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Saturday, May 8th, 2004
1:05 pm
So theres nothing to do and I'm bored and I think tonight I'm going to go see 13 going on 30 by myself. It sounds like fun cause nobody wants to go with me so yeah I'll go hang out with myself...

current mood: annoyed
current music: marilyn manson >>

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11:51 am
mhmmmm im bored so how bout you guys call me so i can go somewhere today

current mood: tired
current music: afi

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Thursday, May 6th, 2004
10:46 pm
STUPID SCHOOL TOMARROW... *sigh* i have to go but its friday -dances- im going to bed. and then school. *sighs endlessly* will this ever end? i hate it.

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3:40 pm
home from school. wow the stuff a 3 and 5 year old can do to a house in a matter of 8 hours. I HATE STUPID PILL POPPERS WHO SLEEP ALL DAY AND DONT WATCH THEIR 3 AND 5 YEAR OLD KIDS, *coughROBINcough* today sucked.

current music: him >> sweet 666

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7:02 am
oh shit. my fingers are still pealing.. *climbing closer towards death* i'll bleed to death cause all my skin is going to be off my fingers, and your fingers aren't they something that bleeds alot or easy or whatever. DEATH IS AMONG ME. hahahaha. *dies*

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7:00 am
going to school. i have to kinda cause last night i actually went somewhere, but.. i figure. tomarrows friday. so. woo or something.. be home at 3:10-3:15 ish cause I have to ride the bus. I'm SO TIRED. *pouts*. im a cry baby

current mood: angry
current music: none >>

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Wednesday, May 5th, 2004
4:20 pm
I got through 3 periods today, my mom drug me out of bed by my hair and made me go for 2nd 3rd and 4th.

current music: hurt >> nin

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Tuesday, May 4th, 2004
9:49 pm - hi
i didnt go to school today and im beginning to hate school, i still have so much makeup work... and i just.. i dunno. i guess i don't care about school anymore, i don't know why. it's not the school part, its the people. i hate how everyones so mean, and everyone makes fun of you. and everyone stares you down, and looks at you funny, and makes you feel out of place. i hate it. i don't want to go back, but my mothers forcing me too. atleast tomarrows.. wednesday. and then theres only 2 more days until the weekend. thank god, and then a few more weeks until summer.. 2 months of nothing. i'm so entirely happy, i could scream. i'm just so upset, at christine, at everyone for the most part. i told my mom i hate school. everyones asking me whats wrong, i'm so upset. christine treats me like i'm the biggest outcast, and don't even deserve to talk to her. she can go on ahead and be friends with traci, and be friends with kelsey. let them hurt her, i am a good friend. i never betray anyone, if i do, they can see in my eyes that it hurts me worse than it hurts them. just, my main goal right now is to get through this year of school. i cannot quit. it's not an option. i have to get through this, even though i hate it so much. it's only 19 days, 152 hours, something like that, of actual school. and thats including lunch. so.. i guess it's not all that bad. but then i have 3 more years left. i am not up for this. just i need to keep telling myself this: it will all be ok, you are fine, you are not depressed, you are not sad, you don't have any hate for anyone. i'm taking my anger out on everyone i meet. i am being a bitch. i am so mean to everyone. this isn't me. who am i anyway?

current mood: sad
current music: faggot >> msi

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Monday, May 3rd, 2004
6:53 am
k cool im gunna go to school now til 12 and then stupid chorus thing..ugh and it's in jacksonville so i won't get home until like 10... thats what ms helle said.. UGH... damn that sucks.. but yeah ill talk to you miss blurty later..

current mood: sleepy
current music: nothing

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Sunday, May 2nd, 2004
7:25 pm
my hair = black

current mood: horny
current music: BITCH SHUT UP

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2:08 pm
I have so much homework to do but I am so lazy. SO LAZY. hahaha. >< I think I might colour my hair today if my mom lets me.. she has to buy it so I dunno if she will let me. OMG IM DYING ... my fingers are peeling.

current mood: aggravated
current music: some song

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11:42 am
Sean paul really sucks penis.

current mood: bitchy
current music: and all that jazz

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Saturday, May 1st, 2004
1:52 pm - I find it desolate .. recreate me....
Hello. I just got back from being out with Christine. We went to get gas, drop Sarah off, get money from my mom, KFC, TJ Maxx, talked to Traci, Boston Coffee, back to my moms, her house, my house. It was fun. Christines quite the fun kiddo.. and she can drive. I love italian ices they are so good, and Boston Coffee has bad ass coffee but I didn't want any I wanted italian ice. I got cherry/vanilla. Yay.

current mood: refreshed
current music: my plague by slipknot

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Friday, April 30th, 2004
7:06 am - 7:06
well it's 7:06 am and I am about to go to school *sigh*... Im so tired... prolly sleeping after chorus tonight so I dunno if I'll be on.. but

current mood: aggravated
current music: nothing

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2:06 am - Well, hey
Hello. Christine just left a while ago. I'm gunna go to bed. Gotta get up and definitley go to school in 8 hours... so.. yeah. Moll-E is a cool kid... I'm gunna be a nice daughter and make my mom some cool shit for Mother's Day... cause I guess I'm nice or something. I'm really kinda pissed off at Michael because he always ignores me and never talks to me, and he knows it pisses me off. And he knows I really still like him, and he treats me like shit half the time and good the other half.. it's crazy. Goodbye love. Like the icon? I stole it from a Livejournal.. hahahaha.

current mood: bored
current music: "Rock Is Dead" by Marilyn Manson

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Thursday, April 29th, 2004
10:12 pm - Hey
I think I've decided on blurty instead of livejournal or xanga or greatestjournal. Christine is going to get caught going to see Aaron every chance she gets with her parents car, because she's not even supposed to be driving, and she's choosing him over her friends, and it's making me a little bit mad... she's like I might stop by but I'm going to see him, and I'm just like whatever.. but yeah. Nightwish kicks so much ass... Tomarrows Friday but I have to do homework alot over the weekend... cause I've only been at school twice this week counting tomarrow.. so yeah. But I guess I'm gunna go do some math homework or something or sleep. I'm still pretty sad today, nothing seems right, still. I just wanna be ok, I'm not. I feel so... much like an outcast because everyone seems happy and I'm the only one sitting around moping, not even knowing why. Please make me happy.

current mood: sad
current music: "Dark Chest of Wonders" by Nightwish

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