Sunday, January 11th, 2004
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11:08 pm - Last call for alcohol....
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this is the last entry I will put in this journal....it's a shit having to keep 2 so go to www.livejournal.com/users/~the_ethersyde that will be my permanent one from now on....love you all
current mood: bye bye
current music: beat my guest
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shoot the skag
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Tuesday, January 6th, 2004
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11:20 am - I'm doing the right thing....MY WAY! and I'm happy....
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I'm in Science class right now learning about DNA and stuff...fun. Wow you know I haven't felt this at peace in a long time and I hope it stays like this. Nell_Sly and Spikey Z are supposed to go on a flea market coat hiatus becore mike spends all his money....hope they have fun...I'm just gonna relax for the day and read "Siddhartha." Best of luck...P.S. I haven't done heroin in 2 weeks! yay!
current mood:  content
current music: into the river below
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Friday, January 2nd, 2004
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11:48 am - Hey Jude, don't make it bad take a sad song and make it better remember to let her into your heart
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~Until now, I've been blind.
Until now, I've been wasting time.
I've been lost on streets of plenty.
I've been tossed on icy seas.
And all I've crossed, ain't worth a quarter.
~Sometimes I feel like I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel like my only friend
Is the city I live in, the city of angels
Lonely as I am, together we cry
Well, I don't ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love, take me all the way
You took a town by storm
Now put away your welcome, soon you'll find you've overstayed it
All the while my fortune faded
You did right when you went two stepping into my idle heart...say you'll stay and don't give up on me...one of these times I'll get it right...I'm gonna put up my fist and learn to fight...but without support there's no hope no chance doomed to go back to the switchstance...in for an unknown fate awaits...I might be like the early nighters....stop the flow and die young on the concrete of a sidewalk downtown and there it will keep, like a secret that's whispered.
current mood:  mellow
current music: fortune faded
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11:18 am - Some fall to the bottle and the legacy runs from needles to guns...
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I'm on the drug,
I'm on the drug,
I'm on the drug that killed River Phoenix.
I saw his body thrashing round.
I saw his pulse rate going down.
I saw him in convulsive throes.
I said "I'll have one of those."
the irony....
current music: he'll never be an old man river
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11:15 am - below beloved....
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My days are heavy
On the inside of my night
My gaze falls heavy
On the inside of your denial
Better they come
Better days come
Better they come
Better days come
It's your lies
My days are heavy
On the inside of my night
My gaze falls heavy
On the inside of your denial
Better they come
Better days come
Better they come
Better days come
It's your lie, your lies
Hear say hear now, I've heard you've found
There's more across the way
Now the other side can look so nice
Until you've heard this myth won't wash away
I've heard there's more in altered land
No rocks, no tools, no stepping stones
You live across the way I've heard you say
not in words, you show on face
I use my tongue, wear on sleeve
Hat's off, my tie's undone, welcome...
This plan to cross border, soldiers divide families
That's reform
Here say here now, I've heard you found
Across the way it's green I'm told
You live across the way I've heard you say
Not in words, you show on face
I use my tongue, wear on sleeve
Hat's off, we can't feel you so no
And you can't talk so now you're dumb
The standoffish way you sit in your office
He's a goldfish
He gets as big as your fishbowl
Food for your own dish
Let's just say it's found in all of us
Instead we say, we they she he
Just call them out by name
Good could be found
Let's sift through sand
Good could be found
A fallen angel has been canned
Should it be bound a calling
What breathes down your neck is lion's breath
Breathe...
That's all I have to say for now
I'll save the rest for rainy days
~My closet is all
I have for secrets
I lived once before
indoors just like fox painting
That maybe grateful
I lost my real reason
I was scared
Taste was real
There were too many colors
Wake up to more
To Juddervision
Made up with colors
Wake up to more
To Juddervision
Other colors
Somehow we get trapped in
too unlikely straight-jackets
Top tailors, pay all
We'll say, 'Well, they suit you!'
They sold you that credit
Stressed brainless, you can't budge
Sleeping elves in black/white dreams
Inside it seems like treason
Wake up to more
To Juddervision
Made up with colors
Wake up to more
To Juddervision
Made up with colors
This world is colored in
by your own hearts
It could be melting pot
for soldier's crayons
This world has
more than I
wanted it for
Too many colors are mixed wrong
~The more I hurt, the less I feel
The more I know, the less I rest in this lone star state of mind
The more I hurt, the less I feel
The more I know, the less I rest in this lone star state of mind
Say it straight, don't bend my ear
When I'm walking lost in the evening air
You two-step into my idle heart, tearing up my songs with minor cords now
The more I saw the less I worked
Now that can't be good for some boy out of love out touch out of lust
out of soul not of song
The more I hurt, the less I feel
~I never thought I could see
such blue
as the ice I fell into
I never thought I could feel
such blue
as the chill now embracing you
Most of us know where to go
when we need someone
I'm a fool
too out of reach
I believe no one
This is not the way
I want to see your face
and this change could be
the death of you and me
Cause I opened the door
to such blue
living flesh
our blood shows through
If I could draw
a conclusion here
I'd say....
that the end draws near
most of us
have somewhere safe
to escape from the cold
we exhausted any trust
to think we can hold
And i'll never know
the ghost that wears your clothes
you must not know how close
to the edge I go
This is not the way
I want to see your face
your desperate eyes reach to me
as blue as blue could be
Our sentence ends
with a blue period
our sentence ends
with a blue period ....
current mood: recumbent
current music: across the way
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Wednesday, December 31st, 2003
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1:50 pm - jolly green dumbass...
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stressed over nothingness...confused on new years eve...wonder if there is a party if so I'm there all I know is I want to be with nell_sly at the drop of the ball...I hope he wants it that way too...that would be the perfect closing and beginning...nothing could be sweeter...
current mood:  stressed
current music: apple pie cowboy toothpaste
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2:59 am - I've been locked inside your heart shaped box....
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Jeeze where have the days gone? This month was one huge blur and it's already new year's eve! I had a kinda shitty christmas...I mean I got shit but I also got bitched at all day long...I came upon a really cool punk band today called Fenix Tx I burned a cd or two....it's late I'm bored....I'm burned out...I've got a new complaint for every day...better they come better days come or so they say...my hat's off my tie's undone....welcome
ETHERSYDE
current mood:  drained
current music: jolly green dumbass
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Wednesday, December 24th, 2003
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3:11 am - o shit man
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im all hyped up on corocedin and shit rite now dont know wat is goin on shit man i had am having a bad spell with heroin and corocedin i dont know whats goin on these days oh man man i'm reachin out from my haze if you read this i've been trippin since saturday and i dont know man nelson man im so sorry man im all drugged up and i dont deserve you cause i was so drugged up that i couldn't eveen find the phone to call you man and im sorry im trippin at this exact moment man. I hope im pressin the rite keys. life ont seem real anymore i feel like im in mario brothers land man i kind of like it man. someone call me and tell me somethin because i do't know man
ETHERSYDE
current mood:  high
current music: it's my life
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Thursday, December 4th, 2003
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9:06 pm - The flight of the Phoenix has come to an end...all that is left is a River...
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And here is the beggining of my demise....no particular reason... note this...the end is coming and no will to stop it...I won't pesist to be...never being old and gray...I know exactly what I'm doing...no worries...I know exactly what I'm getting into...but yall don't...you won't know...you'll never know...I'm not depressed...I'm indifferent...I'm not commiting suicide...no worries there...neither you nor I will know when it is coming...but I know it is not far off...be ready...I don't want it to be a shocker...don't ask me questions why I say this...don't ask me questions...I'm not stupid...I'm not scared...don't "help me"...it isn't help...I don't want it...you won't know my downfall until I go...I have done it for a while now...and you still haven't figured it out...my secret...I can't tell and maybe those who know me will put 2 and 2 together and see that I'm not this perfect little smiley person that you all make me out to be...and many of you will leave my side...and that will sadden me greatly...I can't help doing this anymore than you can help breathing...if this is taken away...I'll die...maybe not physical death but me, my personality, my humility, I will die...so if you find out know this...wether you still love me or leave me after the fact...that is your choice not mine...but the truth is you left me because of the greatest of all of my faults and you hated me for it rather than look at my good qualities and love for you all and if you could've loved me for the fact that I really cared about you and laughed with you and had good times with you...instead of looking at this one thing...than I am to know that you were a greater friend than even I could've imagined...and if you couldn't look past the fact, than you lied to me a you weren't a real friend, I've looked past everyones faults and tried to see what is beneath them and I'm so glad I did, because I've found some really great people that I would have never been able to see without looking past their faults.....
current mood:  indifferent
current music: blue period
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1 O.D.ed| shoot the skag
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Tuesday, December 2nd, 2003
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9:24 pm - cuz you came at a time in the pursuit of one true love in which to fall...was to be all and end all
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All I want is brown
And I'm going into town
Shooting up as soon as I'm back
My friends have got some good shit
All I want is some of it
Gimme, gimme, gimme that smack
Well I've ruined nearly all of my veins
Sticking that fucking shit into my arms
current mood:  anxious
current music: heroin girl; everclear
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4:03 am - Shweet 16..... Ha! Someone stop the sewing machine licking armadillos...
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Things that happened on my#16th....(good and bad)
- I feuded with my mother
- cat mauled my lip
+ got all pyro at 2am
- slept half the day
++++++ got to see Nell_Sly
+ cracked open an egg and 2 yolks fell out
+ talked to Ashey, Jebus, Rob-o, Don, Alise, Kiwi, Damian, Ricky, Roach, John and other random people
- 6 days before they take out the stitches
all in all.....I can't say it was all that great of a birthday but I can say that it was a memerablee one for sure and I have the scar to prove it unfortunately...thanx Heetlah...from my point of view 16 is no different than 15...the only change is the # and the fact that I'm creeping closer to the flirtation with senility....yay only another 50 years or so years to go before I'm old old old.... and for now...I'm a damn "youngin'" still as my so called elders put it...no birthday until 18 will be significant....then...that 18th year....ohhhhh buster that is going to be the birthday of all birthdays...only 2 yrs to go...hah....meaning only forever to go...yeah forever
current mood:  exhausted
current music: ZZZZzzzzz
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2 O.D.ed| shoot the skag
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Sunday, November 30th, 2003
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8:44 pm - my only solice is that tragedy will come....what have we done???
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wow...I did basically nothing today except slept until 3pm...go downtown and brought home a Jebus and then Carolyn came over....yeah, pretty uneventful...
ma me fideliter! Fidem meam noto: De corde totaliter Et ex mente tota, Sum presentialiter Absens in remota."
Lat: "Love me faithfully!/See how I am faithful:/With all my heart/And all my soul/I am with you/Though I am far away.
Nunc scio quit sit amor.
This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang but a whimper.
Tell me not, in mournful numbers,
Life is but an empty dream!
For the soul is dead that slumbers,
and things are not what they seem.
Life is real! Life is earnest!
And the grave is not its goal;
Dust thou art; to dust returnest,
Was not spoken of the soul...
e'er it be so....
current mood: mellow
current music: sounds of the aegean
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2 O.D.ed| shoot the skag
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Saturday, November 29th, 2003
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7:50 pm - Dial 999 if you really want the truth....
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1. What is the color of your room? White with posters and random things on the walls
2. Do you have personal pictures on the walls? yes
3. Did your parents let you pick out the colors of your room? no
4.Do you have magazine clippings taped to the walls? yeah
5. What are all the posters in your room? an egyptian glow in the dark picture, random mag posters, poems I cut out of my english book and other shit
6.How many windows are in your room? 2
7.Do you have a tv and VCR? yes
8.Do you have a CD player? yes
9.Do you share your room with anyone else?no
10.Are you allowed to have food and drinks in your room? yeah
11. Is your room where you spend most of your time? when I'm not out...yes
12. What's your favorite thing about your room? my rope light and light up flamingo
13. What's under your bed? ummmm...dunno
14.If you could change one thing about your room, what would it be? the wall color
15. Do you have a desk in your room? no
16. Do you always do your homework on that desk? no
17. Do you have a phone in your room? .....my cell phone
18.What kind of phone is it? cell
19. What color is your phone? blue
20. Do you have stuffed animals in your room? a stuffed soda cup..... it's flOOfy
21. Any Porcelain Dolls? nope...ewww
22. What color is your carpet? beige (sp?)
23. Do you have a mirror in your room? yes
24. What do you dislike about your room? the carpet and wall color
25. What Poster would you like on your wall? a huge ass MSI poster of Little Jimmy Urine
26. Do you have a pet or plant in your room? nope
27. What kind of bed do you have? a beddy kind of bed
28. What is the color of your bedspread? it's a quilt...
29. Is your room usually clean? yeah sorta
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---Right Now---
WHAT COLOUR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: my pj's
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: bloodsport; Sneakerpimps
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Mt. Dew
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: cold
HOW ARE YOU?:sick
--Do you...---
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: many
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?:sorta
LIKE TO DRIVE?: yeah
TYPE WITH FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS?: i guess
DRINK?: rarely
SMOKE?: haven't in 2 yrs
WEAR CONTACTS?: nope
HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?: a bro, 6 step bros, 1 half bro, 2 step sisters, and 1 half sister
---Favorites---
RELATIVE: auntie Francis....and my nephew Matt
TV SHOW: family guy...a minute with Stan Hooper...(that's a funny one you should check it out) and for some reason...the crime investigation shows about dead hookers attract my attention too
SHAMPOO: suave coconut
COMMERCIAL: man I fucking hate commercials they are a waste of my deteriorating attention span
BOOK: The Vampire Lestat
MAGAZINE: Maxim
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Dr.Pepper
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: hang and party
BAND OR GROUP: MSI
SINGER: Little Jimmy Urine
MOVIE: Life as a House and Gia
FOOD: cinnamin and sugar toast (Mmmmmm....)
CLOTHES: the clothes that I make alterations to
BOY NAME: Troy or Garreth
GIRL NAME: Emiline or McKenzie
HANGOUT: coffee shop
RESTAURANT: Olive Garden....Mmmmm
FEELING: hyper/crazy
ICE-CREAM FLAVOR: vanilla
VACATION PLACE: my resort or Australia(yes I have been to Australia and partied with the Aboriginese people...boomerangs...woot woot)
SPORT: gymnast...(I used to be one)
MUSIC:My 5 fav bands are...MSI...Sneaker Pimps...The Darkness...311...and Bad Religion
STORE: Spencer's...it's interesting...but don't for gosh sakes DON'T LOOK AT THE OLD MAN/WOMAN BIRTHDAY CARDS!
DOG BREED: cockapoo (yes it is a real breed....)
BIRD BREED: peacock???
FISH BREEd: beta fish
DAY OF THE YEAR: halloween
MONTH: May
---Have you...---
BROKEN THE LAW: yes
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: yes
EVER CHEATED ON A TEST: no
STAYED UP TILL FOUR ON THE PHONE: yes
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: yes
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING:no
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yes
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: no
USED YOU PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: yes
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: yes
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: yes
FELL ASLEEP WHILE EATING: yes
FELL ASLEEP WHILE DRIVING: no
DRIVEN A CAR: yes
EVER MET SOMEONE FAMOUS: yes...the front man from Hoobastank...Dan Estrin...the adicts.... and the gymnastics USA champ shannon miller...ehhh...the last one meant more 5yrs abo than it does now
WANTED TO DIE: yes
BEEN ON A PLANE: yes
WENT SWIMMING IN THE OCEAN:yes...."DON'T TOUCH THE FINS...DON'T TOUCH THE FINS!"
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: YES
CRIED IN PUBLIC: YES
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: YES
GONE TO CHURCH: ehhh not in about 4yrs
READ THE BIBLE: not since 5th grade
FISH: about a month ago with my friend Andy
CAVAIR: nope....rich people eat nasty things
SEEN SOMEONE DIE: yes
---Medical---
FRACTURE HISTORY: none
OPERATION HISTORY: none
ALLERGIES: grass, cat, dog, oak trees....ect.
HAD STICTCHES: landed on butcher's knife...5 stitches
CAVITIES: none ever
---Pets---
CURRENT PETS: 2 dos and a cat
MOST UNUSAL PETS YOU'VE HAD: a chinchilla and a rat
BEST CURRENT PET: Heetla my cat
HAVE YOU EVER SHAVED YOUR CAT?: actual I did shave Heetla's tail once...all except the end....he looked like a mini lion with a bushy tipped tail....
---Random---
WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED AND IMPORTANT POSSESSION?: my little old jewlry box
WHEN YOU WAKE UP, YOU: hit the snooze button for another 20
YOUR MOUSE PAD HAS ON IT:cow spots with red and blue graffiti
WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?:ummm I've already said what
WHAT DO YOU WEAR TO BED?: watever I fall asleep in
THINKING OF RIGHT NOW?: a bad religion song called "Evangeline"
WHAT DO YOU DO THAT REALLY PISSES OFF YOUR FRIENDS?: me not talking or being sad
DO YOU HAVE A JOB?: need to get one
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: The Darkness
AFTER SCHOOL/WORK YOU: lax around or go towndown
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?: a fiery red that has been half used
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: sweet dreams...and remembering them
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET? who knows?
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: I'd have to say Jebus, Rob-o, Nelson, Adam, Liz, Christina, and Don and I concider Carolyn and Mckenzie...my sisters
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: chill/party/sleep/dancing beligerantly while no one is looking
--------What do you think of?-----------------
EMINEM: oh on! a white rapper....I don' know..or really care
MARILYN MANSON: ummm he ginuinely creeps me out but has some pretty good songs
SPICE GIRLS: thank god they're gone...I thought I heard about one of them doing porno or something? I dunno
TITANIC: they froze their asses off to death....
JERRY SPRINGER: it used to be a lot better when the people could throw stuff at each other...
SUICIDE: ehhhh....
SOUTH PARK: OMG...DUDE, YOU KILLED KENNY....YOU BASTARD!
DREAMS:sweet dreams are made of these....
current mood:  amused
current music: du hast
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Friday, November 28th, 2003
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1:36 pm - Hey you! Could you ever fall for me...oh the way I fell for you
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I'm still sick...I have to hit my inhalor every hour now just to breathe...I've lost 12 lbs this week from dehydration and overheating...my nose hasn't bled today but I'm still weak and losing body mass rapidly...I hope I'm going to be okay over the weekend...I don't know if I'm going to stay out all weekend but I'm definately staying out tonight and maybe tomorrow depending how I feel...I hung out with Carolyn all last night which was even more fun than ever...we were just talking about old times and laughing our asses off until about 1am then she left and I went to sleep...jeez I feel really bad right now
current mood:  sick
current music: givin' up
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Thursday, November 27th, 2003
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3:28 pm - An assault my defenses systematically failed to withstand...
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I'm getting sicker by the second and I feel like shit...I didn't get to go downtown yesterday because my nose wouldn't stop bleeding and I almost had to go to the hospital...today I cough, I choke, my nose bleeds...and all I can eat is the gahdamn mashed potatoes! I got all my birthday presents and my christmas present last night....why? I have no clue...my family is weird like that...for christmas I got a CD player in my car and for my birthday I got a rope light flamingo, christmas lights, a soda pop shaped pillow, a DVD, a CD, and a little light up dolphin that plugs in the cigarette lighter in my car..."DON'T TOUCH THE FINS, DON'T TOUCH THE FINS!"
current mood: sick
current music: love is only a feeling
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Tuesday, November 25th, 2003
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9:57 pm - ...You've got me in a spin but everything is A-Okay....
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Ha! Nelson, Roach and I hung out today and we ended up having to make up flyers for Roach's party dealie on Friday and that took awhile because we didn't knnow how to word it...then after we printed out a whole 10 of them....we couldn't hardly find anyone to give one to except like Kenniez (Kizzle)...and a couple others because everyone was all holed up in there cozy dens getting ready for Thanksgiving...finally we went back to Roach's and watched half of "Con Air"...then we headed back downtown hoping someone would be there but basically Mel and Genieva were the only ones there so we sat in the coffee shop and talked...Roach went and met Sean...less than 2 mins later "The Ian" walked in and talked to me and Nell_Sly for a good while while Reagan talked about eating dead carcasses for Thanksgiving...the Biscuit showed up a couple of mins before I had to leave...yay great fun....I fixed my car today and put the decorative pin stripes on one side after I removed the old ones...I must do the other side tomorrow...BAH~ Sy
current mood:  accomplished
current music: heaven's gonna burn your eyes out; theivery corperation
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Monday, November 24th, 2003
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10:14 pm - Lend me your faith cause mine is broken....
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I fixed my car fender today all by myshelf! Ha! It was a very fendery expeirience.... I must work on it tomorrow too...I'm not through...I still have to smooth, and sand, and smooth, and wet sand, scuff, sand, was, base coat, and clear coat it....jeez...hmmm...if you don't hit those faders i won't ever stop...i wanna give you some drugs and i hope that you like 'em baby...me be the phenomenon phenomenomenon
current mood:  devious
current music: faggot
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Sunday, November 23rd, 2003
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9:40 pm - Jesus H. motherfucking BOOM BOOM Christ!
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I haven't been this sick in a long time....it's all your fault Mike Z!! lol...He's bringing all the country azz montvale sicknesses....hah I'm just messin'...I really didn't want to update this right now but of course there is nothing else to do...The boards have gotten really boring lately...and I've got tons of time on my hands exspecially on Sundays and mondays and all weekend long...but thank god for the weekends and shit...gives me some chill out/ party time whichever seems to be better...I stayed over Rob-o's basically all weekend with him, Nelson, Mona, Ian, Crystal, and Katie....that was pretty fun...I aslo went to the Blind Society show on Friday it was pretty good.... But there were some really bad happenings this weekend also....Don got mugged....apparently when Julie got drunk Gaelan and her somehow did it and she doesn't remember....I personally don't know Gaelan but thats pretty fucked up taking advantage of her like that, he should have known better...also Kenny was grounded so XLIV had to play without him and Terry messed up a couple of times, Adam was trashed,and Bob-o looked pretty disappointed, Boofie was doing good as always...I wonder what's going to happen but Bob-o talked to some dude from WROV and the guy said that as soon as they make a CD that they would get air time....that rocks...I can't believe it's Sunday...it's so depressing...Monday is the same way all day...earlier today wasn't too bad though...I got to laze around and woke up to Bob-o eating (AGAIN!) and Ian smashing his CD player in the kitchen...That's better than an alarm clock!.....Or atleast louder than an alarm clock...I hung out over there and watched "Gia"....that's a pretty good movie...then I had to leave....I really did not want to I almost cried because I knew once I got home that I'd be back to the same damn place doing absolutely nothing...and here I sit doing just that...
current mood:  sore
current music: love on the rocks with no ice
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2 O.D.ed| shoot the skag
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Thursday, November 20th, 2003
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10:30 pm - Kick those faggots off the stage!!!
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I'm hungry.....my stomach is saying things...it's saying something about "official midgets jacking me off..." ok mmm hmmm....oh wait my cd player is on...gahdamnit!
current mood:  pleased
current music: I hate jimmy page
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Wednesday, November 19th, 2003
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9:40 pm - Can't get it outta my head!!!! ARRRRRG!
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I want to be a kid again
Come down having Sunday best
See me staying home bunking school
Knowing wrong from right just rules
I wish I'd never seen your face
Better done wind of phase
I need an echo not your praise
Straying from the god you nailed
My mother, my mother, my mother never told
My mother, my mother, my mother never told me
Love is just a blood sport, love is just a blood sport
Cause love is just a blood sport, love is just a blood sport
current mood:  enthralled
current music: Bloodsport
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shoot the skag
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