, Now ?

It's Sharpening Beneath Me,
Beneath My Feet.
The Earth Opens Up,
To Swallow Me.
Take My Hand And, Lead Me On,
Take My Hand And, Lead Me On.
It's Sharpening Beneath Me,
Beneath My Feet.
It's Sharpening Beneath Me,
It's Sharpening,
It's Sharpening,
It's Sharpening,
It's Sharpening,
It's Sharpening Beneath.
It's Sharpening Beneath Me.
Beneath My Feet.
It's Sharpening. "





Don't I Feel Sore ? . . . Aren't I in Paradise For Good ? . . . No. I Left my Paradise, For Good. No Looking Back On Today, Now. Hrm, Hrm. You Know What ? I had this Dream, Last Night. It was Very Strange. We Were at Allie's And, Then, Billy, Paul, Joel, Benji, And, Chris, Came and Skurred the Fuck Out Of Us. Hrm, I Haven't Heard Of Those Guys Forever.

I'm going to Go. This Update is Over. Sarah just Signed Off, And, I'm Waiting for Her to Get Back On. Allie and Sarah are Supposed to Come Over, Today . . . Anyways. I'm Not too Sure about Kate, But, We're Begging Her to Come. Her Birthday is Tomorrow, Too. So, Eh. I'll Need to Buy a Present for Her. But, Anyways. Nothing Much To Talk About.

Well. I'm Off.





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Ila

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[30 Jun 2003|04:28pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | Mest [x] Your Promise. ]

" I'm Looking For Answers to All the Questions, No One Knows.
Bleeding And Begged, Asked You For Nothing but Something Showed.
Your Uneasy Eyes, The Sweat On Your Forehead,
Everyone's Pointing Your Nervousness Out.
It's Obvious Now, That You're Scared Of Yourself,
Nothing To Keep Them From Knowing This Now.
There's Nothing Keeping Them From Knowing This Now.

Promises, Shattered Pieces of Memories of Nothing,
Cowardly You'll Face This All Alone.

You're Finding Your Truths,
Are Nothing But Lies, Still No One Knows.
You See Yourself Run,
But, I See You Crawling to Face the Truth.
You're Hesitant Now,
Your Heart Must Be Burning, Ripping and Tearing,
Your Insides are Numb, Restless and Weak.
Time to Start Over,
Nothing to Keep Them From Emptiness Now.
Nothing to Keep Them From Emptiness Now.

Promises, Shattered Pieces of Memories of Nothing,
Cowardly You'll Face This All Alone.

Promises, Shattered Pieces of Memories of Nothing,
Cowardly You'll Face This All Alone.

You Know How this Will End,
'Cause the Pain Inside Your Head is Cutting Yourself Thin.
Nothing to Do Now,
When You're Buried Under Ground.
Your Promise Haunts You Now.

Promises, Shattered Pieces of Memories of Nothing,
Cowardly You'll Face This All Alone.


Promises, Shattered Pieces . . . Memories of Nothing,
Cowardly I'll Face This All Alone. "









Quizzes.






 I am . . . Er. Faith.
Which Female Buffy Character Are You? Find out!

Oh Yes . . . ! I'm Fairly Horny!
How Horny Are You? Find out!

Woohoo! I'm Blue!
Which Kid's TV Character Are You? Find out!

 Muwhahaha I am Physco. Yes, Yes. Hah Hah Hah !
Are You Crazy?? Find out!

Yummy . . . I'm Dessert!
Which Part of a Meal Are You? Find out!

Pretty!  I'm a Rose!
Which Flower Are You? Find out!

Ooh. Lookie, I'm Phoebe!
Which 'Friend' Are You? Find out!

I'm Jenn!
Which Female Dawson's Creek Character Are You? Find out!

Mmm . . . I'm Belle!
Which Disney Princess are You? Find out!

Rock On! I'm Rock!
Which Music Type are You? Find out!

I'm Jennifer.
Which Reese Witherspoon are you? Find out!

I'm Kathryn
Which Sarah Michelle Gellar are you? Find out!



Which Pleasure Are You?




Which Scooby Are You?




What Kind of Junkie Are You?









Well. Since I Was Bored I Took Some Quizzes. But, Anyways. I've Noticed, Today Everyone's Computer's Have Been Being Gay. Not That There is Anything Wrong with Gay's / Bisexual's / Lesbian's / Etc. I'm Not Gay / Bisexual / Lesbian [ I am Straight ], But Anyways. Nick's Computer Won't Let Him Link Anything Up, And, Either Would Any One Elses Computer's. And, " American Online ", Is Being Gay. I Signed On and It's Like, " The Settings Have Been Changed. ", And, " This Website is Restricted, You Are Unable To View It Due To Your System Conditions. " . . . So, Something is Seriously Happening with the Fucking Computers. Err, And, I Want My Dad Come Home to Fix It For Me. I'm About to Restart the Computer in a Few Minutes, Also. Maybe, After I Finish This Entry.


Last Night, Sarah was Pretty Pissed at Allie and I. Because, We're In Another Fight Because It's all Allie's Fucking Fault Again. And, I told Her What Was on My Mind and She Was Like, " I'm Sorry. I Won't Do It Again, I'll Change. ", And, I Was Like, " Bullshit ". Because, That's What Everyone Says and She Had Said That Before and Lied. So, Yeah. I'm Going to Wait For Sarah to Call Me. I Still Want to Settle This So It will Get Off My Back. Eh. Anywhoo.

Christie, You Put the Wrong Links Up For Your Blurty and uJournal Accounts. It's not, " The Riot " . . . It's, " X Riot ". http://www.ujournal.org/~XRiot and http://www.blurty.com/~XRiot . . . But, Anyways. Sure, I'll Fix and Make a Layout For You. And, Right when You Got The Hang Of Changing the Colors and Shit. Heh. " Html ", Can Be Easy After You Get Used to It and Know What You're Doing. But, At First It Can Be Confusing. http://www.lissaexplains.com May Help Out, I Don't Know ? It Didn't Really Help Me Out, But, Some Moron Said It Helped Them Out. So, It May Not Be Useless and Maybe It Will ? Who Knows. You Try it Out For Yourself.
And, My Computer is Being so Gay That It Won't Let Me View my uJournal. Err. Urgh. Fucking Piece of Shit.

Anywhoo, Give Me a Call or Leave a Comment if You Want. Eh.


Aim:

BHFayeValentine8

/

JoelsLeftHand

/

XL0ckedAway











<3

Ila

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[28 Jun 2003|01:55pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | Good Charlotte [x] Bloody Valentine. ]

" Oh My Love, Please Don't Cry.
I'll Wash my Bloody Hands,
And, We'll Start a New Life.

I Ripped Out His Throat,
And, Called You On the Telephone,
To Take Off My Disguise,
Just In Time to Hear You Cry.

When You, You, Mourn The Death Of Your Bloody Valentine,
The Night He Died.
You Mourn the Death of Your Bloody Valentine,
One Last Time.
Singin' , Oh My Love,
Please Don't Cry.
I'll Wash My Bloody Hands,
And, We'll Start a New Life.
I Don't Know Much at All,
I Don't Know Wrong from Right.
All I Know, Is That I Love You Tonight.

There Was Police and Flashy Lights,
The Rain Came Down So Hard That Night.
And, The Headlights Read, Another Died.
No Tell - Tale Heart Was Left To Find.

When You, You, Mourn the Death of Your Bloody Valentine,
The Night, He Died.
You Mourn the Death of Your Bloody Valentine,
One Last Time.
Singin' , Oh My Love,
Please Don't Cry.
I'll Wash My Bloody Hands,
And, We'll Start a New Life.
I Don't Know Much at All,
I Don't Know Wrong from Right.
All I Know, Is That I Love You Tonight.

Tonight.
He Dropped You Off And I Followed Him Home.
But, I Stood Outside His Bedroom Window.
Standing Overhill, He Begged Me Not To Do,
But I Knew, I Had To Do, Cause I'm So In Love with You.

Oh My Love,
Please Don't Cry.
I'll Wash my Bloody Hands,
And, We'll Start a New Life.
I Don't Know Much at All,
I Don't Know Wrong From Right.
All I Know, Is That I Love You,
Tonight.
Tonight. "





Mn, I've Decided. A Blurty Account wouldn't Hurt. So, What else Can I Do then to Get One. It's the Same User Name as I have on uJournal.org [ l http://www.ujournal.org/~xxhamsterxx l ] So, Everyone Celebrate. Actually, I was just being Sarcastic if You All didn't Know by Now, So Don't Really Celebrate.

Okie, I Have to Make the First Entry Short. Because, My Freaky and Annoying Seven Year Old Brother Is Threatening to Kill Me with Some Chains That He Tore Off his Bike, And, He Wants to go to http://www.CartoonNetwork.Com So, Yeah. Uum. Uum. Erm. Right now We're at My Mom and Dad's Office. Usually, They Don't Have the Internet on their Computer but Now They Switched Their Computer and It Does Have the Internet, So I'm Pretty Happy about that. After This Update, We're going to go to Jefferson Mall, So, I Can go Buy some Crap at, " Hot Topic ". Yes, That Place is Now Overrided with Preps, But Who Gives a Fuck ? Actually, I Do. But, Anywhoo. Then, I'm about to go and Drop My Camera Off so It will Get Developed and Then I'm going to buy, " Finch ", " Mest ", " The Starting Line ", " Less Than Jake ", " Alkaline Trio ", And, One Other CD. Then, We'll Have to Go Buy some Coke. Cause, I Had all of it Last Night . . . I had it All, Again. Heh. But. Yeah.

Enough for the First Entry, I've really got to Go. My Brother is Seriously Annoying Me About Getting Off. I'll Update Whenever I Can. So, Look out for More Entries from Me. And, If You Wanna Know More About Me then E - Mail me at mailto:XL0ckedAway@Aol.Com or Instant Message Me at BHFayeValentine8 or JoelsLeftHand. Okay. Thanks Bye.


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