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Nothing really happened today, got up at 8 and went with my mom to the laundry mat, since they are redoing our laundry room, the washer and dryer aint working. After the laundry mat, we went to Meijers to pick up my pictures from the graduation party, graduation, and pics of people at school. Over all they are great pictures. Some really cute pictures. Theres pictures or James, George, Tiffy, Emily, Becca, Nick, Lily, Brandon, Brittany, Tiffany, Laurie (Tiffy's mommy!) lol, Dusty, Kyle, some guy i dont know... lol, Amy, Ms. Leonardelli's 5th hour class, Julie, Kim, Michelle, Richelle, Alex, Ashley, Callie, Dee Dee, Alicia, Bre, Amanda, David, Mike, Boe, Katelyn, and i think thats it...lol...but yeah...imma go now xox
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| 09:02pm 07/06/2003 |
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mood:  hungry music: Swear it again~By WestLife
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I cant even remember last night...i was so fucked up...drunk off my ass...but today...i felt like shit. I didnt do anything except go to hardings for some stuff, go to the movie place, and than to mcdonalds. We got our year books yesterday...they are pretty cool. Glo bowling as sumwhat fun. When i got to Sajos at 7 Amy was there and we walked to her apt, than i went to Cody's....and he came out side with us, and than he walked up to the Lanes. Than at like 12, Me, Cody, and Amy all walked back together. Blah, im going to go lay down now...xox
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| 07:33pm 05/06/2003 |
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mood:  devious music: White America~By Eminem
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I accidentily put last nights on twice, my bad. Its something i would do, and i did...its me. Well...I had my Science and Art exams today. Science, was kinda hard...not that bad. Art...its art, nothing to say there. Easy as hell. Um...we were all gunna have a food fight...but we were all pussys and no one would start it....emily threw some to people down our table...and got in trouble...so yea. I took my hair outta cornrows today. Johny is pissed at me, and blocked me, i told him that i'm over him and he got pissed...told me he never loved me, didnt i know that? Uh...yeah , i did....but i dont care...hes an ass...nothing new. Im goin to the bowling alley tomorrow for a lil while...then i might go with Amy and her bro and his friend to get drunk...lmao. I'm also buying some weed tomorrow...yay. Exams are coming up, and i'm stressed, so yeah. Blah, my dad leaves for up north Saturday, im so fucking happy...no dad for a few days. I'm gunna be in heaven. I should get my new shoes tomorrow...yay. right now im just talking to Dan, Lexiee, and Cody. Well, imma go now, xox
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| 09:23pm 04/06/2003 |
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mood:  cold music: Concrete Angel~By Martina Mcbride
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Graduation...yay! its wasnt all that eventful that everyone thought it'd be. Alot of people were really dressed up...why? I dont see the point in going to graduation in a prom-like dress...but thats just me. James looked cute tonight :]. Oh, the guy i was suppose to walk down with, wasnt there, so i had to walk alone...but i was brave...lol. Right..errm, yeah. Its really cold in my house right now. I have to do my math sheet still...but i think im going to do that in 3rd hour tomorrow, cuz i dont feel like doing it right now. Mrs. Rossell was a bitch today...Sarah and Emily were talking, and she yelled at me. I was like "why did you yell at me, i didnt do anything!" and shes like "would u like to spend your graduation rehearsal in the planning room" I didnt care, i just kept arguing with her...finally she just changed the subject. But yeah, that was my day...nothing exciting...xox
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| 09:17pm 04/06/2003 |
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mood: cold music: Concrete Angel~By Martina Mcbride
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Graduation...yay! its wasnt all that eventful that everyone thought it'd be. Alot of people were really dressed up...why? I dont see the point in going to graduation in a prom-like dress...but thats just me. James looked cute tonight :]. Oh, the guy i was suppose to walk down with, wasnt there, so i had to walk alone...but i was brave...lol. Right..errm, yeah. Its really cold in my house right now. I have to do my math sheet still...but i think im going to do that in 3rd hour tomorrow, cuz i dont feel like doing it right now. Mrs. Rossell was a bitch today...Sarah and Emily were talking, and she yelled at me. I was like "why did you yell at me, i didnt do anything!" and shes like "would u like to spend your graduation rehearsal in the planning room" I didnt care, i just kept arguing with her...finally she just changed the subject. But yeah, that was my day...nothing exciting...xox
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| 08:37pm 03/06/2003 |
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mood:  crazy music: For Justin~By Dashboard Confessionals
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Today was a good day! I went to Bree's and she did my hair, very cute, might i add. Josh Tiets asked me out...i made up a story that i had a boyfriend..just so i wouldnt hurt him or anythin. Then James asked me out, and i said yes. Amy nor Michelle were at school today...feel bad for them, cuz they are kinda behind now...why are they gone? your guess is alot better then mine. Amy isnt sick, and i doubt Michelle is either but o well...not my loss. As of right now im just talking to Lexiee. I just got done painting my nails and my toes...to match my graduation dress for tomorrow. I invited my dad, step mom and my sisters, but i dont know if they are for sure going...hopefully, i havent seen any of em in a while. Someone said we get our yearbooks Thursday or Friday, so thats really cool. I hope they are alot better then they were last year. The floor to our house is dirty, becuz they are tearing up the laundry room...i used my mom's foot spa tonight...and then took a shower, and walked out in the kitched, and my feet are fucking dirty as hell now...i needa wash them again...i forget...i have horbible memory..nothing new. Wellz, im going to go now, cya xox
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| 08:00pm 02/06/2003 |
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mood:  bitchy music: Da Chronic~by Snoop Doggy dog and Dr Dre
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Whoa! Today wasnt all that great, i came home...and went to the mall, got my dress, shoes, and some accesories...pretty cool. But the shoes i got are the same foot :\ so i have to take them back. Then i took my phat farm shoes back, and exchanged them for a bigger size, they should be in by Monday. yayness. All we are doing in school is reviews...exams are friday and monday, i think. Grr...i hate exams, i always do horrible on them. Johny and i have eachother blocked, so you know thats not going very good, but i dont care anymore...good for me, right? heh...right. I'm talking to his friend Ross, hes nice. Hes gunna call me tonight. lol...Johny's gunna flip, butcha know what? He had his chance, then he chose to be an asshole..so his loss. i'm also talkin to Austin right now. I have to write tonz of graduation letters to night...so i better get crackin on that. I talked to Emily's ex Brandon and hes gettin me some weed...yay ness. Um...Michelle wasnt at school today, wonder where she was? toughy...heh. Boredem is taking me over. So yah know what? Imma go cya, xox
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| 09:07pm 01/06/2003 |
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mood:  tired
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SEE? The computer screen*
I NEED? Johny :) *
I FIND? Nothin?*
I WANT? To be able to see Johny right now*
I HAVE? I dont know? lol
I WISH? I was rich! hehe*
I LOVE? Johny!<3, friends, family, fun...etc*
I HATE? Certain people, and a lot of other things.*
I MISS? Johny -n- my Friends*
I FEAR? Losing people i luv -n- Dying*
I FEEL? Sleepy*
I HEAR? music and the tv*
I SMELL? Nothing..my nose is stuffed up*
I CRAVE? A chocolate malt ;] *
I SEARCH? For somethin.. I'm not sure what it is tho!*
I WONDER? I dont know?*
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU...
SMILED? Yesterday? *
LAUGHED? Yesterday*
CRIED? Um i would prolly say a couple days ago ='(*
BOUGHT SOMETHING? A couple days ago*
DANCED? Erm...idk*
WERE SARCASTIC? I always am*
WATCHED YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE? an hour ago*
HAD A NIGHTMARE? Not sure.*
LAST BOOK YOU READ? LOL! you actually think i read?
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW? 10 things i hate about you*
LAST SONG YOU HEARD? Choke me, by The Used!*
LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK? Milk*
LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED? an hour ago*
LAST THING YOU ATE? spaghetti-os*
DO YOU...
DO DRUGS? Tried weed once*
HAVE SEX? Notta yet*
SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS? Yup... and i sleep wit my kittie =)*
LIVE IN THE MOMENT? Don't everybody?*
HAVE A DREAM THAT KEEPS COMING BACK? yea sumtimes..*
PLAY AN INSTRUMENT? No..i used to*
BELIEVE THERE IS LIFE ON OTHER PLANETS? yea*
REMEMBER YOUR FIRST LOVE? Every day...*
READ THE NEWSPAPER? never*
HAVE ANY GAY OR LESBIAN FRIENDS? Dont think so?*
BELIEVE IN MIRACLES? yea, having wonderful friends-Amy, Lexiee, Michelle, James, and Emily *
BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER? I really dont know...prolly*
CONSIDER YOURSELF TOLERANT OF OTHERS? doubtful*
CONSIDER LOVE A MISTAKE? Sumtimes*
HAVE A FAVORITE CANDY? LOL thats hard! umm i would prolly say skittlez...haha Lexiee*
BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY? Whats that? ahahaha!!*
BELIEVE IN GOD? Im not sure...sometimez.*
BELIEVE IN MAGIC? Not really*
PRAY? Sumtimes*
GO TO CHURCH? I haven't been in a while*
HAVE ANY PETS? yea i have a kittie, and we are gettin a dog, hopefully =D
TALK TO STRANGERS WHO IM YOU? Uhh yah lol, Sumtimes, but i'm a bitch to em*
WEAR HATS? Sumtimes*
HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? Hell yea my ears are double pierced, i want my belly button done too ;]*
HAVE ANY TATTOOS? Wantin sum..*
HATE YOURSELF? Psh kinda yea*
HAVE AN OBSESSION? yea lol who doesnt?*
HAVE A SECRET CRUSH? Yupperz*
COLLECT ANYTHING? Not no more*
HAVE A BEST FRIEND? YES!*
WISH ON STARS? Sumtimes when im sad..*
LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? heck no hehe*
HAVE ANY BAD HABITS? yea*
CARE ABOUT LOOKS? Oh hell yea*
BELIEVE IN WITCHES? I dont know....sure why not*
BELIEVE IN SATAN? um im not sure...*
BELIEVE IN GHOSTS? yes!*
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[[FIRST & MIDDLE NAME:]] Chelby Casie*
[[NICKNAMES:]] wow i have a lot...Big sis, Chelbz, Chelbie, Cee, Paul (<~Lol Lexiee), Bubble butt, etc
[[HAIR COLOR:]] dirty dishwater blonde, with read highlights, and black low lights =D*
[[HAIR LENGTH:]] its layered, but the longest length is a lil below my shoulders. hehe*
[[EYE COLOR:]] Um they change colors*
[[HEIGHT:]] 5'3...i'm not short.*
[[WEIGHT:]] no comment*
[[BIRTHDAY:]] December 23rd*
[[LOCATION:]] Michigan sucks*
[[SHOE SIZE:]] Like 7-8
[[ZODIAC SIGN:]] Capricorn =D*
[[SIBLINGS:]] 5 little sisters*
[[PETS:]] Kitten =D my lil babie hehe*
[[FAVORITES]]
[[GENRE OF MUSIC:]] Pretty much everything..Rap, Punk, Pop, Techno, Rock*
[[MUSIC ARTIST:]] hmmm.. Eminem..shexy!* MHM
[[MOVIE:]] I dont really know, but i like Jackass hehe*
[[ACTOR/ACTRESS:]] Sarah Michelle Gellar - V(n Diesel (Spelling)*
[[BRAND:]] umm i like weathervane*
[[SONG:]] Miss you~Aaliyah*
[[WORD:]] Dumbass, or gobble gobble*
[[FOOD:]] spaghetti*
[[DRINK:]] Ice tea lol*
[[COLOR:]] black or red*
[[NUMBER:]] 22*
[[CANDY:]] Skittlez*
[[TV SHOW:]] dismissed*
[[FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:]] McDonald`z*
[[GIRL NAME:]] Alexia, or Chantel*
[[BOY NAME:]] Taylor, or Parker*
[[NAIL POLISH COLOR:]] Icy Pink with White Air Brush With a silver Glitter Line hehe*
[[RADIO STATION:]] 97.9*
[[ANIMAL:]] Cat*
[[STORES:]] Weathervane*
[[SCENT:]] Adidas or love spell*
[[ICE CREAM FLAVOR:]] Chocolate chip cookie dough*
[[QUOTE:]] *2 da 1 wHo ChOsE 2 sTaB mE iN da BaC
sTaY FaKe..U aLwAyS wErE*
[[HOLIDAY:]] Thanksgiving*
[[DAY OF THE WEEK:]] Friday*
[[MONTH:]] July*
[[DO YOU]]
[[THINK YOU ARE ATTRACTIVE:]] yea, Sumtimes*
[[THINK YOU'RE SMART:]] no*
[[THINK YOU HAVE COMMON SENSE:]] yea*
[[PLAY SPORTS/ WHAT KIND OF SPORTS DO YOU LIKE:]] not now* Cheerleading*
[[BELIEVE IN ALIENS:]] um, kinda lol*
[[LIKE SITCOMS:]] i dont know..*
[[HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND:]] nope*
[[THINK YOUR STYLE/FASHION IS COOL:]] yea, but just be urself who cares what people think*
[[HAVE ANY PIERCINGS:]] yupp*
[[DO DRUGS:]] Weed once*
[[DRINK:]] yea*
[[HAVE SEX:]] Psh what do you think? HELL YEA ;]*
[[HAVE YOU EVER]]
[[SMOKED:]] yupp*
[[DRANK:]] yupp*
[[GOTTEN DRUNK:]] yeah*
[[WENT BUNJEE JUMPING:]] nah but i wanna!*
[[HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER:]] Yuck..no*
[[BROKE THE LAW:]] by smoking weed...is that breaking the law?*
[[RAN FROM THE COPS:]] nope*
[[LAUGHED:]] yeah...*
[[BEEN SARCASTIC:]] yea*
[[BEEN EMBARASSED:]] um yea..hasn't everybody?*
[[CRIED:]] psh yea*
[[WANTED TO DIE:]] yea when im mad and shit and think about how gay shit is..but i really wouldnt wanna...*
[[BEEN SCARED TO HALF DEATH:]] yea*
[[STOLE ANYTHING:]] uh yea*
[[MADE YOURSELF THROW UP:]] yea*
[[THOUGHT ABOUT OR TRIED TO KILL YOURSELF:]] yea*
[[WENT SKINNY DIPPING:]] lol yea*
[[BEEN IN LOVE:]] yea<3*
[[HAD A MILK MUSTACHE:]] Uh.. now what kinda question is that? lol*
[[SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND DID NOT MEAN IT:]] haha* yea*
[[GOTTEN INTO A FIGHT WITH YOUR PET:]] haha.. yea*
[[HAD A DREAM ABOUT SOMETHING WIERD AND IT HAPPENED THE NEXT DAY:]] umm i think so...*
[[STALKED SOMEONE:]] not that i know of*
[[HAD A MUD BATH:]] i've played in the mud...?*
[[WISHED YOU WERE THE OPPOSITE SEX:]] No*
[[WHAT COMES TO MIND WHEN YOU HEAR]]
[[BLUE:]] water*
[[SOCKS:]] i want new ones*
[[MIRROR:]] Ugly*
[[CRACKER:]] dry*
[[COW:]] Moo*
[[FRANCE:]] WeeWee AHAHAH!!!*
[[ZINE:]] I want to see the new one!*
[[AOL:]] the lil guy running*
[[JELLY:]] Purple*
[[FISH:]] GoldFish*
[[LAST PERSON WHO]]
[[WROTE YOU A NOTE:]] James...i think*
[[CALLED YOU:]] Johny*
[[HUGGED YOU:]] James*
[[EMAILED YOU:]] Johny*
[[WAS MEAN TO YOU:]] My mom lol*
[[SAID SOMETHING NICE TO YOU:]] Emily*
[[YOU SAW A MOVIE WITH:]] my sister Casie*
[[YOU WENT TO THE MALL WITH:]] My mom*
[[SAID THEY HATED YOU:]] prolly nick*
[[FAMILY]]
[[DO YOU INTEND TO GET MARRIED:]] Yea*
[[WHAT WILL YOU NAME YOUR KIDS:]] lol I dont know*
[[WHAT DO YOU WANT YOUR HUSBAND TO BE LIKE:]] everything...*
[[WHERE WILL YOU LIVE:]] I DONT FUCKIN KNOW! LOL*
[[RANDOM]]
[[WHO ARE YOUR GOOD FRIENDS:]] Amy, James, Michelle, Lexiee, and Emily*
[[WHO'S YOUR BEST ONLINE BUDDY:]] Um, Ronnie WAS...*
[[HOW MANY EMAIL ADDRESSES DO YOU HAVE:]] 6*
[[IF YOU COULD GO BACK AND CHANGE ONE THING IN TIME, WHAT WOULD IT BE:]] just.. doin somethin I shouldn't have*
[[WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE:]] Pantene pro-v*
[[HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE ON YOUR BUDDY LIST:]] 160
[[HOW MANY PEOPLE DO YOU HAVE BLOCKED:]] um...quite alot*
[[WHAT KIND OF CAR DO YOU WANT TO DRIVE:]] hmm im not sure my first car is prolly gunna be a 97 eclipse and ima hook dat shit up!!!!! ahaaaa! ;]*
[[WHAT KIND OF SHOES DO YOU WEAR:]] Adidas, Phat farm, and flip flops*
[[WHAT KIND OF CLOTHES DO YOU SLEEP IN:]] Shorts and a shirt*
[[WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU CALLED:]] Johny...i think, i dont know*
[[WHERE DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED:]] Um Sumwhere nice...REAL nice lol*
[[HOW DO YOU EAT AN OREO:]] uhh..i open it and lick the white stuff outta it lol and then eat the cookie parts lol
[[IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE WISH, WHAT WOULD IT BE:]] TO BE RICH! =D*
[[IF YOU COULD CHANGE ONE THING ABOUT YOURSELF, WHAT WOULD IT BE:]] everything*
[[WHAT DO YOU REALLY DISLIKE:]] Liars*
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| 11:56am 01/06/2003 |
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Okay, Friday was fun, it was the 8th grade party, i thought it'd be dull and boring. But it was actually kinda fun. The girls won against the guyz! yay, becuz we are sooo much better than guyz...heh. Then yesterday, Saturday, was cedar point. which sucked major ass. It was cold, rainy, and windy. The bus ride there was boring as hell. Amy and I thougt that Michelle wasnt there...but she was. We found that out after we got off the bus for Cedar Point. Then she ditched us. So we hung out with Amanda...which was cool. The ride home was kinda fun. Everyone kept switching seats. Amy and i got to sit in the back. It was cool. I sat with James mostly. I guess Myia and him broke up. :\ I dont know. This girl from our school, like was having "seizures" and had to be taken to the hospital. Tiffy and I are both trying to work on our friendship so we'll see how that goes. I got an airbrushed shirt that says "chelby" on it...then i got this cool necklace. Its like a cross that has a skeleton on it. Amy got the same one. Friday night i also went bowling after the graduation party, I finally smoked weed :\ not what i expected. I didnt try enough to where i got high...i didnt want to. But thats all that has happened...cya xox
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| 06:02pm 28/05/2003 |
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I dont know if i've updated for the past couple of days. Yesterday i went to the scrap shack with Emily to work on our creative title pages. Mine is actually pretty cute, compared to all my other ones. I think Johny is mad at me? I dunno tho...o wellz. I'm mad at Lexiee. I'm bored...I just wrote Becca's graduation letter. I got pictures back, like every picture someone is flipping the camera off, im doing it in like all of em. I'm like wow...isnt that grand. James and George have a cute pic togeter tho, they look like such cuties. heh. Cedar Point in 3 days! Grad party in 2! yay, im hopefully sitting with Nick on the bus...not sure tho...hes gunna call me tonight. I almost got another referral today, for talking back to mr. lager, i was suppose to stay after class, but i was like fuck it, and walked out, amy sherwin was like "mr lager, mr lager, chelby's walking out" I just looked at her and was like "go fuck a dog, since u already look like one!" and walked out...omg, i really hope she fucking chokes on her spit in her sleep and fucking dies...she is so annoying. I asked her to do our clean up job and shes like "no, i cant i'm sick" i was like "u being sick, is not an excuse for you not doing ur cleanup, so get ur ass over there, cuz i aint cleaning it up" so neither one of us cleaned it up, i was like well, yah know what? I dont care. I'm gunna go now, im gunna write some more Graduation Letters...to my TrUe FrIeNdS...not friends that are FaKe...like SoME people...people know who im talkin about :]
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| 05:47pm 26/05/2003 |
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Nothing exciting happened today....but then again, when does it ever? I just cleaned the pool...and stuff, since i was on the lake all day, my arms are kinda burnt...heh. Right now im kinda talkin to Johny, and his friend Ross. I'm so bored. I just ate din~din. yum. Not really. We go to Cedar Point on Saturday...yay, im excited. Erm, i want Johny to go to the graduation on June 4th, but i dont think he wants ta go...so ya. School tomorrow yay ::Sarcasm:: I had to type my paper today, its like 5 pages, but theres only 2 sentances on the 5th page, its not suppose to be over 4 pages, but yah know what? she can bite me. My mom took the day off tomorrow, so she can go in early for the student of the month breakfast. its at 7:20 in the morning...while im there i think im gunna sign Michelle, Amy, and I up for the same bus for Cedar Point since i'll be there before alotta people. I think Lexiee is mad at me, well, in a way, she hasnt been talkin to me as much lately...i dont know why..i'll have to ask her tho. I just watched 10 things i hate about you, i love that movie...its so cute! haha. I know imma DoRk, but...thats a given. Wellz, imma go cya, xox
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| 09:38am 25/05/2003 |
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I updated my icon and background. Last night i talked to Johny...and he was bein soO sweet...him being like that reminded me why i really do love him. So me and him are okay. Ugh, i have to go to my Uncle's today for my dad's bday part thingy, i've been arguing with my mom all day, cuz i dont wanna fucking go, cuz i all i do is sit there...i absolutly HATE all my cuzin's, except for my 6 year old cuzin Chad, hes cool. My mom is such a nosey bitch, i had a letter on the table, and she read it...i was like wtf are u doing. grr. i want OUT of this family...if only i could. I guess that at the graduation u cant wear spaghetti straps, OR formal wear, that sucks. so now im just gunna wear black pants...fuck it...or i might wear like...a hawiaan dress. I dont know yet. I have to go take a shower...so Cya xox
Cee
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| 01:16pm 24/05/2003 |
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I just got back from Michelles! It was fun. On Friday i rode the bus home with her, and we went glo bowlin and then just watched movies. I didnt see Bob ::sighs:: that suckS! Blah. We got our class shirts on Friday. They are pretty cool. I feel sophisticated (spelling?) yeah...uhm...my dad's bday was yesterday i called him from Michelles to say happy bday. He hasnt opened his present yet, so the DVD player isnt hooked up damnit! My parents arent home. Michelle's mom dropped me off...and i came home to an empty house...so no telling where my parents are. MY uncle called and said that he wants us to go out there tomorrow...i doubt imma go. i'mma just sleep tomorrow, cuz im fuckin tired. Emily's ex was there, and he had some weed, so we asked him to give us some and he said no, so we kept buggin him, and so he said he'll bring up a quarter next week and give it to us for free if we left him alone...i told him he better, otherwise i'd tell EVERYONE he went out with Emily. So...i hope he does. Well, imma go watch tv. and prolly fall asleep cuz im tired...xox
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| 06:10pm 22/05/2003 |
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I went to the mall today! yay. We got a DVD player, and some dvds. I'm happy. we have to hook it up now. We got it for my dad's bday tomorrow. I gave it to him tonight since i wont be home tomorrow. Im goin to Michelle's! heh, we might go bowlin, not sure tho. I might see Bob tho, havent seen him in awhile. I got another new bathing suit today. And some adidas shorts. Uhm...and thats it. Journey's wouldnt fucking take my shoes back, they said i had to "clean" them before turning them back in, i was like wtf. O well...i'll clean em and take em back. I have to go now tho, becuz imma go call someone. so i'll update lata, xox
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| 02:43pm 21/05/2003 |
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Justin i/med me last night, i find it funny how he talks to me when he wants to, but yet, when i wanna talk to him, its not okay, thats pretty damn cool ::sarcasm:: I love it. Not really. But yeah. He pisses me off, what he said about his mom last niht really bothered the fuck outta me. I'm not gunna mention what he said, cuz alot of people would find it really harsh if i did. But newayz. nothing exciting happened today, i talked to Justin about what he said. THen i had a s.s. test, that i prolly failed...like i always do. But i have an A in the class, so it'll just go down to a B- or C+, so its all good. I'm goin over to Michelle's on Friday! yay! Right now, im talkin to Steve, Emily, Ronnie, and George online. George has pretty eyes! I luff his eyes! ha, i was talkin to him on the bus, and i was just like "wow, i love ur eyes!" lol...i know, im a loser...o well, what can i say? heh..I would be talking to Johny right about now, but hes AFK so...no....durn him. GRr. Guys are here working on the yard...again....they aer gunna screw up again...they are like right outside the window, so they're prolly reading what im typing, but i dont care. Imma go now, cuz i'm gunna go run,xox
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| 03:18pm 20/05/2003 |
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mood: cheerful music: Miss you~by Aaliyah
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Johny called me today!! Yay... i'm happy now...my day is complete! lol...uhm...can we say obsesesed...yeah, i am...grr...i hate being like this over a boy...its pitiful/pathetic, dont u think? I do...! Nothin exciting happened at school today, there was a brown bag concert...Austin was in it! haha...! I think he was embarressed! lams. I told him good job, to make him feel better, even tho i didnt see him sing..bryan did tho...heh it was kinda funny to have bryan and Austin up there at the same time, i was like Wow! heh..i know...imma dork. I got a packet from Cheerleading, gymnastics starts the day we get outta school...yay...fun stuff? not really...but o well. Um...I'm bored. I just ran on the tredmill for 5 mins...i needa start going to the Y on a weekly basis...i think im fat, even tho none of my friend do...they always hit me when i say im fat...but o well. Johny isnt talking to me online...what a surprise ::sarcasm:: err...yeah. Im in a great mood today. I mean, i just got off the phone with Johny, like 5-8 mins ago, why shouldnt i be happy?! I'm talkin to my hubby online...aka Ronnie. heh...its funny. I'm married (<~Insider) dont trip people. I guess the new kid Mike got suspended outta school for 8 days for getting caught with WEED in his locker...people these days. We had a math test today, and im pretty sure i bombed it...and we have a s.s. test tomorrow and i havent gotten my review sheet done, and guess what? I left it in my locker...fuck. dawmit! o well, i'll just turn it in late...no biggy...i do that all the time anywayz! im going to go now..cya xox
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| 02:32pm 19/05/2003 |
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mood:  silly music: Perfect~By Simple Plan
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Omg, the shockingest (<~is it a word?) thing happened today...Okay, well I guess Stephanie Coons told Amy that she wanted to make up a poem about how mean Emily is to everyone and read it aloud in class. Well Amy told Emily and Emily just made up a random STUPID nonsenseless poem about herself at lunch...and said it aloud so that Stephanie could hear it at the next table...then Emily kept instigating (<~spelling wrong?) Stephanie, and said "omg, is that ur 9th string cheese" then Stephanie stood up, and came around to our table, i thought she was just gunna say something like "shut the fuck up bitch" but..no..now i was sitting right next to Emily when this happened, so i was so fucking shocked. Stephanie just slaps Emily, then grabs her hair and slams her head into the table a few times...then walks up stairs. It was so fucking unexpected. I just sat there like "wow..." Emily didnt fight back tho, i mean if it was me, i woulda been on my feet the first time she slapped me and woulda backhanded her fucking fucked up face....but....emily just kinda sat there in shock. The lunch dude person didnt see it, so he came over and told emily to go upstairs...so in 5th hour, i get called down as a witness...and so did Amy...cuz i was sitting right next to Emily and Amy was sitting across...so Amy and i told him like the same story as emily did...Stephanie got 2 in schools...So yeah...Boe is so funny. I took picutures today at school, and he took a picture of me n hes like "k, flip me off" so i did and he took a picture of it...so now i have a picture of me flipping the camera off...go me. yay. Im talking to Kerber, Michelle, Emily, and Becca. Mrs. Bowser wasnt at school today, so i didnt get paid for babysiting yet, she betta fucking pay me damnit! Johny emailed me today...Yay, i love him lotz...maybe to much? I dont know...but imma go, i have to go up to the high school now, cya xox
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| *its driving me crazy i dont know what to do, im just wondering if u still care* |
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| 01:05pm 18/05/2003 |
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mood:  curious music: Truely Madly Deeply~By Savage Garden
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Yesterdy i spent the night at emilys...we watched Jackass the movie, and Campfire Storites (<~Lame) it wasnt scarey AT ALL...pretty fucked up. Im suppose to go to Bob and Steve's game today, but i dont think i can...they are prolly gunna be mad at me, but i said i'd TRY...didnt promise...so yeah. O well...they'll live. I met Emily's brother and his girlfriend yesterday. They both seemed nice. I rearranged my room today, since its becoming nicer outside i put my bed by the windows...i always put it there in the summer. My room looks bigger now...its cute tho. Im so bored. I'm prolly gunna go out and lay in the sun, or work out...heh...yeah...i gotta get a new bathing suit, becuz im DEFINITLY not wearing the one i have to camp...it comes down when i go under water...not good at all. heh...so i'mma go to the mall this week sometime, cuz i have to take my shoes back too...i need a bigger size...grr. I have hair all over my shirt from Emily's bunny Ben...hes a cutie. lams. Well, imma go now, so cya xox
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| 05:44pm 17/05/2003 |
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mood: gloomy music: Girl all the bad guys want~ By bowling for soup
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Yeah...i babysat for Mrs. Boweser's 3 kids...and wow...for 10 hours...it was hell, lemme tell yah. Never do that again, but i got me a good 30 dollars. yay. It was funny. The baby (Kay-kay) was so cute. Evan only showed up from like 2-5 when i left...but i barely watched him, he was over next door with his friend. I'm going over to Emily's for a lil while, to watch movies and stuff...i'm not stayin the night, cuz i feel like being home right now...but im home alone, so i have nothing better to do...so im goin over here. Johny is on...but i think hes away from his puter...or is that what he wants me to think? hm....good question...lol...i dunno...O well...its not like we actually have a conversation when we talk anyways. I was gunna call him while i was babysitting...becuz i still remember his phone # but i didnt.....i didnt know what to say...so yeah. well, i think i gotta go now, Emily just called...so i gotta call her back...xox
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| 04:26pm 16/05/2003 |
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mood: content music: More than friends~By En Vogue
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Nothing exciting happened today...atleast nothing worth explaining about...Bianca Whitney won for class president...I knew it would either her or Fleck...but i wasnt sure...i was almost sure Fleck would win...but guess not. I'm planning on going glo bowling tonight...so hopefully nothing horrible happens tonight, usually something does. Johny's friend Ross was talking to me last night, he seems cool. Lexiee wanted me to go to the mall with her today, but i cant...it sux. I needa take my new shoes back, they are to small...grr. Tomorrow i'm babysitting...yay. Well...theres nothing really to talk about..so i'mma go now...xox
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