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[27 Jun 2004|09:24pm] |
I'm here... here is a quick update.... I moved out of my house and I'm living with my friend Eka now, its just the two of us and we have a blast together! I'm very glad I found a room mate like her. The place is just big enough for the two of us and we have enough room to separate if need be.
I'm going to ILL the day after tomorrow... should be fun.
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*3 tissues gone - dry your tears, don't cry*
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| my Lord |
[23 Jun 2004|04:50am] |
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my faith is so wierd right now.
God... do something? please? I need something.. I need a sign.
my parents wont stop ragging on me... I wasn't allowed at the dinner table on father's day (or any other day for that matter) because of my lip ring. *sigh* if my father were alive I'd be soakin' up the rays in So. Cal. my step-dad is a jerk.. he hasn't even looked at me since I got my lip pierced, and I accidently let him see my tattoos the other night... things are not looking good.
I can't wait 'til the Cornerstone festival in ILL, surrounded by other Christians in a musical enviornment, it will be wonderful.
I can't belive it is 5 am and I still can't sleep... I am supposed to go out with Josh at 11. I wonder how that is going to work out. *shrug*
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*1 tissue gone - dry your tears, don't cry*
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| the mindset of a baby |
[23 Jun 2004|02:14am] |
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I am really getting sick of this.
I had a chat with Heather G. a few nights ago and she was telling me about how they all thought my tattoos were tacky, and everyone knows what is going on with me because of my myspace profile, and all this other shit...
I just don't understand why these kids are still on me?! its like they can't move on! They sought out my myspace profile, and Ali (my exbestfriend) sent me a message on it saying how sorry she was, which I actually believed for a little while... when I was commenting on Cody's journal tonight I took a look at all his friend's posts and came across Ali's, I decided to read what could possibly get 31 comments... turns out it was something about religion, but that wasn't really what caught my eye... once AGAIN she wrote about me in my journal! before it was about how I supposivly called Kemper 'two-faced' which ruined my friendship with Kemper... and this time it was something about my myspace profile where I had said I was thinking of becomming vegan, but I thought I would have to work into it...
*sigh* why can't these kids just grow up and leave me alone?
What happend is over, you kids called me the immature one, yet you are the ones still talking about it!
I'm not stressing over it- I am just trying to understand it.
I should write a book..jesus.
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*dry your tears, don't cry*
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