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(2 DiRrTy HoE | ~*WaNnA GiT DiRrTy*~) please read this!!! [26 Apr 2003|11:16pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | CANT HOLD US DOWN-->XTINA ] this is really important! please read! I WILL BE DELETING THIS JOURNAL IN ABOUT A WEEK SO PLEASE READ THIS AND ADD MY OTHER USERNAME TO YOUR LIST. THANKS! AND ITS WWW.BLURTY.COM/~XSWEETCHERRIEZX THANKS!!! <33 KARA PS. FOR THOSE OF YOU ON MY FRIENDS LIST I ADDED YOU ON THAT ONE TOO.

(~*WaNnA GiT DiRrTy*~) New journal... [26 Apr 2003|11:13pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | ...mary had a little lamb..little lamb..little lamb.. ] well i wanna thank " ihateskeezers17 " for doing this journal. i did get a new journal which i WILL be using this exact layout on so dont worrii ;) so if yall wanna check out my other journal feel free. i will no longer be using this one so mine as well take this one off ;) my other journal is www.blurty.com/~xsweetcherriezx there ya go. and have fun!! luv ya! <33 Kara ps. o yah add that name! thanks!

(~*WaNnA GiT DiRrTy*~) New journal... [26 Apr 2003|11:13pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | ...mary had a little lamb..little lamb..little lamb.. ] well i wanna thank " ihateskeezers17 " for doing this journal. i did get a new journal which i WILL be using this exact layout on so dont worrii ;) so if yall wanna check out my other journal feel free. i will no longer be using this one so mine as well take this one off ;) my other journal is www.blurty.com/~xsweetcherriezx there ya go. and have fun!! luv ya! <33 Kara ps. o yah add that name! thanks!

(1 DiRrTy HoE | ~*WaNnA GiT DiRrTy*~) just some boredness talkin... [26 Apr 2003|08:48pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | ..you cant always get wut u want.. ] ..??.. have you ever confused a dream with life...or stolen something when you had the cash...have you ever been blue or thought your train moving while sitting still?......maybe i was just krazii. maybe it was the 60s. or maybe i was just a girl...interrupted. ..!!.. i know what its like to want to die. how it hurts to smile. how to try to fit in but you cant. how you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. ..!*!.. tell me that you dont drag the blade across your skin and pray for the courage to press down!! ..~~.. some advice, ok, dont point your finger at fucking krazii people!! ..::.. was i ever crazy? maybe. or maybe life is...crazy isnt being broken or swallowing a dark secret its you or me aplified. ..**.. people as how did you get in there? what they really want to know is if they are likely to end up there as well i cant answer the real question all i can say is its easy.

(~*WaNnA GiT DiRrTy*~) quizzes [26 Apr 2003|05:52pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | 311-->down ] Sexy What word describes you? brought to you by Quizilla avoidant Which Personality Disorder Do You Have? brought to you by Quizilla wa wa wa lol. :D Brown Eyes What Color Eyes Should You Have? brought to you by Quizilla hahah that fits. + i do have brown eyes. muaha. Karl Urban: you like them tall, dark, sexy and fun. Which guy are you destined to have sex with? brought to you by Quizilla sexy........kinda? You are Carmen from Bizet's "Carmen"! You're hot and you know it. You don't like to be bored, so you go through men very quickly and have been known to break a few hearts. Watch out though--your hedonism could get you into trouble! Which DIVA are you? brought to you by Quizilla what the fuck......? You are cutting What Self-Mutilation Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Psycho. You are overwhelmed by anger. You may even hate the world and everything in it and you believe revenge is the way of the world. An eye for an eye. How Emotional Are You? brought to you by Quizilla you're a bro! How can I label you? brought to you by Quizilla LMAO LMAO LMAO LMAO LMAO !!!!!! Silly Flirt What Kind of FLIRT are you? brought to you by Quizilla Yo yo, what it is Dawg. You are the typical GANGSTA' from the hood. Word. Put down that piece and take off the bandana unless you want to be shot in a gang war. People fear and respect you in school, but they'll laugh at you once they graduate and you're in jail. What kind of typical high school character from a movie are you? brought to you by Quizilla lmao lmao lmao!! wtf is up with me being in all these ghetto wankstaz?? lmao innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it that way What Sign of Affection Are You? brought to you by Quizilla awwww aint that the cutest thing... You're nothing, really. But you're nice. What type of music are you? brought to you by Quizilla haha duh ok thats all buh bye!!! <33 Kara

(~*WaNnA GiT DiRrTy*~) last night. [26 Apr 2003|04:31pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | asfkljaslkfj-->kara ] well last night we went to NEo PRO. that was awesome. the best match was definately have to be Horace_Mondo vs. tommy gun_mason quinn. i was over by JAci most of the time. it was sooo fuckin awesome!! ok. the other reallly good match was kaos vs. austin aries. that rocked. the third best match in my opinion was Delgado's match. it was funny. hehe. the right man won.! i got Kaos' autograph again. woo hoo. ? and these girls were pissin me off so damn bad i wanted to like....beat their asses!! and yeah it was really fun. then after we went to applebee's that was awesome. talked with jaci a bit. and some other people. ok bye! i need a new background!! please! <33 kara

(1 DiRrTy HoE | ~*WaNnA GiT DiRrTy*~) depressed..... [24 Apr 2003|11:14pm] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | ╬ silence ╬ ] I am: ╬ stressed ╬ I love: look down◘ I hate: read the other survey. I fear: dying, well. i dont wanna write it again. I crave: a life I regret: too much I cry: a lot in my room. mostly on the inside. I care: i really do care. but i dont show it. I always: get mad at little things I feel alone: always I listen: not I hide: my feelings I drive: nothing at the moment I dance: never. i cant dance. I write: in my journal I play: volleyball I miss: someone im seeing tomorrow. well. a few people. I know: nothing I wonder: what people truly think of me I have: no heart I give: bad vibes I feel: depressed

(~*WaNnA GiT DiRrTy*~) bored as usual... [24 Apr 2003|11:01pm] [ mood | numb ] [ music | silence ] THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME: 01 | dying and the way ill die. 02 | my future and what it holds for me. 03 | drowning, being alone,being alone in the dark, loosing someone close. ------------------------------------------------------------ THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH: 01 | aaron 02 | tyler 03 | kenny ------------------------------------------------------------ THREE THINGS I LOVE: 01 | wrestling 02 | family 03 | friends ------------------------------------------------------------ THREE THINGS I HATE: 01 | annoying people 02 | liars, players. 03 | fakes, racism, prejudice, "i think im all that" people, you know. ----------------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND: 01 | guys 02 | life 03 | what some people are thinking ------------------------------------------------------------ THREE THINGS ON MY DESK: 01 | computer 02 | keyboard 03 | mouse ------------------------------------------------------------ THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW: 01 | typing 02 | reading this 03 | thinking --------------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE: 01 | successful, find my true true love 02 | have kids. 03 | live a happy life. ------------------------------------------------------------ THREE THINGS I CAN DO: 01 | wow...this is gona take me forever...um...talk 02 | type fast 03 | watch wrestling. =-\ ------------------------------------------------------------ THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY: 01 | bored 02 | depressing 03 | bitchy. ------------------------------------------------------------ THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO: 01 | dance, sing, sports, 02 | be pretty, 03 | make people like me ------------------------------------------------------------ THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO: 01 | down-->311 02 | cocky-->kid rock 03 | me bitch and complain. ------------------------------------------------------------ THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER: 01 | me bitch and complain 02 | strangers!! 03 | jeremy. ------------------------------------------------------------ THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST: 01 | "Im bored 02 | "I dunno" 03 | whatever ------------------------------------------------------------ THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS: 01 | goolash 02 | pizza 03 | grilled cheese ------------------------------------------------------------ THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN: 01 | how to sing, how to MAKE friends. 02 | how to dance 03 | how to be good at something, how to be nice, how to be a good true friend. ------------------------------------------------------------ THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY: 01 | water 02 | slice 03 | juice ------------------------------------------------------------ THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID: 01 | barney 02 | aurthur 03 | lamb chop ------------------------------------------------------------ RANDOM QUESTIONS.. 1. your name backwards: arak 2. How did you get your live journal BLURTY name? i am ecstatic and i dont know..it just sounded cool. i guess. 3. Are you homosexual? No Relationships Three ideal mental characteristics of a partner: 1| sense of humor 2| sweet 3| trustworthyness Three ideal physical characteristics of a partner: 1| Nice smile, clean teeth 2| nice abs 3| good hygeine Three things your partner should know and understand about you: 1| im bitchy and demanding. 2| i have my bad days 3| i need to talk Accomplishments Three things you've done and are proud of: 1| this is gonna take a while... --lived 13 years. 2| 10 minutes later.... --in 3rd grade i did good at the Iowa state test. 3| 57 minutes later... --kept a friend for 8.5 years ((surprise surprise)) Three things you've done and regret: 1| telling my momhate them 2| the 3 things i had to go to court for 3| being mean and there are many more things i have done and regret but i cant think of ALL of them. Three things you plan on doing: 1| living 2| going to college 3| progressing. People Three people who have influenced you most: 1| mom 2| my 2nd mom..no not lesbians pervs. 3| friends Three fictional characters you best relate to: 1| there is 2| only one... 3| angelica...cuz shes a bitch. Three people you'd like to meet: 1| pink 2| my true true love. 3| pierre from simple plan...can i add another one??? + m e + Ideals Three things you'd like to see more of: 1| some of my friends 2| summer weather 3| me doing good for once Three things you'd like to see less of: 1| me 2| bitchy 3| always

(~*WaNnA GiT DiRrTy*~) bored... [24 Apr 2003|10:43pm] [ mood | worried ] [ music | i dont know-->kara ] . My Father thinks I am: a dumbass yet when i am pretty much bowing down to him im daddys girl. . My Mother thinks I am: progressing. . My grammy thinks I am: a spoiled brat. . My grampy thinks I am: a good kid . My boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am: dont got a boyfriend . My best friend(s) think(s) I am: i dont have a best friend. =( +your three best qualities = fun, funny, opinionated +three worst qualities = can get mad over somethin small, im a big mouth, im lazy, bitchy, failure. +three things you are often complimented for = my hair god knows why, my "pretty" eyes, ((yeah right)) and my so called tan--i need a tan though. +you get embarrassed when = my mom is around, my mom says stupid things about me, my mom says things i dont want her to know, when people make a big deal juss cuz i think someones hott. +makes you happy = friends, wrestling, guys i like. +upsets you = idiots that think theyre awesome, when my brother annoys the hell outa me, a lot of things upset me. i am dumb that way. +you keep a diary = just my online journal that i hate cuz jeremy goes into it. >=O +you like to cook = not really. im kinda lazy. +you have a secret you have not shared with anyone = yeah everyone does +you fold your underwear = um. duh. +you talk in your sleep = yeah ive been known to talk jibberish. or my mom says i talk about guys i like lmao. +you set your watch a few minutes ahead = yes its better to be early than late +you bite your fingernails = yeah +you believe in love= well what is love...it hasnt happened to me at all. Do... x. you wish you could live somewhere else = yeah but i wouldnt wanna leave everyone x. you think about suicide = yeah but im too chicken shit to do it. x. you believe in online dating = hell no. its wrong cuz you dont know who youre talking to. x. others find you attractive = hell no!!! x. you want more piercings = yeah...i want my cartilage pierced and my belly button if i lose weight x. you want more tattoos = yah!! give me pain. x. you drink = sometimes x. you do drugs = no t anymore x. you smoke = im trying to stop. grr. x. you like cleaning = only at late night. x. you like roller coasters = hell yes. x. you write in cursive or print = print, i hate cursive, plus mine sucks x. you carry a donor card = no Have you... x. ever cried over a boy/girl = yes....not to mention their names. x. ever lied to someone = seriously who hasnt? if you say no, then thats a lie x. ever been in a fist fight = yes. x. ever been arrested = yeah well no hand cuffs but they call it arresting. Number... x. of times I have been in love? never. love is a strong word. x. of times I have had my heart broken? over love? none. but over being ignored...alot. and over losing ppl. 2. x. of hearts I have broken? none x. of girls I have kissed? truth or dare? it was a bet a long time ago. yucky. x. of guys i have kissed? just truth or dare. i cant get anyone. sadly. and im 13. x. of people I consider my enemies? the list is slowly going down, a couple but im not about to post it in my journal x. of CDs' that I own? atleast 50 but theyre all over my house x. of songs you know by heart? i have noooo idea, too many x. of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? never. im not that special. x. of things in my past that I regret? lots of stuff....mainly just 5 things. Seven things that scare you: 1. the way ill die 2. small spaces 3. the dark when no ones around 4. love 5. my future and whats in it for me 6. loosing someone close 7. loosing communication with someone i like. Seven things that make you laugh: 1. stupid people 2. wrestling 3. stuff i do 4. my friends 5. dumb pictures 6. home videos 7. some guys i like are stupid, cute and funny. Seven things you love: (not in order) 1. friends 2. family 3. wrestling 4. entertainment 5. my dog 6. i dont know 7. my room Seven things on your desk: 1. comp 2. monitor 3. pop can 4. pictures 5. cds 6. cigs 7. pen Seven things you plan/hope to do before you die: 1. get married 2. have a fam 3. go to college 4. find my true true love. 5. own a huge house 6. go to australia or hawaii or paris 7. get a good job Seven things you can do: 1. type 2. get mad 3. bitch 4. fail 5. watch wrestling 6. make stuff 7. talk Seven things about your future husband/wife: 1. loves me for me, not someone im not 2. sense of humor 3. hotttttt lol 4. outgoing 5. nice body 6. good personality 7. honest, loyal, charming, sweet, bad boy, loving, no cheating...etc.

(~*WaNnA GiT DiRrTy*~) Whoa. [24 Apr 2003|10:04pm] [ mood | silly ] [ music | when im gone--->3 doors down ] well. tonight kim, richard and shane came over. great fun. went to the hill again that was fun. then. blah blah blah. watched coyote ugly. then watched final destination and richard smashes a light tube over his back. no marks at all. but jeremy got marks on his hand. ok bye!

(~*WaNnA GiT DiRrTy*~) bleh... [24 Apr 2003|04:04pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | remember-->disturbed ] well last night i went biking to Target with Tyler and Jeremy. in the scarry scarry dark trail ahh. lol. i took Alex's flat tire bike. meh. anyways so our original plan was to go to Super Target but we stopped at Dairy Queen and it was closed and we were hungry and stuff so we went to Wendy's. that was funny shit. so there was this old fat guy at the register and tyler didnt have enough money at first and he was like yeah im stretching my balls for my family. hehehehe. funny. i was soOO embarassed. hehe. so i got a frosty when tyler and jeremy got food. meh. so we started talking about people and we said something i dont remember about shana and tyler wasl like oh the dirrty mexican and im like yah? and hes like oh the beaner. and keep in mind hes not racist its just funny as hell when he says that shit. but also mean. well there was a mexican lady cleaning tables right behind us. tyler isnt mean or anything so yeah. hes cool....he was like oh my god! haha. speechless. then we rode home and yeah. there was something in the woods! scarry. lol. then we got home and sat and they wanted me to go to Kmart with them and stuff and you go the opposite way on the trail that we did going to super target and yah. it goes into a tunnel and thats scary. it wasl like 11 at night. scary. and then they were like well yeah there's a mental institution over there too..yeah like that would really make me wanna go more!! not really so they were like yeah well its not like they can escape! they'll run into the fence screaming.! hahah! ahh. well we were gonna go to Kmart to throw shopping carts in the river and ride in them like jackass. wOO hOO. lol. well we ended up staying home playing tech decks. wooHOO. not like i can do anything on it. hehe. then i wanted tyler to bring me to the hill/jumps. so he did and jeremy came. then i went down the hill a bunch of times it was fun. well that pretty much concludes my night. the principal called and said that i have to do testing cuz they think im emotionally disturbed. haha. yeah right!! bleh. well i got a call from someone that i havent talked to in like forever but im not saying any names. lets call her...... " brittney " ok well bye bye!! **Kara**

(~*WaNnA GiT DiRrTy*~) whoa.. [24 Apr 2003|03:43am] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | down-->311 ] ok im really gettin sick of this background. heellllppp. hey anyone wanna help me out here? IM me on baby1gurl13 thanks!! <33 also if anyone knows how to put a picture on this journal but also keep the background. like...have the background but also put the picture on there and make it so that when you scroll down the pic goes with it and the background stays but it like...covers the whole journal thingy. i dunno. IM me and ill describe. thnxx girliez n guyz. <33 **kara**

(1 DiRrTy HoE | ~*WaNnA GiT DiRrTy*~) today. [23 Apr 2003|07:30pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | down-311 ] Hey yall whats goin down. ok...well. i woke up at like 4:10 PM today. i slept so long. i went to bed at like 2:30 too. oh well. so i woke up and Tyler was here and i thought he like skipped school cuz i didnt realize what the hell time it was or anything. so then i guess jeremy and tyler's little friend peter came over or whatever so yah. then me and my mom went to walmart to get my new glasses. meh. then we went to find somewhere to eat and ended up going to Lion's tap in chanhassen. we saw valleyfair. mwaha. lol. then i came home and blahblahblah here i am. well. looking forward to Friday for Neo Pro Saturday for blah. and Sunday for more of MPW. and then next wed. i go back to school and go to DCW. well. May 11th i wont be going to MPW and that sucks ass. though its mothers day i know that but still. i always go. :( oh well. bye bye!! <33 Kara yay!! thanks lisha for the makeover and thanks to " silentscreamz " if youre reading this is it ok if i add ya n u can add me?? thanks!!

(1 DiRrTy HoE | ~*WaNnA GiT DiRrTy*~) Argh. [23 Apr 2003|12:58am] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | fighter-x-tina aguilera ] im so stupid. i tried changing the colors around on my journal and i messed it up. could anyone give me a makeover out there?? if you can help me please email me thanks! my email is cherryliciouss69@yahoo.com ill send you the password and username on AOL or through email. my screen name is baby1gurl13 and my email is up there. ^_^ If you post a comment on here and let me know if your willing to do this for me then i'll post my requests on here. thanks! <333 Kara

(~*WaNnA GiT DiRrTy*~) bummer.... [22 Apr 2003|05:08pm] [ mood | scared ] [ music | silence ] well. i got suspended from school for like 5 days. no telling why though. and i might get expelled. that blows. and i have to go to court a g a i n. well. yeah. and i might get put into a st croix thing and i hope not. that would mean no mpw. :'( <33 kara

(~*WaNnA GiT DiRrTy*~) another night of mpw.. [20 Apr 2003|09:39pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | N*sync-dirty pop..lOl dont ask,,,please ] well tonights mpw was funny as hell. well the first part of it was. seeing jaci come out and just blab on and on was pathetic. seeing delgado ream on her was great. "you know jaci you always looked better with thison your head. -as he puts a bag over her head with nipple tape on it!!- that was the best. :D then johnson and delgado are "best friends" and tagteam or someting. thats awesome. So jaci tried slapping delgado but i didnt see her. i guess shes just weak lol. well. then she pushed him. i could see his tears. psh...then it was kaos vs. black stallion. stallion won but joey e and cannon came out and cannon ran outta the ring like a pussy and joey e got body slammed by stallion and stallion and kaos just shook hands and yeah. w o w kaos actually lost :P gator vs. kid krazy. that was ok. gator is funny as hell. hehehe :D then it was...Arik Cannon vs. ben sailor. ben sailor lost by tap out. and then the main event was El Veijo vs. Joey E. JOey e won for the cruiserweight title. so it was an ok night. well i gotsta go n do homework so i dont FAIL. seeya. <33 Kara

(~*WaNnA GiT DiRrTy*~) [18 Apr 2003|09:53pm] [ mood | ditzy ] [ music | +....u can get this L a p d a n c e here for f r e e + ] Well. Yesterday. i went to school. got home. sat. My mom wasnt there. so i just sat here online and worked on my webpage. then. the doorbell rang. i thought it would be stupid annoying alex or lucas because obviously they have no life. but i opened it and it was carrie. :D well i guess my mom went to go pick up josh and was late to go pick carrie up so her ride wouldnt give her a ride all the way home but would bring her to a bank. shes such an assClown sometimes. :P anyways. so she sat there with me, lestat and tony. :D:D and yeah. then my mom showed up. and we got in a fight. i didnt know what i did. =\ anyways. then i went with her to drop carrie off. because. well. she told me i couldnt go. but i always get my way. :D lol. then we went to Walmart. and heres my mom sitting there saying shes not buying ANYTHING. remember that. then she ends up getting 7 DVDs and a cd for ME while i was being a bitch to her. :D then we saw a pair of glasses i want. and saturday. were going to get them maybe. :D then we went to Mcdonalds. and went to drop carrie off. Then i forget what we did. but today. I went with jeremy to his BCW meeting. that was really funn. + K E V I N + K A O S + I S + SO + F U C K I N G + H O O T T T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <333 ok. well that concludes my time. (( aLISHa ))

(~*WaNnA GiT DiRrTy*~) -hmm....- [16 Apr 2003|04:19pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | -silence- ] Sometimes I think that if I died now, like right at this second, no one would miss me and no one would fucking notice. I haven't talked or thought about death in the longest time, But lately it's been on my mind alot. It's not like I'm suicidal and I'll go kill myself or anything, It's just that, Sometimes I wonder how things would be after I die. Like, Who would miss me? Would anyone care? Would anyone notice? Would ppl feel bad because of what they did to me before I died? What if I were to die in my sleep tonight, How long would it take my stupid parents to come upstairs and find me? I could probably lay dead in my room all day before anyone even bothered to come check on me. It would take them to about 7 at night to come look in my room for me. Everyone thinks it's an advantage that I go up in my room and no one bothers me, There are actually days, where I just sit at the computer all day or sit up in my room and no one even bothers to come say hi to me. If I died, I wonder if certain ppl would ignore me then. I wonder if everyone would know. I wonder what the ppl in school would say. I wonder what my online friends would think, How would they know where I was? Who would tell ppl online if I died? Who would tell all my friends? Would my parents invite them to my funeral? I just wonder about death.. It fasinates me to know what ppl would do after I died. I wonder how I would be remembered. After I died, The truth about what ppl think about me, It would finally come out..

(~*WaNnA GiT DiRrTy*~) ya see...... [16 Apr 2003|03:18pm] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | misunderstood-bon jovi ] see! its so gay. the picture doesnt even show up. haha. well ill prolly update this in a lil bit if i can think of something to write in here. im trying to think what i can say in here thats really very worth thinking about. i want it to be really long and useful. i have no clue what to say though. so im gonna go off and play my little boring disney games until i find something to write about. lol. luv ya. (*(Kara)*)

(~*WaNnA GiT DiRrTy*~) ok then. [16 Apr 2003|03:14pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | misunderstood-bon jovi ] well. i took a quiz, because i was bored and it turned out to be a lizzie mcguire quiz!! ok....? i hate that show. i never watch it anymore anywayz. haha. this is funny. im this one person....... I'm Miranda Sanchez! Take the "Which Lizzie McGuire Character Am I" quiz! o.o Kara o.o

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