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we could live through these letters or forget it all together.. [08 Dec 2004|09:59pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | where u want to be cd! TBS! ]

whoa i havent updated in forever! my computer has been being a total bitch! lol but its a nice bitch today! lol i've been talking to adrian every now and then. not for long but for awhile. shes happy and so am i. everything is like it should be. she read my journal when i was "upset" with her lol and the other day she was like so what was that all about. lol i found it kinda funny. life is great. i am very happy! i went to go see DISNEY ON ICE i just got home awhile ago. adrian is kinda iffy with me like i talk to her and all but i can tell she doesnt want to talk to me so im like whatever im still going to try to be her friend. i like talking to her shes a pretty cool person to talk to when she wants to be. i missed her im not going to lie but not like i love her miss her, so adrian if ur reading this dont be scared i dont want u anymore. i think we've both moved on so dont worry about me having feelings for u. i think shes changed like dramatically. she drinks alot. which is alright i guess. but some people that i know that know her have told me that she looks totally different. their words excatly "she looks like she stopped taking care of herself, like she gave up on herself" i personally dont know about all of that but hey thats just what i heard. i just know she acts a little different but i dont really care shes still the same person no matter what anyone says. but yeah. i've been having a lot of fun lately. so its all good with me. me nikki and manda went walking downtown lastnight and we also saw team america last night it was funny. lol. stupid funny yet funny. but yeah we were walking down chapperal & water street lastnight and where all the clubs are at and we stopped at one called the station and this john mayer look a like guy was playing and he sang color blind by- counting crows. omg i fell in love with the boy. lol that song was great! i've always loved it! he didnt play the whole song but i'm kinda glad he didnt because if he did i would prolly have to excuse myself to the bathroom lol. jp! ;) oh yeah baby! well....

Color Blind- Counting Crows

I am colorblind,
Coffee black and egg white.
Pull me out from inside.
I am ready,
I am ready,
I am ready,
I am....
Taffy stuck and tongue tied,
Stutter shook and uptight.
Pull me out from inside.
I am ready,
I am ready,
I am ready,
I am...fine......
I am covered in skin,
No one gets to come in.
Pull me out from inside.
I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding.
I am,
color-blind,
Coffee black and egg white.
Pull me out from inside.
I am ready,
I am ready,
I am ready,
I am....fine.
I am.... fine.
I am fine.

i love it! well thats all for now... luv ya laterz!

xoxo
M A R I

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Sexy! [08 Dec 2004|10:39pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | new american classic ]

geoff rickly
me and geoff rickly need to get it on


which emo singer are you destined to hump?
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no way out.... [08 Dec 2004|11:09pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | brand new ]

i wanted u for nothing more than hating for what u were...

thats sticking out in my head from taking back sunday! it reminds me of adrian. like back in the day. lol this year has gone by so fast! it has been the best year ever i say! lots has happened and im happy.

this is what i feel for adrian... shes going to hate me for this but i hate myself more for loving her.

taking back sunday- bonus mosh pt. 2
So scream, I heard about your message,
and how it reeked of your indifference.
It bleeds horizontal straight from your wrists.
(So scream louder now.)
I'm bound to come around, I'm bound.
(I'm bound to come around.)
Well can't you, can't you feel it
rollin' off your lips, tensing up your shoulders.
Come on, say it.

Well it's love.
(It's love.)
Make it hurt.
(I deserve it.)
Well it's love.
(It's love.)
Make it hurt.
(I deserve it.)
Well it's love, it's love, it's love.
Make it hurt.

I said I used the inconsistencies to undress the machine.
You're the poster boy,
their selling point,
the focus for the new campaign.
(Something has to be done.)
I'm bound to come around, I'm bound.
(I'm bound to come around.)
Can't you, can't you feel it,
rollin' off your lips, tensing up your shoulders.
Come on...

Well it's love.
(It's love.)
Make it hurt.
(I deserve it.)
Well it's love.
(It's love.)
Make it hurt.
(I deserve it.)
Well it's love, it's love, it's love.
Make it hurt.

The keys to the castle are right where I left them.
The princess walked in just to take more attention.
'Cause after all, well isn't that all that I've been after,
and after all, well isn't that all that I'm after yourself.

(No way out.)
I give up in me.
Well, I give up in you.
(No way out)
I give up in me.
(No way out)
Well, I give up in you.
I give up in you.
(No way out)
I give up in you.

I wanted you for nothing more
than hating you for what you were.
If that's what you wanted to hear.
(Well, if that's what you wanted to hear.)

I wanted you for nothing more
than hating you for what you were.
(Don't leave, leave.)
If that's what you wanted to hear.
(If that's what you wanted to hear)

I wanted you for nothing more
than hating you for what you were.
(Don't leave, leave.)
If that's what you wanted to hear.
(If that's what you wanted…)

(It's love, it's love.)
I wanted you for nothing more
(Make it hurt, I deserve it.)
than hating you for what you were.
(If that's what you wanted to hear.)
That's what you wanted to hear.
(To hear.)
That's what you wanted to hear.
(If that is how we let it burn.)

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