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Blurty for My Heart Is Yours, To Fill or Burst....
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| Tuesday, October 21st, 2003 |
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Today I contemplated going to the beach, since I was going to milk my hurt leg and not go to class, but my leg actually did hurt too much. Sucks huh? I had a lot of free time on my hands so I found a *ilegal* free version of XP and upgraded. XP is the shizznit. Then I talked to Jessica, and she confused me even more, but I still love her. *Sigh* Girls are cool, but they suck and they are way too confusing. The only cool girls I know who are totally clear and 100% neato are Jiminekia and Kacey. Hmmm, they are both 16 too. I wonder if something happens to girls after they hit the age of 18. They get all dramatic and weird. My friend Marley was totally freaking out at my friend Sam on Saturday because he was 10 minutes late. he told her he got stuck behind a train *which he did* and she thought he was lying. Hmm.... Maybe he's been giving her reason to be suspicious but i don't think he has. Girls are too much. I bet gay guys don't have to deal with this. Aloha *as in "We'll keep on looking up at the same sky, and pretend the sun will never rise. We could spend one more night together."* Brando |
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| Tuesday, October 14th, 2003 |
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| So I was doing my usual Tuesday routine, class, lunch, class home. No big whoop when I'm standing outside my sociology class, and the so called "big man on campus" *who is just way too full of himself* falls backwards off of the nadrail he was sitting on into a metal trashcan. No lie!!! It was so freekin funny. I now know the true meaning of the phrase "Kodak Moment" because I would've been thisclose to selling my sol for a camera right then. Muah ha ha. I love seeing people gets dents in their *way too big* egos. Just thought I'd humiliate him some more online. How do you like it now Steve Black!?!?!?! | ||||||||
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| Monday, October 13th, 2003 |
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Hold on little girl show me what hes done to you stand up little girl a broken heart cant be that bad when its through its through fate will twist up both of you so come on baby come on over let me be the one to show you Im the one who wants to be with you deep inside I hope you feel it too waited on a line of wings and blues just to be the next to be with you Build up your confidence so you can be on top for once wake up who cares about little boys that talk too much Iv seen it all go down your game of love was all rained out so come on baby come on over let me be the one to hold you Im the one who wants to be with you deep inside I hope you feel it too waited on a line of wings and blues just to be the next to be with you why be alone when we can be together baby you can make my life worth while I can make you start to smile when its through its through fate will twist up both of you so come on baby come on over let me be the one to show you Im the one who wants to be with you deep inside I hope you feel it too waited on a line of wings and blues just to be the next to be with you (repeat) Korey or no Korey, I'll gladly wait all my life, just to be the next to be with you... <3 Brando |
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| I love Jessica. She says hello and my heart practically beats out of my chest. I I know I'll love her for the rest of my life. I'd marry her now if I had the chance. (Swoooooon) | ||||||||
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| So, I've been talking to the most beautiful person in the world [inside and out] named Jessica. I'm seriously falling for her and I don't know what to do. It scares me, feeling like this after the *break-up* which in reality wasn't that long ago. I have always been a person that followed their heart and forgot their mind, but mae after the whole Melissa thing I'm more wary of putting my trust in other people, especially when it involves my heart. I doubt that Jessica knows any of this. It' snot that I'm questioning my love for her, because I truly adore her, I just don't know what to do. What do I say, when do I say it? What will comfort her and compensate for the hundreds of miles between us. How can I make her forget those ever-existing miles and be with her 24/7 though it may not be in person, at least in mind? How can I make her want me the way I want her. I can't get her off of my mind. I f I hear a song with the least bit of love in it, I think of her. Loving someone this much after knowing them for a weekend cannot be healthy..............screw my health, bring on the love...... | ||||
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Blurty for My Heart Is Yours, To Fill or Burst....
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chipper.
uncomfortable.
giddy.