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Saturday, July 19, 2003

1:00PM - deepening thoughts of a passion driven lady

Expressing my love of our friendship is an impossible task, there are no words capable of describing it, though I may try to say that you are the very reason I still breathe, the very essence of your presence brings that little hope of happiness back to me, to gaze into your eyes replenishes my ever quenching thirst for love, your voice make my body quiver inside, I hear your words still, every word you speak shows me a new aspect of this tedious life, a whole new world to me, every time you touch me I feel like a goddess, please don’t let go, every sunset brings me closer to you, remembering the day we met, I stare at it sinking below the hills, as I sink deeper into this feeling, it fills my soul, the scent of you is aromatic and sweet, it puts me at ease, I only see myself when I talk to you, my true self for once, my feelings for you repeating like ripples in the pond, everlasting, they run strong and swift, like a stream running into and oasis, I drown in this sea of devotion, as deep and mysterious as you, your eyes penetrate my very being, you truly see me, no one else does, I will be here for you to lean on, a strong, sturdy support, the never ending circled orb of trust, love, and support, I cherish you, you are my first love and my best friend, This is my poem especially from me to you.

Current mood: contemplative

Current music: one, apocalyptica

11:54AM - Sweet Sweet Success!

Oh yeah last nite was totally awesome all around! Ahhh I love noctorne and i head banged until i almost passed out lol. I saw christine and i hung out with her and Chris the whole night lol. And It was great! Oh and to end the day Chris broke up with Kim hahahahahaha :)

Current mood: naughty

Current music: whatever, godsmack

Friday, July 18, 2003

10:12AM - Tonight is the night

oh god been waitin for sumthin like this for a long time!!! Me n chris actually get to spend real quality time together as friends. First we are going to go the the meteal show at the factory and im gonna watch him rock out and then afterwards we are crashing at moms place and sleeping in the comfort in each others arms. God this is gonna be a great night!!!

Current mood: horny

Current music: book of the month, lovage

Monday, July 14, 2003

11:10PM - drowning in revalry

i rolled over and i said it out loud said give me one more moment just one more moment to finish this dream i want to be more like a river less like a wall not try to hold back these feelings at all cuz when i miss u when im dyin to kiss you i need to let that flow more like a river

Current mood: stressed

Current music: bring the pain, mindless self indulgance

10:54PM - Pretty words, my poem to chris

For my friend Chris
Expressing my love of our friendship is an impossible task, there are no words capable of describing it, though I may try to say that you are the very reason I still breathe, the very essence of your presence brings that little hope of happiness back to me, to gaze into your eyes replenishes my ever quenching thirst for love, your voice make my body quiver inside, I hear your words still, every word you speak shows me a new aspect of this tedious life, a whole new world to me, every time you touch me I feel like a goddess, please don’t let go, every sunset brings me closer to you, remembering the day we met, I stare at it sinking below the hills, as I sink deeper into this feeling, it fills my soul, the scent of you is aromatic and sweet, it puts me at ease, I only see myself when I talk to you, my true self for once, my feelings for you repeating like ripples in the pond, everlasting, they run strong and swift, like a stream running into and oasis, I drown in this sea of devotion, as deep and mysterious as you, your eyes penetrate my very being, you truly see me, no one else does, I will be here for you to lean on, a strong, sturdy support, the never ending circled orb of trust, love, and support, I cherish you, you are my first love and my best friend, This is my poem especially from me to you.

Current mood: enthralled

Current music: like a river, mackenzie phillips

Tuesday, July 8, 2003

8:58PM - People who intrest me on different levels

Well first and foremost theres My good friend Chris, he is someone i feel like i can comfortably talk to and enjoy spending time with, hes gorgeous and interesting and he makes me feel good when we talk so i would give just about anything to be with him but right now is not possible and im not worried because he's one of my good friends. Next theres Lantz funny and handsome.... and he's a guitar player and singer its his hilariosity and love of music that most interests me. He's got experience and knows wat he's doin but im not sure how i feel bout him at this moment but so far so good. Adam.... he's the guy that makes you nervous because of his extreme natural beauty and inner beauty are all rolled into one and you dont really know if he is even a lil interested sumtimes i find this is the good game.... a good chase i like it bring it on. Kenny is great he's been through alot and that makes him beautifully flawed yet so intense. Plus the ankh man it captured my eye and its power seized me so. He has a girl and she is cool so i would never go for it thats juss dissrespectful. plus they are so cute together lol. Im not even going to get into the whole Andy thing lol its an impossible situation. David has been a good friend to me since we met and all he's another main one but his only downfall is his love of money and luxury and that will be his demise with me and life so i cant. rob o's illegal cant would love to but cant.

Current mood: touched

Current music: hush by deep purple

Thursday, July 3, 2003