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Blurty for Kitty.
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| Sunday, September 11th, 2005 |
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| Wow, so that kid was definatley not worth it... should of heard how he reacted. Whatever, I really do wish I could find someone that I actually like and get some comfort. It doesn't seem to be happening any time soon. There is this pretty hot girl who thinks im hot but i dont have feelings for her, and she doesn't date girls. She just fucks around with them.. whatever it would have been good for last night since I was drunk, but she had to leave. Plus she had her best friend with her and i bet they have fucked around together, so it was kind of weird but whatever. I guess I'm happy that I don't have feelings for her seeing as she would never be my girlfriend. | ||
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| Monday, August 29th, 2005 |
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LuCkYbEaR131313 (5:04:19 PM): yo xFunkyfriedcutie (5:04:50 PM): whats up? LuCkYbEaR131313 (5:05:12 PM): eating some roast beef xFunkyfriedcutie (5:05:21 PM): nice LuCkYbEaR131313 (5:05:46 PM): u? xFunkyfriedcutie (5:06:15 PM): just sitting here.. listening to my dad yell, well listened to him yell, and enjoying the greatness of the cartoons my brother watches LuCkYbEaR131313 (5:06:58 PM): awesome xFunkyfriedcutie (5:07:50 PM): yeah... xFunkyfriedcutie (5:07:53 PM): i cant help but watch |
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| Sunday, August 28th, 2005 |
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| Do you ever wonder if the person you could never picture youself with is the person that you should be with? ::sighs:: i may never know... | ||
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| Friday, August 26th, 2005 |
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| I'm really confused... I don't know what to do. I don't think that I really like this boy that much. Only, we haven't been going out that long.. idk. I'm not sure how to break up with him if I am. I hate being such a pussy sometimes, I just don't like hurting people. I mean what can I say to him? "Hey, I'm just really not feeling this relationship, at all!" He stayed over last night and got completely too drunk and was "actin' a fool," as my ex co-worker, Nichelle would say. He was fucking ridiculous... so very not attractive. He just keeps turning me off more and more. I'm so happy I have not had sex with him yet. I really don't think that I even want to. It would be much easier to just break up with him and go have some fun. I mean really... plus he lives kind of far. I want a guy with a car too, and without a drinking problem, how about that? Sounds good to me.. actually maybe change that guy to girl. Sounds even better... All right. mission assignment: dump guy, find girl. Simple... well not so.. ::sigh:: this is going to be a tough mission, at least for me it is. I'll be sure to let u know how it goes. | ||||
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| Monday, August 22nd, 2005 |
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| I some how ended up getting another boy...what am i to do? His names Justin... a.k.a"Skittles," nice right? Taste the rainbow... Teee Anyway, Major pot head... just like me. Not a good thing is it? What if I decided to quit? Heh, so he lives up in sunrise which kind of sucks. Plus, he just got this job at a liqour store and he is working full time. I'm never ever going to get to see him... Did i mention the tongue ring? Oh yes... now fully expierienced, I know well. Of course there is more to learn. I really didn't hang out with him much before we started going out, so who really knows how long it will last. All I know is I really don't want to be tied down forever again. I do need to be free and have some fun this year, remembering the fact that I really haven't gotten to have any fun for the past two years. Well, kind of... he he. Let's not talk about those things, if you can even call them fun. Mandy is here... gotta go! | ||||
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| Sunday, August 21st, 2005 |
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xFunkyfriedcutie (7:17:09 PM): ive got homework xFunkyfriedcutie (7:17:10 PM): i cant do it oOlusidOo (7:17:28 PM): : ( oOlusidOo (7:17:30 PM): :pet pet: oOlusidOo (7:17:35 PM): home works fo loosers. oOlusidOo (7:17:45 PM): not for kittehs. oOlusidOo (7:17:50 PM): silly highschool people. oOlusidOo (7:18:03 PM): don't they know their wasting yer vaulabe kitteh timy. xFunkyfriedcutie (7:18:04 PM): aaawwww oOlusidOo (7:18:05 PM): time* xFunkyfriedcutie (7:18:11 PM): i love you john xFunkyfriedcutie (7:18:16 PM): you are amazing oOlusidOo (7:18:53 PM): :pet pet: thats not me its just common sense |
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| Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005 |
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| brittany is here! but we are bored. I never know what to write in here cause no one reads it, faggots. whatever, i got my hair cut and i bleached the shaved part, it's cool. Maybe I can get some pictures up or something.i went to cali that was fun. First thing I saw in sanfransico was a topless woman, nasty boobs though. Oh well... I never found any weed i tried though. I swear I smelt it EVERYWHERE, but couldnt find any. The bach was awesome too, went to this crazy store called the cat walk, I wanted to buy the whole thing. Skirts half the size of normal ones... lol soo many hot people there. surfers! anyway, I'm REALLY bored and ive got nothing to do , hence writing in here. | ||||||
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| Saturday, July 16th, 2005 |
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| I hope that I will stil be able to trust a boy... it doesn't seem like it right now at all. Really I can't believe after everything he had the balls. I feel heart broken, but free. Free to fly where ever I like, and that sounds good. Real good... I can't wait to leave my cage. I'm almost there, I've almost got it. | ||||
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| Sunday, July 3rd, 2005 |
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so... journals, yay. I'm obviously bored as fuck to be writing in here. I still want to make friends!!! Someone talk to me... ::sniffles:: It's like, what Friday night? I think... forgive me, it's summer I never know what time or day it is during the summer. Anyway, I'm not doing shit. I'm going insane and I need something crazy to do!!! RAHHH!! give me some pills or something, yummy. How about some poison? liquor please. thankyou... ::sighs:: Can ou go insane from being too bored? I mean really, I dont even know what to write about! DAmn this shit. must find something to do!!!! grrr.. hey, I was just informed it is not friday must sunday... heh.  ::rolls her eyes:: whatever. maybe I should try to go to sleep. gay. Not tired, AT ALL. ::dies::
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| Monday, June 6th, 2005 |
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| Well, I wake up excited cause its an hour till one. I'm supposed to go pick up Jeremy from the airport with my dad. But wait, I'm all alone. Where the fuck IS everyone? MY family is nuts, they always do this shit to me. I wake up alone with no clue, and no one picks up their phones. Real nice right? If I only had a car... I know my Dad will most likely show up in time to leave and pick him up, but I just wish he could have left me a note or SOMETHING. I'm going to have mad crazy sex sometime soon. I'm going up to Chicago!!! WEEeee.... and the later on to California. I was born there, but my parents took me away when I was two. We moved to Orlando then, and I havn't been back to Cali yet. This twill be my first time there that I can actually remember. I ccan't wait. I can't WAIT TO SEE JEREMY AND GET KISSES OMG!!! lol... sorry. I get to cuddle and kiss extrememly soft lips, who wouldn't be happy? | ||||||
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| Friday, May 27th, 2005 |
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oOlusidOo (11:48:02 PM): well I hope you do well with that xFunkyfriedcutie (11:48:14 PM): with what oOlusidOo (11:48:44 PM): clothing designer and such xFunkyfriedcutie (11:49:51 PM): yes xFunkyfriedcutie (11:49:53 PM): I cant wait oOlusidOo (11:49:57 PM): I will make the computers you pound away at and yell at xFunkyfriedcutie (11:49:57 PM): its really what I want to do xFunkyfriedcutie (11:50:07 PM): if I cant do that I'd try opening a little coffee shop xFunkyfriedcutie (11:50:14 PM): it would be a cool place oOlusidOo (11:50:17 PM): yeah xFunkyfriedcutie (11:50:23 PM): or maybe a coffee BAR oOlusidOo (11:50:25 PM): have an open mic night and everything xFunkyfriedcutie (11:50:27 PM): alcohol too oOlusidOo (11:50:27 PM): lol oOlusidOo (11:50:28 PM): bar oOlusidOo (11:50:30 PM): mmhm xFunkyfriedcutie (11:50:31 PM): yeah oOlusidOo (11:50:31 PM): <<; xFunkyfriedcutie (11:50:35 PM): just my thoughts oOlusidOo (11:50:36 PM): coffe bars rofl xFunkyfriedcutie (11:50:40 PM): like poetry readings and stuff xFunkyfriedcutie (11:50:55 PM): well like friday nights it would turn into a club or soemthing xFunkyfriedcutie (11:50:58 PM): and we'd have alcohol xFunkyfriedcutie (11:51:01 PM): it would be cool oOlusidOo (11:51:05 PM): yeah xFunkyfriedcutie (11:51:06 PM): local bands could play oOlusidOo (11:51:14 PM): but you'd have to have a cool old buiding oOlusidOo (11:51:19 PM): like one that used to be a factory oOlusidOo (11:51:22 PM): that would rock so hard xFunkyfriedcutie (11:51:33 PM): not for a coffee place oOlusidOo (11:51:39 PM): ...eh xFunkyfriedcutie (11:51:41 PM): maybe i'd have a two story thing xFunkyfriedcutie (11:51:50 PM): like upstair is the bar and dance floor oOlusidOo (11:51:51 PM): a chillout and a club? xFunkyfriedcutie (11:51:52 PM): with a stage xFunkyfriedcutie (11:52:02 PM): and downstairs the coffee counter and like couches oOlusidOo (11:52:09 PM): i see oOlusidOo (11:52:32 PM): kinda like thos crazy places in europe oOlusidOo (11:52:40 PM): but they...they have live sex shows lol oOlusidOo (11:52:43 PM): huh huh oOlusidOo (11:52:54 PM): hire some hot chicks to bone on stage lol xFunkyfriedcutie (11:56:04 PM): oh xFunkyfriedcutie (11:56:15 PM): it would definatley have a pole with a dancer xFunkyfriedcutie (11:56:21 PM): not a stripper just a dancer oOlusidOo (11:56:24 PM): eh oOlusidOo (11:56:28 PM): alright xFunkyfriedcutie (11:56:29 PM): or have some in cages oOlusidOo (11:56:48 PM): with cat ears oOlusidOo (11:56:49 PM): and tails oOlusidOo (11:56:51 PM): : D xFunkyfriedcutie (11:57:25 PM): even better xFunkyfriedcutie (11:57:30 PM): instead of playboy bunnies xFunkyfriedcutie (11:57:39 PM): the'd be like playtime kitties xFunkyfriedcutie (11:57:48 PM): they'd* oOlusidOo (11:58:14 PM): omg oOlusidOo (11:58:15 PM): yes oOlusidOo (11:58:23 PM): and i can DJ : D xFunkyfriedcutie (11:58:25 PM): lol oOlusidOo (11:58:28 PM): and play only da sex music oOlusidOo (11:58:31 PM): sexy* xFunkyfriedcutie (11:58:31 PM): amazing xFunkyfriedcutie (11:58:47 PM): well as much as im enjoying our little convo, i gtg to bed oOlusidOo (11:58:58 PM): i will keep this in mind oOlusidOo (11:58:59 PM): lol oOlusidOo (11:59:01 PM): goodnight oOlusidOo (11:59:16 PM): i will call you in like 7 years and be like...hey...still wanan make a club lol |
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| Thursday, May 19th, 2005 |
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| well, today has been pretty boring. I went into school late because either I slept through my alarm or it didn't go off. Third period was shortened because of a pepe rally and lunch was shorter too... but atleast we got half an hour of of 4th period. I hate chemistry class. Speaking of chemistry class I spend my afternoon doing a research paper for it, extra credit cause I have a D. Like I said I hate that class. Thank whoever that tomorrow is friday, AND I don't have to work, amazing. I've worked every friday for the past 2 or 3 months now. It totally ruins my friday. I've been looking through my classmates on myspace, funny as shit. Wouldn't believe some of the shit I saw on there. Oh, and I found fucking chrissyangle baby and stupid fucking nikki who had on loads of make up for one picture, didn't look normal. Anyway that made my blood boil. I seriously felt my temperature start to rise. It's like this hate I feel fill up inside me, I really don't like it. I don't want to feel that. I can't help it though, this is what a boy has done to me. Now I have this horrible hate inside me, it makes me think of doing really means things I'd never do, and REALLY REALLY REALLY badly wanting to do them and coming close to it. ::sigh:: wow I need to relax and smoke some pot before I hurt someone. I think I need to go pop my back to before it's stuck like this form sitting here so long. ::dies:: | ||||
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| Tuesday, May 17th, 2005 |
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| soo.. lets see. I have not written in here for about a million years. I should go back to my live journal... old school take me back about 5 years. I really don't know why I am writting in here.. most likely out of boredom. Plus, my main reason for even looking at this blurty was because I wanted to see if the background picture still worked, which it didnt. Also, I miss working with html and I went in a fixed it up a little bit. That was fun. No, really I enjoyed it and now I want to go design tons of layouts, yup. I miss having a website. ::sniffles:: Hey, If I actually get soem fucking comments in here and talk to people maybe I will continue to write... No reason to write in here if I don't get comments, hell I could just write with ink into my real journal. So... hmmm lets talk about the whole lesbian theme going on here... I'm not a full blown out dyke or anything, just bi. Yeah, so what I DO boys too!!! but hwat about the background? oh well it's hot. WOW! I HATE EVERYONE... sorry just peopel are stupid and I was just informed about soemthing that made me so mad that I can not write anymore. Goodbye... | ||||
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| Thursday, August 12th, 2004 |
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[my boyfriend wrote it for me ^_^] Passion burns warmer then summers sun love completed with an evening kiss all the stress washed away by theses hands, as i lay before the one i love. canthis be the greatest moment, to say these words to you, Oh how i love you. And this candle burning bright, gives me strength to hold and protect, as i kiss you tonight, this moment should go on and on.. but maybe its why your still the one. Beautiful eyes stare back at mine and as i glance these words are found, i will always love you and you always love me but if i have your heart you can always have mine.... |
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| Sunday, June 13th, 2004 |
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| Can I explain the feeling I have in his arms? Complete, total comfort. Can anyone explain it to me? Love? No one feels as comfortable. No one else feels right.. When will I be able to just accept the fact that I want to be with him? Can I get over the things that hold me back? Will I be hurt once more? It's been twice already and not much has seemed to change. All he did was go off and do it again, but I can't get mad cause he hasn't been mine to claim. Yet still, there is just something wrong about it. It doesn't make any sense why he would do that. Or why he would continue total me how much he hates her when it is obviously not true. Why did he go to her in the first place? I'm just not enough... that is all it was. Well, who knows if I'm enough now! Why should I even try and let myself be hurt again. I don't think I'd be able to stand it this time. I'd feel like the biggest idiot ever. I'd fucking kill her, I would. ::whimpers:: She would have to die, that would be it. He would have to die... but why even give it a chance to happen again? I shouldn't but I can't stay away so what do I do? Shall I give in to the feeling I have? It feels really good... and I'm not going to feel it with anyone else any time soon. Someone save me from this demon dragging me down... | ||||
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| Sunday, June 6th, 2004 |
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| ::sighs:: All alone once again. I really do hate being alone. I rode my brothers bike all the way over to jeremys today. Just for him, why? Idk, it must be love... lol. BTW: I'm a lazy ass so it means a lot. You know, riding the bike all of the way there. I don't think I would do it for anyone else unless I was extremely bored. I stayed up till 5:30 am last night with mike, he slept over cause my mom slept at the hospital. My dad is still in there, in and out in and out for like 3 months. He is really fucked up. Anyway, so jimmy stopped by with his friend who was rolling balls and gave me my own. The only thing is that I only got one and it didn't do shit. It was a waste of 15 bucks man, I'm telling you that. I'm still owed another one though, a better one. So hopefully they will work next time... I did have fun playing with the pretty glow sticks. I Danced around my room with them and the music was pretty too. I put on a show for mike. cant wait to actually do it right next time... | ||||||
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| Friday, June 4th, 2004 |
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| ::sigh:: What to do what to do... I'm just kind of drifting though the days. Going along with whatever comes my way... Things are never going to change are they? I want them to change... The sameness in every day drives me insane. I can't let go of him, he can't get away from me... what do we do? Someone tell me, please? Over and over and over it plays, the same every time. Worse and worse it gets... I can't stay away from him to make everything better... I can't let go of such a beautiful thing, no I can't. His eyes twist my stomache into weakness and I fall. My thoughts draw me near, and I can't stop thinking. I hate loving him... | ||||||
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| Saturday, May 22nd, 2004 |
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| Wow. Things have been pretty dumb lately. Oo I busted my thumb open today and it was bleeding pretty nicely. Slammed it on the edge of the platform for my bed. I need to get out... Meet some people. I need to find something new to add to my life. Whether it's a hobby, a person, a job just something to get me busy. I'm supposed to be rolling tonight. I hope that I get to. Right now I just need to blow dry my hair and find a shirt to wear. Then I will call Mandy around 3 to see what's up. I want to go somewhere tonight! GAH! ::sigh:: Or just die, someone save me please. I feel so pathetic, bla. | ||||
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| Tuesday, May 11th, 2004 |
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I've been pissed all day. just like wanting to die pissed cause I hate thinking about life. cause I just remember life sucks and its pointless and I've got nothing to look forward to after school. just the same thing and since I got out of my relationship I don't have a pair of arms and nothing to motivate me at all, I means what's the point of getting up? I don't know how I am going to make it through life if I find it pointless . but I at least need something. I need something, something. I just don't know what. Something to make me want to get up make me want to be alive, you know? and there isn't anything .anything I do want seems to be so far from reach and I will never be able to reach far enough |
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Blurty for Kitty.
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