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[06 Jun 2005|03:52pm]
whyyyyyyy do you think you are so great....your really not and stop trying to be something that you are not
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[25 Mar 2005|10:27am]
ohhhhh im fuckin pissed being a bitch? fuck no im not!!!!!! omg i hate think im a bitch because i do the saaaaaaame shit that you do to me!? wow thats not hypocritical.........ugh i seriously just wanna hurt you.........i seriously dont know what to do with myself right now
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merch stands = *EVIL* pure fucking evil lol [05 Mar 2005|02:27pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]
[ music | from first to last; secrets dont make friends ]

mbr concert = fantabulous except for the fact jamie's and my backs hurt like bitches because we are just too old to be at concerts now and people not being very nice to us....stupid bitches and hoes it was great haha....the singer from scatter the ashes needs to like eat something so i dont see each of his fucking ribs but they were pretty good though and from first to last was wonderful....motion city soundtrack was pissing me off and then finially.....mbr came out and boy were we excited... so it was super fun and then we ventured off to the merch that was an adventure lol no matter how many people left that fucking smushed up crowd we were still in the same spot....but finially i reached the counter and got our shit.....we got to meet ryan from mbr and our stupid camera fones were bitches and didnt take pictures because they suck haha but we got him to sign our tickets and we were the last two becuase he got cold haha so then we left and went home......goodness it was loads of fun so when i got home i went to bed and woke up at 1:30 today

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puff [03 Mar 2005|07:35pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | matchbook romance; shadows like statues ]

oh em gee mbr is tomorrow and jamie and i are super excited my birthday was on wed and it was pretty lame however i got the best freakin card from bam and i love her and i dunno how i will top that haha and brianna gave me a precious card mom dropped balloons off at school for me how sweet haha......all for now i guess


post comment school? fuck yea [28 Feb 2005|04:05pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | saves the day; at your funeral ]

snow day bitches! haha i should have wrote that like 8 hours ago but whatever

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yay for gay!!!! [26 Feb 2005|09:01pm]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | saves the day; freakish <3 gotta love it ] go there bitches........omg they took y100 away from me!! do they not realize how important y100 is to me and like a million other fuckers who live here.......every fucking radio in my house is tuned to it and they dont change and its like the only station i listen to in the mad so sign the petition last nite i went to the movies with bam....haha cursed is like theeee best movie EVER haha..."we are not through yet!" yay gay! haha then we went to the mall and walked around and got something to eat...we got pizza and it made me sick lol and i wanted to buy a rufio cd but i couldnt because i didnt have enough freakin money 15.99 is a bit much for that ....we went to try on hats and sunglasses in strawbriges but some lady was all up in our grill so we couldnt stay and then nicoley called to complain about this upsetting y100 news and i got all mad again lol then on the way home bam and i played a ridiculous game of you put the - in - and most of them didnt even make sense haha.....yay jon got me a twenty twenty sticker and im so excited because now i can support my man woot woot.......i got to have the house to myself today and it was fantabulous and i took some kick ass pictures so it was a rather productive day.......i guess thats it for now


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just fucking kill me now [24 Feb 2005|07:20pm]
[ mood | upset ]
[ music | get up kids; ill catch you ]

im fucking dying heart has been ripped best friend is moving and im soooooooo sad.....i dont knwo what to do.....she knows like everything about me and i dont know what im going to do without her.......shes like sooooo important to me and she is the only one who understands exactly how i feel.......

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um haha [20 Feb 2005|08:51pm]
[ mood | haha ]
[ music | rufio;in my eyes ]

wow nicole and i def need to see some hot guys make out hardcorely like before we die lmao

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ahem [20 Feb 2005|05:27pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | mest;compulsive prep ]

dizzam im i went to nj and then came home and then went to delaware.....ok lol loads of has been quite an eventful weekend for me and i wish i didnt have to go back to school on tuesday ahhh snow is coming....i hate snow god i hate know i thought i had more to say....i guess i lied to myself....later

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I HATE PEOPLE WHO ORDER LO MEIN! IM SO TIRED!~haha oops [19 Feb 2005|06:17pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | a dozen furies;falling ]

wow this weekend = excitement lol yesterday i went to golden drangon with liz yay lol and last nite i went out with dana and chris and it was so fun haha.....we just drove around for like hours then we went to talias for like 20 mins......soooooo boring dana i mean it soooooo boring :) i heart i went to see boogeyman with kiki dos!!!!!! muy divertida it was such a lame ass ending to a movie haha but whatever and then we went guessed it GOLDEN DRAGON!!!!! lol and some little thing waved at us like we were his friends lol whatever and the guy was all i hate lo mein! no more im tired and i like there i sit eating lo mein lol oh well it was sooo yummy and we totally got out mbr tickets and im uber excited (if you know what uber really means......please tell me lol id love to know) and monday liz and i are FINALLY going on out to our eating thinger lol... so yay im all in an excited mood now woot woot......o cha and i got two awsome new nail polishes lmao liiiiime green and naaaaaavy blue......they kick ass .....peace out yo

and another thing........we go to the mall and there is a big ass pile of snow in the middle of the fucking parking lot! wtf is that bout lol it snowed like a million weeks ago lol lazy ass people

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i feel so mad......i feel so angry.......i wish i made cures for how people are [09 Feb 2005|07:16pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | boxcar racer; i feel so ]

fuck the world......i hate school a lot and i cant fucking wait until im out

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my life is going to be preeeeeeety sweet [05 Feb 2005|12:35pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | boys night out; a torrid love affair ]

wow i have found my going to be an A&R Coordinator.......its the best job ever you spend your life watching bands and listening to music to see you want to sign them......its really great im excited

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wow.........freaker [27 Jan 2005|08:08pm]
[ mood | freaked out....crazy people ]
[ music | modern english;ill stop the world and melt with you <3 ]

wowie so its been like two months......sorry nothing really exciting has happened......i started the new sememster today......yep sucks my ass but whatchya gonna do......i went to see phantom with bam and jon yesterday BAM HE IS SO NOT HOT was really my life is boring hense the reason i havent written in here in photo class is over and im sad because i heart photography a lot but i shall still take pictures!!!!!!!!!........look im sorry im so lame ok lol im sure ill have something fun to write laaater....bye bye

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you will never know how much you have fuct me up..... mother fucker [20 Nov 2004|02:04pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | underoath;reinventing your exit ]

omg i cant stand liars......especially YOU...people lying to make themselves look like the shit but their all fucking know who im talking about......ah stop trying to say you do drugs and drink because its stupid its not making you look cool its making you look like an ass and its worse because you DONT ACTUALLY DO ANY OF IT! you are a pathetic loser and really hope that your life is shit..... and stop lying about
your "friends" piss me off to no end so just fuck off

if i sound psycho.........we all know who to blame because this shit has gone on long enough and it has made me crazy

you will never know how much you have fuct me up.........

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yo no sé [07 Nov 2004|09:00pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | i will buy you a new life;everclear ]

hello all how are well...i went to mest on thursday and it was fun as i knew it would be....i have a few new favorite bands-bayside and hawthorne heights they were so freakin good and punchline and mest were good as well....people got thrown out for crowd surfing and moshing....whatever and i stood out in the rain for a fucking hour to get in there and i was soooooooaked o well all the bands were appriciative for it so its nice and i got to talk to the singer from punchline after the show and he sold me a cd so im happy....any hoo i wanna go to asl/hawthorne heights but i dont have anyone to go with.....we'll see what has been ok nothing that exciting has really gone on since my last entry so i guess im out......later

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miss me? course ya did [24 Oct 2004|06:11pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | angels with dirty faces;sum 41 ]

woooow its been a while....since my last entry life has been grand...everything is good with my friends and school is good....the mest concert is in two weeks and im excited. i went to best buy yesterday and got the mest dvd and the new sum41 cd and the silverstein cd...good stuff..i need a job man, i need money reeeeeeeal bad so if you could help me out with that...thanks lol...hmm i dont really know anything else to content with my life at the moment and i hope it stays that way

haha i loooove those sunday stew commercials and reno 911

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seriously......just go away [11 Sep 2004|01:25pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | billy idol; dancin with myself (gotta love him <3) ]

first off i would like to give a big fuuuuuuuck yooooooooooou to someone :).....okie doke now that thats school started on tuesday and i suppose its ok bam is in my gym class and thats awsome there isnt really anyone else in any of my other classes there is like a few in english and a few in my spanish class but its cool i doesnt matter next semester will be better and i found out this week im going to england for spring break with talia and its going to be asomei cant wait but i need to get a job first to save money to go.......i have kinda been in a pissy mood this week and im sure it will continue but i dont really know why im mad i just am....well i know partly why im mad but i dont really know the rest which kinda sucks because i dont really want to be mad

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ahhhh! smoooooth skin.........i cant wait [02 Sep 2004|12:01am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | punchline; open up ]

freakin yea i won my ebay skirt and its great and i cant wait to get still waiting to get my ebay who mest is coming back the 4th of november and im going with talia......three times for her four for me....speaking of four its only the best number in the world now because everytime i see mest its on a 4.....october 24, march 4, july 24, and now nov 4........weird huh? yea i know.........i had my interview at wetseal the other day.........hope i get the job because i need money and i need it bad......i have been out of work for the past 16 years.......o well......yea well i guess thats it....later

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even a heart transplant wouldnt show you how i feel would it baby? [27 Aug 2004|01:10pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | ashlee simpson show ]

so yea its been a while.......nothing exciting has gone on......except when bam and i went to the movies and that old lady almost died from the loud noise sorry that was the best and when the toilet paper thing fell off in the bathroom hahahaha.........hoooooooooly sweetness i have seen pacsun twice this week and i heart him....a lot.....and mest is coming baaaaaaaaack! fuckin aaaaaaasome (yea there isnt suppose to be a w) i cant wait they are coming back this late oct/ early nov and with punchline yaaaaaaaaay! im happy about that i just wish they would pick a date already so i would know

i put on a good front but i dunno whats wrong with me......i dunno if im happy, sad, mad, and if so i dunno what im mad at or sad about all i know is im low and i dunno how to get out of it

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we are the death of a nation......the death of a george bush nation~justin of antiflag...says alison [07 Aug 2004|06:29pm]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | tbs;your so last summer ]

yea warped was alrite i thought i would have more fun but there was only two bands there that i really knew songs to and i only got to see one of them...awsome crowd...almost killed me but awsome crowd and i lost my shoe in a pit but some lovely fella picked it up for me and helped me out when all the surfers were too much for me to thanks to him and a certain someone was pissing me off and i saw ben and lp from yellowcard but i didnt get their autographs...i had nothing for them to write with dammit and i got to hear some new bands that i like now ill have to get their cds i would have yesterday but of course the funds were low i had freakin 10 dollars to my name and 5 of it went to drinks and a 1 dollar cd and i tipped the one drink dude...damn him and damn those people who throw bottles when they are waiting for a band to come out......thanks for hitting me and a special big thanks to big ass muscle-y dudes who crowd surf :D :::big smile::: you just make my day but at least i got to get away from "A" and lady deathstar and hang out wtth nice people who dont bug the shit out of me haha so thank you alison and ashley haha no more shows to go to now ....sadness...whatever hopefully ill go see yellowcard again in sept. we'll see

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