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[17 Oct 2003|10:14pm] [ mood | loved ] First of all, I cried. Because my friend got married. I am so happy for her and I hope everything works out. I am sad she didn't have a wedding though, it would of gave me a reason to fly out to California. Anyways. I went shopping today and bought Gravitation vol. 2, Fake vol. 3, Party Monster: the book, two hair clips, and The Cures Greatest Hits CD. I am a big spender. Joke. I wonder when I will get married? Or if I ever will? Sometimes I think I will die alone. I hate thinking that. Hopefully that never happens. Girls also gave me dirty looks all day. I hate that. What did I do, you ask? Nothing. I was polite. Considerate. Smiled. And still I get evil looks. Sometimes I hate going out. Dedicated: To all of you. Because I said so. But especially to my friend and her husband. :) Awww, love is wonderful, no? Love Song Whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel Like i am home again whenever i'm alone with You you make me feel like i am whole again Whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel Like i am young again whenever i'm alone with You you make me feel like i am fun again However far away i will always love you however Long i stay i will always love you whatever Words i say i will always love you i will always Love you Whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel Like i am free again whenever i'm alone with You you make me feel like i am clean again However far away i will always love you however Long i stay i will always love you whatever Words i say i will always love you i will always Love you 8 Wishes Granted |Wish Upon A Star

[14 Oct 2003|10:19am] [ mood | disappointed ] Some people are so superficial. It makes the world a sad, sad place to live in. 2 Wishes Granted |Wish Upon A Star

[10 Oct 2003|11:06am] More Computer Updates I fixed my computer and DSL is up and running again, except I fucked it up again. I was trying to change the resolution and I guess I fucked with the Video card setting and now my screen won't pop up. I will fix that as soon as I can, and hopefully it will be done today. I also downloaded my pop up killer and AIM. So, I am glad I have those two things up and running again. Now I still need to install my printer and all that good stuff. Yesterday I went out to dinner with Tracy and Amanda. We had mexican food. Tracy said she has never eaten any ethnic foods. Like, Chinese, Japanese, Italian. She tries to only eat American. I told her she needs to start thinking, "outside the box". Dinner didn't last that long, because I wanted to come home and fix my computer. So, instead we decided to go to see a movie tonight. I just don't know what we are going to see. I don't even know if I want to go. :( "Echo" by Incubus There's something about the look in your eyes Something I noticed when the light was just right It reminded me twice that I was alive And it reminded me that you're so worth the fight My biggest fear will be the rescue of me Strange how it turns out that way Could you show me dear...something I've not seen? Something infinitely interesting There's something about the way you move I see your mouth in slow motion when you sing More subtle than something, someone contrives Your movements echo that I have seen the real thing Your biggest fear will be the rescue of you Strange how it turns out that way Could you show me dear...something I've not seen? Something infinitely interesting Wish Upon A Star

[09 Oct 2003|10:07am] [ mood | relieved ] Update with computer incident. I went on today and checked to see how much space was on the harddrive. It is half a pie. So, I did something smart, I searched for everything. And guess what? IT IS ALL THERE! It was just moved, so it couldn't find it. All that was really deleted was programs like AOL Instant Messanger, iMesh, SmartPop Up Killer. All that. But I found all the installation stuff, so I am going to install all of it later. I also lost my DSL connection, meaning I have to install the program and get it fixed again. My stupid screen resolution sucks and it won't let me change it, so I have to figure out that. So far, I think I have found everything, although I can't go in and CHECK EVERYTHING. That would take forever. So, I am pretty happy about that. Now I have to make my desktop all spiffy again. yay! Going to get ready for school. Didn't even do my paper. :( Wish Upon A Star

[08 Oct 2003|11:22pm] [ mood | sad ] My life fucking sucks. I swear. I am not supposed to be living. Can that be it? My computer decides to fuck up on me when I want to begin my homework. Of course. So, I try everything to get it fixed and the only thing that I could do is reload fucking Windows XP. I am thinking, "yes, it is fixed", until I realize all my files have been erased. The first thing that comes to mind is crying. I ball my eyes out. Goodbye to a year and a half of documents saved or made. I can't believe it. I have nothing on my computer. No pictures that I have saved, icons I have made, documents that were IMPORTANT, all my music downloaded. NOTHING! IT IS ALL GONE! Fucking blow my brains out. Now let me go cry myself to sleep, instead I should be doing a fucking essay, but my teacher can kiss my ass. Because I am so depressed I lost all my shit. I have to use my parents crappy ass slow computer. And this sucks. I hope there is a way to recover all the documents. If not, then I have permission to blow my fucking brains out. How the fuck could this happen!? Wish Upon A Star

[07 Oct 2003|11:29pm] [ mood | tired ] Today Josh left. It is kind of depressing beause I didn't want him to leave. We had a long talk last night. About the future, and when I say future, I mean the FUTURE. Marriage, Children, Who is going to sleep on the couch. It was exhausting. And I didn't get sleep either. Therefore, I am SO tired. Oh well, I miss him! I went to school. And it was lame, as usual. I have to do a paper tomorrow; some compare and contrast thing. But there isn't nothing new there. I have so much homework I don't even want to talk about it. Sometimes I hate people in my classes. The fresh out of high school children come into class and all they do is talk/or giggle. It is so freaking annoying. And then they say, "We should so leave!". C'mon people, we are in FUCKING college. Grow up. I go there to learn to get the fuck out of here. I played some, "Silent Hill 3", but made Karl stay in the room with me. Just so I wouldn't piss myself. I get real scared playing it. I am such a nerd. 2 Wishes Granted |Wish Upon A Star

[06 Oct 2003|10:47pm] [ mood | busy ] "For those about to rock, I salute you!"-ACDC I think I will change my journal name to that quote. :) Awww, what a busy day, or so it seemed. I got up and I was NINETEEN! Although, I don't feel older. At all. I went to Target with my mom. We didn't do much of anything. I did buy Swiss chocolate. Yum! My favorite. Then we went to uh, home. My mom wanted to go to lunch, well, she wanted to get a small lunch so we picked up Josh. [His car was in the shop!] And we went to Damon's. Talked politics and all that good stuff. My mom told be she had 45's in the basement. [You know, old records!] So, we went downstairs, after we got home, and there was 4 cases of these 45's. I mean, there has to be about 200 different ones. From "The Doors" to "The Osmonds." I told her I was going to sell them. But I really just want to buy an old record player so I can listen to them. I played some Silent Hill 3 and once again I am stuck. I must suck! We went to dinner at Outback. And it was good. After that we came home and opened presents and ate cake. And guess what kind of cake I got? It was a picture of Spike, from Cowboy Bebop, opening a box with a little mini inside. [Hence the fact that I was a mini.] I took pictures. I will have to show you guys. I also got a story book with pictures of Cowboy Bebop. The plot was Spike tyring to find me a birthday present and he searches everywhere for something. And guess what? He even asks Vash! And then he decides to get me "The Italian Job" on DVD. It is so cute, I need to scan it and show you all! For presents I got an American Eagle pilot jacket. Or that's what I call them. The jean jackets with the fur. Ya know. And I got a DVD/VCR played since the one I got for my last birthday broke because it is a piece of SHIT. Then we went and saw "School of Rock", which was actually good. But the song is in my head. I called my grandma, who gave me $200 bucks. Then I called my brother, and we talked forever. He is so dumb sometimes. I enjoy having an older brother though. Then my dad. Now here I am. I need to take a shower. Josh is coming to stay the night. And he has to go back home tomorrow morning. I am not sure if I will go see him in two weeks or three. I wouldn't mind going down there for halloween. Speaking of halloween, I keep joking that I want to be Capt. Jack Sparrow! Okay, so maybe it isn't a joke! But I also want to be Johnny Depp's character in "Once Upon A Time In Mexico." Or a moomba or mog. Or just a cat girl. We'll see. 4 Wishes Granted |Wish Upon A Star

[05 Oct 2003|09:39pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Gary the Rat. ] kendramichelle made this for me as an early birthday present and it is too cute! Thank you so much! Maybe I should have posted this at exactly midnight! Oh well! :) 7 Wishes Granted |Wish Upon A Star

[02 Oct 2003|11:25pm] [ mood | awake ] Okay, Josh is finally in town. Meaning, I won't be updating in awhile because I am celebrating my birthday weekend with him. I will be back for a short while, but not very long. But, it will be the same after Tuesday. :) Plus, don't hate me, but I have tons of homework to do while he is here to. Which sucks. Ooh, I hope you guys don't miss me too much. <3 I watched "C.S.I" tonight, it made me go "Woot!" I heart C.S.I. so much. I actually took the time to watch it because since I gotten home, after locking the keys in my car, I have been doing homework. And I need to study like a mutha. I also watched "Friend's", I used to be obsessed with that show! I haven't watched it in awhile though, but I remembered that it is silly. I heart that show too. Tonight is freezing outside! It is 30 degrees. Brrrr. So, this place sucks because it went from Summer to Winter. Real fast. I hope I at least get to see the foilage. It snowed somewhere in PA. Wow. And it is only October. I have been studying for my Astronomy test tomorrow. The highest temperature in the solar atmosphere can be found in the corona. There is some useless information for you all, go share with your friends! Right now I have to finish up some of my Psychology and Popular Culture homework before Joshua comes. And then I have to study, study,STUDY! I hate when I am late finding out about tests, so now I have a handy day planner. Yay! So, I am off. I hope you all have a wonderful weekend, while I am working my ass off! Which wouldn't be a bad idea because I think my ass is pretty fat! Ha! Anyways, when I come back I will be nineteen. Yay! Have a good weekend! 4 Wishes Granted |Wish Upon A Star

[02 Oct 2003|06:04pm] [ mood | stressed ] My day sucked. BIG TIME! Everything that could have went wrong did. This morning I woke up early, and I love sleeping in, and when I don't feel I get enough sleep, I am pissy. I thought there was something important coming up soon but I wasn't sure, so I checked my calender, and to my suprise....I have a test that I haven't even studied for. So, I have to double study tonight and tomorrow so I can take the test tomorrow afternoon. I kept dropping things all day, getting migraines. I went to school and found out we had to read a friggin story. And there was a fucking pop quiz. So, of course I didn't write anything and decided I would try to read it while she was talking, which didn't work. I came home and was still stressing out because I still need to do tons of homework so I can spend the weekend with Josh. He comes tonight and he wants to stay at my house, and I haven't even cleaned yet. I cried and punched the door, which only hurt my hand. I went back to school and sat in class, freezing and still with a migraine. The teacher let us out early so I went searching for my keys, and guess what? I locked my fucking keys in the car. Everything that could have went wrong did! I wont be on much this weekend because I am doubling up on homework, while I am celebrating my birthday and hanging out with my boyfriend. So, if I don't comment, please understand. I will be on a few times doing some of my online courses so, I will sneak over here to comment on everyones journal. :) By the way, my birthday is Monday. Yay! 2 Wishes Granted |Wish Upon A Star

[02 Oct 2003|11:08am] [ mood | predatory ] I am so pissed off, have you ever had one of those days that just don't want to go right and you would rather just be dead? Yeah, I am having one of those fucking days. Wish Upon A Star

[01 Oct 2003|09:21pm] [ mood | nerdy ] I am a nerd. Forgive me. "Chocobo Robo Voice" Final Fantasy is an RPG. The only one that I need. It's the RPG for me. Final Fantasy is all that I play. All other games are lame, it's put them all to shame. I only play games that are popular. I only buy the games the magazines tell me to buy. That way I know I get good games for sure. I may have a shallow mind, but you can kiss my behind. Final Fantasy; it consumes my life, and that is probably why, I'll never have a wife. Final Fantasy has awesome music and that is probably why it Always gets remixed. I always buy the soundtrack to each game. Oh, it is the only thing that I will listen to. Oh, sure one day it may drive me insane. You may think that I'm a fool, Well, I'm here to say "Screw You!" Final Fantasy on Playstation 2, With music by Nobuo and graphics by Wong Chu. It is Final Fantasy number ten, must save the world again, right here from my own den. Hopefully I'll get through the game just fine. I don't know why I continue to play each game. They'll be making these 'til the end of time. Oh, I guess that I will pay for these new games 'til Doomsday. Here is the link to the site if you would like to watch the video with the song. And the lyrics I posted at above, so you can sing along. :) Final Fantasty Jam! 1 Wishes Granted |Wish Upon A Star

[29 Sep 2003|04:03pm] [ mood | excited ] Holy crap. Oprah is in Salinas, CA. That's where I used to live. HOLY CRAP! 1 Wishes Granted |Wish Upon A Star

[27 Sep 2003|06:12pm] [ mood | bored ] I just fed my cat and dog. What fun! I haven't done much today because I haven't been in the mood. :) I will go make some icons now I guess. :) Wish Upon A Star

[26 Sep 2003|02:42pm] [ mood | crushed ] I need to find some female friends. I have very few. It's funny actually. I think I want to go to Otakon next year but I have no one to go with. Hmm, maybe I won't go in that case. I guess that's it. :) 9 Wishes Granted |Wish Upon A Star

[26 Sep 2003|11:15am] [ mood | horny ] My birthday is in 10 days. So, I wanted to post the things I want. Meaning, you all should buy it for me! Haha, I am joking. ( Sufficate me with your love. ) 5 Wishes Granted |Wish Upon A Star

[25 Sep 2003|11:17pm] [ mood | excited ] I just watched the season premiere of C.S.I. Oh my god. I love it. I can't believe they would make it "To be continued..." how can they do that to me. Anyways, Joshua called me. Yay! I told him to call me back after. Around midnight. Yah. I went to school today, it was pretty lame. My professor pretty much said my paper sucked, but then she changed her mind and said "this is really interesting." She also said I need to be more agressive in my thoughts and feelings. Whatever that means. Oh, I skipped math. I was feeling lightheaded and sick. Will I regret doing it? Most likely. I am pretty fucking happy right now. I will show you why in a second. You love the wait don't you. ( Orgasm. ) 6 Wishes Granted |Wish Upon A Star

[24 Sep 2003|10:33am] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | Dashboard Confessional -"Hey Girl!" ] I went to school yesterday and I don't think I liked it very much. Well, we had to read a story that was pretty sad, and I hate that. I still need to do my paper and all that good stuff. I guess I will finish that up today. I still have to do my psychology test. I am going to cry. Josh and I talked yesterday and the night before. It was just silly talk, I don't even remember what we were talking about. All I know is that I am super tired. Anyways, I love him. I like driving to school sometimes. It makes me happy. Blasting my music and driving way over the speed limit. Yesterday I was listening to music that eventually gave me a headache. Yeah, Boy Sets Fire. I was also talking in accents all day yesterday, which made my parents start. My mom did the Japanese accent, since she grew up with my grandma's broken engrish. Karl did English and Scottish. And I did the New York, Mafia thing. Good times. Hey Girl, you've got away about you that makes me wish that I was smart enough for you. Hey Girl, you're got a fine laugh, and I think that I could get used to that. And you're already used to laughing at me. Well, so what if your friends think I'm crazy. I wasn't trying to impress those girls anyway. They're all theory, no action, and where I'm from we live like it's the latest attraction. Hey girl, you've got a short fuse, and I've got designs on lighting you up, and setting you off, and watching you burn for me. The world lives for the weekend. Well, I'll watch as my weeks bleed right into them. Without a line to divide what is theirs and what is mine. Well, so what if you're friends think I'm crazy. I wasn't trying to impress those girls anyways. They're all theory, no action, and where I'm from we live like it's the latest attraction. Go on, go on, your cruel intentions won't solve your problems, everyone's gotta get bottom bottemed out in the long run and those are the times you need love. This is the song that I was listening to when Josh and I had our last fight, so just change the words to boy, and that is pretty much it. It says it best. ( Snatched! ) 2 Wishes Granted |Wish Upon A Star

[23 Sep 2003|12:12am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Inuyasha. ] So, I took this from my LiveJournal because I was bored. ( Anime Survey, Whatever. ) 4 Wishes Granted |Wish Upon A Star

[21 Sep 2003|09:58pm] [ mood | silly ] [ music | Yo Ho, Yo Ho, A Pirates Life for me! ] I wish I was a pirate. Argh! We pillage, plunder, we rifle and loot, drink up me 'arties, Yo Ho, We kidnap and ravage and don't give a hoot, drink up me 'arties, Yo Ho, We extort and pilfer, we filch and sack, drink up, me 'arties, Yo Ho, Maraud and embezzle and even highjack, drink up me 'arties, Yo Ho, Yo Ho, Yo Ho, A Pirate's Life for Me. We kindle and char and inflame and ignite, drink up me 'arties, Yo Ho, We burn up the city we're really a fright, drink up me 'arties, Yo Ho, We're rascals and scoundrels, we're villains and knaves, drink up me 'arites, Yo Ho, We're devils and blacksheep, we're really bad eggs, drink up me 'arites, Yo Ho, We're beggars and blighters and ne'er do well cads, drink up me 'arties, Yo Ho, Aye, but we're loved by our mommies 'n dads, drink up me 'arties, Yo Ho, Yo Ho, Yo Ho, A Pirate's Life For Me. Wish Upon A Star

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