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[29 Dec 2003|07:07pm] |
i need sex
seriously...soo close yestarday.
oi
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| mad world |
[08 Nov 2003|12:16am] |
im soo bored...
i love blurty...simply cause this is totally mine...noone nos about this or reads this unless they find it threw some random search...im soo bored...i wish joey was home or maybe he is just forgot that he was still signed online.im talking to air right now...she kinda doesnt understand alot of english *sigh* oh well i kinda wanna get offline but ill feel bad.
hey chris called me and everything is better...im happy life is good
now im on the phone with jarrod...talking about the regualar shit...and he keeps on teasing me cause i like tears for fears...oh well at least i dont wear the same gap sweatshirt all the time :P
im soooooooooooooooooooooo tired.....i need help....and jarrod can sense the tiredness so he wants to le me go...and then all be lonely....oh well....
eskalater
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| im posting this...not like any one can read it i don know why but im posting this |
[30 Oct 2003|08:46pm] |
i was going to ignore all the bullshit comments, but i couldnt take it any longer.
proud? bragging? WHAT THE FUCK?!?
i was down, i felt really shitty. about all of it. i wanted some help.
all i wanted was some support from my friends, some advice, some help.
but all i got was harsh words and a turned back.
you know whats really sad? the fact that i turned to you for help, and all you could do was fucking tell me that im lame and sad and how it was pathetic that i was BRAGGING about it?!
well on to more constructive stuff.
today was alright.
i came home, took a shower (that was nice), then went to work.
8 1/2 hour shifts suck balls.
then i came home and talked with my dad.
then i picked up tiffany from work and went back to her house and watched cartoons.
then i came back here and watched "Y Tu Mama Tambien" on the Independant Film Channel uncut with greg.
its a pretty good movie.
and here i am, about to go to bed.
also on a really good note, not that any of you care apparently, but i didnt smoke pot today, and i didnt hang out at mackeys.
im soo fuckin proud of myself.
it feels so good that i was able to tell myself no and stick to it.
and im gonna do it again tomorrow. not smoke pot that is.
tomorrow ive got school, and then work at 5 until 930.
so itll probably go like tonight did: get off work, come home, then pick up tiffany and watch cartoons with her.
shes the bestest. and youre not.
so fuck off.
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| i love blurty |
[30 Oct 2003|05:01pm] |
i heart this here blurty of mine....
because i can say all the stuff im to scared to say on lj.
oh man my closest friend chris...i love him soo much i put him as an interest is being sooooooooooo stupid....hes such a fucking cutie and i love him to death but hes making alot of dumb choices...hes been doing alot of drugs and it makes me soo sad cause hes blowing his money on this shit...today he decide not to do pot cause soo many of his friends are mad at him.he just hung out with tiff and watched cartoons...no drugs involed... but still makes me sad... cause i simply adore him and i look up to him as a brother....i dont know right now...
i need something to do..
lol im out...
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| cant u see its killing me?? |
[23 Oct 2003|09:10pm] |
im soo bored and livejournal is being a bitch so i figured hell ill just vent in my loverly blurty.
today was crap...i had my very first panic attack and i was shaking and crying at it was scary as hell...i love my father though he came in and picked me up and took me out for some chinese food to make me feel better...he nos whats good for me... :D
tomorrow jenn wants to take me to see pirates of the caribean even though i already seen it like three times...oh well still a good movie :D
im kinda tired which is werid cause im normally not...i need to get some friend or join a community or something...this is just sad...oh wells
later days
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[22 Oct 2003|06:23pm] |
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im nobody who are u...are u nobody too?
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