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2nd December 2004
: one part everything after...
Taylorbojangles <3s Nickbojangles... ...i'll call you when i get home cracka +] Current Mood:
Current Music: Marches and Maneuvers in my head..Nick has my CD though lol
: Shit
todae was shit. i miss nick. Taylorbojangles <3s Nickbojangles holy boofing oodles nig Current Mood:
Current Music: Closer--Nine Inch Nails..great song
1st December 2004
: Move like a shadow up to your matress...gentlemen dont ask questions.......
*crying, updating, and listening to tbs*..damn nick you're good lmao Geez.. Taylorbojangles <3s Nickbojangles Holy "fuking" OoODLeS...oh hellz yeah nig bustin out my three o's biatch. lmfao. yeah i ias so much better. again, Taylorbojangles <3s Nickbojangles.. ..one more time::Taylorbojangles <3s Nickbojangles lmfaox3 Current Mood:
Current Music: Little Devotional--Taking Back Sunday
: NICK NICK NICK NICK NICK!!!!!!
TAYLOR LOVES NICK!! LoL taylor always done been loved nick but yeah now we're going back out. it wasnt like "OVER"..it was a 20 hour break. but i ias so much happier. i ias never gonna "do the right thing" again..especially if its anything involving nick +D Taylorbojangles <3s Nickbojangles so fucking much that its BANANAS man.. ...thats all i wanna say. Current Mood: Happy Relieved Loved Estatic!!
Current Music: Marches and Maneuvers--Thursday
30th November 2004
: Note To Nick:
Nick, i'm really sorry but maybe this was for the best. idk it hurts me SO bad but i think that you'll be happier and highschool will be a better experience for you now that we broke up. i didnt want to do it at all, because i love you so much, but i want you to be happy and whats best for you. Maybe being with me was best for you, but you'll never know if it wasnt if you dont have other experiences. Please dont think that its your fault, because it wasnt at all. It was just my ((hopefully not bad)) judgement. I love you so much [boofing oodles] and dont ever think that i dont/didnt. I love you more than anything/anyone/any song/any band...ever. I love everything about you, even the way you grunt after you saying something +]. Thats why its better that it ended like this instead of a really bad way and both of us getting hurt really bad. Not saying that this doesnt hurt, b/c i was crying before and when i did it, and i still am like over an hour later. But i really do hope that we arent like OVER OVER b/c i couldnt see myself being with anyone but you. Nobody else EVER understood me like you do. And it kills me that we broke up, but again i just want you to be happy. Please dont be upset with me and shut me out. Maybe this was the dumbest thing that ive done..well thats what ive been thinking since before it happened...but maybe it wasnt. I just hope that everything works out for me and you. But i guess it was part of bad timing. I've just been shit lately and im frustrated with Highschool which isnt even HERE yet and just with georgia and school and everything else that interrupts our "talking time" ive had alot of time to think and ive been thinking more towards the future rather than the moment but GOD i do love you so much and thats why i did this. Please lets be best friends again and see how that works out rather than discontinuing everything, even though i KNOW this is killing me so bad and idk how it is for you but i hope that you're okay. I love you always, x3Taylorbojangles Current Mood:
Current Music: i dont want to hear anything
: more shit
i went to the LRHS thing. and im going to LRHS. ... yeah but uhm "im not answering the phone let it ring cuz lately ive been feeling like a fallen bomb"--thursday so...sorry i guess Current Mood:
Current Music: This Song Brought to you By a Falling Bomb--Thursday
: Shit
goddamn...tonight i have to go to that highschool thing. ..at lake region. because as my mom says, thats where im "definately going". my god that sucks. yeah i feel really sick and ive been upset and confused about alot of things but yeah idk whats going on and whats gonna happen. btw tori and ryan broke up and that too makes me sad but who knows maybe its for the best, but i read the convo and i think ryans intentions were good but maybe it just wasnt right..??! maybe alot of things just arent right with things and ppl....? .*_t_a_y_l_o_r_*. Current Mood:
Current Music: .*Burning Bright*._Shinedown_
29th November 2004
: mm
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: Retrace the Steps as if we forgot...
Hey guys Todae was...shit. Yeah shit. School was lame, very lame. Trae called me fat. Yeah lol but then he was like "youre not fat" and i discovered that he had like the smallest tummy ever right and i poked him in his bellybutton for like an hour so that was fun stuff. Yeah hes a loser. But anyways I have an F in band and interims come out Thursdae so that sucks ass. but yeah idc really. Band is on my "shit-list". lmao. Good times..kinda?!? But yeah ive felt blah and really sleepy all dae and yeah its been not cool. I've been feeling antisocial and not really wanting to talk to anybody too much. OMGF ((knai)) Todae mrs.robinson was not a bitch. it was insane. i was like "holy shit is she actually being DECENT?!" yeah we spent like 99% of the period talking about Oprah and she got a picture of me and trae playing with our noses and yeah we werent paying attention so i have a FEELING thats gonna come back to haunt me. Just like me singing Like A Virgin on Millys Video camera...+x. Geez i know thats Not COOL. But yeah tonight it was SoOo weird i got out of the shower and i was looking in my moms bathroom closet for something and i grabbed a container and in it was that Fantastic Fruity lipgloss that Katie got me for xmas last year. lol it was so random. but yeah i HAD to put that shit on again and yeah it was still green lol. but it still tasted good too. but yeah its like scent is what you remember most and it made me think about last soccer season and the soccer party and the practice when like 6 ppl had that bright green metallic crap on their lips lmao and it upset me a little bit cuz idk i kinda miss that cuz it was alot of fun even though SOMEBODY was like always in an argument yanno but we're girls so youre gonna have that on any chick-soccer team. but yeah i determined that NO i do not like HATE katie baggett lol. but yeah it just made me mad that she called me and slut and dumbass and shit when we dont even talk anymore and yeah i didnt fuck nick so i REALLY REALLY didnt deserve that. But yeah anyways... todae is like "Taylor's Taking Back Sunday Dae" cuz yeah on the way to and from school i listened to "where you want to be" and ive been listening to it and yeah its awesome. if you havent bought it yet you really should. NOT illegally download it b/c yes they are sexy and could get $$ just for those purposes but they really deserve the cash dude. LoL "okay taylor". But yeah Janet Tucker is babysitting Rachael now but yeah thats cool cuz i like Janet and yeah i trust her with the family dude. lmao. but yeah im really blah and i havent talked to nick so if this doesnt make sense plz disregard it. [*TaYLoRboJaNGLeS<3sNiCKbOjAnGLEs OoDLeS*] Current Mood:
Current Music: New American Classic--Taking Back Sunday
: ta....da...
Current Mood:
Current Music: Nanas Whining
28th November 2004
: +'[
Taylorbojangles <3s Nickbojangles so much that its insane... and yeah moms suck ass...like the ultimate fat black ass...no wait..the fattest one is whit. lmfrao. but AGAIN Taylorbojangles <3s Nickbojangles..still. Like yeah in the like 2 seconds since ive stated it Current Mood:
Current Music: Slowdance on the Inside--my god thats a good song
: ...i'm so dirrty babe
geez...((my new word that i constantly abuse))..alot has happened...alright #1::Georgia Suhx Dawg Man i did nothing except slept ate and watched bad TV..oOo and i took a bubble bath ((heh)) but yeah it was lame and i was irritated and i was sad and Taylorbojangles <3s Nickbojangles such an insane amount that after 20 minutes in the car..like not even out of polk county, i was miserable +'[ ((BuT yOoHr OnLY CoUNtInG tHE ClOCK aGaInSt ThE TrAiN anD iM mIsErAbLe, aNd YoOHr JuSt GeTTInG StArtEd..iM MiSErAbLE...YoOhVE gOt Me RiGhT WhErE yOu WaNT me [lets never talk] LeTs NeVer Talk, LeTs NevEr, LetS NeVeR TaLK aBOuT ThIS AGAIN b/C i DiDNt WaNt iT tO mEaN thAt MUch To mE)) SORRY i wouldve done that on the phone with nick lmfao sry..+'[ LoL..but good song ()+D yeah but it was gay and erika was with me the whole time ((except the bubble bath lol))..but yeah last night me and nick and erika went to the mall. the actual "MALL" part was really gay b/c its like everybody thinks//knows that they're black or everybodys doing the camo and wranglers thing. LOL but erika had this REDNECK camo jacket and i wore it just to be like "ha ha im a dumbass" and yeah in F.Y.E. we ran into Tyler right and i was like "do you like my jacket?" and i just got a flat "no" lmao. but HEY it was Erikas so yeah lol. But after the mall i gotta Moolatte..it was pretty good but i drank it too fast and it kinda ruined uhm.. "future things that could have happened" cuz it made me sick..lmfao. Yeah only nick would get that and only nick will get that but i bet theres SoMeBoDy, SoMeOnE ((again another good song)) right now reading that like "Oh yeah i KNOW what shes talking about and geez shes a slut and ...." yeah that shit but HEY youre wrong and HEY i dont give a fuck about it cuz HEY its my journal and HEY im liking the word HEY! but im gonna bounce dawg..keep it real homies Taylorbojangles <3s Nickbojangles Holy BoOfInG OoDLes Man +] Current Mood:
Current Music: I Never Told You What I Do For A Living--McR
23rd November 2004
: Georgia...
well yeah im gone to Georgia till Saturdae but Nick i love you SO much and sry my dad made me get off +'[. I miss you SoOoO bad and it hasnt even been like 20 minutes but yeah call my cell ((258-1541 just incase you lost it lol)) like every 5 minutes everydae!! ..i dont have anything to say to anybody else.. Taylorbojangles <3s Nickbojangles SoOo0Oo0oO0oo0OO0O0 Much!!! Current Mood:
Current Music: ..silence
22nd November 2004
: HAHAHAHA!!!!
ELTON JOHN!! just remembered that...
: Updating..
alright #1:: i think im gonna make this journal >Friends Only< cuz all the anonymous bitches and losers isnt worth it and i "done been" annoyed so yeah... and #2:: im packing for georgia. yeah its gay. But uncle kenny came over todae and i copied APC and Disturbed...i got eMotive already but i got "thirteenth step" too now. so thats cool. and then yeah i got "the Sickness" from disturbed so thats pretty cool. Disturbed isnt my #1 but they're okay at points in time. if i hear Down With the Sickness on the radio again im gonna die... speaking of dying..i GOTTA go to this concert thing. Jimmy sent me the Link to the ticketmaster thing so yeah THANKS SOOOO much!! ((hes on a cruise though..so yeah guys have fun lol)) but yeah i gotta go. Like the Used, Coheed and Cambria, Lostprophets, Sum-41..and MORE all together....thats like impossible to miss. i want General Admission cuz yeah i wanna be with the fucking crazii ppl that love the music and bands as much as me +]. Cuz yeah its pretty hard to find ppl that appreciate music as much as me...i mean seriously man..its like .00001% of my life. LoL. but yeah...i miss nick. And ashley was all trying to get me mad at him but i dont care. I'm over their shit...which is prolly like 3o% of the reason why i wanna make this friends only. but yeah if you guys really wanna read this, make a Blurty and comment me with your username and if i can get more than 2 ppl i'll make it friends only lol. but yeah Nick we should hang out. but i need to paint my nails but yeah i'll talk to you later about that. taylorbojangles <3s nickbojangles...HoLY bOOfInG OoDLeS lmao ()+] Current Mood:
Current Music: You Know what they do to guys like us in prison--MCR
20th November 2004
: Emo
: LOL thats ironic
: LMFAO!!!!!
: lmao
19th November 2004
: Could it be ANYMORE right?!?! lmfao BARBIE thats ironic...
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Current Music: Nicks AOL sound
: Saturdae...
im gonna die. saturdae better like hurry hurry hurry hurry hurry hurry hurry HURRy HURRY HURRY!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!! KGJLKSDFJGNSD!!! GODDAMN... taylorbojangles <3s nickbojangles SO FUCKING MUCH MAN!! Current Mood:
Current Music: Nirvana--Heart Shaped Box
18th November 2004
: DAMNIT
missed the OC again..>+O taylor forgets way too easily man | |||