| 4:16p |
Im not between you and your ambition, Im a poster girl with no poster
I'm playing a dangerous game, longing to play waiting for the moment to start. Perhaps this will fade, and I will regain the logic I know isn't here. I want to play... cutting in obvious places, waiting watching, proving that no one sees it. Proving that I am insignificant. I dont want the attention, because if they notice I lose; but if the don't I win. The prize is the ability to cut whereever I want whenever. Dangerous game, if I blow it, it's possible my future will be blown too... No one will notice, not that many chances, safe safe, fun game to play. Stupid girl wanting to throw your life away............ seems like fun, something to do. No one noticed the small cut on my upper arm, true my t-shirt covered it mostly, so see it is unlikely for them to notice. I'll be safe, I promise; just let me play
Or make my mind stop, stop hurting me in those little ways. Promise to stop and then I'll think twice about playing. I want the world
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