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ayo whats up? nothing, class was complicated today, totally confused the **** outta me. any ways my response to class is different than usual, while listening to Black Angels i wrote what exactly came to picture in my mind. Tis a lil morbid but DEAL WITH IT..lol just kidding... so here it goes, dont laugh iF its bad...
Monochromatic screams echo throughout the night, the high pitch blood curdling sounds, ah music to my ears. As i sense her running through the darkness, the midnight sounds tear her to shreds. As i watch her fall and lay there while the night's light drifts upon her body she lays still. Although in the silence the beat of her heart thunders throughout the forest. As i glide close, blade enclosed in hand. Tears of fear and pain fall down her cheek. Blade to her throat, gagging her with a staind cloth, I drag her back to my lair. The sacrifice, awaits her. Red, White, Black candles flicker throughout the room. As i strip her of her clothes and put a silk white gown on, the faint smell of her hair sends chills down my spine. I lay her on the altar, stabbing her once with the knife. Blood sprays upon the white candles. She yelps in pain, cryingm slowly dying. The sound oh how sinful, melody to my ears. With the scarlet blood trickling down her forearm staining the sheets. She is bound to the headboard, struggling and crying, tears staining her dress. She lays there hopeless, oh how sexy she looks...I look at her and smile. Slowly i drip candlewax on her neck, she moans. Tsk Tsk such a pretty thing to waste. >shrugs< Oh well, i sit there sipping crimson stained wine from a jeweled goblet, pondering her fate. WHY COULDNT THE WHORE LOVE ME? tears slowly drip down my face. quickly i wipe them away, and slowly smile when i see the pain and horror reappear. Gliding towards her with black angels on each of my shoulders chanting me to do it. As i bring the blade to her sight she screams a horrible sound, the demons cover her mouth with staind hands, she tosses and torn, alas but she is bound. I grab ahold of her by her throat and gently kisses her lips. kissing her good bye, then again a hello also. Slowly as the black angels chant, i slit her throat from ear to ear. the screams fade into the gaging of blood. she slowly fades away. I float above her with angels in hand sipping our staind wine chuckling at the wonderful job we've done. When she finally flatlines, we carry her throughout the night, to the Devils Tree. Hanging her by her severed throat. I watch as day comes she sways in the wind and a knife pelted through her heart with a note: NOBODY LOVED ME...As i watch from my grave, watching the towns reactions, crying myself to sleep, but of joy knowing, I'll see her in the next life....Slowly i fall asleep singing our song softly......
hmm it aint as good as my other **** but it was just a response to the song.
MY active listening today was...Days of the Phoenix by AFI...Great mystical song. I still havent found out the meaning of the song, but i remember being told of fairy lands and magic...you decide what it means...
"The Days Of Phoenix"
I remember when I was told of story of crushed velvet,
candle wax, and dried up flowers
The figure on the bed all dressed up in roses, calling
Beckoning to sleep,
Offering a dream
words were as mystical as purring animals
The circle of rage
The ghosts on the stage appeared
The time was so tangible, I'll never let it go
Ghost stories handed down, reached secret tunnels below
No one could see me
I fell into yesterday
Our dreams seemed not far away
I want to, I want to, I want to stay
I fell into fantasy
The words were as mystical as purring animals
The circle of rage
The ghosts on the stage appeared
The time was so tangible, I'll never let it go
Ghost stories handed down, reached secret tunnels below
No one could see me
I fell into yesterday.
Our dreams seemed not far away
I want to, I want to, I want to stay.
I fell into fantasy
The girl on the wall always waited for me,
And she was always smiling
The teenage death boys
The teenage death girls
And everyone was dancing
Nothing could touch us then
No one could change us then
Everyone was dancing
Nothing could hurt us then
No one could see us then
Everyone was dancing
Everyone was dancing
No one could see me
I fell into yesterday
Our dreams seemed not far away
I want to, I want to, I want to stay
I fell into fantasy
Our dreams seemed not far away
Our dreams seemed not far away
Our dreams seemed not far away
I fell into fantasy
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