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[05 Jul 2004|12:49am]
The world around me sure has changed. And please ignore almost all entries, for I seem like a vapid moron.
Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

[20 Oct 2003|12:34pm]
I can't bring myself to delete my memories....so I will save them on a backup disk for my viewing pleasure later on in life, however. This is the last you will hear of me on blurty. My LJ name is Vampyvixen42

Forever a Livejournaler,

xDannyellx
Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

[03 Oct 2003|11:17pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | The Color Green- Another Forever For Me ]

This is the kind of thing that scares me. You are so worried about how things will be, wondering how things might have been, and then you meet someone. Tonight at work I was sitting at the playground liek usual and thsi woman just started talking to me. At first she was asking who owned funworld and she was "It's the macnugnanans, right?" and I said yes and she said she taught they're kids. Well then I asked her what grade she taught (sixth) and then we started talking about education and how I want to be an English teacher. Isn't it scary to think I am only 16 yet I know what I want to do the rest of my life? Anyways I told her when I teach I want to start up a program like SNTAS because it really helped shape me as a person. THen we started talking about all the extra things I have done in SNTAS, including Takodah and the town meetings, plus that panel about war last year..and she said it was awesome, then we talked about Health and how she thinks in her district they don't do a well enough job telling about STDs and stuff and I told her how awesome our health classes are.Her name was kelly, and she was really cool, like she cemented me wanting to be an english teacher.


I think that that's it. And so I leave you with a song that is my life right now.
btw, this was my band before Ivy's lol.

The Color Green- ANOTHER FOREVER FOR ME

The sun was shining
So bright, like it was smiling
And when it rained
We only got our feet wet
I believed you
I had no reason to doubt you
I had no faith without you
I had no reason at all

How will I know if you really loved me?
Spend the rest of my days looking down from above
At the times that we had, when we were together
I wonder if God has another forever for me

Then it was empty.
Not a sign, not a trace, just empty
Like when a door slams
Its the last thing you hear
But I could feel you
In a place no-ones been to
On the door, you were knocking
But there was nobody home

How will I know if you really loved me?
Spend the rest of my days looking down from above
At the times that we had, when we were together
I wonder if God has another forever for me
Another forever for me
Another forever for me

How much can I pay?
Ive put all my money down
All Ive got is this place
Where theres no sound
Theres no sound

I found a key here
But it breaks if you turn it
And a picture
It still lasts if you burn it



How will I know if you really loved me?
Spend the rest of my days looking down from above
At the times that we had, when we were together
I wonder if God has another forever

How will I know if you really loved me?
Spend the rest of my days looking down from above
At the times that we had, when we were together
I know I know theres another forever for me.

Another forever for me
Another forever for me
Another forever for me
Another forever

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Just a thought for you to think [29 Sep 2003|05:11pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | The Dandy Warhols- Heavenly ]

God created all people right? Well. Without Eve biting into that damn apple we woudl not have jesus. Without jesus there would be no messiah. Without a messiah there would be no religion...and we would not be here. I just have one question.





Would god have put a man's g-spot in his ass if he wasn't meant to have anal sex?



Thank you and goodnight, I'll be here all week.

Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

[25 Sep 2003|08:24pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | Three Days Grace- Now or Never ]

I am through the looking glass, and I don't trust my own judgment.
I'm sick of wearing rose colored glasses.
The truth is out there, human instinct to look for it.
It is a hard revolution, and I don't trust you.
I seem to have trust issues
I could not measure up, and so I smuther the feelings.
I seem to be good at running away.
Maybe if a man had never hurt me in teh first place I wouldn't be such a mess.
But I am scarred.

The She: Carol Plum-Ucci:
"This is the truth because that's what the evidence points to"not "This is the truth because I happen to love the people involved." Love and truth have no correlation. Love helps creates theories that make you feel better. Sometimes the truth does not feel good. Does that mean we shouldn't seek it out? Does that mean we should believe a lie?"

"If the truth is something awful then why not leave it the hell alone?"

"Because we can't."

Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

A blatent attack [25 Sep 2003|03:18pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]
[ music | Three Days Grace- Drown ]

u know what
forget it im so done with it
get on with life im sure someone
EVEN BETTER is right around the corner
or maybe ALREADY THERE! if this hurts
to hear. well, shit, welcome to the club
mr or mrs right is out there, right around
the corner. you'll see. then you'll thank me
for pointing you in the direction.

::smirks::
(shakes head)
[rolls eyes]
{walks into the sunset, doesnt look back}


That btw is what matt wrote.

My retort:

This has been building up inside me all day, you know what, fuck you. Someone better? Someone already here? You act as if I never cared for you when you damn well know that I did. It doesn't hurt to hear that at all, it's actually a kind of solace. You don't seem to care so why should I? You're acting like a child. So getting drunk was your answer last time and this time it's hatred. You know you'll regret that one. Forget the friendly terms, well fine, no longer is there any rapport. I don't hate you, by any means. But I choose my friends wisely, and none of them act like a child who didn't get the toy they wanted at the store.

I was tearing myself apart trying to think of how I was to go about everything with you. My friends have seen me at my worst but I'm sure they haven't seen me actually break down in the middle of school or on the bus since 10th grade....Two years and I shed no tears, it takes a lot to do that now. Well congradu-fucking-lations.

You admit you're hurt when you tell me to "Join the club" yet you act as if it's not phasing you. Whatever. I'm so done. This is the last entry that will concern you. Have a wonderful life.

I wrote this today in intro to drama, and if it hurts to read this, well shit, I don't give a fuck.

I'm having trouble breathing
because I'm suffocating
I keep coughing, surpressing what I wanted to say
And now that I've said it I feel okay.
The way you're acting now, like a child, proves I did the right thing
So once a again to another guy I have to say:

Someone derserves the best of me
that someone isn't you
you were never the best you could be for me
and I was never the best around you.

~~~~~

What's even sillier is that I wasn't ever around you, we talked on the phone, and online. WOW. That's one hell of a relationship.

~Forever a bitch, even when it's a rarity.

Friends only for now. If you think that I should publicize it then by all means comment, he's not on my friends list anymore so he can't read it.

Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

Just a thought for you to think! [16 Sep 2003|06:24pm]
For some reason this was on my mind today in english...I'm curious to hear what people would do so here is the scenario:

You are on a hike with your best friend, who by the way has AIDS. You guys started off early this morning and are now about 15 miles from your car and medical attention is 25 miles form where your car is. You just got done complaining to your friend about an open sore you have in your mouth that stings. Your friend laughs and runs up ahead of you about 20 feet.

He/she is still ahead of you by about 25 feet now when he/she stops suddenly in their tracks. You hear a rattling noise and know that your best friend sees a rattle snake. He/she doesn't watch the discovery channel and turns around and runs. He/she then gets bitten by the rattlesnake. Since medical attention is so far away the only way to save your friend is to suck the poison...in doing this there is a very good chance you could contract AIDS...do you do it????
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[14 Sep 2003|10:39pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

I like it when people talk shit about you by puuling someone else aside and not letting you in on what their saying. It's not obvious or ANYTHING like that. <3
All I have is love for people. Next topic.

Haven't talked to matt in quite some time due to some grounding on his part...which really sucks because i miss talking to him before I go to sleep!
Mmm goodnight.

Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

OH MAN! [08 Sep 2003|06:51pm]
My hair is sexy!!! It is RED! Again.

http://twelvestnsfemme.tripod.com/12stones/id3.html

Pics are there!

I love you matt.


Dannyell
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[22 Aug 2003|01:17am]
[ mood | Like Dannyell ]
[ music | The sound of my, me being Dannyell, voice ]

Today, I woke up.


Then, I did some stuff, which could be defined as cool/awesome.

Now, I'm talking about it in my COOL ONLINE JOURNAL!


The end.

XDANNYELLX

P.S. I swear to god, I am really Dannyell. You have no idea, me being Dannyell, how much of a Dannyell I am.

Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

Proud of myself [11 Aug 2003|08:06pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | The song I just wrote ]

I was half alseep today and I started singinga song and I was like..wait...I've never heard this song before...so I ran to get my notebook and I started writing down all I could get...and pretty soon I had this song...I'm quite proud of it because it's the first one I've written in months and I like it because it's foronce not about a personal experiance...I don't think...

You made me feel alive
like I could touch the sky
but now you're gone and I don't know what to do
all this pain has left me unglued

< Chorus >
I can't
you're every second left in me
I won't
you're everything I want to be
You'll see
you're everything left in me
and I can't let go
no I can't let go of you
< /chorus >

Now you're gone what should I do?
All the things you've taught me are no use
There were words and now I can't find the truth
I wish I could let go of you

< Chorus x2 >

No I can't let go
I can't let go of you-
-------------------------------
This song to me is about losing someone because of death or some other reason...I don't know..I just really like it, even though it's not a personal song to me.

I wish I knew how to play piano so that I could set music to what I can already sing...I'll attempt to record it and have it available on a site in the near future just because I am uber proud of it.

~Dannyell

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Stupid survey that Ivy put me up to. [06 Aug 2003|10:43pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | Jewel- Intuition ]

x. name = Dannyell Marie Bicknell
x. birthday = November 21, 1986
x. piercings = 0
x. tattoos = 0
x. height = 5' 6.5"
x. shoe size = 7-8
x. hair color = Auburn
x. hair length = chin length
x. siblings = Kaitlyn, jen, Jackie, mackenzie
x. pets = 4 cats, two dogs

last...
x. movie you rented = PhoneBooth (sooo good)
x. movie you bought = ?
x. song you listened to = Liz Phair- Why Can't I?
x. song that was stuck in your head = Mya- My love is like whoa
x. song you've downloaded = Jewel- Intuition
x. cd you bought = Liz Phair- White Chocolate Space Egg
x. cd you listened to = 12 Stones, self titled
x. person you called = Matt
x. person that has called you = Ivy
x. tv show you've watched = Degrassi
x. person you were thinking of = Matt Roberts

do...
x. you have a bf or gf = not yet ;-)
x. you have a crush on someone = yes
x. you wish you could live somewhere else = yes, FL
x. you think about suicide = no
x. you believe in online dating = not unless you meet them...
x. others find you attractive = I think so...
x. you want more piercings = yes...navel, eyebrow, under lip
x. you want more tattoos = no
x. you do drugs = no
x. you smoke = allergic
x. you like cleaning = HELL NO
x. you like roller coasters = yes
x. you write in cursive or print = I start to write in print and it just ends up going into cursive, lol
x. you carry a donor card = nope

for or against
x. long distance relationships = For
x. using someone = against
x. suicide = against
x. killing people = against
x. teenage smoking = against
x. doing drugs = against
x. driving drunk = against
x. soap operas = against

favorite...
x. food = french fries
x. song = Goo Goo Dolls- Iris
x. thing to do = read
x. thing to talk about = anything intelectual
x. sports = Softball
x. clothes = Levis
x. movies = The Princess bride, 8 Days a week, Girl, But I*m a cheerleader, Labyrinth
x. band = 12 Stones, Veruca Salt, The Exies
x. holiday = Yule

have you...
x. ever cried over a guy = yes
x. ever lied to someone = yes
x. ever been in a fist fight = yes, with my sister and I kicked her ass
x. ever been arrested = no

what...
x. shampoo do you use = Aussie Moist
x. shoes do you wear = Chucks
x. are you scared of = spiders

number
x. of times I have been in love? = once
x. of times I have had my heart broken? = twice
x. of hearts I have broken? = none to my recolection
x. of continents I have lived in? = 1
x. of drugs taken illegally? = zero
x. of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 4
x. of people I consider my enemies? = one
x. of cd's that I own? = like 50-60
x. of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = 3 times, all for track
x. of scars on my body? = a lot
x. of things in my past that I regret? = none

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Last time for two weeks [18 Jul 2003|04:41pm]
[ mood | non-heinous ]
[ music | Goo Goo Dolls- Big Machine ]

This is my last update for TWO WHOLE WEEKS!!! Whoa! I am on my way to Florida starting at 1:30am tomorrow! Oi vey...Goddess I am going to miss you all sooo much. But I will see you when I get back!

And remember "Be most excellent to eachother"

"I have a full-on robot chubby" if you can tell me what movie those come from...you will be my hereo..lol...and you want that!

Love always,

Dannyell

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[20 Jun 2003|10:16am]
Are You HOT or NOT?

This is historic..never had and 8.8 before.
Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

[19 Jun 2003|05:53pm]
If you want to see things from my point of view,
squint your eyes,
because everything is
Out
Of
Focus
Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

[18 Jun 2003|03:39pm]
sexy
do you have a special place in my heart?

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Sara The fucking amazing Lussier [13 Jun 2003|01:09pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | An Original- Sara lussier rocks my fucking socks ]

This entry is completely dedicated to sara the fucking amazing Lussier. Ith out ehr I woudl seriously belost...I cannot even begin to understand why the hell I forgot her in my emo entry...Maybe it's because she's never emo....But I really need to get on with this because she IS my best friend.

She has always stood by me even when everyone else hated me and when the rocks from my life were crumbling around me and hitting her...she was there....we've never been mad at each other for more than two minutes (remember the spaghetti tower in phsyics???We hugged two seconds after that fight, lol.) ACTAULLY I think that might have been our only fight this year...wait...it was.

She is one of the greatest people I know there are not even enough freaking adjectives to describe how amazing I think she is. Debonair, intelectual, funny...god there are so many thing I wish to say to her.

Sara Lussier I love you so much, you are truely one of my best friends. I don't know hat I would do without you. You are always theer listening to whatever I have to say and you get so involved in conversations with me that have a need for opinion. I love that I can have conversations with you like that. I just love the person you are and you play soccer orgasmically!!!!!!

Remember all thyose AMAZING times we've had??

"That's not velocity, oh wait, yes it is."
"well, he's playing it on light mode, so obviously he's not impressing me"
"Fucking anorexic spaghetti"

There is so much more to say..but I feel that I'd have to get emotional on her in person....just let me say thsi to end it..

Sara Nicole Lussier....you are an amazing outgoing (NO, you're not wild) young woman...and you seriously SERIOUSLY are my one true best friend....I am privavlidged to knwo you and I thank you so much for sharing what you did with me...with me.

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[10 Jun 2003|04:38pm]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | The exies- Can't Relate ]

Fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.

I just talked to my boss sandra...and she said that bc I'm going on Vaca for an entire month during summer that if she hires other people I'm not garanteed my job when I come back. which kinda isn't fair bc I work my little [okay big] patootie off there and get everything they ask done and quickly.

FUCK

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[29 May 2003|01:11pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | The Exies- No Secrets ]

So...this is my update. I am going to prom alone...unless I can find a date in about a day. Which probably won;t happen.

For some reason Jon Brown is not here today...and well he needs to be so we can film for Journalism after school, if he's not in journalism...I'm not staying after. So there.

I cannot wiat till I get my next paycheck...I buying a whole lot of begetarian pins and a shirt...and teh Meet your meat video...you all are welcoem to watch it..in fact I encourage that you do.






I'm just in the mood to promote a cause...feel free to ignore it.

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[25 May 2003|12:00am]
[ mood | content ]

aries lover



You'll Fall in Love With An Aries!


You want a lover like Aries, one who knows what he / she wants and goes after it.

You fall for assertive Aries almost instantly... the only sign powerful enough to sweep you off your feet.

Your Aries is dominant and romantic - bringing you lots of adventure.



You are attracted to people who are completely in charge.

Nothing turns you on more than surrendering completely, to the right person.

Symbols of power turn you on - from flashy cars to an Aries with lots of charm.



The trade off is that your Aries has trouble commiting and lack stamina.

You'll have to try extra hard to make the relationship fresh and fiery.

Keep that burst of passion going past the third date, and you are on your way!



What Sign Should Your Lover Be?

More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva

what's funny is that...I clash with aries...badly...as in...steve was an areis and look how taht ended up, lol.
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Progress reports!!! [17 May 2003|11:25am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | 12 Stones- Let Go ]

EEEEEP...so my progress report is as follows:

Photography: AB (I know it's an a...she told us all our actual grades)
Algebra 2: CD (it's a C)
English: CD (also a C)
Journalism: DF (it'd a d)
Physics: BC (it's a b)
US History: BC (also a b)

So TECHNICALLY journalism is my only bad grade...and for that I will have to beg and PLEAD for my mom to let me go to that party...I have found a ride there though..my dad's girlfriend [who's name is danielle, but is called Danni, ha ha ha] lives in Manch..and he goes up there everyday...and he said he'd drive me...all my mom has to do is pick me up...Then I get to go rafting....then I come back and on memorial day I'm mostly likely hanging out with ted again,unless his friend is having a party, in which case I'll proceed to make other plans...most likely hanging out at funworld playing DDR...so this is gooooooooood...and I am happy and content...again..let just hope that something doesn't go wrong thsi time, lol.

I'm working today noon to 10pm...so come visit me at some point....tommorrow I'm working 12:30 to 5..I g2g get ready for work though...

bye bye loves.

*xOxOxOx*

Dannyell
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[09 May 2003|11:09pm]
[ mood | Like a virgin ]
[ music | touched for the very first time ]

Wheee....I just got back form my first offical day as a loser that works at funworld!!! Yay. It wasn't bad!!!!!! Werll except this total wench who yelled at me because SHE wasn't watching her kid [gotta f'ing love that]. So I'm working tommorrow 12-6, when doe sthe drive in start? Someone call me and clue me in. I'll giev up the gas money!

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[08 May 2003|07:52am]
[ mood | Tickled Pink ]
[ music | Bambee- Cowgirl ]

He he he! Sara came to dinner with mi familia last night and then we went to Funworld. I got my Employee manual and we played a round of DDR...mmm cowgirl!

*SO the deal with tokens is this. For every $5 I spend on tokens I get $5 worth free...and NO I'm not doing it for you all the time!!!!!!*

Then I went to sara's house and played MORE DDR, it was amazing, and I sucked at doing Midnight Blaze, when I had previouisly gotten a B, so now I just work on not failing, and using my left foot more often, lol. I'm sure you all wanted to know that though.

Oh yeah, and thank you sara for dealingw ith my Emoness on the bus yesterday, because I suck and he sucks and that song is too beautiful to stand it, but I love it so....so thank you!

*Muah*
YelleBell

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[07 May 2003|04:10pm]
[ mood | Secksi, like pepsi ]
[ music | Spice girls- Generation Next [damn pepsi] ]

I was cleaning my room about a month ago [haven't cleaned it since then, ha ha] and I cam across my old notebook, I was looking through it and I came across thsi song that I wrote when I was around 14...it's so stupid that it's cute, ha ha ha, here goes:

When I was younger
I wanted to be older
I'd have a later bedtime,
and hang out with friends all the time

[chorus]But now that I'm older
I want to be younger
bc it's not what I imagined
this hell isn't heaven
I wish i was seven[/chorus]

when I was seven
guys weren't a problem
bc I didn't like them
I didn't need to wear a bra
or worry about "that time of the month"
So now that I think this Hell isn't heaven,
I wish I was seven all over again-

[chorus]

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[05 May 2003|01:07pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | 12 Stones- Let Go ]

Adopt your own useless blob!


He he he he he. I have a useless blob now too!!!!! [and it's secksi, with many a colour]

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[30 Apr 2003|03:20pm]

Boom Boom Dollar Supportive, understanding and the perfect friend! You have an open mind and a compassionate spirit. You've got a great attitude and your friends place a lot of trust in you. Your idea of the perfect relationship would be one that is equal on all grounds.


To take that quiz go here:
http://powersugoi.net/quiz/ddrtheme.html
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Ha ha ha ha ha [21 Apr 2003|04:41pm]
[ mood | rawr ]
[ music | Spinfire- there you aren't ]

Someone told me that ryan didn;t do something bad enough to castrate him. lol. Then I realized taht we can't castrate him. he has no balls. Remember. He couldn't even tell ashley the truth. Ha ha ha


Anyways. I'm pretty much over him. Granted I'm still a little hurt, I'm getting over it. Damn assholes. If you say to trust you...I'm steering clear, lol. Anyways. There's thsi guy that I like...and I'll go into detail about it to ya'll at lunch or something.


Sara. You are my bestest friend. If you need to vent call me.
Krystle. Oi I love you, I'm glad that you told her off. I love you!
Amy. I'm sorry you can't castrate him.

Anyone else. I love you still. Mmmm mmmm gooood.

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fuck you all [20 Apr 2003|10:51pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | Angry music ]

This is public for a reason guys. So Love me.

Ryan I hope you read this because it is targeted right at you. You asked me to trust you and I did what a fucking mistake that was. You are a liar and you know it. You promised you wouldn’t hurt me and you did. I told you it was hard for me to trust and you were so persistent in that I did. You know you gave me your number this year not last. Hell I didn’t even talk to anyone that was at elm st last year because I didn’t have any friends that were in 9th grade then so that’s bullshit.
You know you called me everyday for like a whole month. Remember that snow day? You called me at 5 something in the morning to wake me up and tell me there was no school, and then we went running. Remember? I do. You were the one who gave me your phone number, you were the one who called, and you were the one who asked me to hang out first. YOU always asked; you always called. Not me. The only time I called you was if I missed your call.
You know you asked for that picture of me when you were looking through the prom dress pictures I had. You know you’re a liar so just admit it. You know you said you liked me. You can’t even deny that [oh wait, you did] HAH I have it written down that you do. And you know that note she found? You know damn well I wrote that last week! Jon B. was sitting next to me in journalism as I wrote it. I gave it to you on Thursday or Friday.
My song list:
Trapt- Headstrong
Nonpoint- your signs, mountains
Veruca Salt- Loneliness is worse
Ra- Only
Evanescence- Everybody’s fool
Seether- Fuck it
Breaking benjamin- polyamourus [because that's what you are]
Blindside- Time will change your heart

{that is all for now.}

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[20 Apr 2003|06:41pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | Ra- On My Side ]

happy easter or whatever Jeiwsh/wiccan/any other religion's holiday that is comeing up!
:-)

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[15 Apr 2003|07:21pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | Angry music ]

I'm sorry all of my entries are now friends only or private. So if you are on my friends list, maybe my posts are for your eyes only for a reason...

Anyways. So bye bye all the people NOT on my friends list.

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wow [14 Apr 2003|09:07pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Josie and the pussycat- 3 small words/shapeshifter ]

So today I got home and decided to go for a walk. So I did. I wasn't satisfied [poor me] so I put on my rollarblades and rollarbladed to Haywards...in total [there and back] that's 4 miles. I'm proud of myself. the only bad thing [besides feeling rejuventated] is that I have blisters that are about the size of Canada on each of the insides of mon peid [my feet]. OW!!!!! So I'll be wearing sandles for the rest of the week. lol.

Overall today was a great day. Myy I'm going to go to sleep now, and I;'m going to hold mon pillow. [smirks]

2 Hopeless Romantics| Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

[10 Apr 2003|07:51am]
My legs hurt A LOT. I ran a mile non-stop two days ago...because I was pissed off about something. But yeah. I'm wicked tired today, so I brought a pillow to school. SO yeah. Our exhibition video is sooo sexy. What did you think about it?
3 Hopeless Romantics| Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

Hmmmm [08 Apr 2003|01:17pm]
[ mood | touched ]
[ music | Hanson- Give me your cherry [I want your sweet love] ]

Uh guys...if you search for "cho" on google image search...more than half of them are pictures of Chinese/japanese/asian people. Maybe cho doesn't mean whore or what not.

2 Hopeless Romantics| Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

[05 Apr 2003|07:09am]
[ mood | Nonchalant ]
[ music | Hanson- I wanna sex you up (unedited) ]

Oi oi oi...So I'm going running in about 7 minutes...much fun, really. Well, after playing DDR from 5-10:30 last night, I won't die like last time; but you never know.I;m going to make a quizilla quiz "What's Your Cho Quotient?" Ha ha ha ha ha.

I was sara's savior last night....A new joke was born, she embarrassed me over the phone, and all of a sudden I became her bodygaurd to protect her from a certain "guy". It was amazing. I made her NOT pay attention why he was showing off. Ladies and gents, NOTE if you are trying to impress someone to get them to liek you...don't play DDR to do it. We all know there are still people out there who are better than you!
Me-"He's trying to impress you again"
Sara-"Yeah I know, but he's doing it on light so obviously I'm not impressed"

"Actually, I really don't like massages, I hate the way they feel."
"Gee you know that charm you made me, I think it's working all too well"
Ha ha ha ha ha

Sara, I'm going to beat him up then grab his crotch for good measure. <~Chuckles~>

Ha ha ha ha ha....thsi is what my horoscope is for today:
Scorpio-
It seems you're not bothered by moral issues anymore, Stinger.
You're ruthlessly determined to do whatever
it takes to attain the object of your desires.

Sagittarius-
As the day draws to a close, Archer, you're in such a good mood
that you'd forgive even your worst enemy.
Unless, of course, they owe you money.


Wow...my scorpio one is kinda quinkie dinkie like....

1 Hopeless Romantic| Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

[28 Mar 2003|12:31pm]
[ mood | energetic ]
[ music | Mix tape I'm making right now. ]

yo diggity gawgs, hope ya'll are havinga great vaca. I;m going to ghetto tan in about 10 min [go lay on my jacuzzi and tan, ha ah ah it's free, UV rays and all]. So if ya'll wanna do something call me. My celly is 620-0451. Have a nice day. :-)
~Dannyellie Bell

Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

[27 Mar 2003|01:19pm]
sometimes I found out things that I wish I never had known.
Sometimes the tears run dry, crying all alone.
sometimes I feel stupid
sometime I feel lame
sometime I feel liek I've lost all faith
everything happens for a reason,
I know that's the truth
if everything happens for a reason
why am I not true???????

Oh blah that was crap...I just read something I should not have...not like I couldn't...it was just kinda out there...anyone can read it...but I shouldn't have...oh blah. This afternoon better make me feel better.
1 Hopeless Romantic| Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

[17 Mar 2003|01:24pm]
[ mood | shitty ]
[ music | The you're the worlds worst friend song... ]

I feel like such shit right now.....I forgot one of my best friends birthdays...Serah I am so incredibly sorry you have NO IDEA!!!!!!!! I will definatly make it up to you though...how's about on Wednesday (early release) we go and waste $20 on playing DDR???? I love you forever and I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I
suck a million times more too..........

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*mreow?* [13 Mar 2003|07:57pm]
[ mood | giggly ]
[ music | Unloco-Face Down ]

I came here to update...hoping I had something to say...but nope...I got nothing...oh well. Wait I did have something to say!!!!!!!! lol. Listen to Unloco...they are a really good band...that is all.

Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

Wow [13 Mar 2003|05:33pm]
[ music | Rawr ]

I didn't know that conversations with people who "want to get to know you" could last from 3:20-5:30...with a ten minute "I'll call you back in a few" break. lol....anyways. How is everyone in Blurtyland? I hope well.

Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

This night... [09 Mar 2003|08:09pm]
[ mood | Euphoric ]
[ music | Evanescence- Everybody's Fool/ Tourniquet ]

You read my entry about seeing my best friend....so that was amazing. Then Amy called and we hung out along with Steve...we went to mcDonalds...and I got to confront chris...no I didn't bitch him out...so it was pleasant...then I said goodbye to steve because he's moving...Lets just leave that at I got my closure...it was so amazing that I did....I;m just in the amazing euphoric mood...ugh....my day was amazing...my week is going to be amazing (hopefully)... I'M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!

Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

[09 Mar 2003|05:45pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | 12 Stones- Crash ]

I am so insanely happy right now. I just saw my best friend of all time Becca. She's so amazing....OMg it was so nice to see her. We just talked about everyone...like people we used to be friends with....it was so awesome...she might come here to see mindspin because I told here Joe was in it, lol...so when are they playing so I can tell her!?!?! This just definately made my weekend. :-)

<~BIG HAPPY DANCE~>
Love,
dannyell

Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

And a thousand tears I've cried [07 Mar 2003|05:04pm]
[ mood | Rawr ]
[ music | Evanescence- My Immortal and Tourniquet ]

What an emo subject line..... I can't help it guys...I think I might die my hair another shad elight of blonde then chuck it with Loreal Chunking in Red....that'd look hott huh?

~I've fallen in love~
With a song I mean. My immortal by Evanescence...it makes me want to cry. Amy lee's vocals are so passionate and the piano is played so fluently...and lets not get into the lyrical content...so much emotion runs through me when I hear this song...it's so beautiful......

my immortal
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along




I love the evanescence Cd...and all I have to say is you cannot be a musical connoisseur if you only like three genres of music!!!!!!!! OI oi oi...I'm off to stay at my dad's house for the weekend. Love you all
~Dannyell~

Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

STUPID WACK!!! [06 Mar 2003|07:15pm]
[ music | Evanescence- My Immortal (DL this song) ]

Ugh people were pissing Dannyell off on bolt tday...thsi was her response to all of the responses to the question : "How do you feel about those who practice witchcraft (wicca, pagan, etc..) calling their practice religion?"

TwelveStnsFemme
3/6/2003 6:03:20 PM
I think I replied to about 50 ignorant/not knowing people. I responded with something either very rude or this:
Please read this site, it's nothing mean but I know that you posted about wicca and I'm not sure how many misconceptions about it you have.. Just know that it doesn't mean worshipping the devil (we don't even believe in the devil)and we don't harm people. just like you have the 10 comandments...we have the wiccan rede. there are two rules we abide by. "and it harm none, do what ye will" and the threefold law...everything we send out comes back to us by 3. Please read the site...even if it's "against your religion"
http://www.angelfire.com/ar2/silentrealms/questions.html
---------------------------
I think it's funny so many people hate on Wiccans like we're satan worshippers. we don't worship the devil. we don't believe in the devil. We believe giving a name to something evil is giving it power. We believe in reincarnation...we die when we are perfect...and since no one will ever be perfect we will live in spirt forever. Some people are just so ignorant. When I was methodist I felt nothing and they I found the world of wicca and was surrounded by light. I focus energy on my goals, and (most of the time) I get what I want. I don't harm anyone or bend anyone's will. I abide by the rules. "an it harm none, do what ye will" and the threefold law. Which means If it doesn't harm anybody you can do it and everything I send out comes back to me times three. Which means if I send someone positive energy, I get postitive energy times 3. How dare anyone be so critical to us when they invent things for holidays...We worship a Goddess and a God. Magick is not white nor black because nature is both good and bad, not just one of them...there is always a negative side to what you do. We do spells and ceremonys just like you pray...and on our "holidays" (using that word loosely)we actually celebrate what happened on them. Unlike many religions...which make up things such as "santa claus" or the "easter bunny". Honestly...if you're going to say they're is something wrong with Wicca...at least actually research it first...everything you hear isn't true. To each his own. I might possibly worship the same god as you.
Blessed be.
I hope that you understand what I'm saying. Don't say that we cannot force our religion on you (we don't)but then force your religion on us and say we will burn in the fiery pits of hell. There is no hell and unless you have truely felt your God there...he is purely there as a comfort...I've felt the God and the Goddess with me while doing circles. I respect your choices, respect mine.
Blessed be.
Niamh Amaris Raelyn Writ

Damn closemind fucking choes. (*I'm pissed about this...sorry about the swears*)

I'm in love with the Evanescence CD...it's effing amzing...I STRONGLY suggest buying it...Amy Lee's vocals are amazing...and the music...omg <~::orgasms::~>...buy the CD...
My fav songs are...
My Immortal
My Tourniquet
Bring me to life
Imaginary
Haunted
Going Under
Taking Over Me
Hello
~HELL I like them all!!!!~
*Muah*
Dannyell

3 Hopeless Romantics| Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

hmm, makes you think... [06 Mar 2003|06:31pm]
[ mood | whoo ha! ]
[ music | evanescence- everybody's fool ]

I wonder who this could be about.....hmmm I wonder!


"Everybody's Fool"

perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that

never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled

look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now i know she

never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled

without the mask where will you hide
can't find yourself lost in your lie

i know the truth now
i know who you are
and i don't love you anymore

it never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool

Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

why? [05 Mar 2003|04:39pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | Evanescence- Taking over me ]

Why do I meet the most INSANELY hott people online and they find me hott....but every guy (and girl) in Crapshua is like "GET AWAY FORM ME YOU UGLY WOMAN BEAST!!!!!!"
Last week I met Rob....Hold on and I'll link him from my AoHell page...oi my sister wa son AoHell....so instead of walking my lazy ass upstairs...I IMed her...

xTheColourPinkx: GET OFFLINE YOU HAVE HOMEWORK
xTheColourPinkx: Plus I need to get onto my homepage
TwoPure2bpink: no i don't
xTheColourPinkx: so I can link a pic
TwoPure2bpink: i finished
TwoPure2bpink: HAHAHAHAH
TwoPure2bpink: a
xTheColourPinkx: Please :-D
TwoPure2bpink: not rite now
xTheColourPinkx:
TwoPure2bpink: i'm in the middle of a very important conversation
xTheColourPinkx: so go on AIM
xTheColourPinkx: :-D
TwoPure2bpink: no
xTheColourPinkx: why not??!?!?!
TwoPure2bpink: cause
xTheColourPinkx:
xTheColourPinkx: it would make dannyell happy liek this: :-D
TwoPure2bpink: NO

xTheColourPinkx: PLEASE
xTheColourPinkx: PLEASE
xTheColourPinkx: PLEASE
xTheColourPinkx: PLEASE
xTheColourPinkx: PLEASE
xTheColourPinkx: PLEASE
TwoPure2bpink: NO NO NO I SAID NO

xTheColourPinkx: PLEASE
xTheColourPinkx:
TwoPure2bpink:
xTheColourPinkx: please???
xTheColourPinkx: PLEASE>>>>
TwoPure2bpink:
xTheColourPinkx: I'll let you have shotty ALLLLLLL night
TwoPure2bpink: no
TwoPure2bpink: i get it n e way
xTheColourPinkx: No
TwoPure2bpink: yes
TwoPure2bpink: good bye
xTheColourPinkx: I do!!!!
TwoPure2bpink: NO"
xTheColourPinkx: YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSss
TwoPure2bpink: NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo
xTheColourPinkx: I LOOOOOOVE YOU
TwoPure2bpink: u hate me
xTheColourPinkx: DON'T TORTURE ME LIE THIS
xTheColourPinkx: LOVE YOUR SISTER
xTheColourPinkx: GIVE HER AOL
xTheColourPinkx: NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TwoPure2bpink: NO

TwoPure2bpink: NO

TwoPure2bpink: NO

TwoPure2bpink: \
TwoPure2bpink: NO

xTheColourPinkx: YES
TwoPure2bpink: no
xTheColourPinkx: YES YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO
TwoPure2bpink: fine bye
xTheColourPinkx: You will????
TwoPure2bpink: yes
xTheColourPinkx: you liar
TwoPure2bpink: nope
xTheColourPinkx: I love you!!!!!!!!!!

~~~~~Back to getting robs picture~~~~~

oi...I can't get it...but it's on a site...

http://hometown.aol.com/melancholylove/myhomepage/wack.html

Isn't he just so hott????lol...but I still only have eyes for like 4 people....some more than others! But he's so adorable...and he's funny too...he he he...NO I'm not going to meet him and get raped by a 47 year old...
I bought the Evanescence CD....it's pretty good...I was going to buy AAR...but I realized that 8 of my friends have it so I'll hear it enough until I get some $...I spent my lunch money on Evanescence.

2 Hopeless Romantics| Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

[05 Mar 2003|03:17pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | TAAR- My Paper Heart ]

oi vey..today's lunch was pretty funny...there was a little spider named herbert...and it was fine because herbert was not near me...then I went with Nikki, amy and Ivy to get Nikki a drink and we came back Krystle said "herbert's lost"...so I went to sit down and amy points and says "HE'S RIGHT THERE" so I scream and run away (ducking behind Nikki and Ivy's chairs)...lol...I was so afraid it was near me...they all think it's the funniest fucking thing...so many people heard me scream...lol...over a spider not much bigger than this: Oo

I was soooooo scared.....over and insie weensie spider..oi oi oi...then we had to preform our skit in SNTAS today...ours was nuts...you should hear our bloopers CD...lol...so funny

"Hi this is kitty from ABZD...and if you rummies get outta hand we'll give you the bum's flush..............FUCK!!!!!"

Pretty funny stuff....anyways...I have to go do my journalism homework....then I'm going over my dads...wait...I can do my journalism HW later...I have to clean my room (*i.e., shove everything in my drawers, closet, or under my bed*)

Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

[03 Mar 2003|04:23pm]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | All American Rejects- Swing Swing ]

I wish I was in NY right now..The Donnas AND the All American Rejects...that's like...ORGASMIC. THEY'RE ALL AMAZING AND HOTT>.>.>MMMMMMMMMM



See? ORGASMIC!!!!!!!
{It's very *tearful* that I can't be there with my Donna R tonight}


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~4 hours later~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
WEnt over ruby's to work on the project...went to pick up Iris....then tried on one of ruby's old dance outfits.....Ruby took a picture...and Iris gt some footage on her camera of my cleavage...all and all that part wasn't fun...then we went to DQ and my step dad just kinda "showed up" and surprised us...lol...quite funny...well ruby almost ran over a guy on the way home...AND WE BLASTED SWING SWING!!!!! IT WAS AMZING...Tonight kicked more ass than my whole vacation...even though we were "working on a project"

Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

[03 Mar 2003|03:10pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | My sister bitching at me about how my chores aren't done ]

Mike.
You are Mike!


Which SLC Punk are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Whoo whee...he's the best one...and when I have money...I fully intend on buying it. :)

This picture is for Nikkita:



Isn't it pretty? Smile!!!!They're both hotties!!!! The on eon my desktop is bigger..tee hee hee

Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

[01 Mar 2003|01:11pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | The beatles- all the lonely people ]

Ha ha ha...I have too many friends only entries...so if your on my friends list make sure you are signed in when you read my journal.

Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

Last night when I got home. [27 Feb 2003|02:07pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Faith Hill- Back To You ]

I was online for about ten seconds...then I went up to my room. I drew a pentacle on a peice of paper and wrote a little thing around the pentacle:
Have I made the right choice?
If I have may I sleep well.
If I haven't don't let me sleep at all.
As I say so shall it be (while touch each tip of the star in the pentacle that corresponds) Earth, air, flame, and sea. Blessed Be.
then I wrote and by the right choice I mean with Chris Hughes

Let me tell you...I got the best sleep ever...I fell alseep right away and woke up at like 9:34 this moring...it was the best sleep I've gotten all Vacation which means I did make the right choice. Well almost. I know what I'm going to say to him. I was going to last night...my mother made me get offline before he signed on though. Oh well. I asked Steve to tell him for me...I just asked him to copy and paste what I said into an IM with chris...I doubt he did it though. Even so I'd tell him myself anyways JUST to make sure he gets it. I don't even want to talk to him. He's a nasty steve wannabe and I cannot believe I even thought I liked him...ugh....even worse...I almost got together with him...and we probably would've kissed....he's gross ewwwww and he's preverted....ugh he's steve last year..... But I feel a lot better now that I've got him off my mind...I've been conteplating for the past three days. Krystle (*Being in bitch mode towards evil chris*) said that I should go out with him for two and a half months then dump him (this is because he wanted something at month three)...at this point I don't even want that. You should have seen our conversations...he put me in a very uncomfortable position and I wasn't about to be forced to do anything...whoo....Girl power!!!!

I love this song....I suggest very much so that you download it...even though it's country...it doesn't sound like it. The first time I heard it I cried...well if you read the lyrics and are WAY in my inner circle you'd understand why....

Faith Hill- Back to you

(*whispers*)Baby I'm gonna find my way back to you

I'm lying in dirt watching these shadows dancing across the walls
Nothing to do but think of you and count the tears that fall
Oh how I wish it was real
I wish I could feel you holding me close
Oh I think I know for sure
I should've never let you go

I would walk the world across the sea
A journey beyond the moon
I'll try anything go anywhere
To find my way back to you

I still don't understand the reason
I think I was just afraid (what can I say)
All I can do is to face the truth
And deal with the mess that I made
Now what I want is a chance to take it back and go home like this oh (and go home like this)
Ever since we said goodbye
We have been lost in loneliness

I would walk the world across the sea
A journey beyond the moon
I'll try anything go anywhere
To find my way back to you
Now baby I was wrong now that you're gone
The only thing left to do
Is spend every day, try every way
To find my way back to you

I know that I was a fool to push you away
And if you let me back in your life
Baby I swear all my heart and in your arms I will stay

Baby you're the only one
Baby, journey beyond the moon
I'll try anything go anywhere
To find my way back to you
Baby I was wrong now that you're gone
The only thing left to do is spend every day try every way
To find my way back to you
Find my way back to you
Wanna come back to you

Baby I'm gonna find my way back to you, back to you
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
You may not believe in fate...but in a sense I do. Have you ever been just in your room and randomly decide to listen to this CD you bought a million years ago (but never really listened to the whole album) or listen to the radio? And while doing that do you happen to come upon a song that expresses how you feel and how your life is as this exact moment in time? I get that so often. I just randomly decided to listen through my mom's Faith Hill cd and I came upon that song. I did that before with Matchbox Twenty. Almost ever CD I own has a song on it that expresses my life in one way or another...and I always find that song when it's mimicing my life. I call that a form of fate. Now when fate comes to love and jobs and such I have to tie in a quote from the movie girl. I know it's really lame to bring in a quote from a movie...but I love this quote so much.

"If it was in your soul to do it then fate would just take you there and everything else is just a test, to see if your the real thing."

Some things are in my soul...I can feel it. Like teaching...I love english and literature and I like teenagers...they have the most interesting things in the world to say and the most astute, poignant, and pertinent points of views. I feel it, but you might not. I love it, you might not. But it's in my soul and I know that I want to become a high school english teacher. And when it comes to love. Fate has brought me many wonderous people...but even though last year I was thrown a sour lemon I learned from it. You learn for next time. I learned so many things last year. You have no Idea...I took all that negative that was fed to me from this "sour lemon" and I put it towards the "next one" I learned more than you could possibly know about love. I love one person more than friends....I have loved before. I love people as friends. Not only has the "sour lemon" strengthened my relationships with friends but has also brought me new friends...Like Sara and Ruby; without you two I'd be lost. And Nikkita you've always known he was a sour lemon...and you opened my eyes to that...and you blinded me with a lot of secrets that you wanted to uncarve out of the table of lies, but you learn that everything you carve you cannot take out...because even though you've told some people the lies...other people are still in the dark. I thank you for sharing so many things with me. Amy you are one of the most beautiful people I have ever known. I can't express how many of you I love. If I were to die tommorrow I'm glad you'd all still be able to read this. Mike, I've known you for how many years? 11 I think and yet I still find you mysterious...maybe it's because before this year I hadn't take a lot of time to get to know you...but you are still an amazing person. and Jon I've known you since 3rd grade (8 years)...I don't think since then there was a year that we weren't friends...although we've never been great friends I always know I can tell you anything in the world. You are so funny and I cherish our friendship. Krystle...You moved when we weren't on good terms and then you were in SNTAS last year...and we became friends. You are such an amazing person I can't even grasp it. You give some really good advice and I think that last year when you hit me upside the head you made my brain actually work! But Hunnie you have to realize that you can't help everyone and it's okay to cry sometimes...you try and keep your "depression" (I'm using that word loosly)to yourself and that's not healthy. I'm always here if you need to talk. Jesus there are so many people...I can't grasp it all. I am the real thing...I just have yet to find a person that sees that. Oi...there are probably a million and two spelling mistakes or typos...but oi...I'm sorry this entry is sooo freaking long...if you read that...at least comment..lol
*Kisses and Huggles*
Dannyell
(*I really should be cleaning my room so I can go to Krystle's house tonight, lol*)

Jesus...I read it over and I started crying...with the faith hill song playing in the background...

4 Hopeless Romantics| Dream a Little Dream, Love is Just the Key

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