[ batty cakes <3 ]

Time:	7:00 pm.
Mood:	pissed off.

Ok well, Friday, I deicided I wanted to go to the Library 9th period to hang out with Kaitlin, Adam and Kristin instead of sitting in studyhall. So, I go down, sit down and get situated, then they call me up to Miss Solomnon's room ... granted, I have no idea who the hell that is. So I go up there, pretty pissed because I just want to hang out with my fucking friends. So I go up there, and I know that it is obviously about my Health project and the self-mutilation.So I go up there, the lady was nice and stuff. She told me she used to work in mental hospitals and whatever. So the whole ... "session"? was pretty painless. She told me she won't tell my parents unless I am in immediate danger to myself, which I'm not 100% sure I'm not ...? But she just had me show her a few cuts and then made me another appointment. Not too bad ...

After school, Kristin told me everyone was coming over my house after school ... I was just like "what?!?!?" They planned out this whole idea for our Earth Science project on Earthquakes. So everyone came over at 5:30ish ... and we didn't really start woking until about 8ish. The whole idea was about Chicken Little feeling an earthquake and telling everyone the earth is crumbling. So she goes and tell Ozzy and Sharon Osbourne [bolle heads], red ranger, and a dancing macerana monkey lmao. So then they all go to see the great Ala and he tells them about earthquakes and such. Good idea, I think. It was soooo much fun to make, because Kaitlin M, Kaitlin C, Kristin, Monica, Jessica and Adam all came over and the whole video turned into us all laughing our asses off and making fools out of ourselves. At the end, we put about 3-5 minutes of "bloopers" and it's just fucking hilarious. If anyone here has Mr. Swisher, you will def. see the video!!!!!! Jessica [the last person to leave] left at 10:30. 5:30-10:30!!!!!!!!11 hha!! I was exhausted when everyone left, so I put on the Little Mermaid and didn't even make it to see the part where the boat explodes!!

Today, My parents had my aunt who is a real-estate agent in new york, come look at our old house to see if she could sell it, so we had to clean. grr. it sucked.

Dave dumped Kaitlin ... I hope he dies. No one fucking messes with my or my friends, especially Kaitlin. Prepare to die, Dave!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Slit my Wrists .

Time:	1:46 pm.
Mood:	crazy.

I had a new years party, it was great! My friends in the local band The Klix played and the singer dates the singer from No Obligation, so they played at my house too. Even though I know they didn't have a good time, I know I had an amazing time! One of my best parties! We got trashed at 7 before everyone came over and brittany drank a lot. She was totally wasted, and since she's in the Klix she could barely remember the songs. She kept begging Amber to sing Oi Toy! by the Devotchkas. heh. All in All, I think it was a good night. We were all playing Truth or Dare Jenga, which was fucking great!! At midnight I wanted everyone to kiss and shit, but I didn't have a partner!!! Kristin and Monica were partners, Kaitlin and Adam were partners, Brittany and Josh were partners and all that was left was me, Shane and Melody. Melody sure as hell didn't wanna kiss anyone, so I kissed Shane at midnight!! Woo. lol. I felt pretty bad for Melody, she was really depressed/upset because of this situation going on with her, brittany and Josh which I won't get into. I felt bad, and I tried my best to cheer her up. At 1 my dad drover Kristin, Monica, Josh, Adam and Shane off at their houses and I stayed up until 3 in the morning [insomnia]

My Melo 1 year in 7 days!!! I hope I get some good karma because of that. I may not update all the time but I do always check my friends journals, etc. I'm happy for Morbidgoddess because she got an elite account! Lucky Fucking Duck!!! :P LIVEJOURNAL IS BETTER THAN MELO!!! :D

Well, New Years Day my parents had off of work so they took me and my brother out to lunch at Bennigans and to Media Play, Best Buy, and Walmart. I bought a lot of shit. At Media Play, I bought Marilyn Manson - The Last Tour on Earth and The Texas Chainsaw Massacre. At Best Buy I bought House of 1000 Corpses and Marilyn Manson - Guns, Gods and Government World Tour. My dad bought the No Doubt singles CD, which I plan on stealing!!

Tata Lovers!

Slit my Wrists .

Time:	12:03 pm.
Mood:	chipper.
Music:	korn - wake up.

Today, I went to Party City to get some things for my party. I'm hoping this won't be a disaster!!! I wanna get really trashed one last time, and give up alcohal, drugs and cigarettes all together. I also want to get some fucking ass, so hopefully that will happen. I was thinking it probably would, but now I have doubts. Oh well! As long as we have fun, right??

I might have to whip out the Truth or Dar Jenga, or we could play spin the bottle :P.

I'm excited!!!

Slit my Wrists .

Time:

11:05 pm.

Helllllo ^.^

Today, Jessica came over and we watched the Nightmare Before Christmas. Then we went in my room and started watching Toy Story 2 when my dad told me we were going out for dinner and going to the mall. So we dropped Jessica off, and went to Tops and cashed our $50 checks and went to the mall. I went into the bookstore first hoping to get a Courtney Love biography, but they didn't have it. Then I went to FYE and bought KoRn - Issues and the KoRn Deuce DVD that has all the full length videos on it, etc. Then I went over to Hot Topic and bought lots of very pointless things :P. I wanted to buy the HIM shirt but they didn't have it this time for some reason? I don't know, but I bought Razorblade romance by HIM and also a HIM pin with a heartagram on it. I also bought a pink Faerie poster, a Killswitch Engage shirt [which I accidently got in 2X!!!! I just wanted a large!!!], checkard shoe laces and star bracelets. That's all I bought :/. I wanted to get a Living Dead Doll but they had boring one's, and there were these girls in there that were pissing me off!!!! They were in the changing room picking out "matching shirts"? or something and they were just annoying. I swear, ever since they put a Hot Topic in there, everyone shops there. It really pisses me off. I don't really like Hot Topic anyways because it's so damn expensive. But, whatever.

So after the mall we went over to Duffs and I got chicken fingers and they were very, very hot!!! I was like HOT DAMN!! :P And now, I'm home :)

Slit my Wrists .

Time:	2:07 pm.
Mood:	awake.

Hey Guys, Read this and please paste into your own journals.
We need to get the word out!!!!

Want to annoy the (ANTIGAY) American Family Association?
They are conducting an online poll about gay marriage, and plan
to show their results to Congress. When I took it, it said 80%
oppose same-sex marriage and civil unions, and that 17% are in
favor. Of course, it begs the question, who are they polling? Well,
some friends and I decided they needed some OTHER input.

Go here: http://www.marriagepoll.com

Slit my Wrists .

Time:	1:26 pm.
Mood:	exhausted.
Music:	korn - let's do this now.

I'm in love with the KoRn CD. When I finally go shopping with my christmas $$ I'm going to buy "Issues" because I love the songs on that CD and whenever I wear my KoRn Follow the Leader shirt, Cody always tells me I have "Issues"! :P [I think it's funny!]

I haven't been doing much of anything lately. I just sit on the computer and rot. Oh and my mom throws parties so my family is CONSTANTLY over. I've only seen/hungout with Kaitlin so far this break, and I started break on monday last week! We did take a SHIT load of pics, like 105?. I want to post some, so I might do that later.

I thought I had a cute outfit on yesturday, I had on my polka-dotted dress, my new Demonia Mary-Janes, a skull sweater and black tights. Then I changed into my pajamas halfway through my mom's "party" and everyone was making comments. THere were like "Oh I thought you were going to have skull pajama pants" and then my mother was like "yea, well look at her shirt" and blah blah. Dicks. Then when just me, my mom, my dad, my brother, my aunt and her boyfriend and my grandpa and grandma were left, we watched poltergeist which is an AMAZING movie but not fun to watch at ALL with my family because my Aunt's such a burnout.

My aunt also decided to tell everyone about when she went to Phish concert with her daughter, her boyfriend and my aunts son. I was just thinking "Hello? people pass around free drugs at those things!" I didn't say anything though, except to my dad. He aggreed with me :P She also told me and my mom that her daughter got expelled for having a pipe in school. How nice.

Well, I'm really bored and this is really long and pretty damn pointless is you ask me, so I think I'll spare you from any other pointless information.

Good Day

Slit my Wrists .