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| 09:04pm 20/10/2003 |
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Hello everyone, Im sorry i havent wrote in my journal for a while, but i have nothing to say. Nothing has happend to me, same things as usuall. Im still with corey, and were good i guess. Stevens ok, i think, and APF is going ok i think, were learning some covers and working on a song of our own. Jessica's great up in twain heart, being a party animal like she is. Daniel and Noelle, well i havent heard from them....And umm other ppl, same as usuall i guess. And as for me, i dont know, everythings just....just the same as the day before. Same routine, same faces, same places, same ol' shit each and every day. But whatever....nothing ever happens in the fucking town, nothing. Theirs nothing to do, ever, but sit around and mope all day long about shit that you wish would happen, or shit you wish you had, or shit you had but is now gone. But hey, isnt that what everyone dose. Fuck no it isnt.... Ive seen and heard some pretty fucked up things in this life, but in the past 2-4 months, ives seen and heard it all. How fucked up everything is, and how shitty this town, country, world is....and it just sickens me. Well, i guess ill write later, mostliky it wont be untill a few months form now, or whenever anthing exciting happens....like anthing ever will....... |
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| Hello their world.. |
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| 09:14pm 25/09/2003 |
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mood: lonely music: IM ALL ALONE, THEIRS NOBODY HERE BESIDE ME.....
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Why hello. I dont know if you have been noticing, but i havent writen in my journal in quite some time. I really dont have much to write, nothings happing in my life right no. Its rather depressing......:/... anyway.... I dont think anyone really likes meat skool, except corey and stephanie.... other than that i think ppl just talk to me cuz they feel sorry for me or something. Like Aj, i think he gets annoyed of me or something. I dont know....but i really think that the only reason why everyone talks to me, like alex, matt, aaron, kyle, justin, and everone else is because im coreys gf. I really dont think they like me to much. I really dont....Maybe its cuz im so young, im only a sophmore and their all juniors and seniors. It suck tho you know, i dont have really any close friends, I have corey, and stephanie, corey dosent count tho cuz he's my bf, but yeah. I just whish i had someone here to go party with and get drunk with, high with, check out guys with.....but i dont, so my life has been boring..... I havent done anthing intestring lately..... cuz im a loser.... yep thats me... Steven, i need to go party with you ryan and blake....cuz i really need a life..... other than corey and i....not that thats a bad thing, i love him to death, but i need to go find friends to party with, not a bf....i need another life next to him......but yeah anyway....i think im going to go....and yeah...toodles |
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| 06:12pm 21/09/2003 |
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mood: uncomfortable music: SHAGGY- IT WASENT ME! (SNL)
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I know i said i wasent going to post in this anymore, but what the hey....anyway, im at coreys right now, as usual....this weekend was fun fun fun! Jessica came over this weekend!! WEEE...anyway, friday night we went to the leagond hall...WOWOWOW. It was awsome, i still hurt from moshing. Anyway, that was fun, and yesterday we hung out with noelle and shit. Fun fun, we spent the night too. Which was ok i guess, kinda boring but i got their late...well im going to go cuz i got nothing else to say....TOODLES! |
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| 09:23pm 17/09/2003 |
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mood:  weird music: Japan 4
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HI, HI, Hi, hi, HI , hi hi, Hi, HI, Hi im x-ray cat, i can see threw wooden doors...I can see threw wooden doors.....HA YOU CANT SEE ME, YES I CAN, YES I CAN. AND THE GUY SAID TO THE BANNANA, YOU GOT THE JOB, YOU GOT THE JOB BUDDY!!! AND THE BEAVER WAS YELLING AT THE OTHER BEAVER!! HAAAAAAAAA HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. ba-baboon eyes
Baboon.........AND THE BEAVER WAS YELLING AT THE OTHER BEAVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JAPAN 44444444444444444444444444444444444444444
-God curse's upon us freaks. He shows no mercy.......
JAPAN 4444444444444444444444444444444444444444444444444444444444444444444444444
-eVeRyOnE WiLl DiE aLoNe.................................. DoNt FeAr
dose anyone even read my journal?? i dont think sooo.....so theirfor, im not going to write in it anymore......
ThE eNd Is NeAr.........GoOd BuY cRuLe WoRlD, We ShAlL mEeT AgAiN
JAPAN 4444444444444444444444444444......... I listen to my pet bunny FrAnK |
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| 09:19pm 10/09/2003 |
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mood:  excited music:
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WOOT, steven i think found a gf!!! GO STEVEN!!! WOOT, im not going to say who, cuz yeah...but anyway, isnt that awsome!! I told him once school started he would find someone, and he did, see what did i tell you steven, i can predict things, IM MISS CLEO!!!!! WOOT!
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| 02:15pm 08/09/2003 |
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mood:  nervous music: WOWOWOW, nothing just listening to guitar
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Im at coreys right now, fun fun......anyway, my weekend was ok, saturday we went to the leagond and shit and it was ok, the only good thing was that i got to mosh and shit. So yeah, then on sunday i pretty much stayed home untill around 430 i went to coreys and his mom took me him and justin to get ice cream asnd see a movie. We saw american wedding, it was ok. Well im going to go cuz i have not to say and yeah. Toodles |
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| 10:55pm 03/09/2003 |
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mood:  bored music: Coldplay- Yellow
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why hello. I dont really know what to say, cuz like, i dont know. Nothing has really happend. Corey came over today. YAY :), and i miss jessica
but i got to go TOODLES!! |
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| LOOK, YOU SHOOK ME ALL NIGHT LONG!!! |
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| 12:43am 01/09/2003 |
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mood: hyper music: PENIS, WHERE?!?!?!?!
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WOWOWOW, I CANT PLAY THIS SONG!!
"You Shook Me All Night Long" (by AC/DC)
'Cause the walls start shaking
The earth was quaking
My mind was aching
And we were making it and you -
Shook me all night long.
Which 80's Song Fits You?
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NINJA TURTLES RULE!!!!!!!!
You're Leonardo, a leader, yet conceited at times.
What Ninja Turtle Are You?
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| My day blew ass.... |
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| 08:23pm 31/08/2003 |
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mood:  stressed music: FUCK
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Today sucked ass.....yesterday and the day before that were ok, im one step closer to earning my parents trust back. But today sucked ass....still dose suck ass, but whatever. I hate my life so yeah.... fuck it all. Fuck it all up the ass!!! THATS WHAT I SAY!!!!!!! I guess ill talk to you all later, toodles |
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| 12:37am 30/08/2003 |
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mood: bored music: Playing guita
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Hey, today i went to coreys. Fun fun. I wish jess could of been their, yeah. We were going to drive all the way to twain heart and pick he up but alex's car couldnt drive that far. Were going to plan out a day to where we leave early in the morning and go to visit her and not leave till night. Or were planing to go up their and go camping for
a few days. YEP, well we didnt do much tonight, but drive around and stuff. It was fun i guess. Yeah, well here's something you can check out!
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| WOWOWOW lmao |
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| 05:58pm 29/08/2003 |
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mood: okay music: Nothing
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Hey guys, i took a few quizes cuz i was bored....lol actually i got them from jessica, lol. Anyway im at coreys are were going bowling later, i think, so toodles!
You're Soroity Slut Barbie! You're easy and you're
really cheesy! Have fun with the entire
football team.
If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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you are the "I hate you so bad" happy
bunny. You hate everyone and eveything and your
not ashamed of it.
which happy bunny are you?
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| 09:45pm 26/08/2003 |
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mood: okay music: 30 Seconds to Mars- Edge of the earth
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Today was the first day of school. It was ok, better than i thought it would be. My classes are pretty kool, excpet for pe, math, and spanish 2....so yeah. Corey dosent have the same lunch as me, but i got stephanie and marie at lunch. Corey said he was going to try and switch his lunch anyway. :). After school today, I went to coreys band pratic, FUN!. After pratic, Alex, aaron, Corey, justin, dan and i all went to the park and played tag. Fun! we lost tho. lol. After that i went to coreys for about 30 mins and then went home. Tommrow stephanie is supposed to come over. WOW! yeah so, ill talk to you all later! TOODLES! |
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| Back to school, Back to school, To prove to daddy that im not a fool........ |
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| 09:03pm 25/08/2003 |
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mood: stressed music: BACK TO SCHOOL, BACK TO SCHOOL......
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I got my lunch pale and my shoes tied tight, Hope i dont get in a fight.... Schoo starts tommrow, gay. I dont want to go back....yeah, yesterday was really scary, and so was today, and still sorta is, not really but yeah. yeah.....shit happens!....SO i think im going to go cuz i got nothing to say right now. Toodles!
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Black:
PEOPLE SUCK THE WORLD SUCKS EVERYBODY SHOULD BE
KILLED AND BLEED TO DEATH TILL THE COLD EARTH
SOAKS IN BLOOD. Well, you're angry at the
world. For reasons who knows, but you
definately hate life.
href=http://www.saradover.com>Made by
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What color do you see the world in?
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| WOW, I actually did something today!! |
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| 04:59pm 22/08/2003 |
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mood: energetic music: LolliPop Lust Kill- Murder
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YAY, I actually got outta the house today. My mom was nice to me and let me go over to stevens today. Im at his house right now, blakes here to. I have to leave at like 5 or 530 tho...so i was only here for about an hour but it was something to do. We were going threw stevens moms boyfrieds stuff and we were playing with his ninja swards and his bow in arrow thing, lol blake helly borak the aarow. It was so funny. Anyway, we didnt do much but walk downtown and get a mocha. Fun Fun....corey was suposed to come over today while my mommy was at work but he didnt.....Anyway tommrow im going to a baseball game tommrow with ym family, wow. And then maybe sunday me and steven ad maybe blake are going to go to great america....so yeah. I have to ask my dad if he can take us tho, ni hope he can, cuz i really want to go. Well im going to go, toodles!! |
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| 06:02pm 21/08/2003 |
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mood: lonely music: Dead Kennedys- Too Drunk to Fuck!
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BORED!!!!! Today sucked. I didnt do anthing all day! corey and a shit load of other ppl went to great america, and i was supposed to go to the mall today, but steven ended up not going. So i sat at home all day. Bored, and alone.....fun fun! I wrote a shitload of other shit but my fucking computer screwed up so it erased it before i could post it, and i dont feel like typing all that shit again, so im just going to leave it at that. Well im going to go and continue my very boring day! Toodles!
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| STUPID STUPID STUPID *bangs head on wall* |
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| 05:41pm 20/08/2003 |
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mood:  angry music: AHHH PENIS!
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YAYAYAYAYAY!!! corey came over today. :) I got to see him and spend a good 2 hours with him....but shhhhh, my mommy dosent know...hehe. Anyway, i went and got my classes and shit for school today....I dont think i got the same lunch as corey...i got an E after 4th peiord, and i think corey got an L....i dont know...Corey told me that he got early lunch, but i think L is early lunch and E is late lunch....Gay aint it! So if he dose have early lunch and i have late, im going to be sooo pissed...GAY GAY GAY GAY, and i got a bottom locker, AGAIN! this is soooo GAY!!!!! i should just go to west high, really man, although i hate that fucking school (no offence steven, ryan, or blake) i know alot of ppl their....alot...all form middle school and shit, and plus i know daniel and all his friends, and i know steven and all his friends....so yeah. I'd be all set if i went their....But i dont know...I do hate that school. God i hope i have the same lunch as corey and everyone else, they all have the same lunch. Corey, Aaron, Alex...and i dont know who else, but they all got the same lunch, or so i think, and if i dont get the same lunch as them im going to be pissed!!!!! If i dont tho im sure ill have the same lunch as stephanie, hopefuly.....well today has been GAY!....I think im going to go and continue my very gay day! |
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| Forgoten once more...... |
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| 12:50am 19/08/2003 |
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mood: calm music: Lynard Synard- Tuesdays Gone
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I have been forgoten once more.....again.... and jessica thinks im lucky i get to stay in tracy. Lucky to stay here with The Creighton family. Well jessica, its not that great. You know how we've been trying to call them and get a hold of them, well i called today, no one answered the phone so i called again later on, daniel answered the phone, i asked if his mom was their and he said no, then i asked if noelle was home, he said no. Then he said "well i got to go kristin, im about to leave" i said ok then hung up....their was lots of noise in the background.....
I dont really care anymore. But they could of at least of called me back from all the messages ive been leaving.... I was getting worried a bit too that something happend to daniel....but i guess not, i was just replaced again....
School starts in less than a week. I want school to start so i wont be at home bored, but then i know im going to get stressed out like shit when it comes to doing reports and shit. Im going to hate that. Jessica started school today, im so happy for her. She said she had fun and this one really cute guy she met is in 2 of her classes. She told me she hung out with clayton and his gf and shit. Thet asked where i was. lol. But im glad she's doing good. I think she's going to find someone real soon. I know she is, she's going to find a great guy who's going to treat her like a fucking goddest! yep......thats whats going to happen....I know it.
I miss corey alot, i havent seen him in a long time. i saw him for about 5 mins on sunday....but it was only 5 mins...i just wish i could be their in his arms...but hey, shit happens. Right?
Ive been thinking alot...and it just occured to me, i dont know if i can trust anyone. I feel like im being lied to and used by more than just one person. I feel like my whole life is just one big lie. I dont know, i just feel that way right now....I dont know if i have a friend who's true to me anymore, since jessica moved....hmmm Well, the time has come for me to fly away to my dream world.....toodles |
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| 12:51am 18/08/2003 |
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mood: pissed off music: NO NO NO NO NO
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I snuck out, got caught, and am not grounded.....till school. Now i know thats not very long...its only about 2 in a half weeks, but thats a long fucking time for me not to see corey or hang out with anyone.....so yeah, my life sucks......Not only that, but things are falling back into old pattens....and jessica's not here....so my life is really shitty.....and i fucking hate chosing sides....WHY OH WHY THE FUCK DID THIS ALL HAPPEN....I DONT WANT TO CHOSE FUCKING SIDES...GOD DAMN YOU ALL....go the fuck to hell......
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| 06:19pm 12/08/2003 |
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mood: blah music: FEAR!!! DEVIL CHILD!
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WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOW, im at corey's right now and i was going to fill out this thingy, but i dicied not to...so yeah. Bu bye
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| 10:59pm 11/08/2003 |
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mood: worried music: None, singing to myself
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Jessica came over for the weekend. It was fun. On friday we hung out and me jessica corey and aaron went to some gig but ended going to the mall...the next day me and jessica hung out with corey and aaron again and we went to corey's gig...fun fun...on sunday we hung out at corey's then at stevens....jessica thinks stevens HOT!! lol And then today we hung out at coreys. Fun fun....im worried...yeah...well im going to go cuz i dont feel like writing in this fucking thing... late |
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