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What would we be without wishful thinking?

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[06 Dec 2004|05:25pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | tv ]

well. i think i'm about to explode. i'm lonely, panicky, stressed, and tired. i need something new.

however, on the brighter side of things, emily comes in march, and she owns.

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[28 Nov 2004|07:49pm]
[ mood | shocked ]
[ music | foo fighters ]

today i found out that even i have shame. yes, that's right. i still have a little bit of shame inside of me. and boy did i feel like an asshole today. it's actually pretty funny... but i have to like you to tell you the story

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[26 Nov 2004|04:22pm]
well. some shitty things have been going on. but yesterday was cool, and today i got a NEW CAMERA. a fucking hardcore amazing old camera. i'm like a real photographer now. watch out, i might just take pictures of everything and everyone from now on.

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[23 Nov 2004|10:36pm]
[ mood | rejuvenated ]
[ music | phantom planet ]

There is something about me, i'm trying to figure it out, that makes me easily forgotten. One week, i'll get phone calls, invitations, conversations...all promising, all from people i like.... and the next week BOOM they're gone and i'm sitting around alone. i won't blame anyone, its quite obviously my fault, i'm doing something wrong. i just want anyone who reads this know, that if you can do this shit to me, i'm doing it right back. i won't be cheated out of life because you think i'm dispensable. i'm finding new people, and i'm becoming a new me. One that everyone wants to talk to, one that no one forgets about after a week. i WILL not go through life being used as a stepping stone to something better, i am NOT available just when you need me, and i WON'T forget that you decided i'm a negligable factor in your life when you have no one else to turn to. You probably won't notice the change i feel for you, but its there, and when you need me the most i might not be.

so goodbye old, nice, useable me.... you've been had your last time.
say hi to Sami who won't feel bad saying no when you come back to me for help.

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[22 Nov 2004|11:21pm]
i have a ticket for jesse malin, but no best friend to force to go with me, nor anyone who likes him who also likes me. so basically, i think i just wasted some money on a concert i won't be going to. fuck that shit.

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