| 4th Of july sucks!! |
[04 Jul 2004|11:30pm] |
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"Lifetime" By Prophet Jones |
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aiiyO, wassup.... first Off, i just wanna say a quick phrase which peOple are prOne tO repeat On this dia.... "HAPPY 4TH OF JULY" yea, yea, yea... whO really fuqqin cares?!.... surely nOt me, and that is wOrd. uGh... yOu knOw what.... it seems that yOu really start tO miss that One special persOn in yOur life when the hOlidays rOll arOund and they cant be with yOu fOr whatever reasOn (mines is that my baby is in new yOrk). yO, i am sOrry perO the hOlidays just dOnt mean much anymOre withOut my lOve arOund... all i wanna dO is be with him... that's all i've wanted tO dO lately, uGh... i wish... i wish i cOuld be with my hubby riGht nOw cuddlinG up sOmewhere watchinG the firewOrks... aww, sO rOmantic... if Only... life is sO danG unfair thOuGh, sO yOu just GOtta deal with it. well, i was Outside dOinG firewOrks with mi familia while missinG my sweet pea... especially since we aint GOnna Get tO talk tOniGht. i really wasn't intO it thOuGh. i was just sittinG On the back Of the van starinG at the GrOund with incessant thOuGhts Of my sweet heart runninG thrOuGh my mind. i cOuldn't Get him Off it, even thOuGh i never want tO anyways. but yea, i came inside a little while aGO because i GOt really mad because i GOt fuqqin burned in my danG face. i was messinG with rOman candles because fOr sOme reasOn they just entertain me, sO my mOms bOuGht me a whOle bunch. i was sittinG in my neiGhbOrs driveway liGhtinG them Off and everythinG and they were all dOinG fine, and i GOt sO tiGht because i lit One and then after it was GOinG Off.... it busted Open in the middle Of it and shOt riGht intO my danG eye.... can yOu say Ouch?! yea, that ish hurted like all hell. i GOt sO mad, sO i went and threw the Ones i aint dO at my danG car and then went back and picked up the Ones i did and threw them in the trash and stOmped intO the hOuse. and that was a little Over an hOur aGO and my eye is still hurtinG, everytime i blink and tOuch it. them bastards are lucky that it didn't leave nO mark because then we wOuld've had a biG prOblem... i shOuld still sue them mOtherfuqqin b!tches!! they cOuld've messed up my pretty face, hell naw... the Only way ima allOw my ish tO get messed up is if i dO it my danG self. aint nObOdy Or anythinG GOnna dO that tO me because it just aint GOinG dOwn like that. well, hOpe yOu're enjOyinG yOur hOliday, because i sure aint, uGh, i miss my fiance.... just bOunce... GOOdbye!
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