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Yeah right. [26 Jan 2004|03:02pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Babylon AD - Cradle Of Filth ]

Everyone should listen to Cradle Of Filth if they haven't done so already... They are fucking awesome. What else has to be said. Great music, great videos, great frontman... And well who gives a fuck about anything anyway??

Dani )

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[12 Jan 2004|09:58pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Awake - Godsmack ]

This is so lame!

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A stupid survey thing.... [08 Jan 2004|07:14pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Reflections - From Autumn To Ashes ]

[1]What's your name? *Tuulia
[2]What color are the pants you're wearing? *Black...
[3[What are you listening to at the moment? *I've downloaded music on my computer... Type O Negative, Opeth, Cradle Of Filth... etc.
[4]What are the last 4 digits of your phone number? *6198
[5]What was the last thing you ate? *A piece of a carrot cake
[6]If you were a colored pen, what color would you be? *Purple...
[7]Who was the last person you talked to? *Myself? lol. My brother.
[8]Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? *I don't remember!
[9]What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? *If he wears black, has pale eyes, long hair and fangs... ;)
[10]What are you gonna do today? *Watch "Salkkarit" and finish The Hobbit (hopefully!)
[11]Favorite drink? *I just drink water all the time.
[12]Favorite drink with alcohol? *No thanks...
[13]How many times have you dyed your hair? *Umm... too many!
[14]Favorite sport? * Maybe ice hockey and wrestling... who knows.
[15]What cd are you gonna buy next? *Either the newest one from The 69 Eyes or one from AFI
[16]What color are your eyes? *Green.
[17]Favortie quote? *Anyways... or Fuck you. I don't know... go figure.
[18]Any siblings? Their ages? *1 brother-16, 1 sister-13
[19]Favorite month? *September... I don't have a favorite actually.
[20]Favorite food? *Blood. Okay seriously... rice.
[21]What was the last movie you saw? *Lord of the rings.
[22]Favorite day of the week? *Probably Saturday.
[23]Do you dare to ask someone out? *Umm... no.
[24]Movies: love or horror? *Horror!!!!
[25]Winter or summer? *Fall
[26]Hugs or kisses? *Hugs...
[27]Relationships or one night stands? *WTF? Neither... okay the first one.
[28]Sunrise or sunset? *Sunset

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Wishing for a better day... [07 Jan 2004|08:02pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | The Only - Static-X ]

Things are getting out of hand everywhere... First of school. I really don't feel like going there anymore. I don't feel like doing anything. And it's all because of the way I feel. I know I will fail many subjects this time around. I can't go on like this forever. Then home... things aren't so good here either. Well it's always been like this, or at least I'm mostly used to it, but I feel like we're gonna be fighting a lot this year... My mom says I have to see a shrink. Fine then. But she's too embarassed to call one. I'm sure of that. I wouldn't mind going... Although I don't know if it'smuch help. Well I guess I'll see about that later on. And finally, what comes to my social, I have none. I haven't met Saara after the party, which was more than a week ago. I'm sure she doesn't consider me a friend anymore. And fuck she's the only friend I would have had. No I really have none. Do I deserve this? I mean when she was going through tought times... who was there for her? Me! And it should be her turn. But she seems to be an ignorant.... For fuck's sake I'm tired of pretenders, liars, back stabbers... etc etc.

Don's ask me what's up with posting all the pics here... :)

HuH? )

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If only I could get him... [05 Jan 2004|05:08pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Away From Me - Puddle Of Mudd ]

This is Dregen. Look at him closely, now could you believe that he's from Sweden! Haha... No but seriously, he's fucking hot. And no wonder since he plays guitar. I love guys [and girls] who play guitar. Awesome... Well if you haven't heard him yet, then I suggest you pick up the newest album from the Backyard Babies. [Called Stockholm Syndrome] Okay just go ahead and download some songs. Minus Celcius is great... And to think that I'm advertising here. You're crazy! Well back to Dregen, all I know is he's fucking gorgeous and that's not enough to say he's wonderful, but he is anyway. I wish I knew him. Personally...

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Bored. [03 Jan 2004|04:43pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | Dig Up Her Bones - Misfits ]

I can't believe I only have three days untill that stupid fuck known as skool starts again... I can't believe!!! I hate that place more than anything. It's not that I wouldn't like to learn things, but no, not that way. I really like learning new things but going to skool is so wrong. The way they teach is wrong. I'm not good at some subjects and I can't stand staying in class for 6 or 8 hours... :( Also it might be that I don't like my skool too much because of all the people. It's unbelievable how many fucking retards there exist in this world. I don't even want to think about the whole skool thing anymore... I can't wait untill 12am. They're gonna show the HIM concert that was on new year's eve. I wish I could have been there, but since I don't live in Helsinki, there's really no way I could have gone. I've only seen them live once, but it was great. Well as much as I saw of it before my friend dragged me away. Back then she had a crisis with her boyfriend and she just had to find him or something. It was insane anyway... But whatever. I really don't want to remember last summer. More bad moments than good ones.

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Funny ?! [01 Jan 2004|12:49am]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Hyena - Rancid ]

Happy New Year to any one who ever reads this !!! I hope you'll have a wonderful time and that you'll make some good resolutions... ;) I will... try... to!!!

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quizzes are good... [26 Dec 2003|10:01pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | The leaving song pt. II - AFI ]

You Are Jade Puget! The Guitarist of AFI

!!!!!~**Which member of AFI are you???**~!!!!!!
brought to you by Quizilla

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Blah... [23 Dec 2003|08:07pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Static-X - Cold ]

It's almost x-mas. Only a few hours left till tomorrow. And I'm not in the least x-mas mood... How sad is it. But I don't care. This holiday has lost its meaning to me. I used to love it when I was little. I was always so excited and couldn't wait. I mean I even counted the days. Weird... But now it's more like I wish it was over already. Or I don't know. I just don't care. Period.

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I missed Metallica... [16 Dec 2003|07:10pm]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | The 69 Eyes - Brandon Lee ]

I am still mad at myself... I just can't believe how stupid I was... I'm actually speechless right now... I mean, I don't know. Just two days ago I thought I was gonna see Metallica next summer and I was really excited and everything! But then... everything gets fucked up. I don't know why, but I didn't go and buy the tickets yeasterday morning. I thought my mom would be able to get them after work... But no. The concert was sold out!!! I can't believe how bad my luck is. Why nothing good ever happens to me??? It's so unfair. Life is way too fucking unfair. And right now I feel like shit. I made a stupid mistake... For god's sake, I was gonna see Metallica and Slipknot!!! But fuck happened, and here I am, without any tickets... It really sucks to be me. Be happy for what you are... Sigh. So that's it. I will never forget this. But moving one... Only three days of skool left!!! I really couldn't be happier about that. Not that I'd be waiting for x-mas, it's all the same to me, but I want to sleep. I want to stay in my room. Be alone. I want to be able to just be.... And I will finally start playing guitar for real. I've decided to start taking lessons. At least for the time that I leanr the basics, like how to tune the thing... Hmm. I really need to start controlling myself. I've stopped eating candies. A good thing. I hope I'll be able to keep it up after x-mas. Next thing is to stop eating any meat. But it's gonna be hard because my parents don't really like that. But they've got to get used to it... Man I gotta do a french essay. I'm way too lazy with homework, especially now that there ain't too many days left.

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Whatever [06 Dec 2003|11:24pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Misfits - Dig Up Her Bones ]

How the hell come I wasted all of this "lovely" Saturday by the computer... I'm such an idiot. Because I really feel like I wasted it. And now I'll never get it back. Sighs. But I guess I shouldn't think about it anymore because the thought of a wasted day will make me just sad. Not that I wouldn't already be sad... My life is just so dull. I don't even know what to say. I'm just wasting myself away, and it's killing me to notice I'm dying slowly. Well everyone is... but it's not a good thing to die like this.

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Fridays are boring! [05 Dec 2003|02:26pm]
[ mood | rejected ]
[ music | Alkaline Trio - We've Had Enough ]

I don't know if it's just me but I find Fridays extremely boring... Okay well maybe not "extremely", but usually they tend to be just boring. Why, everyone else is out having fun (or pretending they're amusing) but all I do is stay home and well try to find something to do. Hmm... It's not like I care too much, but it would be nice to get out somewhere at least from time to time. Great... Today I really have to play guitar again. I mean how the hell am I going to be better if I don't practice. Man my ramblings are getting on my nerves and all I know is no one's gonna read this shit anyway. So why bother? I don't know... Gotta get away.

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Hail to Davey... [03 Dec 2003|07:37pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Dag Nasty - Million Days ]

Hmm... Yes I am new... and yes I don't know what to say. I am extremely bored and that's why I decided to start a journal, or whatever the hell this is called. My life is just so boring. I know I should make something out of it... but it's not that easy. People are just so... umm, different. If I dare to say so. Well what I mean is that I can't seem to find anyone who would feel like me. Everyone I know is just not like me, and it does bother me... And it's actually only because I have nothing in common with them, which means I canät really talk. Because come on, what can I talk about if they don't know what's going on. Of course I could tell them Davey Havok is god, or he's the man, but what would they know. They have no idea who he is, or even who AFI is... Damn ignorants. Man all they know is themselves... That's so fucked up.

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