| 9:47p |
I was okay. I was fucking fine. Then me and my parents got into a little fight. Whatever, decided it wasnt worth it to be upset over... and tried to stop the whole negitive "nothing is important I'm nothing" thing from starting, which I did. Yay me. but I poured wax on my hand it burns but it also mosturizes really well. So anyway, I continue... and now all of a sudden at least an hour after the 'tiff I am starting to feel worthless and hopeless again. But it doesn't matter. Honestly this is something I know not to get worked up about and I refuse to let myself get upset or be upset from another minute. This is life it's not always fabolous more often than not it sux but it's life and I plan on living it.
Wow, I sound kinda positive. Yay me
It's so cold I'm shaking.... bah coldness.... my hands smell like the candle over poweringly so, bahness
Now I feel nothing... not in a bad way at all, its a content nothingness... slightly empty... welcome back to normality for me. |