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[17 Aug 2003|01:02am]
[ mood | No more blurty'ish ]
[ music | Bye bye blurty ]

Bye bye blurty. I'll keep this up so people know where to go if they [for some odd reason] want to read my journal.

http://www.livejournal.com/~xthreezacharmx

yes, i sold out and gave into livejournal.... its the same as blurty... just more of a "brand name" sort of thing. blurty is "generic" hahahaah....

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[02 Aug 2003|11:29pm]
Did I mention I hate birthdays?

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Congratulations! [02 Aug 2003|11:28pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | The Staring Line - The Drama Summer ]

Shit. Is it August 02 already?

Today I woke up late - and I called Heather. Her and Nawl Dong came and picked me up. We went thrifting and such. We ripped up DDR. C's on standard aren't bad. (songs to master --> Saints, Butterfly, I do I do I do, we will rock you) (songs to try --> Speed Over Beethoven, Little Bitch, Crash - eek hard)

Belatedness - We hung out at Hessica's house. They did the birthday thing - sigh - again. Her mom made cake and all that fuss, it was so nice of her. They did it last night too when we went out to eat at Border Cafe [I saw Ms. O'Connell there]. Anyways, i hate birthdays. Everyone bought me stuff that they said that they were going to a long time ago - and stuck to it. I thought that was really cool. I love my friends . :-D

Today we talked about the future - kind of sad, yet good - goal setting is always an upper. We talked about how we wanted to write books, and I thought that it was such a good idea. I want to follow through with it. I had this great idea for it - I wanted to write about my life, like right now - maybe ahead a little bit. I wanted to write it backwards - like starting with the consequences of something big, and work backwards and say stuff that lead up to that. I wanna incorporate a formal touch, as well as my own certain style. It would fuckin rock. Good time to use my extensive vocabulary. lol

Well, i'm going to make a collage of boys making out for Amy and Heather.

Peace.

-Collin

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Why am I so reclined? -H.E.S.S. [01 Aug 2003|12:46pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Taking Back Sunday - The Blue Channel ]

Wow, what a few good days. Kayley has still been having those parties. I've made an ass out of myself a couple of those days. It was especially funny when Kayley found that couch that she wanted in the trash... It was really filthy. We put it in Heather's car, and it was kind of hanging out of the back:
(loud boom sound)
Heather: ... Is the couch still in the car...?
Collin: (looks in rear view mirror) OH SHIT! No...
Heather: (pulls over)
We both laughed for 20 minutes. The couch fell out in the middle of Boston St. and it was holding up traffic. Kayley went and got it in Laura's car, becuase Me and Heather can't touch dirty things. LoL. Then we had to hoist it onto her roof to get it inside. Oh god...

Yesterday was warped tour. IT WAS A FUCKIN BLAST. The day before warped, Amy told us the horrible news- she lost the tickets. -_-. Good thing she's a nice girl, and is also Mrs. Money bags. She went out and purchased 6 more tickets with her own money. Anyways - Yea, I had the best day of my life. We saw The Starting Line, All American Rejects, Brand New, Coheed and Cambria [even though I don't like them], and Mest. During Mest, Tony got naked. It was so hott. Heather shit her pants. i did too. Then Tony said that one of the songs was going to be on the DVD and to go crazy. I decided to make the best out of it, and crowd surf so that I'd have a chance to get on it. I hope it worked... I ran by the camera when I got to the front, and I was singing and shit, it was great. I met Tyson from A.A.R. - I got his autograph. He had no shirt on. It was really hot. Dur, during the starting line [they were really good], me, heather, and amy started to just push each other around and stuff because that's what we do. Then this lady started yelling at us and told us to take it to the back of the crowd. Dur, fucking old lady. She was like 40. Why the fuck was she front row for the starting line? Fucker. Heather and Amy snuck in the line to meet mest. It was funny.

Oh yea, it was my birthday yesterday.

I have to go out to eat with my family tonight. It will suck. As long as they don't do the happy birthday singing thing. I hate that. Atleast I'll get good food - we're going to border cafe.

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Two drunken nights... [27 Jul 2003|01:21pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

Well.... well well well....

The past few nights were interesting to say the least. I got drunk and high, both nights, at the same time. Weird. I didn't get that bad 2 nights ago, but last night I was fucking wrecked. it was great. hahah. We did some crazy shit since Kayleys parents are out of town. We extreme-boxed (me and kayley) I kicked her ass. I am SIOBAHAN! sorry if i was out of control :-X. eek.

Well, its 4 days until warped, and until i turn 16. Warped is sure to be a blast. The Momster is actually giving me and other people a ride (Kayley, Amy, Heather, Jess, Me, and Nawl?) I really wanna see the starting line, a.a.r. , mest and simple plan. Fun shit....... I can't write much, my parents are coming home soon.

I still hate my dad's guts - die.

I need to finish my AP English project. Soon. It's due wednesday.... :-\

I love Dance dance revolution.... I'm a standard kid now 8-)

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Me face down down across your floor [21 Jul 2003|10:47pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | Allister - Somewhere on Fullerton ]

What a weird couple of days with its up and downs. Yesterday I was kind of sick. SO TIRED LIKE WHOA. I've been getting tired at like 9 lately. Maybe I caught mono from Erin Johnston. We chilled at Kayleys today, and yesterday too. I keep leaving my bag there. We went to the willow's today. We were gunna play DDR but the people there were so much better so we didn't wanna look dumb. We got some pizza at some place. it was good, and very largggge.
I picked out my new cell phone today.
I hate my dad - He told me to get rid of the hair (Cut and dye it back) and to lose the earrings (mind you 90% of the population has their ears pierced.) He's just an asshole. He's not my dad - he's just someone there to bitch and moan and to make money. Things would be so much better if he wasn't around. i could sit here and talk about his bad qualities all night. I wish my mom followed through with the divorce-ness a few months ago. that would have been the best decision of her life. She just loves his precious money. I don't blame her in a way - even though she hates him too. He wants me to live back in the 60's with him. What a loser. I don't even look that bad. Ofcourse I can't "go back to school looking like a freak." Freak? I look like a freak? EARRINGS AND BLACK HAIR?!?!?!?!?!?! I'm the furthest from a freak you're going to get buddy. I could be off doing so much worse things... i'm not a crackhead. There's an upside. Why does he care what I look like? He doesn't even look at me. I see him an hour a week - if that. Luckily. I bet if you put me in a crowd, he couldn't even pick me out. I'm thinking about running away - staying at Janine's? Danielle's? Heather's? He wouldn't even fuckin look for me - unless he wanted me to babysit
I'm done being a bitch. I could be here all night. Fuck him. He makes me want to vomit - adding to my sickness. Something needs to be done.

I really think I have mono....

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Forgetful me... [19 Jul 2003|02:17am]
I just thought I should mention something really funny that happened at Alison's party. Erin saw these kids walk by, so she went and asked them if they "wanted to come to a party with lots of booze." They came in. It was funny. Alison wasn't too happy - that made it even funnier

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[18 Jul 2003|11:31pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | Taking Back sunday - Cute without the "e" ]

Home now.... I just came home from Alison's party. it was fun. lol. people are so weird. Kayley quiefed. it was classic - especially cuz it was in alison's face. i stayed over heathers two nights in a row. Things got a little rocky again, but we always pull through. We just need to tell each other how we feel more

I have those pictures with that fake lip ring in. Your job is to leave comments saying whether i should get it or not. Grah...

Lipness

Like?

Not much else to say.

I love DDR

(1 Found themself there again | Sit and stare at the sky)

Naked escapades [17 Jul 2003|11:23pm]
[ mood | horny ]
[ music | Drive-Thru DVD ]

Hah. Not much to say except that I'm enjoying my summer to the fullest. Fun shit. Yesterday was Jessica's party, it was a blast. We ate and shit, there were a lot of people there.
some only stayed for two seconds, and that was sad. We also went skinny dipping. LoL. i saw EVERYONE naked. it was great. We left there and Nawl Dong's mom gave us a ride to heathers. We (me and amy) slept there. Fun shit. I'm sleeping over here again tonight. She's gunna teach me to play the guitar tonight hopefully- i'm such a poser. I really want my lip pierced, my mom says maybe. I have a fake one that I put on, and I really like it. I took pics of it at my house, and I'll put them up when I get there.

OMG, when we walked amy and jessica home tonight, me kayley and heather saw these people in the window slamming. It might have been two guys, we're not sure. They weren't attractive at all. Fat to say the least. LoL. One of the guys was spanking the other person (guy or girl?). omg it was so great. me and kayley went by the window, and kayley started making sex noises and shit. She's a fuckin riot. Then they left and came to the front door, so we booted it out of there.

I want sex right now.

We're watching the Drive-thru DVD. it's funny. We watched the friends dvd last night. We also downloaded clone high!!!! i love that show.

heather bought me a shitload of chocolate in PA. DARK CHOCOLATE!!!. She also got me A HUGE SPONGEBOB, i'm not even kidding, it was like 6 feet tall. lol. During the past few days, I have gained OCD for cleanliness and organization. I cleaned heathers room and stuff, as well as mine. It's pretty bad. Well we're gonna go do shit. Later

(2 Found themself there again | Sit and stare at the sky)

Insomnia [14 Jul 2003|05:51am]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | Mest - Your Promise ]

Awake - Again
Insomnia controls my life. I stayed up and talked to random strangers. hahaha. I played pac-man for a while too. I fuckin schooled the high score. Dude, there is nothing to fucking do here. Especially since Heather is gone. I saw Sarah and them peepl yesterday. I was glad; I haven't seen them kids in a while. They seem to have changed some of their old imperfections and that is just awesome. I want people to call me a lot this summer. I'm busy enough believe it or not, but let's keep it that way :-P. I'm getting a new cell for the b-day, so you might want to be careful after the 31st if you're calling the old 781.223.2447 number, cuz it might not be mine anymore. I can't wait until the 31st. Warped, and I'm turning 16. Sigh.... I love looking forward to things.

(5 Found themself there again | Sit and stare at the sky)

Blackness [11 Jul 2003|12:53am]
[ mood | awake ]

Grah... I dyed my hair black... here's some pictures.... i think its cute :)

Me with my new hawt black hair
Me with my new hawt black hair
Me...again
Me... again
Mmm.. black hair
Mmm... black hair
Me and Heather are cute
Me and Heather are cute

(Sit and stare at the sky)

[09 Jul 2003|12:29pm]
- Private Entry - Why? Because it's none of your business

(Sit and stare at the sky)

Surveyness [07 Jul 2003|01:05pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Mest - 25 to life ]

1.What time is it right now? 1:05
2.What's your first name? Collin
3.What's your middle name? Francis -_-
4.Do you like your middle name? I hate it
5.What year were you born? 1987
6.What school do you currently attend? LCHS (Lynn Classical High)
7.Who's your best friend that's your age? Jessica
8.Who's your best friend that's younger than you? Noelle
9.Who's your best friend that's older than you? Amy and Heather
10.Which one of your friend's birthdays is closest to yours? Amy - 9 days
11.What kinda car do you have? Don't have one yet :-X
12.How much money do you have in the bank right now? 0$
13.Which one of your friends lives closest to you? Amy or Kayley...
14.Have you ever met the person who sent you this? I got this myself
15.Is the person who sent you this cute, ugly, pretty or hott? ugly
16.Say something nice about the person who sent you this: You suck
17.What kinda shirt are you wearing? my "super cute" shirt
18.How is your hair styled today? Spikey yet messy
19.What was the last movie you saw at the theatres? Ummm.... a long time ago... the ring
20.What kinda snacks did you buy at the theatres? Probably nachos or something
21.What was the best movie you've seen all year in theatres? Swimfan?
22.Who was the last person to send you a handwritten letter? Nobody - but i got a birthday card from the air freshener place today :-D
23.Who was the last person you looked at? Heather
24.If you could be any cartoon character, who would it be? Homer Simpson
25.What word best descibes your best friend? Fun
26.Describe the term 'best friend' please: Someone you talk to a lot, hang out with a lot, and trust with your life
27.Does it hurt when someone you consider a best friend doesn't consider you one? Yep
28.What was the last cd you bought? Mest
29.What one cd was a total waste of money? I don't know...
30.Are you bored yet? Def.
31.Who was the last friend to sleepover at your house? heather
32.Which one of your cousins is closest to your age? who cares.. i hate my cousins
33.Which one of your friends could be considered your evil twin? heather or jess
34.What was the last thing you ate? Me and heather made garlic bread and popcorn chicken @ 4AM
35.Who did you last take a picture of? .... amy?
36.What do you have on your bedroom walls? shit
37.Are you currently reading any books? No... but i should for english class
38.If yes, which ones? ...
39.Do you have any pets? 3 cats.. i love em
40.What was your answer to question 13? amy or kayley
41.How old is your boyfriend/girlfriend? ... sigh
42.Did you take Driver's Ed? I finished a few weeks ago
43.Do you like the Nickelback song "how you remind me"? I used to.. it sucks now
44.If you answered 'no' to question 43...you're crazy! HAHA SHUTUP stupid douchebag...
45.Are you right or left handed? righty
46.What was the last song you listened to? Mest- 25 to life
47.Who was the last person you called? Jessica
48.Who do you have a crush on right now? someone... :) too bad i hate them too
49.If you could be any celebrity for a day, who would it be? i don't know
50.What time is it now? 1:12 - 7 minutes, go me

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What else could go wrong? [05 Jul 2003|09:47pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Yea, so ofcourse after a few hours of my parents going away - something happens. We sorta drank last night - but that's beside the fact. We were all tired and went to sleep at like 1. Heather, Val, and Hess slept over. At 3 I woke up to someone banging on the back door really loudly. My phone was ringing too. I got up really fast and looked out my front door and saw the police parked out front. I shit my pants. hah - I went upstairs in the bathroom to see if I could look out of the window into the driveway. I gave up and went downstairs, and ran out the door. I saw my sister, Janine, come out of the backyard. She told me to just go inside of the house. She gave me the really brief version of the story, and told me that she was driving drunk with some guy and he crashed into a building. LoL. I was so scared for the rest of the night. Shane came to the door too and it scared the hell out of me. This morning she told me the real story. The guy was driving and he crashed into the building, and he ran away because he didn't want to get in trouble with the police, so he just left her in the car. She crawled out herself and ran away so that she didn't get in trouble, cuz she was shitfaced and underage. The cops were chasing her and she got surrounded (oh shit). She beat up some of the cops. They took her to my house. What an eventful night...
Besides that, everything is great. I love not having the parents home.

(Sit and stare at the sky)

Complete freedom [04 Jul 2003|01:44pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

Fuck you Otis. I don't care how much you apologized and shit, you suck. You make no sense; you torture somebody in hopes of them becoming your friend again. FUCK OFF

Last night was fun. we went to erins party. there was a dead bird in the pool - hilarious. Then Erin pushed me in the pool with all of my clothes on. i eventually got pretty much naked. haha. We pulled everyone else in too.

The parentals left this morning. I'm so glad. they are gone for atleast a week. Friday - Friday. They might come back on the sunday after though. They left me $100 for my spending too. Fucking score.. this is sure to be fun. i stole some fireworks from them before they left, so that we would have something to do. I'll prolly get in a lot of trouble this vacation - but it's worth it. I'm supposed to go to Maine tomorrow if my sister isn't up my ass. We'll see..

later

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Searching for JACK LONDON [02 Jul 2003|10:33am]
[ mood | anxious ]

Someone calls us and claims to be Jack London - even though we've never met one... interesting. If you're going to play a trick, play it well enough so that we believe it. It was very sloppily put together. Whatever, it ws pretty funny though.. haha
later

(5 Found themself there again | Sit and stare at the sky)

What's the dil dil dil dil dilio? [30 Jun 2003|10:42pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | Mest - Hotel Room ]

Good past couple of days... I went to maine with Heather and Amy to pick up her cousin Val. That was fun. We stole signs there and stuff. A little tension got started - but that's all settled now. I'm glad that we had that tension - it got some of the stuff that I wanted to say off of my chest. Phew. Anyways... I had Heather pierce my ears a couple of days ago. It was the night that we stayed over Kayleys. I like 'em. Not much to say, except that I'm staying occupied. I guess I'm no longer sleeping my summers away. Today we went to Salvy's and I bought the BEST shirt. It says "super cute" and has a picture of a panda on it. It's so cute. We rocked the DDR at kayley's house for a few hours. LoL. i <3 Kayley.

Everyone has been running into trouble lately - if anyone has anything to say about me, say it to me. please. I'm also here to talk if you have other troubles.

I'm mad that my cell phone bill isn't gettin paid.

......... I feel lonely

(1 Found themself there again | Sit and stare at the sky)

Rah [23 Jun 2003|11:05pm]
[ mood | horny ]

Getting lazy on the updates... heh - maybe cuz i'm too busy with my kickass friends
We stole more signs tonight. They were just sitting on the edge of the road. Heh, we crashed the mall. We're gunna make t-shirts tomorrow.... Amy being the nice girl that she is bought me a ticket to warped.
Maybe i should dip into some emotions instead of just saying what i've done....
I've been kinda sad lately, i don't even know why. I've just been dwelling on some sad things, and things are annoying me so easily lately. Eh, I'll get over it. I need sex. lol
later

(1 Found themself there again | Sit and stare at the sky)

Great summer nights.... [21 Jun 2003|02:04pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | Something Corporate - Konstantine ]

Slept over kayleys last night. Loads of fun. Wheelchair fun.. even though we broke it. I hope the rest of the summer is like this. Kid's cove for the past few nights. I fuckin rock at hide and go seek.
So today is Big jill's party. It's sure to be a blast.
Amy's gone to florida... bummer. God I miss you.
Heather... don't worry about it. I'm here for ya. It's what I was put on this earth for. I love you too babez ;)
Not much to say. I'd rather not brag about my good times.
Everyone stole blurty from me. but i'm happy cuz i feel loved. lol
Later
*CoLLiN*

(Sit and stare at the sky)

Too much of a good thing?!? [17 Jun 2003|11:19pm]
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | The Starting Line ]

FUCK YEA

Went to the "party" tonight. I have no idea who had the party, but it was fucking lame. Me and the girls stood out so much. they hated us. lol. The girl's parents came home and busted her anyways. It was so funny. Everyone booted. She's gunna get punished forever - there was beer everywhere.
We also went to Kid's Cove to play. Then we went to the beach and wrestled again. Some guy was cheering Kerri, Heather, and Amy on to kick my ass. NONE of them beat me. hah. I like Kerri. She's a good girl; we should hang out more often.

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