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Monday, August 30th, 2004
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1:58 am - LiVe JoUrNaL!!!
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Jus 2 let u kno... i switched 2 live journal>>> www.livejournal.com/users/portuguesebabe/ <<< So start readin bout me ther... i'm done usin this one... love ya much XoXo!
current mood:  ecstatic
current music: "(I Hate) Everything About You" by: 3 Days Grace... Zach!
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| Tuesday, August 10th, 2004
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2:58 pm - WhY dOeS lOvE hAvE tO hUrT???
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Why does love have to hurt... that's the question i have been asking myself all day.... Why does it? Is it a game... that's what i'm beginning to think. I have only fallin in love twice. And i dont think it'll ever happen again. I wish that i can go back in time and change everything. I HAVE HAD MY HEART BROKEN WAY TOO MANY TIMES!!!!!!
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| Tuesday, June 15th, 2004
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7:09 pm - FaLlInG iN lOvE...
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Ya, my friend Jacky once wrote; "to all u middle schoolers out there, u dont know what love is till u've been in highschool...u really dont fall inlove in middle school...thats all puppy love i dont care what all of u say...nothing is real with love till u r in highschool". Well thatz not all true. When i was in 8th grade, i found my first REAL love. I dont care what NE1 sayz. I met the person in 7th grade, but i didnt realize that i was IN LOVE wit him till 8th grade. I will never forget him, -n- he will always b in my heart... -n- thatz what i think TRUE love is. I had 'the' feeling, -n- granted it will never go away. Everytime i see him, the feeling returns. I will never forget him because i was IN LOVE in, yes, Middle School! But he was supposed 2 b in 9th grade, if that means NEthin. So i dont agree with that sayin! Sry Jacky, but i think that is one thing we jus dont agree on! -n- deep down u kno that I LOVED him 2... if not, then obviosly u dont memba it.
Here r my shout outs....
ShOuT oUtZ:
Steve: i wish u would jus tlk 2 me... atleast hang out with me one more time b4 i go. i may never c u again, -n- if u love(d) me as much as u say u do/did then u would atleast say bye to me. If not then i'll just have to say bye now. "Bye, i'm really sad that our friendship disappeard when our realationship did... i would of really liked it if we could of been closer. I hope u have fun withthe rest of ur life, dont mess it up. Hope u stop the PIMP thing, -n- actally settle down... GOOD LUCK! Love ya....
Shannon: Ya still havent called me... lolz!
Sarah: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! (even though u still have till the end of tha month, lolz)
Nora: Swistaz 4 lfy!
Seth: we r breackin apart... wish we could b best friendz again!
Zach: I LOVE U!!!!!
Jacky: lyk i said SORRY i jus dont agree wit u... hopefully u'll b comin campin wit me, so much fun lyk tha good old dayz! hehe
Bobby (Skipper, lolz): We needa hang, jus me -n- u! Sry i dont like u like that, but i SWEAR u like me more than a friend, i dont care what u say. Ur cat is SO cute!!!!!! hehe
Thatz All... ***BiG kIsSeZ!***
$~* aMi *~$
current mood:  annoyed
current music: "Don't Speak" by ND... my song 2 Steve... i think!
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| Tuesday, June 8th, 2004
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7:08 pm - My NeW PhYcOtHeRePiSt!!!
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I told both my parents that i didn't want a phycotherepist, but yet they never listen to me. So i had to go to see this girl every thursday. I HATED IT!!! So finally i talked them out of it, and now i have a diary. I write EVERYTHING in it, and no1 is going to read it but me, and i mean NO1!!! Not even my bestest friends. ((no hard feelings!)) I got the diary because sometimes i can't tell my friends everything because they either judge me, or i can't trust them with sertain stuff. Bit with my diary i cna trust it, and i also know that it wont judge me. I'm going to write in it everynight, except when i'm sleeping over a friends house. My mom bought me the diary. Hopefully this will help me, and make my life a bit more happier! But we'll have to wait and see. Ummm... I haven't talked to Zach yet, i have been too scared. But i talked to his twin ((Seth)) the other day, and he made me feel a lot more confident, so i think i'm goingto tell him tomorrow exactly how i feel. Hopefully he doesn't flip out like Nora says. But Seth said that he's not like that and he's his twin, so i believe him. ((sometimes you need to stand apart,break the rules, ignore the your friends... FOLLOW YOUR HEART!!!)) I'll write tomorrow maybe, we will have to wait and see if i can get to a compy.... Here are my shout outs:
ShOuT oUtZ:
Zach: I love you! dont forget it... i know you wouldnt!!! lolz!
Nora: like i said i'm sorry, but you even said that you want me to be happy, and that i look happy with Zach, and i am... so now i'm just taking it to the next step! I still love you! And trust me, you like to remind me that i'm only 15, but i think that you are the one who needs reminding... I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF!!!
Jacky: That goes for you too! ^^^
Steve: Grow-Up! i have moved on... and obviously you need to do the same. Jus to let you know, we are just alike because i cheated on you too! I would like to be friends, but i dont think you want that... the ball is in your court, please talk to me in school if your not gunna call me.
Shannon: I'm glad were are bcomeing closer friends, now we just need to hang out sometime. Call Nora and get my celly # from her, and call me sumtime!
Seth: i saved the best for last... lolz! JK! I LOVE YA! Thanx! you really showed me that i should follow my heart, and that's exactly what i'm going to do... Good Luck with Brooke, i'm glad that she makes you happy! <3 We needa hang sumtime... call me!
Thatz all for now! ChoW~ XoXo
$~* aMi *~$
current mood:  hot
current music: "If I Ain't Got You" by Alicia Keys... I LOVE U, ZACH!!!
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| Thursday, June 3rd, 2004
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7:04 pm - DePrEsSeD... -n- o dont know why.....
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I feel like shit and i dont know why... and well, itz kinda wierd. When i get depressed i eat, then i eat SO much that i fell like im too fat, then i stop eating all together. Then all i do day in day out is sleep. I dont know what to do. Then sometimes i do stupid things... if you know what i mean. This happens every now and then, and i dont know what to do. Last night when i took a shower i put the heat on steamy hot, and i just let it run down my back, just so all the pain will go away. But sometimes it doesnt work... :( I have no fuckin idea what to do... HELP!!! Other than that, everything is fine. I think i made up my mind, and im goin to live with my mom and her fiance in Maine at the end of this summer.... I'm sorry everbody, exspecially Zach. Ya know i love ya'll and i deff. wont loose touch. Someone will have to shoot me before i ever forget ya'll. Well, that's all i have to say, so i'm just gunna do my shout outs now....
ShOuT oUtZ:
Zach: I love you, and there is sumthin i have 2 tell u, but i dont kno how i can tell u in person.... So here, im jus gunna type it in my blurty. U may think im crazy, but i have NEVER felt this way with NEone... i LOVE you SOOOO much, that words cant even explain. I dont want 2 loose you, and i wish i could jus stay here in Danvers, but u -n- i both now that thatz not possible... -n- living wit my Dad isnt the best thing for me, so im betta off living wit my mom. I jus want u 2 kno that i love u, -n- i'll love u NO MATTER WHAT!!! But thatz not what i want 2 tell u.... the thing i want 2 tell u is more than that. I really feel that ur the one, -n- i only said that bout one other person ((Steve)) -n- we're not 2gether cuz of his mom, but im happi that we went our separate was, cuz then i woulda neva found out how truely wonderful u r, i mean u saved my life, -n- if it wasnt for u, i might not b here 2dai. And im very thankful 4 that. i think u kno me betta than i kno myself, but thatz OK, cuz i kno u betta than u kno urself. I dont kno what i would do without u... so that is y i.... want 2 marry u! i never said this to NEbody else ((in a serious way)). I dont kno how 2 tell u in person, so i hope u read this. Have u ever seen 'That 70's Show'??? I want 2 b lyk Eric -n- Donna!!! Jus me -n- u, 4 eva!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!
Nora: Swistaz for lyf! lolz!!! im glad were good friendz again, i dont kno if i ever told u that... so here! i hope that nothin will get in the way of our friendship ever again... Love ya... XoXo ***BiG kIsSeZ!***
Jacky: MY TWIN!!! We realli needa hang lyk we use 2!!! Love ya... XoXo ***BiG kIsSeZ!***
Bobby: ur gunna have NO balls if u continue 2 mess wit me... u dnt wanna get on my bad side... ask NEbody! BTW, i DO have a duaghter!!!!
Those r all my shout outz 4 2night... ChOw!!!
current mood:  depressed
current music: "Hold On" by GC!!! thatz jus what i needa do!
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| Monday, May 31st, 2004
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12:31 pm - Me, MoViNg, -N- zAcH!!!
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As some of you know, i'm moving.... I'm either moving to Peabody, or up to Maine. I'm probably going to live up in Maine though. I'd be living eith my mom -n- her fiance, Chris. It would be safer for me to live wuith my mom, my dad is too dommanding, and he only wants someone to boss around... -n- it aint gunna be me!!! If i go to live with my mom -n- Chris in Maine, then i'll b getting my liscens a lot quicker! So i'd come down -n- visit. Otha then that, im doin fine!!! Zach -n- i are still goin out! I realli think he may be the right one, -n- i only said that about one otha person.... so, yea! Nora realli hopes we stay 2gether too.... Well, thatz bout it!
My ShOuT OuTz:
Zach: I LOVE YOU with ALL my heart 4 eva!!!
Jacky: Humm... My Twin, my twin!!! lolz... u dont needa get ova Ryan, u love him therez nuttin u can do bout it, itz jus how u feel, dont listen 2 Nora, follow ur heart! <3 I LOVE YA!!! ***big kisses***
Alex: I know, u dont read this... but NEwayz... i jus wanna sai "thanx 4 the drink!" lolz
Jess: We had SO much fun on Fridai!!! I deff have 2 bring Jessica wit me again! But this tyme Jackyz comin... ((here that Jacky!!! lolz))
Jessica: u have 2 come wit us again the next tyme we go... -n- u canm dance!! lolz
Those r all my shout outz 4 2dai!!! XoXo!!! ***BiG kIsSeS!***
current mood:  confused
current music: "Don't Mess With My Man" by Nivia
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| Thursday, May 20th, 2004
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8:00 pm - 2 MoNtHz... WOW! OnLi 24 DaIz LeFt Of ScHoOl!!!
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Zach -n- i have been goin out 4 2 monthz now... WOW! thatz amazin... no offence! It went by sooo fast!!! He got my a necklace... itz madd cute!!! lolz! Well i realli dnt have much 2 tlk bout so i'll do may SHOUT OUTZ!!!
mY sHoUt OuTz:
Nora: I WUV U!!! im glad u -n- Seth r at least friendz! hehehe... -n- hez not ditchin u NEmore... all 4 of us needa hang again! lolz that was fun!
Kandice: dnt 4get the dildo... ((insider... so dnt think NEthin nasty u pervz)) lolz! sry hadda!!! hehehe
Jacky: i told this 2 Nora the otha tyme, -n- now ima tell u... "u dont needa a boi in ur life 2 make u happi... as long as u have friendz... n chica... u have plenty of friendz who care bout u 2!" dont do NEthin stupid! I LOVE U!!!! Ryanz an ass, i coulda told ya that... ***big kisses***
Ryan: ur such an ASS... do u think itz a game??? u have a realli sick mind, grlz dnt enjoy beein hurt... letz c u hurt Nicole, Me, Krissy, n Jacky... pretty much every1 u went out wit! WOW! thaz jus sadd.... -n- im not the onli 1 who thankz that. U hurt my twin... now u have 2 pay!!!
Seth: u still havent answered my ?... r we best friendz???
Zach: Ya, u kno i LOVE u! n i alwayz will... lyke i said... 2 monthz... WOW!!!
Shannon: ya needa call me sumtyme so we can figure out when we r gunna hang... HiT uP dA CeLlY!!!
Jessica: saved the best 4 last... lolz! ummm... next weekend... ROLLER WORLD??? iight? ima invite sum1 else 2 tag along... love ya! ((wow! wow what? jus... WOW!!!))*insider* dis summa is gunna b betta then da last 1!!! lolz!
thatz all my shout outs 4 2night! ChOw!!!
~*~ 24 daiz left of school! yea ~*~
current mood:  crazy
current music: "Yeah" bu User... OuR SuMmA sOnG!!! lolz Jess -n- Jacky!
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| Tuesday, May 18th, 2004
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7:36 pm - StIlL CoUnTiNg DoWn!!! ((2morrow!))
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Yea, im still counting down! Some of you probably dont know what im counting down for, so ill just tell ya. Tomorrow id Zach and I's 2 month anna. WOW, these 2 months went by quick! lolz! I'm sooo happy! If you couldnt tell. Well, there has been a lot going on since the last time i wrote so i'll catch you up on all the newest (((is that even a word?!?!?))) news. Well, im friends with Jacky again! And we hung out over the weekend... what fun!!! Still not talking to Ryan and probably never will cuz he's an ass! But NEway! :) Jacky and Ryan broke-up, and it makes me wanna cry, because she was soo happy with him... ***tear*** ((i'll cry with you Jacky!)) But it doesnt look like it bothers Ryan very much. I'm sry Jacky... i still love you! Ummm... that's like all the big news. so i'll just tell you what i did ova the weekend.
Friday: i went to my dad's house (like usual) and i hung out with Jacky, who slept ova, and Jessica. We all went to Roller World like we do every other weekend. Jessica's mom gave us a ride there, and we were gunna take a cabhome cuz my dad wasnt feeling very well. We had fun, but i was almost raped... scarey!!!! The guy just wouldnt take "NO" for an answer. I even told him i had a boifriend, and he was like "Well, he's not here right now and i wont tell if you wont." so i like pushed him away until he finally gave up and walked away. Then we all were getting hott anf\d tired so we decided to go to Taco Bell and split something to eat and a drink. Well when we decided to go we called the cab.... and can you believe that there were NO cabs on a Friday night, so we were stranded so i had to call my dad and let's just say he wasnt happy about that. lolz!
Saturday: Me, Jacky, and Jessica went to Wal-mart and had a shopping spree and bought over $200 worth of stuff for my room, and now it looks all pretty!!! And then all three of us went tanning and Jacky went home around 4ish and me and Jess hung out for the rest of the day, and well she ended up sleeping over.
Sunday: I slept in until 12ish n I HAD to wake up Jess at 2. We went back to Wal-mart to get a desk for my compy, and then we came back home to put it together... Father DaughterZ bonding... L2M!!! And well that was my weekend! HOW FUN!?!?!?!
ShOuT OuTz:
Jacky: I love you, and im happy that we are friends now!!! we needa chill again sumtime!!!
Nora: Smile! Be Happy! you dont needa boi in ur life to be happy... memba: I WUV U!!! ***big kisses***
Zach: Well, you know... I LOVE YOU!!!! i'm sry i couldnt get u NEthin... well actually you'll jus have to wait n see, i have a suprise!!! hehehe... sweet lil angel... NOT!!!
Nicole: I know you dont read this, but ima say it NEway... YOU STAY AWAY FROM ZACH, HE'S MINE! OK, BITCH!?!?! THIS IS UR LAST WARNING... NEXT TIME I'LL PUNCH UR FACE IN! DONT MESS WOTH ME WHORE! IT WONT B PRETTY!
Seth: Am i ur best friend or not???? u needa call me get my celly # from Zach!
Ryan: all i have 2 say is ur an ASS!!! i never knew i could hate sum1 as much as i hate you!!!!
Bobby: Ur such a.... umm... i dont even think that there is a word to discribe you! thats how much ur an ass!
Krissy: ur a slut n i hope u get pregnant! And when i say dont talk to me... i mean it, ask Ryan! Oh, BTW PICK ONE!!!! Either Ryan or Bobby u lil whore!
Sarah & Shannon: We all needa hang sumtime... we are breaking apart :( i say we all get together and watch TLOTR 3... K? KK!
Thats all my shout outz! I love ya'll, well atleast sum of u NEwayz! CHOW
XoXo: $~*aMi*~$
current mood: blah
current music: "Unpretty" by TLC... good song, plus thats how i feel!
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| Thursday, May 13th, 2004
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6:22 pm - ShOt OuTz ((had nuttin else to call it))
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Kevin: Here is my shot out 2 u, jus cuz u asked nicely! lolz! I really hope u n Lori work out! LOVE AT YOUNG A AGE!!! <~ How cute??? lolz, oh, those daiz! Well, call me sum time... u have my numba! I love u!!!
Nora: Ya, im happi we worked out our lil problem... did i eva tell u that??? i didnt think so, so now u kno! I hope we stay friendz 4 eva, nuttin can break us apart! I love u!!!
Zach: U kno what ima say... I WUV U!!! n i alwayz will 'till the dai i die... n nuttin can hurt our realationship NOT even Steve!!!
Steve: Not that u read my blurty... i wish u new how 2 treat a grl, then maybe we'd still b friendz... TIP(4 the future): Grlz dont like havin their heart played with... ask Seth! n sont tell a grl one thin, n do another... n NEVER tell i grl u love her unless u truelly mean it... ***cough, cough*** ~*~ dont tell me that u love me unless u truely mean it, cuz i might do sumthin crazi like actualli beleive it! ~*~
Seth: Still havent learned that grlz dont like havin their hearts played with, u n Steve would make great friendz!
Sarah: im happi that u n Nora r at least tlkin, hope u work this all out n make thingz go back to the way they were... call me sum time... we needa hang, mayb me u n Nora.... I still havent seen the third LOTR ***hint, hint***
Krissy: I know u cant read it, but STOP bein a whore, people r startin 2 say stuff.... jus thought u should kno, at the rate ur goin u'll have no friendz
Bobby: Stop bein a player, u may have ALL the grlz now, but wait till u get older u'll die an old man... ALONE! And u wonder why i wont go out with you!!!
I think thatz all for know!!! so i'll write 2morrow!!! CHOW!
$~* aMi *~$
current mood:  tired
current music: "Take My Breathe Away" by Jessica Simpson
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| Wednesday, May 12th, 2004
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8:21 pm - Im CoUnTiNg DoWn!!! (7 daiz)
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Zach: I love you!!! Only 7 days until our 2 month anna. I know what ur gettin me!!! Hahaha, n u dont know what im gettin u! lolz, ya know i love ya n i alwayz will! i hope ur feeling a lot better n i sure hope u found out whats wrong. I just want you to know that i'll love you NO matter what... n thanx for understandin the whole Steve thing... it wasnt my fault... ***tear*** Oh, BTW dont 4get what "NO" meanz!!! hehe sry had 2... ya know i love u!
Nora: Sisters for life!!!! Yeah, can't wait till i move in... if i still do ((man, i HATE my dad sumtimez)). So, yea... ya kno ur my BESTEST friend... hehehe! So many insiderz n good timez... i love u.... SWISTAZ 4 LYF!!!!
Jess: I dont think that u have to hang out with me EVERY day im at my dadz house, but when u make plans with sumone n then go brake them... exspecially with ur Boifriend. ***Chickz ova dickz grl!*** So next time u make planz with sumone... KEEP THEM or u'll have no friends left.
Seth: I hope we become Best Friends again... i would REALLY like that, i miss it. Dont you???
Those are all the shot outs for todai! Don't mind me, i think i'ma do my blurty like this now on. I had a fun dai, i had a half a day of school then i hung out with Nora n Zach n Seth... that was eventful! lolz!!! Then Zach n Seth left so it was just me n Nora. It was fun, Katie asked Nora if she could steal me for a couple of minutes n she was like "Why, so u two can get high?" n Katie was like "Yeah!" it was funni though, u had to b there. The afta that Me n Nora hung out with Gene n one of his friends!!! ((WOW! Gene i havent seen u in a while, u changed a little! Oh, n BTW u dont know me!)) And that was basically my dai... very... FUN i guess.... Love ya'll... welll sum of you atleast! HEHE i know, im just so mean when i want 2 be! :)
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current mood:  cheerful
current music: "Don't Speak" by No Doubt, all time fav song...(Noraz Song!)
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| Sunday, May 9th, 2004
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8:31 pm - I gOt A sIsTeR!!! YeAh!
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A dream come true, i gotta sister! u c, i was afraid i was gunna b leavin Dnavers n have 2 finish the school year off at Peabody High, but my dad is gunna let me stay in Danvers, but onli 2 finish the school year off. I'm so Happy, n so isnt Zach! Well, hopefully next weekend (sundai) i'll be movin into Nora's House! THIS IS GUNNA B SO MUCH FUN!!!! Plus, my moms gunna let me come n get my stuff in a couple of weeks... my life is turnin around! The 19th is Zach n i's 2 month anna. i'm plannin on gettin him sumthin realli cool, but cant say cuz sumtimz he readz my blurty... so yea! I LOVE U ZACH!!!! well, thatz all 4 now... g2gn, TTFN!!!!I LOVE YA NORA, my new sista!~
current mood:  excited
current music: "If I Ain't Got You" by Alicia Keys... my song 4 Zach!
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| Monday, May 3rd, 2004
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7:30 pm - WoW!
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So far my life is going well. It's amazing! Hopefully in a couple of weeks a will be gone, out of my grandmother's house and into my dad's. My mom made it perfectly clear that she doen't want me anymore, so i'm planning on living with me dad. I have a lot of friends over there, and hopefully i'll make new ones. I can't wait, i've been working on my new room for a while, ya know, make some final touches to make it look like it's belongs to me and it fits my personality. Just a couple of more weeks... HOPEFULLY! Let's see the only person so far that doesn't want me to leave ((who shows it at least)) would be my boifriend, Zach. But that would be obvious....
Well, speaking of Zach, him and i are doing fine... this 19th will be our 2nd month... can't wait!!! He really knows how to treat me, and i think we really have something going on, and i think this might really work out. But will, just have to see, with me moving and all. You see, we are both afraid that we are going to 'hurt' eachother. Like he thinks that i'm going to brake up with him for some other guy. But i know i wouldnt do that because i LOVE him. And then he has this thing were he doesn't like long distance realationships, so i think he's going to brake up with me... but we talked it through, and i think we worked it out. I can't wait for this summer either. I go camping every summer, and well this summer my dad's letting me take Zach ***wink, wink*** so, yea i'm really excited. Plus i haven't seen my friend Kyle in a while, he's like my little brother... so i HAVE to see him. i just can't wait! So ya, if you didn't tell my life is going very well, i think it might be because i finally got Ryan ((the cause of all my troubles)) to get out pf my life, so it's all good! YAY!!!! WBASAP!
current mood: crazy
current music: "My Band" by D12... GOOD CD! you should buy it!
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| Sunday, April 25th, 2004
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7:25 pm - TrOuBlEz!!!
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Has all your troubles ever hit you so fast that you can't feel anything at all??? Well, it happened to me, and it finally starting to get to me. You see, the one person who pulled me out from the black hole i always tend to fall into isn't able to pull me up this time. Everything in my life is all crashing down on me right now. One of the things that is going on only three people know about. And i'm going to keep it that way because i dont want EVERYBODY to know. But my mom, oh, i never knew you could hate someone so much! I hate her so bad that i never want to see her again... and well my dad just doesnt get it. And it's my mom, ya know that one who raised me, and i hate her! Then well, there are some people who i wont metion any names cuz im not rude like that... well, they aren't helping any. So right now i just wanna crawl into a little ball and like DIE!!! I never felt... UNNEEDED in my life. i just want my life back... i just want to get out of the hole! I'M SCARED!!!! HELP!?!?!?!?!
current mood:  numb
current music: "Hold On" by GC... cuz that's what i SHOULD do!
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| Saturday, April 24th, 2004
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5:08 pm - RoLlEr WoRlD!
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Hey Hey! OMG! yesterday, my friend, Jess and i went to roller world... and we had a very eventful night!!! lolz! WOW, it was a night neither of us will forget. Where should i start?!?!?! Well, when we got there it wasnt that packed... so we hang out by the tables and just talked for a while. Then the place really started getting busy. Jess started danceing with this kidd, and his friend came up to me and asked if i wanted to dance... and i was bored so i said sure. We danced for a couple of songs until the music stopped and the people from Jamin' came on the mic and said that there were a couple of boys that were goin around steeling things, so i looked at Jess and gave her THAT LOOK! So we went to the lockers where we put our stuff and all that was left were our sweatshirts. Our purses were gone! There was a cop standong behind us and asked what we lost. We told him and he lead us to the front desk. We had everything... except my CELLPHONE!!! ((and Jess's gum!)) well, to make a long story short... they found the kid who took my celly, and i got it back so now me and Jess might have to go to court cuz the kidz that stoll stuff are being charged, and we have to be witnesses. So i might be getting money... so YEAH!!! well that's how our night went... FUN!!!
current mood: tired
current music: "Pump It UP!" by ... i forget! but It Kyle's song!!! lolz!
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| Thursday, April 22nd, 2004
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3:30 pm - I lOvE zAcH 4eVa!
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Tony is soooo boring! He wasnt even home last night, he went to play manhunt. So, he didnt go! But other than that i had fun. I got to know Matt a little bit more, and me and Jess were CRAZY!!! what else is new.... But enough about last night. Ummmm... Jess had a good night too, she fixed things between her and Joe! I think i'm just as happi as she is! lolz! :) And let's see, One of Jessica's friends keeps calling me and he's all like yea i have ahuge crush on you, then he's like no i dont! So, i dont know whats wrong with him. But i keep telling him that i have a boifriend that i LOVE ((I love you Zach!)), and i would never do anything to hurt him, or even ruin our realationship! But he still doesnt get it. So Jess hung up on him last night! hehehe!!! But that was like all, he hasnt called me today... thats amazing! L2M!!! well, that'z all i have to say! I LOVE ZACH!!!! 3*19*04 - 4eva!
current mood: In Love!
current music: "Naughty Gurl" by Beyonce... hehehe!
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| Wednesday, April 21st, 2004
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4:05 pm - Boiz, cant live with them, cant live without them II
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Yea, sometimes i wonder why God made boys so... MEAN! Because there is this one boy ((i'm not gunna say names)) that tells me one thing, but goes ahead and does something else. It really hurts, but you'd think that i would learn my lesson, but i just can't let my feelings for him go. Cupid enjoys playing with my heart, and i dont know why. PLEASE STOP!!! I can't wait until tonight i'm gunna hang with Matt n Jess n mayb Tony if he wants to have a little fun ((Tony live a little)) and we are gunna get HIGH!!! Oh, and we are gunna get drunk... it's gunna be soooo fun! Yea, i'll write bac lata... if i dont do NEthing stupid... ***looking around the room*** "Why would i do anything stupid??? I;m a sweet little angel!" lolz! Right Jess??? well, i'ma go so i can get ready for a fun filled NIGHT!
$~* I HATE YOU, I LOVE YOU! yea u kno who u r... the only boy who knows how to break my heart!!! *~$
current mood: crushed
current music: "Stuck" by Stacie Orrico... that one boy that can hurt me!
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| Tuesday, April 20th, 2004
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1:27 pm - ApRiL VaCaTiOn!!!
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Yea, as ya'll know it's April vacation! And i've been having a good time. Let's see yesterday i went to the mall with Jess ((my friend who like lives with me during vacations)) and i had called Steve before i went and he was like "i have to go to work" so me and Jess went to go visit him. He looks so cute in his work outfit. lolz! well, NEways, then after his shift he went to catch up with us at the mall. It was sooo fun! Right Jess??? L2M! And today i get to hang out with him even longer! i can't wait! I really missed it when we were friends. KK, enough about Steve.
ummm... i saw Zach yesterday. It was our 1 mounth anna., and he rode his bike all the way to my dad's house just so he could come and see me. He is soooo sweet i just really hope we last when i move because he doesnt like long distance relationships. Even though he like "it's different for you." I still have these like nightmares i guess you can call them, of him like breaking^ with me becuase of the fact that i moved. Well, that's all i have to say for today, i'll get back to you tomorrow! ChOw~
current mood: ecstatic
current music: "Yeah" by Usher... Jess!!! hehehe
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| Saturday, April 17th, 2004
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12:25 pm - HuRt OnE ToO MaNy TyMz!!!
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yea, i was hurt one too many times... buy many people. But mostly by my twin. My twin and i are like best friends, but she realy knows how to hurt me and she doesn't understand. I always thought that the number one rule is not to go out with your best friends x-boifriends... i dont know, maybe im just wrong. But for some odd reason my twin likes to break this rule a lot. It wouldnt bother me if i didnt still have feelings for the boi, but for some reason she doesnt care how i feel as long as she's happy. And she's basicly ruining my life right now. You see i was going out with this boi named Steve, and well she KNEW i still loved him but she still went out with him, but the thing i dont get was that she didnt even like him like that, so what does that tell you??? And then she tried going out with another one of my x-boifriends Zach after he broke up with me, not even caring that i still LOVED him. But thank god Zach wasnt that stupid, plus he still loved me so he wasnt going to do that to me. NOW, she's going out with Ryan my last X-boifriend while i still have feelings for him. And she just doesnt get the fact that it really hurts me when she all like yea i LOVE Ryan, n they have only been going out for a day! And i bet ANYONE all my money that she doesnt know half the shit i know about Ryan. So, yea my twin, you know who you are, just leave me alone for a little. Oh, and by the way, she told Ryan that i'm a liar and now he's all pissed at me. So are you happy??? I hope you are, cause i'm not! Well i love everyone else! :) xoxo <3 Write bacl lata, ya know when i get back home or maybe some time 2morrow or sumthin. LOVE YA'LL!!! I LOVE YOU, ZACH!!!
current mood: crushed
current music: "With You" by Jessica Simpson... RYAN!!!
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| Saturday, April 10th, 2004
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4:35 pm - FrIeNdZ 4EvA!!!
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Memories last for ever and never do they die, Best friendz stick together and never say "good-bye"!!! Friendz that i would die 4:
~Nora
~Jacky
~Jess S.
~Ryan
~Seth ((I think))
~ and most of all... ZACH!!!
i love ya'll xoxo <3
$~* i'm the happiest girl on earth right now... thank-you Ryan for given me a second chance... i won't let u down! *~$
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10:36 am - Im ThE HaPpIeSt PeRsOn On EaRtH!!!
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Im like the happiest person on earth because Ryan said he's still gunna take me to his prom. So i'm like really happy now!!! besides the fact that my mom like hates me and everything... im still happy. Tomorrow is Easter! I can't wait... I dont know why either i just do. I mena easter's not as special as Christmas, but it like the only other holiday that you get gifts for, besides your birthday.
CoUnTdOwNz:
Easter- 1 dai (tomorrow!)
My "mom's" wedding- 6 daiz (GOOD LUCK PAM!!!)
The Prom- 20 daiz (I cant wait!)
My Birthday- a lil less than 3 monthz... cant wait!
Well, i'll write 2morrow... well, atleast i'll try, cuz it's Easter and everything. ChOw~
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