||"She Cries" by Rufio
ah... the love of high school drama...
>started off bout me going out w/ norbut--something bout eric beating the shit out of a bus seat after school... yeah....how bad my repuation is...its high school bull shit..people need to get over it!!!!!!!! ...read on....<
LiMx831: but thank u for being interested in my life--
BadfishLBC5446: oh yea one more thing
LiMx831: spill it
BadfishLBC5446: dont go off and date brian for 2 weeks and break up with him....it might ruin you wonderful reputation
LiMx831: and what reputation woudl this be
BadfishLBC5446: the one you have as of now
LiMx831: which would be what
BadfishLBC5446: ask anyone...im gonan eb noce and not say it...plus you want me too soo im not gong too eather
LiMx831: no say it i want u to
LiMx831: sice u dont like me n e ways..what ist here to hurt?
BadfishLBC5446: i think i'll keep ya on the edge of your seat
LiMx831: then go ahead and do that-- how many people actually know me anywas? nto that many.a.dn u knwo what? i can care less
BadfishLBC5446: i think ya do....that why you keep askin
BadfishLBC5446: enough people now ya
LiMx831: its one of those thigns that i guess you jsut want to know--just because--not because u care
LiMx831: and the only people i need are the ones who love me for who i am..not for what some punk ass bitches have to say about me..wen they dont even knoe me themselves
BadfishLBC5446: wel...id love to shot the breeze with ya for hours but im sleepy
LiMx831: ok then , answer me this at least- is it me that u dont like..or is it the me people are portraying
BadfishLBC5446: your mena'
LiMx831: and why is that
BadfishLBC5446: im not ganna tell you....plus that the PG way of telling ya
LiMx831: what would it hurt if u did?
LiMx831: well then
BadfishLBC5446: peace....have fun......dont date too many guys
LiMx831: at leats i'm not attatched to some cunt of a partnet that hast ot talk sthia bout everyone
BadfishLBC5446: im im talking to one
LiMx831: u really think so? then u dont know me very well
LiMx831: cuz i'm not the bitch in this picture
LiMx831: not this time hunny
BadfishLBC5446: not this time
BadfishLBC5446: you should do stand up
BadfishLBC5446: your the problem...your not the soultion....stop being the fucking prblem and be part of the soulttion
LiMx831: maybe if yall just stayed out of my business there would be no problem..cuz yer hte ones starting all ths shit
BadfishLBC5446: maybe you need to stop being in every one else and making a big pile of shit where ever you go
LiMx831: and i suppose u're making it n e better?
LiMx831: keep talking shit ryan..keep talkin shit
BadfishLBC5446: why...what gonan happen
LiMx831: im not sayin n ethings gonna happen-- but yer gonna talk shit to the wrong person one of these days.. and its not gonna be cool
LiMx831: then you'll learn yer lesson.
BadfishLBC5446: you first
LiMx831: just stay out of peoples fuckin lives-- u've got yer own to live..why waste it on someone elses?
LiMx831: yeah cuz i really talk shit about everyone o man.. im such a talker.. uh huh
BadfishLBC5446: you need to calm the fuck down and thin about what your sying before you talk
LiMx831: cuz u hve nothing better to do but sti here and fucken start shit w/ a fuckin girl-- i'm am NOT afraid of u ryan-
LiMx831: you dont' intimidate me in any way
BadfishLBC5446: a girl...you only a girl beccaue you have a fucki vagina...girls are alwasy want to be tried equal....so im not gonna treat you any differnt
LiMx831: so your sayin u'd hit a girl? i fucken dare u
BadfishLBC5446: i wouldnt hit you...
BadfishLBC5446: i never said that
LiMx831: well thats what yer implying
BadfishLBC5446: no you the one saying that you intimmdating
LiMx831: even so,
LiMx831: what business is it of your who i'm with
LiMx831: and what i do
BadfishLBC5446: what business oyu you have bring caire into this
LiMx831: bc thats how all this bull shit started between everyone
BadfishLBC5446: no it not
BadfishLBC5446: you never liked her
BadfishLBC5446: you were the problem
LiMx831: bull shit ryan
BadfishLBC5446: you should never epoend your mouth
LiMx831: i never opened my mouth -- if was her that started talking shit in her fucking BLURTY
LiMx831: i get really jealous when i see girls w/ ryan, or even talking//flirting, it's pretty sad and i know, it probably means i'm insecure or something but blah i dont think i am, i think im fine, but no ones fine. and there's this one girl at always sits at our table, but here:
we always sat at the tablel like this:
me, ryan, jenny, zach, kyle. and on the other side was
ashley,kyle,james,joe,and who ever else.
so then since me and jenny are in the other cafeteria before lunch starts, it takes us a little bit to get over there, so on friday when i went over there, fucking SOME GIRL whom i will not name, STOLE MY SPOT but of course her and ryan werel lyke omigod talking together! so then he had his back turned to me the whole time, and threw his backpack down by me, meaning oh here. since he's so busy w/ SOME GIRL. and then when me and jenny were finally talking, i didnt feel good, and i felt like i was going to cry, and then joe asked me what was wrong so im like nothing. then ryan had finally pissed me off by SHOVING INTO ME becuase SOME GIRL was flirting w/ him, so iml ike fuck it, so i went to the other corner of the table, so then i coudl talk to ashley and zach so then joe goes up and tells ryan that im pissed off at him and shit, when joe didnt even kno the story and i wasnt event alking to him, so he pretty much fucked it up. but i was still sad.
ok the past days at lunch:
ryan and SOME GIRL had always been HUGGING and closing their eyes which total made me feel used. then like they'd "lock hands" when they would go get food, and it made me really sad, and it made me feel like i was gonna b sick, this is how i always get. so i tried ignoring it, but that didn't help.
but finally when joe the asshole came back after talking w/ ryan, ryan came over and hesl ike "u kno we're only friends right?" "she flirts with a lot of guys"
im like is that supposed to make me feel better.
but of course when ever something like this happens, where girls are all over ryan, and it isnt like he pushes back or anything, i get sad, so he comes over and tries to be all awesome, then fucking says "i love you" and gives me a kiss.... is that suppoesd to help?
BadfishLBC5446: noo....sice you obviosly don care what people say about you then you shoulda never cared about the whole internet journal but you did...you you decised to write something bak
LiMx831: remember that ryan? thats how this bull started
LiMx831: regardless if i responded or not
LiMx831: THAT is what started everything between everyone
LiMx831: because she was the one who hit post first-
LiMx831: so u guys could talk your shit and what ever..blame it on me GO AHEAD---she was the one that started the tension to begin w/..and for the record.-- ididnt hate her in the beinning
LiMx831: i was happy for u
LiMx831: honestly-- now its not even worth it
BadfishLBC5446: then stop.....i will to...im done
BadfishLBC5446 signed off at 1:20:04 AM.
meh..was late on the hittin the enter button..but this is what i would have sed: ~~~>
LiMx831: then stop? when yer the one that started the conversation and u want me to stop? ryan..im really sorry this had to happen... but ya know what? fuckit it.. i wish ya the best
ah ryan..if it weren't for that bitch carrie--none this shit woulda happened...