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Sunday, July 13th, 2003

Time:2:10 am.
Mood: blah.
Sorry for not updating in the past few days. I've been kind of busy, and lazy. The other night I spent the night at Rachel's house which was so much fun. I don't even know how many inside jokes we made that night, it was great, we even went streaking drunk in the rain. It was so much fun. The next day we went to Target and yeah got some stuff. I stayed home Thursday night but got a sort-of disturbing call from my mom. She's on her way to another breakdown so I sort of had to spend Friday at her house even though it wasn't as bad as I expected. I hung out with Jason mainly whom I hadn't seen since October. We went and visited Kim and Morgan too so it was fun. We all watched movies and invaded the liquor cabinet. I got home around 12-ish and yeah. Me and mom talked a lot. And she mainly cryed because I live with my dad and she misses me so much or something. It's such crap though. She only misses me when we get along. This was actually the first time ever that we didn't fight. So my mom is considering moving because her condo is so tiny. We really do need more space. She thinks it will help us all get along. So I told her that if she did move into someplace a little bigger then I would come visit her every weekend. Really though I only see my mom once every month if even that. I mean I want to spend time with her, I did come out of her vagina. It's just hard because I never see her and everything. Oh well, I'll figure something out. Today I went to Lauren's house for a few hours. Then I got home at like midnight and we got into a fight because I told her to post another show on her webpage. It wasn't like a direct order, just a suggestion. But of course she has to make a scene about it. So I just sort of let her off and blocked her. Usually she IM's me on 75 other screen names and says something like "hahah you can't stop me" or something immature but this time she didn't. It was either because I blocked most of her screen names or because I told her before she blocked me, "and yes I know you have other screen names." Either way, she didn't bug me. So who knows? I don't know when to unblock her, but I think I might give it awhile. I'm not mad, I just think Lauren needs some time to cool off.
3 hate to watch you go, but : love to watch you go down

Tuesday, July 8th, 2003

Time:12:31 am.
Mood: happy.
Music:Gatsby's American Dream-Beware, Beware.


Okay well yesterday I got home from Caity's. Then later around 1am-ish Rachel came over. It was really great hanging out with her again. We had so much fun! And then today I went to the carnival which was a lot of fun too. I saw Molly who I hadn't seen in like a year. And I saw a bunch of other people like Mike, Tim, Ted, Ryan, Caity, Marinda, Ashley, Nina, Kate, and there were a lot more including RICHIE. Okay so me and Richie are friends again, we kissed and made up. Minus the kissing. But we did go on a ride together. Just me and him :) It was kind of cute, he's so nice when he wants to be. Thank god Megan wasn't there. I think I'm gonna go tommorow too. Anthony said he really wants to go with me, so who knows? I'm out. Oh and I love Rachel!
love to watch you go down

Saturday, July 5th, 2003

Time:4:20 am.
Mood: crappy.
Okay events that have happened lately. Well first off, I'm friends with Rachel. I know, it's crazy after what we've been through and all, but I've never been happier now that we're friends. She said possibly the best damn thing she could have "Holly this fight was just another obstacle for us to prove that we're true blood sisters" (yeah she's my blood sister as of Feb 20, 2003 :D) You're all probably wondering how this happened so I'll just tell you. She randomly I/M on her new screen name trying to fuck with my head but before she had the chance I was just like-so this is Rachel? LOL because I reconized her profile and everything. So then we started talking, and yeah it was kind of weird. Then that night we were just like-screw it, we want to be friends. So we were.
So yesterday I was kind of bored so I snuck out and met up with Richie at Safeway. Then we walked to see Rachel and Colin. We stayed and hung out at Kinder Park for awhile. Then we went back to Rachel's. And yeah that's basically it. It was cool seeing Rachel again. So then I got home talked ont he phone with Rach for a little bit and went to sleep. Then I woke up around 3:30pm and did nothing for awhile. Finally Richie picked me up and we drove around for a little bit. Oh, and we gave Ryan driving lessons. Haha that was funny. So we go back to Richie's and hung out for a bit and then Colin and Ruth drove over so we lifted some weight with them. It was great. Then we drove over to Rachel's for a bit and then me, Ryan, and Richie drove back to Caity's. We watched part of Just Married and then Richie and Ryan had to leave around 11-ish because Richie doesn't have his liscense, fuck he doesn't even have his permit. So he had to get home before his Dad got back. So Caity's mom let me get my insulin and then we got another movie and went to Taco Bell. At the video store I saw Britney Dye and I was so happy that she was back from VA for a week. (Yeah, she moved) So then we got home and watched How to Loose a Guy in 10 Days. Then Richie and Ryan and Mike call us and they are in Caity's front lawn. But Caity's mom was still up (even though it was 2am) so we had to make them go home and they got so mad at us. But it's all good now...sort of. So now it's 4:20 and I'm just talking to Rachel online because Caity's sleeping so yeah. That's all folks.
love to watch you go down

Time:2:55 am.
Mood: disappointed.
Music:Nothing.
Alright, you all know who I like. And if you don't then ask me. I'm not posting his name, soely because I know someone will look back at this and piss me off about it. So yeah I've liked him for about 2 months or something like that. And, it was pretty obvious he still liked this other girl Megan who goes to my old school. And so tonight he asks Caity if she likes him (which she didn't) and so she told him that the reason she couldn't like him was because I did. So he decides to talk to me. I changed his s/n so you wouldn't know who I'm talking about.

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Anonymous: hey
BroKenW ingS890: hola
Anonymous: i wanna have a serious convo wit u
BroKenW ingS890: um alright
Anonymous: holly...ur one of the coolest girls i kno....but i cant see us bein anymore then friends right now
BroKenW ingS890: i know?
Anonymous: what
Anonymous: how do u kno
BroKenW ingS890: yeah i have a crush on you, i mean its not like i want to have your children. you're fun to hang out with. if i wanted a boyfriend, i would have told you or made a move on you. i could tell you didnt want to be more than friends by the way you're pressed on megan. you are kind of out of my league. i'm fine with what we are now, and i wouldn't mind if things changed, but im totally happy just being your friend. I'LL GET OVER IT.
Anonymous: alright good, happy u feel that way
BroKenW ingS890: yeah
Anonymous: why u think im pressed over megan?
BroKenW ingS890: "that girl broke my heart"
Anonymous: i was jokin around
BroKenW ingS890: no you weren't
Anonymous: i dont hafta prove myself to u..im tellin the truth..me n megan had a fling thats all..im not sweatin out break up
Anonymous: cuz i wish u would understand the truth
BroKenW ingS890: why does it matter
Anonymous: cuz caity is askin me bout megan
BroKenW ingS890: GOD WHY THE FUCK DO YOU CARE
Anonymous: and ur makin it sound like im pressed over some girl i dated for like a week which isnt tru
BroKenW ingS890: Anonymous: i dont hafta prove myself to u
BroKenW ingS890: so stop
Anonymous: well stop tellin bullshit lies
BroKenW ingS890: this isn't bullshit
Anonymous: aight
Anonymous: this is bullshit and im goin to sleep
BroKenW ingS890: goodnight


Okay I don't know. I really don't. I am upset. So I told a few lies. Yes, I do want to be with him. But I know it's not happening.
By the way-I'll put what I did today and yesterday in another entry
love to watch you go down

Thursday, July 3rd, 2003

Time:5:47 pm.
Mood: pissed off.
Music:Wakefield-Girls Rock Boys.
Things just never turn out how I'd like them to. Summer isn't half of what it expected to be. I can't stand the hot weather because we all know I won't dare to wear shorts. And I can't stuck the cold rain because I'm trapped inside. I'm so sick of everything. I can't get a hold of the one thing that makes me happy, and I shouldn't even being trying anymore. Scary as it is I wish we were back in school. I hate being trapped home all day with not a thing to do. And since my dad works at home it makes everything twice as difficult. Just being in his presence is a challenge. I've just had more than enough.

I'm not complaining, I'm just sick of blaming myself"

I need a vacation. Usually I have my whole summer planned out. But no, not this year. Of course not. This year it's summer school. But it's not like we had planned for summer school. It was sort of a shock for everyone, even me. I had no clue I'd be put in with all the slackers. I mean really deep down I know I'm a good kid. I shouldn't be doing any of this. But it's just an easy escape for everything that I'm having to deal with. No one really understands why the poor little white girl has it so bad. I mean there's a million things. I'm not asking anyone for pity. In fact, I hate pity. It makes me feel so uncomfortable. God, I can't handle this though. My dad knows all the wrong buttons to push on me, and he keeps at it. And then my blood sugar is always off the charts. So I get hassled for being a friggin diabetic. YEAH DAD WHY DON'T YOU FUCKING HASSLE ME SOME MORE YOU BASTARD? And okay I blame myself for my grades. Yeah whatever just keep telling me I brought it upon myself. Don't you think I fucking know that? Do you think that yelling at me is actually going to make me want to do better Dad? No it just makes me want to strangle you 10x more. You know how some parents are all like "we're not mad, we're dissapointed." Yeah well my parents aren't like that. I CAN HANDLE GUILT, I CAN'T HANDLE YELLING AND SCREAMING. Summer school is fucking $200 per class and my dad keeps complaining about that now. I'm like-wtf? so don't send me! This is so gay. I will have no life from July 17-Aug 7. It doesn't sound that long, I'll admit it. But I mean it's 150 minutes per class. I CAN'T HANDLE IT! God damn't mother fucker cock sucking whore. Okay yeah I'm done. More later.
love to watch you go down

Wednesday, July 2nd, 2003

Time:8:31 pm.
Mood: cynical.
Music:Something Corporate-I woke up in a Car.
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1 hate to watch you go, but : love to watch you go down

Time:3:47 pm.
Mood: dirty.
Whatta night! Well yesterday was insane. I finally got a ride to Melissa's so we all went swimming and stayed there till like 9pm. Then we got a ride back to Safeway, but I didn't go in. LOL. We ended up walking to Rivera's to see if Sean was working, but he wasn't so I got myself a job application so who knows? Then we got home and caught fireflies. Haha okay well Melissa and Kim did. So we decide to walk down to Sean's house, and we ask if he's there and some girl comes out and is like "Um no he isn't" and she starts bitching at Caity, god knows why. So we walk back and then like 6 girls all drive up who are like threatening Caity and stuff, so we walked into Royal Farms to get some food and they follow us in. They waited for awhile but we just stayed in the store and Melissa called Madeline to come pick us up. So we got home and watched movies. Then at like 2-ish we snuck out. We got slurpees then met up with Brian, Ryan, Richard, and Zac. Then we couldn't find my dad's cell phone. I had dropped in in some huge field and I couldn't find it. So Richard had to run back and call it and then we finally found out. Then we all hung out for like an hour then me, Caity, and Brian walked to Gary's. Scott and Ben were there too. Gary's mom wasn't home so we just watched movies and ate chicken. LOL. Then Pat came and picked me and Caity up and we drove around for awhile and did some stuff that I can't type (unless you ask me personally) and yeah we went to a pier and sat around there for a little bit then just went home around 5am. It was fun. Then we went to sleep. We didn't wake up today till 3pm, we were so tired. So yeah, now I'm here and Caity is probably going to come back over soon. More later...I need a shower!
love to watch you go down

Tuesday, July 1st, 2003

Time:4:04 pm.
Mood: okay.
Music:Something Corporate-I Woke Up in a Car.
Wow okay today is really boring. I'm supposed to go to Melissa's swimming with Caity and Kim. But now I don't know what's going on because no one tells me. LOL. I think I might put some pics up. I have a few of me with the pink hair. In fact I think I'll put one up now...


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2 hate to watch you go, but : love to watch you go down

Time:2:34 am.
Mood: drained.
Music:Name Taken-Better Luck Next Time.



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So anyway. Today was sorta fun. Some parts were better than others. Well I got woken up by Caity, Marinda and Ashley Hubbard. Haha they walked all the way to my house, since they love me. LOL, then we went over to Sean's for a little bit and hung out. Then we got back and went to Caity's house. Her parents weren't home so we stole some of the alcohol and put it in our purses and decided to take it to the movies with us. So we get in the car with my dad driving and immediately he says "I smell booze." So we are like saying stuff like "oh wow it's Caity's perfume and stuff" and we spray the perfume and all thisother stuff. Then like so much spilled in my purse which in turn got all over the car. So Caity took her sweatpants off (she had shorts underneath) and cleaned up most of it with her pants. We were so scared that we'd get caught. Then we get to the mall and like just emptied out most of the rum and tried to dry my purse under the hand dryer but it was still soaked so we gave up on that idea and I just put my purse inside Marindas. We walked around the mall for a little bit. And Caity ran out of matches so I went and bought her a lighter from the dollar store. I was really scared the guy wouldn't let me buy it because I'm under 18 and everything. But I just sort of took it and slipped the guy a dollar, and he like sort of shushed me when I asked for a lighter and looked over at this other woman. I think it was because he didn't want anyone to know that he was like selling lighters to a minor or whatever, but I got away with it so it's all good. Then we went and saw "From Justin to Kelly" I really don't know why we saw that movie. It was honest to god the worst movie I have ever seen in my entire life. No joke. It was so terrible that we were the only people in the theatre. Haha so it was kind of cool actually because all we did was dance around the theatre and down the aisles and played around behind the movie screen. Turns out there is a lot behind there, not just a wall. There were poles and lots of other cool things that we climbed on. Even a balance beam! Hahah. So then the movie FINALLY ended and we really had no ride home. So we just sort of waited outside an empty mall for like 20 minutes.(it was around 10:30 pm and everything was closed) Then Ashley calls her dad and we waited around 15 more minutes and her dad comes and I get in the car but her dad refused to drive Marinda home because she lived out of his way or something even though she lives 5 seconds away from the mall. And so Caity stays behind, and I wanted to get out of the car but Mr.Hubbard kept giving me evil glares. Then he starts like yelling at Caity saying he needs his cell phone back and she should use the pay phone even though she has no money and there is no pay phone around. Mr.Hubbard is a stupid bastard! So yeah he like just leaves Marinda and Caity stranded there. So I get home and I hid the remaining Smirnoff in the bushes and walk inside. I was so scared my Dad knew we were drinking. But I guess he didn't. So I'm like still panicking because I thought Marinda and Caity were stranded there. Thank god some random guy let them borrow his cell. So they got home okay and it all worked out :D





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2 hate to watch you go, but : love to watch you go down

Monday, June 30th, 2003

Time:2:58 am.
Mood: sleepy.
Music:Fall Out Boy-Drugged out.
*You*

-Name: Holly Joanna Jackson
-Nickname(s): Hollyberries, Holla, Jacksonator
-Are you named after anyone?: my middle name is my grandmothers name
-Pets: Gucci-she's a pug
-Birthday: 8/15/88
-Time of birth: 12:03 pm
-Zodiac sign: Leo
-Age: 14 soon 15
-Height: 5'3: CM representin'
-Where were you born
-Eye color: blue
-Hair color: brown-red-pink-blonde
-Current residence?: Naptown
-Where did you grow up?: Severna Park
-Email address: roxysurftime@msn.com
-AOL screenname: brokenwings890
-Yahoo screenname: roxzaybabey@geocities.com
-Homepages: www.angelfire.com/emo2/swissarmylover
-Computer(s): Emachine
-School: SPHS
-Grade: 10
-What kind of student were you?: Bad
-What do you want to be?: Taken
-Fears: Getting hurt
-Medical issues: Juvenille Diabetes
-Where do you work?: no where
-What do you want to be in the future?: a writer

*Opinions and Questions*

-Best movie of 2003: Finding Nemo
-Best book you've read in school: The Oustiders (8th grade)
-Best TV show of 2003: I honestly don't watch TV
-Best new music artist of 2003: too many to name
-Best songs of 2003: Choke me
-Best kind of music: emo/punk/pop punk/really bitchy women screaming (i.e. ani d, alanis...)
-Who do you have a crush on: :X
-Do you like someone famous: Yeh
-If yes who: Jepha (all mine lauren :P) and Ryan from SOTY
-Who do you have for best friend on opposite gender: I really don't have a best one
-Do you like pickles?: Nope!
-What are you wearing?: PJ's
-What time is it?: 2:58AM
-What is your idea of a perfect date?: Going to a show and then driving around... :)
-What is your idea of a perfect honeymoon?: Anywhere but here
-What is your idea of a perfect wedding?: Beach?
-What song reflects your life the most?: Pretty Girl by Sugarcult (minus the word pretty)
-What hospital were you born in?: Anne Arundel Medical Center
-Which celebrity has the best hair?: Uhh...
-What do you wear to bed?: PJ's
-What kind of socks do you wear?: Whatever my mom buys, generally they're from Kmart
-What kind of toothpaste do you use?: Crest
-What kind of shampoo?: Thermasilk/John Freida/Paul Mitchell
-What brand is your TV?: JVC?
-Have you ever done any extreme sports?: field hockey?

*Favorites*

-Books: James & The Giant Peach
-Relative: Jenn
-College: Virgina Tech?
-Stores: Pac Sun, Hot Topic, Salvation Army, American Eagle...
-Kind of chainletters: uhh?
-Poems: Lovey ones
-News channel: WTF?
-TV shows: Lizzie Mcguire
-Five girl names: Wintersong, Penny Lane, Kate, Brooke, and Shaniqua
-Five boy names: Ashton, Adam, oh fuck I don't know
-Top Actress you like: Kate Hudson
-Top actor you like: Nemo
-Male singer: Tim from Sugarcult
-Female singer: Donna (from the Donnas of course)
-CD: The Swiss Army Romance
-Bands: The Used
-Movies: Clueless, A Beautiful Mind, Little Women, My Big Fat Greek Wedding
-Musical: Wizard of Oz?
-Song: Choke me
-Website: mine?
-Music Award Show: wtf?
-Music Video: don't watch those
-Vegetable: Potato
-Meal: Dinner?
-Soda: Shirley Temple
-Drink in general: lemonade
-Cheese: yes please?
-Ethnic food: mexxican?
-Fast Food Place: Burger King
-What do you get there: chicken?
-Eat-in: Double T
-What do you get there: fries and a shake
-Snack to munch on: crackers?
-Kind of pizza: pepperoni
-Ice cream: peanut butter
-Bread: potato
-Cereal: Cheerios
-Meat: Chicken
-Holiday: Christmas
-Sport to play: Hockey
-Thing to do on weekends: shows
-Vacation spot: New England
-Dream vacation spot: New England
-Thing to do on a rainy day: get online
-Thing to do on a sunny day: tan
-Color: pink
-Magazine: AMP
-Pair of shoes: My pink chucks
-Kind of car: golfcart
-Place in your house: room
-Place to live: Anywhere but here
-Memory from childhood: friends
-Memory with friends: Going to shows...partys?
-Alcoholic beverage: Mikes Hard Lemonade
-Kind of cigarettes: Don't smoke cigs, except cloves
-Party you've ever been to: seriously, what kind of question is this?
-Teacher: Mrs.Manz
-Grade: 10

*Personal*

-Have you ever done drugs?: Most everyone is Severna Park has
-If so, what is your favorite?: Marijuana
-Have you ever had sex?: Nope, even if I did I wouldn't post it
-Are you straight, gay, or bi?: Straight
-Have you ever passed out or thrown up from drinking too much?: Yes
-What’s your favorite bar?: I'm not old enough
-How many countries have you been to?: 2
-What color are the socks you’re wearing right now?: none
-Underwear?: black
-What was your last vacation?: New England
-Do you have any future vacations coming up?: OC
-Do you have any tattoos?: A Henna one
-Do you have anything pierced besides your ears?: conche?
-Have you ever had a one-night stand?: No, I'm a virgin
-Do you own a car?: NO
-Do you have long fingernails?: no
-Do you paint them?: no
-What about your toes?: yup
-Do you believe in God?: yes
-What is your religious belief?: Catholic
-Did OJ do it?: Yeah, he did it.
-Do you use Napster?: Kazaa
-What are some of your phobias?: Diabetaphobia
-How much money do you make each year?: Not enough
-Do you want children in the future?: No
-Do you want to get married?: Maybe
-How many fillings/cavities do you have?: Zero :D
-How many people have you had sex with?: Nosy aren't we?
-Guys or girls?: Sexually? Guys...
-Have you ever kissed anyone of the same sex?: ...
-Did you like it?: I don't get jolly from it
-Do you underwear and bras match?: No
-Do you carry a purse?: If I need to
-How do you eat a Reese’s Peanut Buttercup?: Bite it?
-Are you right or left handed?: Right
-What is under your bed?: A Box
-What posters do you have on your walls?: Waaaaay too many to name
-Have you ever been hospitalized?: yup


*This or That*

-Peanut butter or jelly: PB
-Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
-Drive or walk: Drive
-Traveler or homebody: Home
-Skydiving or bungee-jumping: Sky diving
-Real World or Road Rules: real world
-MTV or Comedy Central: Comedy Central
-Ice or roller skating: Ice
-Nike or Adidas: Neither?
-Purse or wallet: Purse
-Dark hair or light: Dark
-Chocolate milk or regular milk: Reg
-Tall or short: Tall
-Tan or fair skinned: Either?
-Blue eyes or brown eyes: Blue
-Ketchup or mustard: Ketchup
-Books or movies: Either
-Comedy or horror: Comedy
-Bath or shower: Bath
-Lights on or off during a movie: Off
-Theater or video: Theatre
-Red or blue: blue
-Gold or silver: silver
-Top or bottom: bottom
-Morning or night: night
-Black or white: black
-Glass half full or half empty: half empty
-Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla



Time u started this survey - 3:40AM -yawns-

North America/South America -north
Glasses/contact lenses -glasses
Brown hair/red hair -red
Chinese/Italian -Italian
Ocean/sea -ocean
Sun/moon -moon
Plane/boat -boat
Jaguar/Mercades -mercedes
Yellow/blue-Both :)


Time finished this survey - : 3:56

DO YOU

KEEP A DIARY? online -duh-
LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR OFTEN? when I'm getting ready
LIKE YOUR LIFE? can't complain...okay well I can...but I shouldn't
HAVE A CRUSH? yup
FOR HOW LONG HAVE YOU LIKED THIS PERSON? not too long, only a month
DOES HE/SHE KNOW? haha yeah "oh yeah holly, she wants me" -(that person)
GET GOOD GRADES? no :(
GET SCARED EASILY? yeahh sure
CRY A LOT? no
GET HURT EASILY? no, okay yeah
HAVE AN ENEMIE? yeah
GO TO BED LATE? obviously
GO TO BED EARLY? wtf?
SAVE YOUR ASSINGMENTS FOR THE LAST MINUTE? lol yeah
PRETEND YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT A CERTAIN PERSON BUT YOU ACTUALLY DO? I don't pretend, you know when I care about you and when I don't...well, except for a few of you
KNOW WHAT YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? yup
ENJOY SCARY MOVIES? no
ENJOY CHICK FLICKS? some
PLAY HARD-TO-GET? no, i'm pretty obvious
MAKE EXCUSES TO GET OFF THE PHONE WITH SOMEONE? sometimes
ENJOY THIS SURVEY? sure

$$$$$$$$$$ORs$$$$$$$$$$$

SWEET OR SOUR? sweet
BOY OR GIRL? girls, as friends haha
LONG HAIR OR SHORT HAIR ON GIRLS? either
LONG HAIR OR SHORT HAIR ON BOYS? long, but not toooooo long
PHONE OR INTERNET? either
SKI OR SNOWBOARD? I haven't tried either
SNOW OR RAIN? snow
SLOW SONG OR ROCK? rock
MOVIES OR TV? movies


*&*&*&*&*&SOMEONE...*&*&*&*&*&*

SWEET OR FUNNY? funny
INTELLIGENT OR GOOD-LOOKING? intelligent but looks are a plus
TALKATIVE OR QUIET? talkative
SPORT-FANATIC OR BOOK WORM? neither
ROMANTIC OR NOT? romantic
ENTERTAING OR BORING? entertaining
CALM OR ACTIVE? active
TRUSWORTHY OR LOYAL? both
FUN TO TALK TO OR FUN TO LISTEN TO? both
CUTE OR DROP-DEAD-GORGEOUS? drop dead gorgeous
ANNOYING OR EASY TO ANNOY? neither
STYLISH OR NOT? sure
FUNNY OR HILARIOUS? hilarious
PREDICTABLE OR NOT? no
LOVABLE OR LIKABLE? loveable

/"/"/"/"/"/HAVE YOU EVER..."/"/"/"/"/"

LOVED SOMEONE? no
NOT KNOWN IF YOU LIKE SOMEONE OR LOVE THAT SOMEONE? yeah
BEEN ABLE TO TELL WHEN SOMEONE LIKES YOU? no
BEEN A AFRAID OF GETTING IN A RELASHIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE? yup
BEEN IN A RELASHIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE? yup
BEEN DUMPED? yup
DUMPED SOMEONE? yup
HAD A BROKEN HEART? yup
BROKEN SOMEONE'S HEART? no, not really they all got over it
BEEN REALLY EMBARASSED? yup
BEEN KISSED? yup
KISSED SOMEONE? yup
BEEN HUGGED FOR A LONG TIME? yeah
HUGGED SOMEONE FOR A LONG TIME? yeah
HUNG UP ON SOMEONE? yup
BEEN HUNG UP ON? yup
CARED ABOUT SOMEONE WHO DIDN'T CARE ABOUT YOU? happens
HAVE YOU EVER STOLEN? yup
KEPT A REALLY DARK SECRET TO YOURSELF? yeah and it's realllllly juicy (actually it kind of is)
TOLD SOMEONE'S DARK SECRET? no, no one ever tells me there dark secret usually because they don't have one)
STOLEN SOMEONE'S BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? no
READ SOMEONE'S DIARY WITHOUT THEIR PERMISSION? no
FELT LIKE SPONTANIOUSLY KISSING SOMEONE? yup


***********ARE YOU...**************

FUNNY? not really
SMART? no
INTELLIGENT? sure
BRILLIANT? i wouldn't go that far
FUN? yeahh
ADORABLE? ew no
IN LOVE? nooooo way jose
IN A RELASHIONSHIP? no
MAD AT SOMEONE? yes, very
INTO THE OPPOSITE SEX? yes
FUN TO BE WITH? I hope so
EXCITING? kind of
BORING? sometimes
PREDICTABLE? no
SOCIALABLE? yes I talk a lot
TALENTED? noooo
SWEET? I can be
SENSITIVE? no
TOUGH? ehh
BORED RIGHT NOW? intensely
MISSING SOMEONE RIGHT NOW? hah yeah


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Wow okay that really took way way way too long! Now you all know my life story, I will update soon
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Time:2:32 am.
Mood: cold.
Music:The Used-Choke Me.
Wow I really am bored today, I'm like updating 1396 times in one day. Oh well, I took more tests, which is rare because usually I don't take any but hey it's all good.

The Used
THE USED!!! U R way kewl. U R screamo music I love
U. It's Emo music for those who Rn't comfotable
w/crying & R a bit angry. U R posibably my fav.
of the bunch. @ times others rise above U, but
over all U R my fav. Keep Rockin'


Chevelle, All-American Rejects, Dashboard, The Used, Weezer, or GC
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fuck yeah i'm the used




You're The Taste Of Ink


What The Used Song Are You?
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not what i would have guessed :/


You're Jeph!
You're Jeph! Score and a HALF! MULTIPLE PEIRCEINGS!
yummy!! You rawk sawks in your tie and strum
that bass like NOBODY'S business! Too bad youre
getting married soon, though Allie's happy for
you. She also likes your hat in the Taste of
Ink video. Score! She wants it! and Jake just
got it! he looks sexy in it too...but anyways
youre jeph..allie loves you!


Which The Used band member are you? huh? HUH?
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move over lauren :P


you're jepha from the used. you're a bassist, which
makes you better than anyone else on the world.
you rule.


Which member of the used are you?
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oh yessss jepha again, say wha lauren?


the used
you are "maybe memories" and that is rad.
you may have had a hard past but you arent
going to look back. good for you!


which wicked song by *The Used* are you?
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uhhh....i guess



Oh wow . . . I guess you can tell who my favorite band is. LOL, well enough quizzes...for now.
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Time:1:12 am.
Mood: bored.
Music:Catch 22-Hard to Impress.
Here are just some really random quizes to show how bored I am, hope they made you happy!




Christina Ricci
You're Christina Ricci. Beautiful.


What sexy girl are you
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I love her, so this quiz was alright.




You are Bob!
You are Bob Marley!


Who are you?
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Sweeeeeeeet!



Cocaine
Cocaine.
You like to talk,
you like to run,
but most of all you like to have fun.


Which drug should you be hooked on? [now with pictures]
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Uhh...not quite :/



Innocent
Innocent


What's your sexual appeal?
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What do you know?



Laid-Back Virgin
You are a LAID-BACK VIRGIN.


What Kind of Virgin Are You?
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Not exactly?


Flat
FLAT


(results contain pictures) What kind of ANIME BOOBS do you have?
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True . . . True
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Sunday, June 29th, 2003

Time:6:19 pm.
Mood: cranky.
Music:Coheed & Cambria-Neverender.
NEW JOURNAL!
Yeah well my someone signed on my old journal so I'm pretty pissed off. But it's cool. New journal, new layout, new entries. Woot, sorta. I think I'm just going to steal my old source or something and then change it around a little. Who knows? Yeah, not too much has been going on lately. Well school's out for the summer. Oh and then I have FUCKING SUMMER SCHOOL gaygaygay!! Oh well, atleast I have my precious PC back. I thought I had lost you. Well actually my Dad just ripped the phone cord out of the computer for awhile to keep me from getting online. Yeah I got grounded for running away again. Then as soon as my punishment was up I get grounded again for having a party. Well Ok, I deserved it. So I'm not complaing. I'm just bickering. So since school's been out, it's been good. On Saturday I seriously don't even remember what I did but I know it was with my friends. Sunday I went to the GMS show with Lauren and met up with Brady, Dani, Hilary, Jenna and some more people. -smirks-BUTTERFACE-smirks. Lauren sleptover Sunday. Then I stayed over Laurens on Monday and Tuesday. We had fun playing with alphabet beads and stalking Fran. Then on Wednesday Ashley and me met up with Melissa and Kim and saw Dumb & Dumberer. It was gay. Me and Ashley went to Jeff's house then snuck out with Bryan, Zac, and Ryan. On Friday Meliss, Caitla, Kim, Marinda, and me all saw Finding Nemo. Cool movie. Me and Marinda sleptover Caity's and stuff. Then Saturday we went to the beach, then went around driving with Craig. We got to my house, went to Rivera's and then went shopping with Melissa and Kim. So then Meliss, Kim, and Caity all sleptover. We had Richie and Josh over and then we snuck out and went and saw Jimmy, Chris, and Pat. Then we went out with Craig some more and picked up some other people and got home around 5-ish. And yeah everyone left and now I'm here...bored. But it's alright. I'll be getting one of those season passes to six flags soon so I guess I'll be going there a lot. Woo Woo :D Yeah anyway...I guess I'll update this one a lot, I hope I will. More, later.








Which Random AFI Picture Are YOU?

Uhh....not quite but okay.
1 hate to watch you go, but : love to watch you go down

Blurty for Understand the Dream is Over.

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