Woot. I just woke up.
I went to bed at like 3:30, I got caught in watching something on TV. I dont know why I am up so early. I guess ive lost all ability to sleep late...which is shitty.
Last night I had a wicked strange dream. I dont like dreaming anymore. They either scare me alot, dont make any sense, make me sad, or really mad.
I was at home, and the phonr rang.. so I picked up the phone.. and I dont even know who I was talking to, but as I was talking to this person my mom walked into the room, (and may I add this room or any room didnt look like my house, so I was confused if It was my house or what have you) and my mom was crying.. not like hysterically crying, just like tears streaming down her face.. and I dropped the phone and I went over to her and I asked her why she was crying, and she said that all was lost.. Those were her exact words.. all is lost? I said.. What is that supposed to mean?! and she walked away from me. and somehow, the phone rang even though it was already off the hook, and the voice of someone, I cannot place who it is, but I know ive heard the voice before, said "all is lost" So after that I hung up the phone, and I was really frightened so I went outside, and it seemed like everything was saying "all is lost" then I started to run, and the last image i saw, was myself falling down.
now, what the fuck does that mean?! It kinda creeped me out.. I dont know why. But I think thats why I woke up. I always have strange dreams when they are like.. not meaningful, and I dont know why I have them.. so I dunno about this one.
Yeah. Thats all.
I love you Josh,muah.