Are you scared of being alone?
Cause I am.
I'm lost without you.
Are you scared of leaving tonight?
Cause I am.
I'm lost without you.
I don't know how I can make this better Shauna.. but I will. I promise.
apatheticThese words can't explain how sorry I am for what I've done and how I've done it.. I'm only hoping in time you can forgive these words and much more. I wish for you. I hope for you. I'm wanting you more then you shall ever know. But let us get one thing straight. No, you are not my sister.
crushedwe're at EUROPE!! woo hoo.. i'm still alive.. okay-RIGHT ON! Just updated to let you know because well.. otherwise after this i don't have a computer to chat with you loverly people. SHEE YA!
cynicalThat was sick.. NO.. discusting. Redneck assholes.. Well-i just got back from that damn.. whatever the hell it was.. was that charity?? Nah, twus za learning of AIDS awarness or what not.. that chick Jenna probably won't have a shot at getting AIDS, on account no one would have sex with her.. maybe that's just me.. or maybeh.. maybeh Joel had a slight attraction.. nah, twus probably towards the dobson twin slut prep things that he ever so graciously took in to his sesy world. Sesy yes.. Joel...*drools* WHOA THERE KIDS.. i'm just playing.. Well I'm gonna take mah leave now.. laters *PEACE* "ROCK ON NIGHTMARES!!!!!!!!!!"
chipper^wtf^ Okay.. I'm here.. again. Updating for your viewing.. pleasure? YES I SAID PLEASURE!! whoa I just read that outloud and Benji said "WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN THERE BILLY!?? heh.. what a dumbass. "NOTHING BENJI!!" Well it's good to be back home for the weekend. Thanksgiving was okay I guess. Lots of.. meat. But there was other food THANK GOD.. or I would've had to get mah own food. Not good. Okay so yeah.. WHAT THE HELL.. oh.. *takes one sock off and throws it on the floor and starts growling at it* I'm feeling a little odd today. But so cozy in mah own house. Well I think I have to go again.. Catch up next time.
enthralledSo I'm here-writing my first journal entry. Contemplating on whether I should get off my lazy ass and get something to eat. I can hear Benji and Paul playing video games in the other room. Them and their fucking games, man. Lol.. it's great I swear. Hanging with the guys has been really fun lately.. though I don't know how much longer I can put up with Linzi. I mean-yeah sure.. I used to love her but.. what the hell am I to think when she goes and fucking takes my money without even asking me? She changed I can tell but.. you know.. there's nothing I can do. Oh wait "You can always break up with her, Billy?" Joel replies to me after thinking outloud. I can't do that?! I don't have the heart. I mean, she's been here for me, you know? And.. I've loved her for as long as I could remember.. since high school! But what the hell am I suppose to do huh?! I'm confucked.
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