| GAY for BECK (2:42:06 AM): or im a riot in your big backyard |
[21 Feb 2004|02:43am] |
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HAHAHA Holy shit, I'm updating here. Rahh..I couldnt find the update button for a while lol.
K..so Im cold and tired
but Im staying up drawing and my dog is trying to eat my feet. Many things are on my mind right now. Will I name them? NO haha,bastard :)
think think think. HAHAHA lola just slammed her head against the desk because she picked up her head. ahaha, I'm so mean. Anyway
To sum up this "new" year
Grandma dies
Abby is a mega slut
Heartbreak from a guy I THOUGHT would change everything
Grounding
Battle of the bands!
Davids number
Snow!
K thats all I can think of right now
Hmm...
Why do good people die?
Ever wonder where they go?
Or if they get reincarnated, ok Im talking out of my ass, i think its time to go to bed
I'll try to update this too.
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| Ch ch ch chaaaaaangeeeeeees |
[03 Jan 2004|12:44am] |
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ok ok back on blurty, I shall do my best to keep this updated along with LJ. Ryan told me I should come back so I have come backeth! Woo, okay Im in a great mood :-D
Hahaha oh man, I love Gabby..
xElectricxLovex (12:36:01 AM): Then marry me!
bambi the h00ker (12:36:15 AM): of course!
xElectricxLovex (12:36:30 AM): :-D
xElectricxLovex (12:37:23 AM): So now you are Mrs Gabby Godoy..lol
bambi the h00ker (12:37:46 AM): and proud of it
xElectricxLovex (12:37:49 AM): YES!
bambi the h00ker (12:37:50 AM): lol
bambi the h00ker (12:38:03 AM): lol
bambi the h00ker (12:38:14 AM): 8-)
xElectricxLovex (12:38:20 AM): Now for the honeymoon
xElectricxLovex (12:38:21 AM): :-P
xElectricxLovex (12:38:22 AM): lol
bambi the h00ker (12:38:31 AM): ooooo
bambi the h00ker (12:38:34 AM): ;-);-)
xElectricxLovex (12:39:09 AM): *SPORKAFIED x100000*
bambi the h00ker (12:40:06 AM): no no no ::SPORKAFIED x10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
xElectricxLovex (12:40:38 AM): =-Ooh baby
xElectricxLovex (12:40:48 AM): That was really something baby,that was really something baby!
bambi the h00ker (12:41:03 AM): lolol
xElectricxLovex (12:41:09 AM): *dododo*
bambi the h00ker (12:41:28 AM): we can work one of their songs into everythig lol
xElectricxLovex (12:41:44 AM): lol
xElectricxLovex (12:41:50 AM): Thats how good they are
bambi the h00ker (12:42:08 AM): indeed
bambi the h00ker (12:42:14 AM): and YOOOOUUUUU didn't like them before
bambi the h00ker (12:42:17 AM): SHAME!
bambi the h00ker (12:42:21 AM): hahah
bambi the h00ker (12:42:21 AM): THE SHAME
bambi the h00ker (12:42:24 AM): oh my.
xElectricxLovex (12:42:26 AM): Beat me sensless?;-)
xElectricxLovex (12:42:35 AM): LOL the shame, eh its an okay song
bambi the h00ker (12:42:38 AM): oh baby
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| Goodbyeeeeeee inspiraaaaaation |
[02 Jan 2004|10:47pm] |
Alright I have done some thinking. and tis time to get everything out. I dont know, I just realized alot of things and they were the things that always put me down but now I realize WTF! Why did I ever waste my time worrying about shit like that. For example Jeff.. I did love him, but he broke up with me twice, for stupid reasons, well the first time was NO REASON. And I try to be really sweet to him after all the shit he has put me through, and for a really long fucking time I had trouble getting over him, everything would remind me of him, I'd think about him alot, and I would compare guys to him. But now I still try to be a nice friend to him but hes just a fucking jerk off, so therefore, FUCK YOU JEFFREY! :) Okay sorry had to get that out..and..fuck you backstabbers, aka Jessica Danielle Robadaux :)
Alright I could of written more but why should I waste my time complaining on how much these people are LAME
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| everybody do the dinosaur dance |
[02 Jan 2004|09:20am] |
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RAHHHHHHHHHH! Ive been using live journal
this be the link
www.livejournal.com/users/cmfrtblynumb_1
the end!
new years sucked! WOO!
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[15 Dec 2003|05:19pm] |
WTF!?!?!?!?!?! Earlier this peice of shit blurty wasnt working, now it is, but I have a live journal now, i dont know if I'll stay with it but heres the link
www.livejournal.com/users/xelectricxlovex
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| viðrar vel til loftárása |
[12 Dec 2003|08:01pm] |
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The day is cold and dark and dreary;
It rains and the wind is never weary;
The vine still clings to the mouldering wall,
But at every gust the dead leaves fall,
and the day is dark and dreary.
My life is cold, and dark, and dreary;
It rains and the wind is never weary;
My thoughts still cling to the mouldering past,
But the hopes of youth fall thick in the blast
and the days are dark and dreary.
Be still,sad heart! And cease repining;
Behind the clouds is the sun still shining;
Thy fate is the common fate of all,
Into each life some rain must fall,
Some days must be dark and dreary
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| I'll laugh if you want me to laugh.. |
[09 Dec 2003|07:19pm] |
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Your last words will not be heard
There are too many of them no one deserves
I don't need your love
Landmines hide in your lines
There's too many maps and not enough signs
I don't need your love
So lie awake
So wide awake
Cause in my dreams I'm dying
We wait for light
To kill the night
But is it worth me trying?
A deep breath out on the steps
It's only air that you feel in your chest
I don't need your love
Okay you staked your claim
It's only blood you have in your veins
I don't need your love
So lie awake
Wide awake
Cause in my dreams I'm dying
The sun will rise
The moon will die
But is it worth me trying?
And it's so late
Where will you stay?
It makes no difference
Cause it's all a dream
And tomorrow I'll wake
Tomorrow I'll wake
It makes no difference
Makes no difference
Wide awake
Time will take
All the dreams worth dying
Close your eyes
And the moon will sigh
Is it worth me trying?
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| To:Annonymous |
[08 Dec 2003|07:21pm] |
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There's three words I've been dying to say but I'm not sure I could say them to you.
They're stuck in my head and wont go away, and I really dont know what to do.
Im afraid its too early,
Im afraid its too late,
Im afraid that it could go wrong.
But as long as you're still here by my side
I wont be afraid for long.
There's three words I've been dying to say.
And I'm not sure if I will say them to you
Cause I could talk to you about it all day
But I have a feeling you already knew....
Just like heaven.....
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| when i was a little stereo i used to be the champion |
[29 Nov 2003|03:12pm] |
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Welly well.. Ive got bring the pain sort of memorized,me and connor are going to sing it at lunch and it'll be the shit. haha
"because I'm still in love with you..on this harvest moon", Shit Neil Young was great
I took this picture yesterday,pretty huh?
That is all..
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| mallory,shes one character. |
[29 Nov 2003|11:45am] |
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xElectricxLovex (2:30:40 AM): mallorys mom has got it goin on
xElectricxLovex (2:30:42 AM): LOLOLOLOL
MarionetteXesque (2:30:43 AM): hahaha
MarionetteXesque (2:30:44 AM): LOL
MarionetteXesque (2:31:04 AM): mom i need to talk to you
xElectricxLovex (2:31:07 AM): Oh?
MarionetteXesque (2:31:11 AM): i understand you love daddy ryel
MarionetteXesque (2:31:13 AM): lol
xElectricxLovex (2:31:14 AM): LOL
MarionetteXesque (2:31:16 AM): but heatha...
xElectricxLovex (2:31:18 AM): daddy ryel!
MarionetteXesque (2:31:59 AM): yer kid is now scarred for life.
MarionetteXesque (2:32:03 AM): *therapy
xElectricxLovex (2:32:06 AM): lol
MarionetteXesque (2:32:07 AM): *nirvana songs
MarionetteXesque (2:36:39 AM): ORGY WITH MY FAJAH!
MarionetteXesque (2:36:40 AM): shhh
xElectricxLovex (2:36:44 AM): only in alabama8-)
xElectricxLovex (2:36:45 AM): LOL
MarionetteXesque (2:36:49 AM): OMG LOL
MarionetteXesque (2:51:21 AM): WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YER RYEL/VIV'S AT HOME ON THE BEDROOM FLOOR AND THEIR HUNGRY AND THE ONLY WAY TO FEED THEM IS TO SLEEP WITH A MAN FO' A LIL IT O MONEY
xElectricxLovex (2:56:31 AM): GO TO YOUR ROOM!
MarionetteXesque (2:56:34 AM): NO!@
xElectricxLovex (2:56:52 AM): aw nuh uh
xElectricxLovex (2:57:00 AM): but heathers waitin for you;-)
xElectricxLovex (2:57:04 AM): i warmed her up for you!
xElectricxLovex (2:57:05 AM): LOLxElectricxLovex (3:45:32 AM): HEATHER BIT ME!!!!!
MarionetteXesque (3:45:35 AM): OMG
MarionetteXesque (3:45:38 AM): SKANK!
xElectricxLovex (3:45:40 AM): SHE BIT MY ARM!
God damnit,look at that, at 3:00 in the morning!!
I <3 mallory
if ryan ever saw daddy and his name in the same sentence he'd probably implode >_
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| A great song to explain how I feel now:) |
[27 Nov 2003|05:08pm] |
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When I wake up in the morning
When the sun comes up
I want to tell you how I feel
And I feel no one's luckier than me
Perfect days rarely come my way
But I've had a few and they've been with you
I'll hang around because I want some more
And I want you to have these days, too Buy
We were downtown drinking on a Wednesday night
You know it sucks to be alone
Then I told myself I was never going home
When I wake up in the morning
When the sun comes up
I want to tell you how I feel
And I feel no one's luckier than me
Yesterday was a perfect day
Its times like these that you never forget
I hope you're feeling the same way too
'Cause I know I don't have any regrets
It was a Thursday morning
And the sun was shining
It felt good to be alive
A perfect day with you by my side
When I wake up in the morning
When the sun comes up
I want to tell you how I feel
And I feel no one's luckier than me
When the evening rolls around
You know I love just to sit around with time on our side
I feel so alive with you
The sun comes up, sometimes its not enough
But when I'm with you, it can rain all day
I'd like to think you feel the same way too
'Cause to me there is no other way
We were laying in bed on a Friday night
It felt good not to be alone
And when I look at you
I feel like I'm at home
When I wake up in the morning
When the sun comes up
I want to tell you how I feel
And I feel no one's luckier than me
When I lay down in the evening
When the sun goes down
Don't leave me alone
'Cause in your arms, I feel like I'm at home
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| ISGITG*^T&@^GJHSKJY(Y*&Y@KNB! |
[27 Nov 2003|12:24pm] |
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WHAT THE FUCK!!!! I JUST UPDATED TELLING ABOUT THE SHOW AND ALL THAT CAME OUT OF IT WAS MALLORY<3 AND NO STEVEN
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[27 Nov 2003|12:00pm] |
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Alright. Happy turkey day,yeah..but anyway..
To sum up last night(which was fucking awesome) Im going to try my best to, in less than 100 words,that you probably wont even understand what went on,haha.
Mallory<3,No Steven
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| roll tape decode the moans! |
[26 Nov 2003|10:46am] |
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Some survey thingy from mallorys journal.
- M E -
.x. [my name is]: viviana
.x. [in the morning i am]: trying to get my hair down from sticking up in a 90 degree angle
.x. [all i need is]: love .tum dum dum dum! ...seriously..
.x. [love]:Either makes you weak in the knees or weak in the heart
.x. [im afraid of]: Loosing everyone,again
.x. [i dream about]: many things
- Y E S . O R . N O -
.x. [you keep a diary]: yup,just started an actual one, and had blurty for a while
.x. [you like to cook]: Eh,does jello[*sniff :( ] count ..how bout ramen?
.x. [you have a secret you have not shared with anyone]: Nope
.x. [you fold your underwear]: Sometimes
.x. [you talk in your sleep]: No, I dont think so..
.x. [you set your watch a few minutes ahead]: No
.x. [you believe in love]: Yes
- T H E . L A S T -
.x. [movie you rented]: Bowling for columbine
.x. [movie you bought]: Finding nemo!
.x. [song you listened to]: [rancid]-fall back down
.x. [song that was stuck in your head]: [katrina and the waves-walking on sunshine]
.x. [song you've downloaded]: IVE BEEN TRYING TO DOWNLOAD THE FLAMING LIPS-DO YOU REALIZE BUT FUCK YOU KAZAA!!!!!!!!!!!
.x. [cd you bought]: [The blood brothers-rumors laid waste]
.x. [cd you listened to]: [los fabulosos cadillacs-callavera]
.x. [person you've called]: heather and mallory
.x. [person that's called you]: Mallory
.x. [TV show you've watched]: King of the hill
.x. [person you were thinking of]: Matt and Ryel
- D O -
.x. [you wish you could live somewhere else]: yup
.x. [you think about suicide]: no
.x. [others find you attractive]: Who knows..
.x. [you want more piercings]: yes
.x. [you want more tattoos]: maybe one
.x. [you drink]: ocassionaly..
.x. [you do drugs]: no
.x. [you smoke]: no..........
.x. [you like cleaning]: OH YEAH I LOVE IT!..what..NO
.x. [you like roller coasters]: YES!
.x. [you write in cursive or print]: print
.x. [you carry a donor card]: no
.x. [you have a crush on somebody]: Yea
- H A V E . Y O U . E V E R -
.x. [pictured your crush naked?]: Of course...what.....
.x. [actually seen your crush naked]: Nope
.x. [been in love]: Yup
.x. [cried when someone died]: yup
.x. [lied]: yeah
.x. [fallen for your best friend]: yup
.x. [been rejected]: Hahaha oh my god, Yes
.x. [rejected someone]: Sorta
.x. [used someone]: No
.x. [been cheated on]: Yup
.x. [done something you regret]: Pffftt of course!
-N U M B E R-
.x. [of times i have had my heart broken]: four fuckin times
.x. [of hearts i have broken]: I dont know
.x. [of boys i have kissed]: 3
.x. [of girls i have kissed]: none
.x. [of continents i have lived in]: two
.x. [of drugs taken illegally]: none
.x. [of close friends]: mallory,heather,veronica,odelie,abby,katie,daniel and garrett
.x. [of cd's that i own]: havent counted..
.x. [of scars on my body]: more than four probably,im fucking clumsy
.x. [of things in my past that i regret]:Lots of things
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| Rahn! |
[26 Nov 2003|10:26am] |
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Alright, I didnt expect to get up this early...what the hell? Anyhow. This morning I woke up ,and there was no feeling in my arms or hands..that..was...AWESOME! Its because I fell asleep on them,haha. Oh my ga! The Unseen,today..can we say....FUCK YEAH! Damnit, I think Sundae(hehe) Jeff is comming with us. Im so nice, I give rides to anyone.Pft. Anyway, oh right..NO SCHOOL TODAY ! Hehe, oh shit I have a headache..Anyway this week was cake. We only went for two days, and woo! Alright I dont think I have anything else...TODAY IS THE UNSEEN SHOW!!!! Im calling my husband(Ryan) haha, from it so he can hear the unseen.
Alright, Im fuckin hungry.
[Peace]
[Love, Mrs Costello :-p]
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| he* had eyes bright enough to burn me, they reminded me of yours |
[25 Nov 2003|05:33pm] |
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Alright alright kids.
The unseen show is tommorow and Im going with Mallory minus Steven *sniff*... Poor guy's sick :( So yeah
OH SHIT! i jus broke my cd drive..its like jammed....oh fuck me:(...im screwed
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| YAY...lola smells O_O |
[24 Nov 2003|07:40pm] |
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OH MY FUCKIN GOD! IM GOING TO THE UNSEEN THIS WEDNESDAY WITH STEVEN AND MALLORY!!!!!!!! HOPEFULLY ABBY CAN COME, BUT THATS ALL THE PEOPLE I CAN FIT IN MY CAR LOL.AHHHHHHHHHHH OMFG FUCKIN GREAT, I GET TO SEE MALLORY, STEVEN<3<3<3 AND THE UNSEEN. AND I SEE ABBY EVERY DAY, RAHHHHHHNNNNN!!!
[rahnpist]
oh man im so excited i think i will molest ryan :) hehe
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Ahahahahahahaha oh my god, me and veronica are listining to poison,this is making me happy lol
there jus has to be those days where you listen to poison..lol
Oh man, i hope today will be fun, I dunno, i had a bad day yesterday...so im waiting for the rest of CBD to show up,they better hurry up those bitches. we're goin to jamacain wings today woo and then the comic store,ROCK ON! hehe
okay now we're listining to whitesnake
AHAHAHA dude, we're so gay :) lol
aw i love my cbd crew:)
"here i go again on my own,going down the only road ive ever known"
heather we miss you!
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[20 Nov 2003|11:38pm] |
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Well morning came and it dressed the sky in a lovely, yellow gown. Now
the shops they are all opening in that narrow hallway of downtown.
It's filled with people who are shopping for their lovers and their
friends, saying "I won't ever be lonely again." Now a forest fenced
becomes backyards like songs are born from sound. And an Apple fell
and it taught us all we are chained here to the ground. So, I mean,
here we go, but there ain't no escape. These streets are just dead
ends. So I won't ever be happy again. Now it seems that you too see a
painful blue when you stare into the sky. You could never understand
the movement of a hand waving goodbye. But as the story goes, or it is
often told, a new day will arise and all the dance halls will be full
of skeletons that are coming back to life. And on a grassy hill the
Lion will lay down with the Lamb and I won't ever be lonely again. But
until that time I think I had better find some disbelief to suspend,
because I don't want to feel like this again
Well last night fucking sucked...alot
I just dont know how to deal with this, Im so mad, I want to throw or hit something. arg
Im so frustrated because this ALWAYS happens....
really, am i really that bad of a person?
you tell me..i dont know
what the fuck have i done wrong or what am i doing wrong?
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OKAY HEATHER IS A PART OF CBD
THIS ENTRY IS JUST FOR YOU HEATHER, <3 MUCH LOVEEEEEE
CBD IS : HEATHER,ODELIE,VERONICA,ABBY,AND ME
cbd fo lyfe bitches!
[smile]
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