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Monday, March 6th, 2006
1:26a - i need to vent a little
....In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here....

....I miss you Mom....



Okay so what the fuck. Everyone seriously sucks. Like seriously ... s u c k s. People don't seem to understand I MISS MY MOM. I mean yes it was 4 months ago. But COME ON. It's my MOM. I'm going to be upset about it. I mean FUCK MAN. All of you that don't want to deal with my moodiness can fuck off. And I mean it. FUCK OFF! Just don't talk to me. All it does it get me in a worse mood. And people that seem to thing everything is about them. That my whole fuckin life revolves around them and what they do. And all my moods, feelings, and actions are brought on because of them. They seriously need to wake the fuck up. Get over yourself. Not everything is about you. Why can't people just understand I don't like being ignored. I don't like playing second fiddle top others. I'm an only child, I obviously have attention issues. I don't like not being able to sleep. I don't like when my sleep is disturbed for something stupid. I don't like people who make stupid decisions. I don't like people who allow their friends to do stupid things. I hate people who don't know how to grow up and act their own age. I hate people that try to blame their actions on other people. Just own the fuck up to what you did and what you do. I don't like people that can't stick up for themselves against their friends and do what's right. I hate people who allow others to make important decisions for them. I hate weak people. I ABSOLUTELY HATE WEAKNESS. And I hate feeling weak. And when I get upset about my mother I feel weak. AND I HATE IT. So I honestly don't need any other weak people around me. Why can't people just support me. And just let me be. And be happy for me. And ask how my day was. How I'm feeling. What I've been up to. Why can't people act like they facing care. Everyone can say it. But can they actually do it? Actually care? It doesn't seem that way. So if your a liar and a faker get the fuck out of my life. I don't have time for you. I don't have energy to waste on you. It's hard enough for me to get up each day and shower get dressed eat and do something with my day. Without having to deal with weak people. Or stupid people. Or people who lie, cheat, fake, and pretend. I don't have the energy to fight anymore. And I mean fight to live. So I need all obstacles in the human form that make things difficult on me to just be cut out of my life. I can't take that anymore. I don't don't don't absolutely do not like being ignored. Especially when I take time out of my day and extra care to make sure to call when I say I will. And be where I say I will when I say I will. Anyone who can't give me the same courteous is a fucking fool and doesn't deserve my time. And people who act like their fucking ashamed of hanging out with me and keep it under wraps or whatever are fucking annoying as well. So you know what. All you people who fit under any of these categories who are reading this, can go ahead and delete me now from your friends list. Cuz if you fit under it, I don't need you. I just want real people around. My real friends. People who really care about me. So Fuuuuck off. Don't bother leaving comments or messaging me, emailing me, calling me, IMing me or texting me about any of this. Cuz I don't care about what you have to say. This is how I feel, END OF STORY.



She's taking her time making up the reasons
To justify all the hurt inside
Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes
Everyone's got a theory about the bitter oneShe's taking her time making up the reasons
To justify all the hurt inside
Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes
Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one


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