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bored.... [19 Oct 2003|04:30pm] [ mood | dirty ] [ music | Jewel//You Were Ment For Me ] + Basics + Are you emotional :: Yes Do songs make you cry? yes What about movies :: yes What emotion do you usually feel :: lonely + Sadness + What does it take to make you cry your heart out :: thinking about how things used to be..how they could have turned out How many times have you done that :: plenty Where do you cry :: in my room Do you hate crying :: no, well sometimes Do you like it when others cry :: depends what they r Do you make people cry :: I try not to Do you think tears make eyes look pretty :: depends Who looks good when they cry :: babies How else do you express sadness :: anger Are you sad all the time :: no + Anger + What does it take to make you mad :: stupid people..comments..etc What do you do when you're angry :: get into fights..argue..sleep How short is your temper :: not very How long does it take you to calm down :: maybe a day? dpends.. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad :: faught w/ a best friend.. Do you freak out when others are angry :: yes , esspecially if its me they're mad at Out of the following, which one describes the level of anger you usually feel: annoyed, frustrated, angry, furious, hatred, about to go insane :: furious/hatred Has anyone ever recomded anger management to you :: no What's the worst thing someone's done to you that made you mad :: the most recent thing i can think of.. argue w/ me about something that started w/ the kids girlfriend..that pissed me off... Do you anger people :: apparently... + Joy + How often are you happy :: 99.5% of the time ;-) What makes you happy :: laughter..being w/ the people that mean the most to me What do you do when you're happy :: I tend to be hyper.. reallly hyper How optimistic are you :: very Do happy people make you mad :: uhm... idk What's the worst thing someone can do while they're happy :: Ever been so happy you were dying to tell everyone, including your enemies and the bugs :: lol.yeah... Do you smile a lot :: i think so? i mihgt.. lol Hug people a lot :: yeah Kiss people a lot :: uhh... ??? Who really makes you happy :: pretty much everyone.. Do the simple things make you happy :: yeah.. Do you like doing things for people when you're happy :: yeah + Fear + What do you do when you're scared :: i shake... What scares you :: losing the ones closest to me, relationships, ... Do you like scaring people :: who doesn't really? Do you like the thrill of being frightened :: yea Does fear accompany anger in your case :: nope Ever been so scared you could barely breathe :: yeah How often do you panic :: uhm.. not really that much.. id otn think? What's the one thing that scared you more than anything else in your life so far :: my brother falling out of hte car when he was like 5... What do you do to calm your nerves :: sleep, music... Do rollercoasters scare you :: ...yeah! + What do you do + When the emotion sucks :: cry When the emotion rocks :: laugh, smile, dance When there's no emotion :: sleep mostly.. lol get tired..ya.. + Would you rather + Never feel again :: no Feel loneliness or anger for the rest of your life :: loneliness Be happy forever and never experience the bad times :: no! Cause misery or feel misery :: feel it Be alone or be with everyone you know :: Be alone + Who + Cheers you up more than anyone else :: Pigman Angers you more than anyone else :: caire, ryan Scares you more than anyone else :: dad when he's mad.. Makes you think about your emotions more than anyone else :: uh.. me? Makes you really care about how they feel and what they think :: brian-- i want to know what he feels...what's goin on in his mind... yeah so boredom took over.. see ya <3 star post comment

why? [19 Oct 2003|01:13pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | The Ataris//1*15*96 ] sometimes i wonder why i sit down and actually do this--it's not like my life is that interesting.. my entries consist of boring nothings. lol !! ah... don't hate. anyways. Saturday: Homecoming was alot of fun-- besides the fact that me n eric got ditched by like everyone, lol, it was fun tho- we boxed-- not literally..but he did hit me. it was funny.. lol.. if i could do n e thing over again last night, i would have found amanda a hott as date that didnt ditch her, i woudln't have worn ad ress--but a pant type thingy...and ...yeah idk---maybe if i ate before hand it would have been better too-- i was shakin all night and all light headed and shit-- i felt horrible...but its str8..actually it was alot of fun.. we were stupid- but its ok- it made the night go by alot faster-- we got to amandas and we were listening to cds and then we put in liar liar.. we were all laying on the couch together and then mom called--eric had to call his mom so then after that he left.. and me and amanda fell asleep on the couch-- then at like 2 am amanda woke me up and we went upstairs lol.. it was a rather exciting night.. Sunday: ah.. i got up at 10 at amanda's house in aidan's room, on the floor (cuz its not longer amanda's room..), in a sleeping bag.. amanda's mom yelling AMANDA GET UP! ITS 10 OCLOCK I HAVE TO PUT SHELVES UP AMDANDA! AMANDA!! etc etc.. i rolled over and hit amanda so that she could answer her mom, we got up her lil brother alex and went down staris, we're watching office space and her neighbor, lisa and her son Matt, came over and asked amanda to babysit for about an hour--so we went and babysat matt and joey-- joey's so cute- he has down syndrome, but he is the cutest lil baby i've ever seen. Matt's 5, he was beating up amanda..lol..i laughed..We never got around to watching the road to el dorado in spanish..we weren't in the mood for it.. so we're gonna watch it another time--mom picked me up at like 11 30 or something and yeah now i'm doing laundry and talking to <3 brian <3 i talked to Luisa today-- i'm sleeping over at her house after the concert saturday, i'm so excited.. its gonnab e so much fun!! :-D gotta remember to get a camera!! well thats pretty much it-- ill post again later when things settle down in mah head.. =\ Brian: being w/ you makes me feel so alive. you mean so much to me, i dont wanan fuck this up.. thanks for listening to me, i bitch alot.. lol.. lov ya hun! xoxo *star* post comment

[19 Oct 2003|12:58pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | "She Cries" by Rufio ] ah... the love of high school drama... >started off bout me going out w/ norbut--something bout eric beating the shit out of a bus seat after school... yeah....how bad my repuation is...its high school bull shit..people need to get over it!!!!!!!! ...read on....< LiMx831: but thank u for being interested in my life-- BadfishLBC5446: anytime... BadfishLBC5446: oh yea one more thing LiMx831: spill it BadfishLBC5446: dont go off and date brian for 2 weeks and break up with him....it might ruin you wonderful reputation LiMx831: and what reputation woudl this be BadfishLBC5446: the one you have as of now LiMx831: which would be what BadfishLBC5446: ask anyone...im gonan eb noce and not say it...plus you want me too soo im not gong too eather LiMx831: no say it i want u to BadfishLBC5446: naw LiMx831: sice u dont like me n e ways..what ist here to hurt? BadfishLBC5446: naw BadfishLBC5446: i think i'll keep ya on the edge of your seat LiMx831: then go ahead and do that-- how many people actually know me anywas? nto that many.a.dn u knwo what? i can care less BadfishLBC5446: i think ya do....that why you keep askin BadfishLBC5446: enough people now ya LiMx831: its one of those thigns that i guess you jsut want to know--just because--not because u care LiMx831: and the only people i need are the ones who love me for who i am..not for what some punk ass bitches have to say about me..wen they dont even knoe me themselves BadfishLBC5446: wel...id love to shot the breeze with ya for hours but im sleepy LiMx831: ok then , answer me this at least- is it me that u dont like..or is it the me people are portraying BadfishLBC5446: you BadfishLBC5446: your mena' LiMx831: and why is that BadfishLBC5446: mean LiMx831: elaborate BadfishLBC5446: im not ganna tell you....plus that the PG way of telling ya LiMx831: what would it hurt if u did? BadfishLBC5446: nothing LiMx831: well then BadfishLBC5446: peace....have fun......dont date too many guys LiMx831: at leats i'm not attatched to some cunt of a partnet that hast ot talk sthia bout everyone LiMx831: shit* BadfishLBC5446: im im talking to one LiMx831: u really think so? then u dont know me very well LiMx831: cuz i'm not the bitch in this picture LiMx831: not this time hunny BadfishLBC5446: not this time BadfishLBC5446: hahahahaha BadfishLBC5446: you should do stand up BadfishLBC5446: your the problem...your not the soultion....stop being the fucking prblem and be part of the soulttion LiMx831: maybe if yall just stayed out of my business there would be no problem..cuz yer hte ones starting all ths shit BadfishLBC5446: maybe you need to stop being in every one else and making a big pile of shit where ever you go LiMx831: and i suppose u're making it n e better? LiMx831: keep talking shit ryan..keep talkin shit BadfishLBC5446: why...what gonan happen LiMx831: im not sayin n ethings gonna happen-- but yer gonna talk shit to the wrong person one of these days.. and its not gonna be cool LiMx831: then you'll learn yer lesson. BadfishLBC5446: you first LiMx831: just stay out of peoples fuckin lives-- u've got yer own to live..why waste it on someone elses? LiMx831: yeah cuz i really talk shit about everyone o man.. im such a talker.. uh huh BadfishLBC5446: you need to calm the fuck down and thin about what your sying before you talk LiMx831: cuz u hve nothing better to do but sti here and fucken start shit w/ a fuckin girl-- i'm am NOT afraid of u ryan- LiMx831: you dont' intimidate me in any way BadfishLBC5446: a girl...you only a girl beccaue you have a fucki vagina...girls are alwasy want to be tried equal....so im not gonna treat you any differnt LiMx831: so your sayin u'd hit a girl? i fucken dare u BadfishLBC5446: i wouldnt hit you... BadfishLBC5446: i never said that LiMx831: well thats what yer implying BadfishLBC5446: no you the one saying that you intimmdating LiMx831: even so, LiMx831: what business is it of your who i'm with LiMx831: and what i do BadfishLBC5446: what business oyu you have bring caire into this LiMx831: bc thats how all this bull shit started between everyone BadfishLBC5446: no it not BadfishLBC5446: you never liked her BadfishLBC5446: you were the problem LiMx831: bull shit ryan BadfishLBC5446: you should never epoend your mouth LiMx831: i never opened my mouth -- if was her that started talking shit in her fucking BLURTY LiMx831: i get really jealous when i see girls w/ ryan, or even talking//flirting, it's pretty sad and i know, it probably means i'm insecure or something but blah i dont think i am, i think im fine, but no ones fine. and there's this one girl at always sits at our table, but here: we always sat at the tablel like this: me, ryan, jenny, zach, kyle. and on the other side was ashley,kyle,james,joe,and who ever else. so then since me and jenny are in the other cafeteria before lunch starts, it takes us a little bit to get over there, so on friday when i went over there, fucking SOME GIRL whom i will not name, STOLE MY SPOT but of course her and ryan werel lyke omigod talking together! so then he had his back turned to me the whole time, and threw his backpack down by me, meaning oh here. since he's so busy w/ SOME GIRL. and then when me and jenny were finally talking, i didnt feel good, and i felt like i was going to cry, and then joe asked me what was wrong so im like nothing. then ryan had finally pissed me off by SHOVING INTO ME becuase SOME GIRL was flirting w/ him, so iml ike fuck it, so i went to the other corner of the table, so then i coudl talk to ashley and zach so then joe goes up and tells ryan that im pissed off at him and shit, when joe didnt even kno the story and i wasnt event alking to him, so he pretty much fucked it up. but i was still sad. ok the past days at lunch: ryan and SOME GIRL had always been HUGGING and closing their eyes which total made me feel used. then like they'd "lock hands" when they would go get food, and it made me really sad, and it made me feel like i was gonna b sick, this is how i always get. so i tried ignoring it, but that didn't help. but finally when joe the asshole came back after talking w/ ryan, ryan came over and hesl ike "u kno we're only friends right?" "she flirts with a lot of guys" im like is that supposed to make me feel better. but of course when ever something like this happens, where girls are all over ryan, and it isnt like he pushes back or anything, i get sad, so he comes over and tries to be all awesome, then fucking says "i love you" and gives me a kiss.... is that suppoesd to help? BadfishLBC5446: noo....sice you obviosly don care what people say about you then you shoulda never cared about the whole internet journal but you did...you you decised to write something bak LiMx831: remember that ryan? thats how this bull started LiMx831: regardless if i responded or not LiMx831: THAT is what started everything between everyone LiMx831: because she was the one who hit post first- LiMx831: so u guys could talk your shit and what ever..blame it on me GO AHEAD---she was the one that started the tension to begin w/..and for the record.-- ididnt hate her in the beinning LiMx831: i was happy for u LiMx831: honestly-- now its not even worth it BadfishLBC5446: then stop.....i will to...im done BadfishLBC5446: g'night BadfishLBC5446 signed off at 1:20:04 AM. meh..was late on the hittin the enter button..but this is what i would have sed: ~~~> LiMx831: then stop? when yer the one that started the conversation and u want me to stop? ryan..im really sorry this had to happen... but ya know what? fuckit it.. i wish ya the best ah ryan..if it weren't for that bitch carrie--none this shit woulda happened... 1 comment|post comment

meh..bored... [18 Oct 2003|12:04am] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | "Rufio - Tears" ] Buddy 4 You: buddy 4 you file Subprofile: Subbie ^ ^ if yer bored ^ ^ i <3 Brian Michael Norbut Lov StaR post comment

[17 Oct 2003|11:27pm] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | "Shatterday" by Vendetta Red ] I burned a new cd today before the game.. I entitled it..my HomecominG mix--considering i was goign to the homecoming game when i burned it haha..nice choice eh? thats what i thought-- heres the tracks--its hott-- **HomecominG** The Long Goodbye - Vendetta Red Stacy’s Mom - Fountains Of Wayne Shatterday - Vendetta Red Perfect - Simple Plan Caught You Like A Cold - Vendetta Red Suicide Party - Vendetta Red My Name Is Mud - Primus Tommy The Cat - Primus I Only Said - My Bloody Valentine Right Here In My Arms - HiM Join Me - HiM Just A Memory - Rufio Tears - Rufio She Cries - Rufio Motivate Me - Good Charlotte The Remedy ( I Won’t Worry ) - Jason Mraz Long Time Coming - Oliver James I Wanna Love You Forever - Jessica Simpson Greats Story Ever Told - Oliver James well yeah thats my mix-- moving on--homecoming is tomorrow night--i'm really excited, Eric is one of my dates--lol..Lisamarie as two--The other is Amanda--Oh yeah--who's a lil []D[][]V[][]D!!!!!!!! Lmao.... I remember when that used to be cool to do. SO yeah-- Moving on to more exciting news---Brian Michael Norbut asked out Lisamarie tonight :-D There was 7:27 left on the clock until the end of the 2nd quarter. It was hot :-D Matt's dog, Bear, is SOO perty ! Besides the fact that he left because Bridgette was hangin on Charles.. it was alot of fun- me n will made up a hand clap thingy--it was great..but because i'm feeling spirity..heres the school song for everyone:! "Forward always streamwood high school let your colors show. you know that we will always be victorious, every where we go, GO FIGHT TEAM, we have spirit more than the rest, Streamwood High is none but the best, streamwood, whose high school teams are the best in illinois (musical interlude) FIGHT... To the sabres wooo hoooo Goood job to all of you that sang along.. :-D see ya..i'm tired... <3 STAR post comment

[14 Oct 2003|09:17pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | "The Long Goodbye" by Vendetta Red ] I'm so tense! by back hurts-I think Mr.Kwon's mad at me, lol i sucked today..but it's ok--theres always thursday, i seem to play better at home anyways. Homecoming is saturday..and i actually have a date! :-D Mah hunnie from Northlake is goin w/ me (i honestly didnt see that one coming).. I'm so excited cuz after we're going to amanda's and then we're gonna watch a movie Ray jacked from spanish. Lol...EL DORADO!!!! in SPANISH!! woo hoo!! it's gonna be F u N !!so yeah-what else is new? uhhhh...cubs r gonna win the pennant!!!!!! GO CUBS GO!!! Always star 1 comment|post comment

[14 Oct 2003|09:16pm] [ music | "The Long Goodbye" by Vendetta Red ] I'm so tense! by back hurts-I think Mr.Kwon's mad at me, lol i sucked today..but it's ok--theres always thursday, i seem to play better at home anyways. Homecoming is saturday..and i actually have a date! :-D Mah hunnie from Northlake is goin w/ me (i honestly didnt see that one coming).. I'm so excited cuz after we're going to amanda's and then we're gonna watch a movie Ray jacked from spanish. Lol...EL DORADO!!!! in SPANISH!! woo hoo!! it's gonna be F u N !!so yeah-what else is new? uhhhh...cubs r gonna win the pennant!!!!!! GO CUBS GO!!! Always star post comment

feelin better..for now [13 Oct 2003|03:57pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Primus//My Name Is Mud ] you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You adorable, but a little out there. It's alright, you might not have it all, but there are worse which happy bunny are you? brought to you by Quizilla so its been like 2 days..maybe 3..idk, i'm not really keeping track, i'm feelin better bout myself...maybe i dont really need him..as much as i thougth i did..it'll take time but i'm moving on.. homecoming is saturday, i got my dress.. im excited, Pigman might go with me :) it'll be fun.. thats about it.. c ya <3 star post comment

blah [11 Oct 2003|11:41pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Simple Plan//I'd Do Anything ] well well well .. I feel like crap .. Alex broke up w/ me, I'm so numb.. I've been crying for like 2 days straight .. I really cant believe it came down to this... I hope we are able to work things out when he gets home.... ~*~*~*~*~*~ i never thought it would come to this... the times we shared keep coming back to me..my heart, now in pieces, lay in your outstretched hand. but no matter what you do or say, i will love you forever. --me-- ~*~*~*~*~*~ -:-:-:-:-:-:-:-:- Tears are feelings we can't say Tears mean that you care Tears are mixed emotions Tears are more than tears -Rufio "Tears" -:-:-:-:-:-:-:-:- always, Star post comment

[07 Oct 2003|09:05pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Fountains of Wayne ] Flippin 2 faced motha fockaz... I hate you all!!!! so whos hotter? Stacy or her Mom? ....Her Mom.... lol I refuse to answer that question... on the grounds of I don't know the answer.. Artist: Fountains of Wayne Album: Welcome Interstate Managers Title: Stacy's Mom Stacy's mom has got it goin' on Stacy's mom has got it goin' on Stacy's mom has got it goin' on Stacy's mom has got it goin' on Stacy, can i come over after school? (after school) We can hang around by the pool (hng by the pool) Did your mom get back from her business trip? (business trip) Is she there, or is she trying to give me the slip? (give me the slip) You know, I'm not the little boy that I used to be I'm all grown up now, baby can't you see Stacy's mom has got it goin' on She's all I want and I;ve waited for so long Stacy, can't you see you're just not the girl for me I know it might be wrong but I'm in love with Stacy's mom Stacy's mom has got it goin' on Stacy's mom has got it goin' on Stacy, do you remember when I mowed your lawn? (mowed your lawn) Your mom came out with just a towel on (towel on) I could tell she liked me from the way she stared And the way she said, "You missed a spot over there" And I know that you think it's just a fantasy But since your dad walked out, your mom could use a guy like me Stacy's mom has got it goin' on She's all I want, and I've waited so long Stacy, can't you see you're just not the girl for me I know it might be wrong, but I'm in love with Stacy's mom post comment

hmm...goes from good to bad in a matter of 10 min.. [04 Oct 2003|11:09pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Vendetta Red//The Long Goodbye ] So..first it took me an hour to get PiGMAN to say that he still liked me..which was really cute--he's such a doll..then Mom came down and sed to get off the phone so like the good lil girl I am, i did, and so I'm talking to Joe,right? and He brings THIS to my attention: ------------------------ :D lisa marie ur a jiz rag. u think i changed ryan? pfft. its called him being tired of being called it. its called him having an opinion. and just becuase you "dont like " me beucase of your queer little reasons, doesnt mean ya gotta try turnin muh boyfriend against me. only shows how pathetic you REALLY are. Oh and talking shit about me to Ryan won't help you either. He hates you as it is. Maybe if you wern't such a stuck up bitch, then more people would like you. And maybe if you would keep offa peoples koolaid. and at least i have the balls to use names. insted of being a little bitch about it. ------------------------ Yeah.... so bc i appologized and tried talking to ryan about what had happened earlier in the month..er..later september, i'm apparently tried to turn him against carrie... yeah... how that happened I have NO clue..and frankly, i don't remember talking shit about her..to him? why would I be so stupid as to do that? if i wanted to talk shit about you, carrie, I would do it to your face, but because I'm a lil more mature than that.. i suck it up and deal w/ what i have. i don't exactly see myself as being stuck up.. and don't exactly care if people don't like me for one reason or another, ok so they don't like me for who i am.. I should care?? i'm better off w/o the lil bitches that like to start shit anyways, i admit it was probably not too smart to tell ryan i think you get annoying, but it's an opinoin i have and freely will admit. I don't have problems admiting my mistakes. Carrie-- Personally I think you're annoying. And yes, I do think you changed Ryan. and if he hates me so much why doesn't he have the balls to just come out and tell me then? Let it be over and one with so you two can get on with whatever you guys do together. And, because I'm so pathetic, and such a stuck up bitch, etc, i don't resort to using names because usually those who read my journal, that I know are reading it, usually know who I'm talking about so therefore I dont need to put a name in to clearify it for anyone else. SO go on and talk your shit and if you have hte balls i fucken dare you to come start somethign w/ me... You're one bitch worth getting suspended over...After volleyball of course.. <3 sTar post comment

survey cuz theres nothing else to do... [02 Oct 2003|08:15pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | Brand New//The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows ] A T A R I S . V E N D E T T A . R E D . O C T O B E R . 2 5 . 2 0 0 3 P R I M U S . N O V E M B E R . 7 . 2 0 0 3 so.. I sat on the bench today.. made one mistake and that was it for Lisamarie..i was so on.. i was pumped i was ready.. oh well .. theres practice tomorrow..yeah..wish me luck hope i dont pass out or soemthing! CONDITIONING!!!!! blah although it was alot of fun before the game, Mitzi is hillarious along w/ all the other girls..its great... i love being on varsity they're so cool! why doesn't he understand? i hinted it.. but no.. he likes allison..hes not gonna give up on her..so i guess i sorta understand... w/e..he's a great friend iguess i'd rather have it that way n e ways... i sat here tongith and thought .... heres what i came up with * i LOVE alex... nothing will change that * i want to spend the rest of my life with him.... end of story now for a lil survey thing i got from Ash to fill out.... ~ here goes ~ [ series 1 - you ] -- Name : Lisamarie -- Birthday : Sept 20 -- Birthplace : Melrose Park -- Current Location : Bartlett -- Eye Color : GreeN -- Hair Color : Blonde....w/ Red -- Righty or Lefty : Righty -- Zodiac Sign : Virgo -- Font : AvantGarde Md Bt ; size 10 [ series 2 - your favorite ] -- Band : The Ataris -- Cartoon : Ed Edd and Eddy -- Color : black -- Slushy Flavor : Cherry -- Magazine : YM -- TV Show : That 70's Show -- Song at the Moment: Rufio//Tears -- Language : I speak ENGLISH but i find Spanish easier.... -- Spice Girl : None -- Food & Beverage : salami bagels.... water..... -- Subject in School : StUdY hALL -- Weekend Activity : sleeping, mall, schillen w/ AmandA -- Ice Cream Flavor : Cotton Candy -- Roller Coaster : nOne [ series 3 - what is ] -- Your most overused phrase on aol//aim : lol -- The last thought you go to sleep with : why does it have to be so damb cold!!! XD -- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex : hair -- The Best Name for a Butler : uhm... Jeeves...lmao... =\ -- The wussiest sport : The "wussiest" sport would be having no sports at all... -- Your best feature : Eyes/Sense of Humor -- Your bedtime : 9 30!! >on school nights< uhh~whenever on a weekend/non school night -- Your greatest fear : Heights/Breaking a bone -- Your greatest accomplishment : Making Varsity in the matter of a week... =D -- Your most missed memory : BeInG wItH aLeX *tears* [ series 4 - you prefer ] -- Pepsi or coke : neither..but if i HAD to choose... Pepsi -- McDonald's or Burger King : Burger King >for the record they have the BEST fries!!!< -- Single or group dates : single -- Adidas or Nike : ADIDAs..duh -- Chicken nuggets or chicken fingers : BOTH!!! -- Dogs or cats : Cats..esspecially MiNE -- Rugrats or Doug : Rugrats... Tommy's my Flavorite! -- Single or taken : TaKen... I LOVE ALEX -- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea : Lipton -- One pillow or two : Two [sometimes 3] -- Chocolate or vanilla : vanilla -- Hot chocolate or hot cocoa : Hot Cocoa -- Cappucino or coffee : coffee -- Boxers or briefs : BoXeRz..they's be SO damb Comfy!!! [ series 5 - do you ] -- Take a shower everyday? : Yeah.. I don't feel the same if I don't -- Do you think you've been in love? : i'm so in love... -- Want to go to college? : U OF I here I C O M E -- Like high school? : I love it.. it's so much fun!!! :-D -- Want to get married : One day.... -- Type with your fingers on the right keys? : Yep..and I'm still quicker than anyone I know!! -- Believe in yourself? : yes -- Have any tattoos/where? : noooooo -- Have any piercings/where? : mah earz -- Get motion sickness? : yeah =\ -- Think you're a health freak? : sometimes i am -- Get along with your parents? : yeah -- Like thunderstorms? : yes [ series 6 - the future ] -- Age you hope to be married : mid 20's -- Number and Names of Children : i dont remember??? omg my brain just went blank... o well its not important -- Where do you see yourself in five years? : hopefully out of college and starting my carrer... -- Descibe your Dream Wedding : on a beach ... under a gazebo..w/ white roses everywhere... *sigh* -- How do you want to die? : peacefully...like my grandfather.. -- What do you want to be when you grow up? : Web Designer -- What country would you most like to visit? : Italy/European Area [ series 7 - opposite sex ] -- Best eye color? : blue -- Best hair color? : brown or blonde -- Short or long hair? : medium. -- Best height? : taller than me. -- Best weight? : not too skinny..but avg.. like dominick he's perfect weight..lol -- Best articles of clothing?: uh..i dont know?? good question -- Best first date location? : movies -- Best first kiss location? : under the stars -- What facial feature do you find the most attractive? : eyes [ series 8 - other ] -- When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? : last night -- How many rings until you answer the phone? : however many it takes for me to get there -- What's on your mouse pad? : Chicago Wolves. -- How many houses have you lived in? : 3 -- How many schools have you gone to? : 5 -- What color is your bedroom carpet? : beige..its dirty though -- If you were stranded on a desert island and you could only take one thing (not person) with you what would you take? : a picture of alex.... -- What was the best time of your life so far? : Jan 8th - August 3rd.... =\ [ Alex baby I miss you so much ! ] PAST First grade teacher's name: Miss. Imburgia Last word you said: "bye" Last song you sang: HIM- Pretending PRESENT What's in your cd player? : The Ataris, Yellowcard, Rancid What colour socks are you wearing? : White { Asics } they be long yo! What's under your bed? : the floor? What time did you wake up at today?: 5 38 A m FUTURE Where do you want to go? : Italy What is your career going to be? : Web Designer Where are you going to live? : I'm not TOO picky... How many kids do you want? : anywhere from 2-4 =) NOW Current mood: upset Current music: none Current taste: sketti Current hair: french braid pig tail thingies..idk..Kelsey did it! Current clothes: DC hoodie and the jeans i wore to school Current annoyance: my bottom lip Current smell: cold air...cuz it IS possible Current longing: to be in alex's arms again... Current desktop picture: Kris Roe from the ATARIS .. duh Current fingernail color: normal Current crush: I love alex..forever and always Current hate: the dryness of my bottom lip Current favorite article of clothing: DC hoodie Last cd that you bought: ahh uhh.. its been a while since i bought myself a new cd.... Time you wake up in the morning: 5 38 on school days... past noon on any other days. Do you believe in an afterlife?: yes How tall are you?: 5'2...FINALLY Current favorite word: "salty" as in..don't u feel salty? Favorite season: summer post comment

updating... [30 Sep 2003|08:47pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Slipknot//Wait And Bleed ] woah, lisamarie's on varsity!!!!!!!!! i win, muahaha!!!!!!!!! lisamarie came to a realization... I LoVe ALeX sOo SoO mUcH!! no body will ever feel the way I DO about him...no one will ever understand the pain and suffering and sacrafice that I go through...FOR HIM... . I don't know what to say..nothing but confusion and pain on this end.. the occasional happiness..i fucked up so much.. i want to be the perfect high schooler, the one everyone knows, the one when people are walking down the hall they stop and say "hey thats lisamarie!" but no.. my grades are bad...really bad...and im a nobody..in such a big community of students..The only way I get a date to homecoming, is if I ask... i'm not that kind of girl... yeah...oh well.... Slipknots a good band to listen to when you're pissed off believe all hell. * W a i t . A n d . B l e e d * i love you all.... <3 Star 2 comments|post comment

Favortie Quote [27 Sep 2003|11:05pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | //none// ] i hold your hand in mine and youre so lonely your eyes have lost their life oh my god youre so empty trying to find the heart you hide in vain youre my haven in life and death im in love with you you are my heaven tonight post comment

[27 Sep 2003|11:04pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Queen//We Are The Champions ] Go CUBS!!!! 2003 N.C. Division Champs!!!!! WooO HooO!!!!! ( i can't help it the sox suck.... :-D ) ( i feel the cubs desereved their own little entry) post comment

[27 Sep 2003|10:29pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | Dashboard Confessional//Saints and Sailors ] so lisamarie eric and amanda went to charlestowne mall and it was sooooo much fun!!!!!!!!! we went bush hopping and jumping in puddles and modeled for eric it was fun! We found out what "valumptuous" means...haha ... its grand. we have so much fun, we laugh so hard together. im on the fone with julio he's one cool cat. but yes thats it... eric finally beat me in d.o.a beach volleyball hehe yea i sucked today...o well ill beat him tomorrow. well thats all 4 one day. its not much but o well. Next Concerts I'm Going To: ... ! ! ! T H E . A T A R I S / V E N D E T T A . R E D - O C T O B E R . 2 5 . 2 0 0 3 ! ! ! ... ... ! ! ! P R I M U S - N O V E M B E R . 02 . 2 0 0 3 ! ! ! ... --Star-- Joe's the coolest!!!!!!! post comment

its been a few days since.... [26 Sep 2003|06:31am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Lila McCann//I Wanna Fall In Love ] Its 6:30 Friday morning and I'm sitting, waiting for the bus listening to the news and decided to let you know what has been going on. First off, i dont care if "he" is mad at me, and calls me a bitch cuz honestly, he's been acting like a dick for so so long.... she changed him, to a product of her, but oh well, what can ya do aobut that? I 've been there, I know what its like, and afterwards it results in nothing but pain and suffering. So whatever, it's his decision. Moving on ~* I played my first JV game last night, I was really confused, the rotation is a bit different than the one I'm used to and it's not sticking in my head. OH well... We did pretty good, we lost, but not by alot. While Varsity was playing the sophomore and freshman team and two JV players, who didnt leave, were battling against the St. Charles East guys to see who could be louder, there was alot of them and their voices..man they were really deep. We got on the bus to go back home and Mr. Kwon was all " well you guys have to be quiet cuz i want to thinik " yeah that didnt go over to well and when we got back to school he's all I want to talk to you guys about the "bleacher scene" i was aggervated or upset w/ it..soething like that... and omg, he wants us to cheer, and when we dont we hear about it and when we do (like last night) its like, he has a problem w/ us having a good time and cheering on the varsity... its not like they say 2 dam words when sophomres and freshies and JV r playing.. so whatever.. he's a jerk.. but he's a very good coach. but anywho... Who's in first place?? Yeah..The CUBS!!! Eat that sox fans!!!!! :-D I want to go to a cubs playoff game.. i'd be so excited!!! I've been to a sox game before, but i dont like the sox and the cubs..they are in first place...oh yeah... you know what i think would be cool?? cubs and sox in game 7 for the world series..god that would be great.. i'd have to go to that one!! :-D Yeah well I'm going to go sit my bum on the couch and watch news with mom again for a while... <3 Star 2 comments|post comment

[22 Sep 2003|09:17pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Evanescence//Going Under ] " The Amazing Jew Boy and His Side Kick Wonder-Dyke " --JoE-- Yes, so this.."cunt" who we speak of..I dont like her much either.. She makes me feel funny... But yeah. Moving on to my day: She's bugging me, she's driving me crazy... I can't stand her voice! OMG. *sigh* Lunch is the most boring place ever. It's supposed to be so much fun. . . but its not. =\ No one talks to me, and its like I'm by myself... I dont like it, it makes me sad. BUt o well.. Other than that, Ray had his name on his forehead w/ pen..lol...I find that funny. I started my own country, it's called Crayfish, There are alot of rules.. I'll post them later, but i'm tired, I fell asleep in World History on accident, Then after a while i felt like i was falling and twitched and woke up ... it was a very nice, relaxing 10 min nap in the middle of w.history...fun fun fun..and now, that being said, i'm going to go to bed now.. Goodnight! <3 star I ROXERS JOES BOXERS! woooo hoooo !!!! U ROX MY SOX JOE ..hehehehe.. post comment

[22 Sep 2003|06:40am] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | SR71//Why Do You Always Kick Me When I'm High ] AH Good morning fellow blurty people. It is currently 6:41 AM in the world of Lisamarie. And I figured I'd update on whats going on in my head, cause you really don't know whats happening..its all boring stuff...see? --> * I really dislike the bus * I am not looking forward to getting into the bus * My right eye stings and I have a tiny hole above my left eye [on my forehead] * Why does she kick him when he's high?? * Infatuated is a rather large word * What is love? * Does love really exist? * How do you know when you are "in love"? * I really need to get more sleep at night * I'm hungry * I have a tingling sensation in my tummy...I have to pee... =\ * Oh Oh! Kate Beckinsale, from the Underworld, is hott!!!! * Aweeee man... I have to leave... ='( Well yes..thats about it...=\ see I told you it was nothing interesting. See ya later!!! <3 Star post comment

Never Be Ok... [18 Sep 2003|09:01pm] [ mood | indifferent ] [ music | HIM//Right Here In My Arms ] ok so, if you dont know what the hell is going on w/ me people don't go off telling someone else what u think u know..cuz really, u have no idea?? so i go out w/ my friends and have FUN..i meet new people >and exchange numbers to keep in contact w/ them< and i have my sports and school and ugh.. yeah so those of you trying to ruin the relationship i have w/ alex..good luck. Nothing will tear us apart no matter what you say!! god.. some of the things i've been hearing are just..insane..its like..what the hell who r u/ and yea.. im so aggervated. on a good note, we won today :-D it was great. Coach Grey coached and she will coach us again on Thursday? i think? idk i wont be there though, i get to go play w/ JV! cuz yeah..i MOVED UP!! woo hoo uhm... im so incredibly pissed off, i can't believe the shit people who dont even know me are saying.. people i thought were pretty decent... my own boyfriends family... whom i've been w/ for like 8 months ... god.. its amazing how people can like...just turn around and surprise you... im gone... on the other flipside, i burned a cd today :-D its totally crazy, i love it. lol.. yeah idk why thats important... <3 Star.... so, HIM? "Right Here In My Arms" -HIM- She's smiling like heaven's down on earth the sun is shining so bright on her and all her wishes have finally come true and her heart is weeping this happiness is killing her She'll be right here in my arms, so in love she'll be right here in these arms, she can't let go so hard she's trying, but her heart won't turn to stone she keeps on crying but I won't leave her alone P S : JOE STILL ROX MY SOX!!!! :-D post comment

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