| Happy Birthday to ME! |
[09 Oct 2003|11:48am] |
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Yay...today is the big day! I'm finally 21!! Whoa...i feel old. Well I dont have much planned today but it seems to be going well so far. i got flowers and people have been singing happy birthday to me! it's been nice...I'm not expecting much for today...all i want is to just enjoy myself. Just be happy.
But getting presents is nice too...hehe
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| BORREEEDDD!!! |
[24 Sep 2003|03:40pm] |
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Very bored and very sleepy. I wanna go home and sleep and not be here at work. Right now I'm at work and I'm leaving for another 45 minutes. Damn!! I wanna go home now!! grr... ME WANT SLEEP! Ok well I'll write again later bye!
oh yeah, school is starting tomorrow! This sux!
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| Weird stuff |
[11 Sep 2003|11:19am] |
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A lot of weird stuff has happened since my vacation has started! First...the sadest of em all, Clifton's dad died. Clif is trying to hold on but he gets upset every now and then. It's so sad...
Then on Sunday, my mommie goes to the hospital! It's her asthma again, I can't believe she didn't have her inhaler on her at the time. She stopped breathing for a while, and they had to put a tube in her throat. It was craaazy! It's such a crazy week for parents! I haven't really even felt like I started my vacation yet. It's just been a lot of heartache and worry. It's a toughy. But the good news is I think my mom will be able to come home today, the only bad thing is....my room is a mess and I'm worried she'll not like it at all. Grr..
My dad was vacuming before I left for work and my room was not going to get touched by that. Too much crap on the dang floor. Aiy...and I want to hang out w/ friends but it's like I got all this stuff to do at home. Like cleaning stuff I mean. I want to do stuff at home but I'm too dang lazy when I get there! I feel like I want a whole year off to myself sometimes. Man I'm only like 20 (going on to 21 in Oct. whoo) and I feel like I need a break from life already! sadness...
Well enough about my boring nonexistant life...I guess I'll have more to say when my life starts getting more interesting!
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| Here...there...everywhere... |
[25 Aug 2003|04:10pm] |
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Today is the start of the last week of school...til Finals. But I only have one final on the finals week to worry about. I can't wait til school is OVER!!! ahhhhhh. there's so much I want to do! Six Flags, the beach, baseball game, my "room time," and just pretty much hang and kick it with what little friends I have!! This summer sucked majorly! Friggin stressed up the butt w/ stuff I hate and still worry about work stuff! I dont mind work, but I hate that I'm stressed from being here at work! whatever, I dont care anymore, I mean the work will get done...just not right now that's all! hehe.
Clif and I are good. I feel like I haven't seen him for so long! Today we finally get to hang for a bit! YAY! he should be coming to see me any time soon!
I just got back from Fresno last weekend. It was funny playing w/ the kids, but I realized...oh hell no I wouldn't want to be a mom! I was so tired at the end of the weekend...all they wanna do is play!!! it's soo cute...but um no...not now...haha
ok that's it for now! bye!
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| TGIF (Thank God It's Friday) |
[11 Jul 2003|03:58pm] |
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Hewwo...well today is Friday! Yay, I've been hating school a lot lately and it's only the end of the third week of school! I feel stressed and tired already! I dunno but I am...dang. I had dropped one of my classes so now I'm only taking two classes. I think I'll be a little behind but...I guess as long as my grades don't suffer.
Today we just got out of trainning for Orientation. I dunno if it's just me but I think Orientation kinda sucks now! Budget Cuts happing here and there and it doesn't seem like anybody is getting what they want! Sucky! Plus, I just feel like everything in Orientation is a lot more work than it should be! I really don't they're paying us enough for this. It is a pretty stressful position. But oh wellz...we'll just have to see how it'll turn out in the end.
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| Interesting News |
[07 Jul 2003|12:47pm] |
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Well I haven't written in a while so I thought I would do it now. Well I got a new job! Kind of...I still work in the same place but I got a different position now. I am now a programmer! The title is the Travel, Recreation, Wellness Programs Assistant. So that's all the news for now and my parents are out of town! Whoo hoo...hope they're having fun. But now that they're gone I'm gonna have some fun for myself...hehe. =)
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| The Rafting Trip |
[23 Jun 2003|01:12pm] |
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Well I did decide to go the White Water Rafting trip! It was soo fun! I'm glad I decided to go! We got to sleep in tents and it's a good thing I brought mine because there wasn't enough for everybody! So it was cool sleeping outside and stuff. But it was hella cold in the morning and in the middle of the night. And they fed you with breakfast lunch and dinner and all the staff was really cool and nice to talk to! They also had a friggin big screen tv there! It was weird...but at night there was free time after dinner, so a lot of people watch a movie at night. It was cool. The rafting part was fun too! Our River Guide was really nice and cool to talk to. We did all the fun stuff on the river that some people don't do. I go so sunburned though! But that's my fault because i didn't really wear any sunscreen. I really wanted a tan man...and I did...hehe! During the rafting we saw a raft flip over!! It was interesting to watch but all the people on that raft were scared! but they all turned out ok. It was sad because one of them didn't know how to swim and she was super scared! They were all shivering like crazy when they finally got back on the raft. But I'm glad they all turned out ok. After that we always watched their raft just to see if they would flip over again. Sad but we really wanted to see something like that! Overall it was super duper fun fun fun! And I'm glad I got out of town before school started...I really needed it!
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| Decisions |
[18 Jun 2003|10:52am] |
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Well hi ya'all. I wish sometimes I wasn't so indecisive sometimes! I can't decide if I wanna go to the White Water Rafting trip or not! I mean, I won't know anybody there...and I'll feel uncomfortable because I dunno how the living accomindations are gonna be like. But then again, I'll have fun, it's something new to experience and I'll get to meet new people and it'll get me outdoors! So I'm completely torn! I just can't decide...
I greatly appreciate anybody who would like to leave a post for me to help me decide what to do! grr...
And for real newz...I finally finished OL training...it's was pretty boring. But kinda fun at the same time. It was just boring cause it was all just stuff, the 2nd year OL's already knew and it was pretty long. I hope we get paid for that though.
I started the Slim Fast Diet thingy and well...it's only the second day so I can't really tell yet. Oh wellz...I'll figure it out later.
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| This is new |
[16 Jun 2003|04:09pm] |
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Yay, finals are officially over! But I got a lot of work to do still. Even though we're on our break now, I feel like I haven't had my break yet. I wanna go out somewhere wild and crazy! But Oh Wellz...eventually I will...I hope. Whaaahhh.
Today I had OL training w/ my OL peeps! It was a bit boring yet...still fun! Then I filmed a bit for the Get Involved video. Dang, it is so tiring trying to get everybody to cooperate! But it was still fun. We had some pretty good laughs! Oh and I'm soo glad that I'm not the only one who realized that Josh from Big Brother goes to our school! Irma and I finally found another person to enjoy our celebrity with! yay! I dunno why that makes me so happy but it does...hehe! ;)
Later today, Clif and I are going to Olive Garden...mmmmm...then we're going to go on this sad sad diet...haha. Well not that it's sad, it's just that I think I'm gonna be pretty cranky for a while. We're gonna try and go on the Slim Fast Diet. Well, whatever works. I think I've gained about 10-15 pounds since I started college. I really need to burn this s#%$ off! Well i hope it works! I'm gonna have some hard times...but I'm gonna try.
Right now I'm at work and it's sooo lonely here! I realized how I don't like working here when there's no one around! I hate working by myself. Actually, I dont mind working by myself as long as there are other people around me working. And right now, there's no one here but lil 'ol me! boo-hoo...and I'm getting kinda sleepy too dude! Oh wellz. Ok I'm done for now. Till laterz...
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| I'm happy, yet I'm not. |
[10 Jun 2003|06:42pm] |
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Well was kinda my last day of finals! Yay! I woke super early today...8:00am! dang..that is super early (sarcasim here). and i met up with Louis and Corinne to study for film aesthetics. I was soo sleepy! I dont think we offically started studying until 10am. But I'm glad we were able to finish studying cause we got our shit done! Took the final, thought I did pretty good in the beginning of the test then it started asking about stuff I so didn't study and I got lost!!! Hopefully I'll do ok tho. And dangit, I got a friggin B on my dang paper! I know know...oh no...a B! ::gasp:: but it's just one of those papers you know you could have done better! If I had good grammar usage, I think I'd get at least a B+ well, hopefully the test will be ok.
Then I had my Religion final and I got to take it online! my how far techonology has come... I'm glad I finished it though. I dont really like what I wrote, but I kinda don't care anymore...that class is so weird!! all we do is talk talk talk! watever...I just hope I pass. this quarter wasn't very fun for me.
So here I am now writing in this so I can waste time till 7:30pm. that's when I get to watch all the documentaries in our class. i hope i did good on that documentary! I work my butt off for that thing! Even though it doesn't have as much B-roll like the other students had...I just hope my content came out right. Oh wellz.
ok so for the "yet Im not too happy" part. All I can say is..."relationship problems"...I dont want to get into detail because I don't wanna start bawling...I've just been having a hard time at the moment. More so than ever. We've had our ups and downs before, but this is really serious. I remember back in the days when we used to fight about staying on the phone too much. i guess 2 years will really do it to ya. i dunno what to think, feel or act. I'm just a very confused person at the moment. and I dunt like it very much...it's also affecting how I feel about myself...(too hard to explain). Well hope there are happier moments later...
Note to self...must find pic to put up here! ;)
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| Stressin a bit |
[09 Jun 2003|02:13pm] |
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Uhhgg...School. How sucky it is to be here. I'm kinda tired, stressed and a bit worn out. I feel as if there is a huge weight on my chest and shoulders. Maybe I need a back rub or sumthin.
Today I wore sandles and it started sprinking outside. I hope it doesn't rain too hard today. Or else mah lil feet will get so cold! Well I actually wouldn't mind cause I'm kinda hot right now. I'm still a bit sweaty coming back from Gymnastics and stuff. I hope I pass this dang class! I have a lot of absences...oh well. I'm so tired I feel like taking a nap now. But I can't cause I'm at work...dang. I'm sleepy.
Then I have to do my dang religion final...that just sucks big balls. And what also sucks is I can't even see Clifton cause he's hanging out w/ his "friend" today. Dangit! Oh wellz...I need something to wake my ass up.
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| Happy Birthday! |
[08 Jun 2003|03:51pm] |
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Happy Birthday to my loving Boyfriend!
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| My very First Entry... |
[08 Jun 2003|02:12pm] |
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Alright, my first journal entry! I think...I clicked on the "update" button and this is what they showed me. I hope this is right. Ok so hmm...what am I going to say? Well why do I just talk about my day. I woke up from a phone call today from my boyfriend. Then went back to sleep then I got woken up again from my friend Jacky. Poor thing, called to see if she could come over to my house cause she was all upset about her boyfriend. So she came over to tell me that today was the day she broke up w/ her boyfriend. She was pretty upset, but she seems to be ok now. Then I went out to get In and Out cause I was starving! And that cheeseburger was quite yummy! While I was eating, I started to watch my movie "Minority Report." I only watched the beginning scene then turned it off cause I was done eating! I've seen the movie already, but it was nice knowing that I could watch it whenever I wanted. I really lucked out w/ that sale at Blockbuster that Memorial Day. Got so many cool movies! Yay!
Ok now for the crappy stuff, Finals are this week and I don't want to study or do anything...I am so sick of school..eww. I just want to start working already or sumthing. I have a P.E. class on Monday...yuck, then on Tuesday I have 2 Finals one for Religion and the other for Film Aesthetics...yuck, then I have my Gymnastics final on Wednesday...yuck cause I don't really like that class then I have my Archery Final, which is written! Damn!
Well that's all for now folks...I'll have to figure out what to write next later onz...
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