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Does anyone use blurty anymore?
Im deleting all of my friends on here and starting over. And making this friends only
I've changed a lot since I first made this journal so... ♥
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[23 May 2004|06:16am] |
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heyyyy sorry i haven't updated in such a long tiume, i've been a little busy with deadjournal insted of blurty, blurty is a little too slow for me. And this is a fast computer. So i try to stay away form it. but I have to come back and update every once-in-a-while lol.. Hope everyones doing good.
♥ Nikki
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[03 Jan 2004|11:58pm] |
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kk.. I think im just gonna use this journal for pictures and communitys, because I have a lot of trouble keeping up with it lol..
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[29 Dec 2003|02:56pm] |
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I should REEAAAALLLY write in here more often lol.. but i dont.. well im really bored,.. thats prolly why im writing in here. I just got donw fixing courtney's blurty.. you can go look at hers.. Just click on friends.. its says 'i love josh' for the background! LOL... well im gonna go.. I have nothing to say.. oh yeah.. Gina is coming down tonight from Ohio... and shes spending the night tomorrow night.. Ill have her write something in here maybe lol...
<3 Nikki
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[22 Dec 2003|09:30pm] |
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Woahhhh.. Sorry i havent updated here in like a bazillion years!
Well.. here are some tests I took!
The type of ex I am is: |
| m i s e r a b l e |
| My ex hurt me a lot, but I can't stop feeling as though I am in love. Maybe someday I will get over it, but it is a matter of decades, not years. Potential new lovers: beware. There is a big, black monolith in my heart. |
what type of ex are you?
| mewing.net. 'EX'cellent. HA. |
ooooooooook maybe Just one test LOL.. I dont feel like taking any others
<333333 nikki
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[06 Dec 2003|12:34am] |
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Hey im at jessica's house EEEEE!! im juss checkin out sum stuff in my journal!
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[15 Nov 2003|08:55pm] |
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Sorry I havent updated in a while.. I think I need to fix a few things in here.. Im gonna redue sumthings.. Lots has ben going on.. go to my other journal to find out...
<3 Nikki
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[08 Nov 2003|02:52pm] |
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Yes... its true. Another day gone by.. and I did!... Nothing! Courtney and scott were going out agian, now they broke up agian, and for SUM god awful reason.. I feel im in the middle of all this.. :( I <3 you forever Courtney, im always here for you too!
Well, last night.. I talked to Scott on the phone till 5:30 in the morning... i will NEVER do that again... i feel I tolotally betrayd Courtney..(yeah I cant spell) But Courtney and I are talking again.. and Im VERY happy for that, I hope it stays that way.. I was talking to her today about me moving to her dads house. because I guess thats whats happening, which is cool. But I rather Courtney be ok with it b4 I did anything! Because shes going through alot right now.. and I dont wanna hurt her. But she sed it was ok with her.. whatever I do. But I dont know if shes telling me the truth or not! But well see, I mean I dont even know if im sure what I wanna do. theres many Pros and Cons at each place! like here
-My Uncles-
Pros----
I'll get to see Cory and My Aunt and Uncle and courtney every-other weekend(duh)
I'll be closer to my friends agian.
I'll be closer to my step dad
Cons--
I'll be farther from my grandma agian(which im sorry but to me.. thats a big deal)
It will be harder to go places if i wanted to.
Cory's barely there.
Pasco county is DEPRESSING
My Grandmas
Pros--
I'll get to spend more time with her...
i'll be closer to the places i wanna go (which i dunno if that really matters)
Its a nice area to live in.
I'll still be able to ride the bus.. (then I can still see ryan)
I will most likely have something to do all of the time..
See.. its so hard.. its like I wanna be in both places at once.. but i cant.. I wish sum 1 would just make this decision for me! :(
I like both places so much... i dunno!
ill have to think about it..... alot... ill talk to cory too.!
Bye
<3 Me
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[07 Nov 2003|11:49pm] |
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well... lots has been going on with me.. i dont really wanna talk about it now.. All I can say is.. Thank you Sam-o SO much! You are such a sweetheart I <3 you! I hope I dont have scares! I dont know anyone that would actually do what you've done, and if I so.. They haven't shown me. I am always here for you, as you are for me. Im getting so much better thanks to you.. I just wanted you to know that :) <3~!~
I got my report card today, my grades are FINALLY going up. Im so happy. I've been working so hard and its finally showing!
Courtney Still hasnt talked to me! Im sorry I really am, but she can't blame me for something she did! ut I <3 her anyway!
ok im really really really sorry for putting this in here but its really funny!
"My humor brings Nikki to my yard, She sits and begs and asks for more, shes damn right that her cousins a whore, and i coudl charge her if she wants some more..." <-- scott!
ok!
im sorry... i had to
oh yeah and courtney No i dont LOVE scott... just friends! So dont get any ideas!
Kay Im gonna go now by by!
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[26 Oct 2003|03:00pm] |
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OHH Man.... i really really really wanna win these tickets... I wanna go soooooo bad! these are the bands that are going!
A.F.I, HOOBASTANK, DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL, SMILE EMPTY SOUL, SWITCHFOOT, FUEL,
THE ATARIS, SOMETHING CORPORATE, LESS THAN JAKE, AND YELLOW CARD..
Yeah.. some pretty good bands.. heh... So I dunno. If I don't win maybe my dad will buy me some tickets... i'll tell him its a way to get me outta the house.. haha! yeah ne way.. that would be awsome though... I will take somebody with me.... woohoo.. but i dunno who.... I.M. me if you wanna come with... cuz im sure ill go wether I win or not. hopefully.. but yeah.. ok im done weeee.. im all excited now lmao...
Bye
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[16 Oct 2003|10:29pm] |
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..... >sighs<
umm.. my sister(Gina) is gone.. my mom left.. she won the court hearing :'( ... I have no clue what to do now!!!!! Im so lost I dont even know what to say.... Im so upset, and i have no one to talk to right now.. all i can think is "why?" I mean.. MY mom didnt even say goodbye to me!!!! SHe left without telling me bye! AFTER EVERYTHING SHES DONE>> SHE HAS TO TOP IT OFF WITH SUMTHING LIKE THAT! All I feel like doing is crying.. i didnt even get to see Gina! GOD... I CANT BELIEVE MY MOM! WHY WOULD SHE DO THIS TO US!
I juss got done talking to my stepdad.. hes really upset he lost... he doesnt know what to do eaither... I feel so bad for him.. he doesnt diserve any of this.. no one does...
AHHH... i dont feel like talking about it.. SO DONT ASK!
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[05 Oct 2003|03:05am] |
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ok...
Today I woke up at like...... umm... 10:00, which is great for me lol, considering i went to sleep at 4:30 a.m. And I DIDNT EVEN TAKE A NAP!! haha... yea well i got up then talk to ... uhh.. i think Brian, Cordell, and i THINK thats it.. but anyway.. then i put in an entry with sum quizes cuz i hadnt taken then in so long.. so... then i went and got icecream at orange grove.. that was [(yummie)]... then when i came bak... I felt really upset or sumthin i dunno... But Of corse i denide knowing why i felt sad... and i prolly wont tell nobody... lol.. sry... Im juss really confused right now bout sum stuff, and im not really sure how to explain it.... :( .... its really annoying too! :(
Well i finally found a site that tells you codes to make your blurty pretty.. YAY! but i dunno how to work it hahahaha! I do but i dunno what sum a tha stuff means..! So if any one knows how to make them look cool... leave a comment on an entry that will let you ... lol..
Well.. i wanna write more but i dunno what else to write!!.....
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[04 Oct 2003|05:13pm] |
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man.. all the sudden im in such a low kind of mood... i i decided to take lotsa test try sum of them out if you wanna!
What kind of kiss are you?
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- Im a suprise kiss..... You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek or more passionate embrace. super markets and work places are your favorite places to attack your loved one with all your love
My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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<<>>???What Kind Of Angel R You???<<>>( Anime Pics )
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Love test!
Greetings, confusoid. You scored a...60%
Is it a bird? A plane? Is it a boy? A girl? Is it love, or is it lust? Ah, you. You are that rare mix of sensitive and sensual, romantic and randy, pride and prejudice, etc. When you see your crush, you waffle like a Belgian, unsure of whether you'd rather paint their toes or suck on their toes. Poets have long been puzzled by your kind. You'll never fall for robots or nymphos, but you will suffer longs bouts of marriage.
http://test3.thespark.com/lovetest/love.cgi
Ok im done.. I might add sum more later,... im not sure.... >sigh< im gonna go for now..
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[04 Oct 2003|12:32pm] |
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I want to put this song in here, dunno i just like it.
father of mine
tell me where have you been
you know i just closed my eyes
my whole world disappeared
father of mine
take me back to the day
when i was still your golden boy
back before you went away
i remember blue skies
walking the block
i loved it when you held me high
i loved to hear you talk
you would take me to the movie
you would take me to the beach
you would take me to a place inside
that is so hard to reach
father of mine
tell me where did you go
you had the world inside your hand
but you did not seem to know
father of mine
tell me what do you see
when you look back at your wasted life
and you don't see me
i was ten years ole
doing all that i could
it wasn't easy for me
to be a scared white boy
in a black neighborhood
sometimes you would send me a birthday card
with a five dollar bill
i never understood you then
and i guess i never will
daddy gave me a name
my dad he gave me a name
then he walked away
daddy gave me a name
then he walked away
my dad he gave me a name
father of mine
tell me where have you been
i just closed my eyes
and the world disappeared
father of mine
tell me how do you sleep
with the children you abandoned
and the wife i saw you beat
i will never be safe
i will never be sane
i will always be weird inside
i will always be lame
now i'm a grown man
with a child of my own
and i swear that i'm not going to let her know
all the pain i have known
then he walked away
daddy gave me a name
then he walked away
my dad he gave me a name
then he walked away
daddy gave me a name
then he walked away
my dad he gave me a name
then he walked away
**Everclear
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Well..
I have had a long boring night... i just woke up and found that... IM SICK.. AGIAN.. I just got over my last cold... i dont know what to do... i've been sick alot lately! :(.. well im gonna take a shower....
ByeZ
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Well..
I have had a long boring night... i just woke up and found that... IM SICK.. AGIAN.. I just got over my last cold... i dont know what to do... i've been sick alot lately! :(.. well im gonna take a shower....
ByeZ
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[27 Sep 2003|12:51am] |
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Im at my grandma's house.. i don feel like writing im in a bad mood...
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[22 Sep 2003|05:59am] |
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Hello... last night i spent the night at mai cuzzins house... that was cool.. i went to bed early too, 10 lolz.. i dunno wht else to write in here.. i juss wanted to write.. im gonna go byes
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| Who cares... in 80- years we'll all be dead! |
[20 Sep 2003|02:16pm] |
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Im getting very very agravated with these dum ass journals... lol.. i cant make it look PRETTY!! haha.. o wellz.. i'll figure it out.... one day.... well i woke up at like noon or so.. today is goin by so slow it seems... i went to bed at 2:40... haa... YAY ME! Hmm... Im kina bored.. i wanna sum 1 to come over so i can walk with them.. haha i wanna walk around the neighborhood but not by myself for sum reason... haha.. im too lazy to do it by myself.... lolz... Well
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P That... I might stay at courtney's tonight.. she doesnt kno it yet though haha.. my grandma told me last night.. cuz shes goin to this places far away tonight, sum kinda chocolate place haha.. i have no clue... so I dont wanna go back home (could you blame me)(court you kno) So the only place to go would be to courts.... for sum reason she doesnt want me to stay here by myself for that long.. i dunno... So hopefully courtney and I wont fight.. we've be doin good.. jesus.... I juss relized what all of my entrys have sounded like about her!.. IT SOUNDS LIKE WERE FUCKIN GOIN OUT! lmao! jesus christ... NO IM NOT LIKE THAT! lmao! well.. ne wayz... I wana open a journal with courtney agian.. we would write backa nd forth to eachother.. yea.. great fun.. great fun!
I dotn kno what else to write so .. im gonna go byez!
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