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Saturday, April 1st, 2006
9:21 pm - UPDATE
SUNDAY, MARCH 5, 2006
I watched the Academy Awards, alone. It was the first time since my Mom passed away. Ken came over later that night to talk for a bit. I had not been in the best of moods with him from some stuff that happened that weekend and Sunday night didn't really solve anything.

MONDAY, MARCH 6, 2006
Ken came over to chat, and we worked through our problems. Besides that, I really didn't do much of anything.

TUESDAY, MARCH 7, 2006
I did nothing.

WEDNESDAY, MARCH 8, 2006
I went to Gators for Sex & The Valley Night with the girls.

THURSDAY, MARCH 9, 2006
I went up to Boston with Sheenagh for the day. We went to pick up her friend Erika who was coming home for the weekend. It was an okay time. I unfortunately didn't get to see Bryan so it sucked, but oh well, shit happens. Hopefully I'll see him soon though. I haven't seen him since the end of July back in 2004! Way Way too long

FRIDAY, MARCH 10, 2006
I went to the Billy Joel concert in Hartford with Ken. It was the most amazing show. I hadn't gone to any shows yet this year, besides Ken's band. And for the first one of the year to be Billy Joel. OMG! It was so awesome. So so so many good songs. I cried when he sang Lullaby and Goodnight, Saigon. But, I'm a pussy what can you do. Ken and I stayed up in Hartford for the night.

SATURDAY, MARCH 11, 2006
I came home from Hartford that afternoon and then went out with Kellie and Sara for the night. Kell was home for the weekend and we were supposed to get together with some of her Polish friends and got o Johnny Rockets. Plans got messed up and we didn't have a lot of time so we ended up going to some pizza place I had never stepped foot in. And kind of picked at the food there. Kellie, Sara, and I proceeded to then go back to their house for a bit and then go and get some food at Friendly's. I'm not sure when it happened, but Friendly's prices got absolutely outrageous 4.99 for a grilled cheese. Once we were done we went back to their house and chilled for a few hours.

SUNDAY, MARCH 12, 2006
I went to the New Haven St. Patrick's Day Parade with Jeff and a bunch of his friends. We went to Old Blue, Toads, and Gators. I saw Pete from Delta Chi, I saw Ashley Dempsey, I saw Mike & Ken. I saw Sheenagh and Tiffany. And probably a bunch more people I can't quite remember. And that was just all in New Haven. Once we got to Gators there were plenty more there. It was a pretty good time.

MONDAY, MARCH 13, 2006
I did nothing.

TUESDAY, MARCH 14, 2006
Ken drove me up to UCONN for the Skype Wireless Promo. It was quite difficult to get him to come and get me. He didn't wake up, so I kept on calling him. His brother started chatting to me online and wondered why I hadn't left yet. So he started calling the house line. His brother went on break from work and went to Ken's to wake him up. We were supposed to leave at 10:30 AM, we didn't leave till about 11:10 AM. I was upset, but I got over it. When I got up there I had lunch with Lisa U and her boyfriend. Then Lisa gave me a bit of a tour of the campus before we went and chatted in her room for a while. Around 4 I went to Jeff's office to meet him and then at 4:30 PM I had work. Once I was done with work at about 8:45 PM I called Jeff. He came and picked me up. We went to Schmely's (sp?!) to see this band play. I got wings and chowed down like whoa. We went back to Jeff's he gave me a towel, blankets, and a pillow. He then gave me a tour, he then went to his room and I went to the couch. I had trouble falling asleep, and I then had trouble staying asleep, but it was okay.

WEDNESDAY, MARCH 15, 2006
I couldn't sleep, so I only got about 5 hours of broken sleep, since I woke up just about every hour. I took a shower, and did my makeup. Then I made the schedule for the day and headed over to the campus. I went to the library and got some breakfast, then went online to check my email. Work went from 11 AM - 7 PM. And it was all outside, in the cold. It was tough, but it was doable and we did it. And I'm so proud of us all. After work I went to Jeff's and got there at about 7:30. I fell asleep pretty early and woke up a little later the next day. Which was nice.

THURSDAY, MARCH 16, 2006
I went to the campus once again for another wonderful day of work. I had to work from 11 AM - 12 midnight that day. I went to the library again to get something to eat and check my email. I then went to help set up and then put in a full day of work. That afternoon I ran into Brian Wright from high school, he apparently saw my Elimidate episode, alone with numerous other people from the high school. Later that night, probably about 9 PM or so I saw a kid walk into Ted's the bar I was promoting at that day. And he looked like Ken's best friend, so I asked him and sure enough it was. Strange, small world. I mean seriously the UCONN campus is huge, I would have never expected to run into him. Once I was done with work I helped with clean up and then changed my clothes. At that point I had an Irish car bomb and then a Guinness before walking over to Lisa's place. I stayed up till about 1:30 AM and then crashed out till the morning.

FRIDAY, MARCH 17, 2006
Ken overslept again. He was supposed to get me at 12:30 PM. He didn't wake up till 12:45 PM when Mike drove 30 minutes over to his house from his own house just to wake him up for me. He got stuck in traffic as well. So he finally arrived at 2:45 PM. We drove the whole way in silence because I was very angry. He went to get a hair cut and I didn't feel like going in. So I was left out in the car in some back ass ghetto for 40 minutes or so. I got home. I wasn't going to go to the Funnel show but I had to drop pictures off with Mike. Since they made me pay the cover I thought I'd mine as well stay. I ran into Ed there. He was apparently home for the weekend. And I guess Melissa had come to meet up with him so I ran into her as well. I was really upset so I drank, and ate a lot of food and at the end of the night my credit card was declined. I had to borrow money from Mike.

SATURDAY, MARCH 18, 2006
I was upset with Ken still so he came over to we to talk things through. It took us awhile but we worked everything out. His brother found out about us and called us out about it. So I had a chat with his brother late that night and I was so so tired as it was. Ken and I were both kind of upset so he came over to chat that night again.

SUNDAY, MARCH 19, 2006
Ken came over and we hung out.

MONDAY, MARCH 20, 2006
Sheenagh and I went to Clinton Crossings. It was a really fun time. After that we went to New Haven and Sheenagh bought me dinner at Nikkita. That night around 11ish PM or so I got together with Ken and we hung out. I slept at his place.

TUESDAY, MARCH 21, 2006
Ken made me breakfast that morning. Ken and I hung out for the day, I had my interview with Hollister so we went to the mall and I did my interview thing. We hung out for a while longer and then he dropped me off probably at about 9 PM or so. We spent most of the day together and we didn't have a single fight or argument. It was really nice.

WEDNESDAY, MARCH 22, 2006
For about an hour or so I helped Sheenagh move some of her stuff into her apartment. I got a call that afternoon from Eric from Hollister to tell me I got the job. YAY good shit. That night I went to Gators with Ken. I saw Lou, Bart, and Jess there. It was a little more tame then usual. Though this whole month its been rather tame, at least when I have been there. I ended up getting really upset that night and crying a lot. Ken calmed me down. And hugged me and told me I'd be okay. And it was the nicest thing ever.

THURSDAY, MARCH 23, 2006
I went to the Billy Joel concert with Sheenagh up in Hartford. We went out to dinner for and it was a lovely time. Billy played a couple of different songs this time. Sheenagh and I somehow got lost on our way home. We took 84 in the wrong direction and we ended up in MA before either of us realized it. So we had to turn around and head back the other way. We wanted to stop at the diner to get food on our way home. We missed the exit so we had to get off and turn around. We missed the exit again. So we had to get off and turn around. We finally got it. Ken called me and started a fight. He was up at UCONN and was in a really bad mood and started shit with me. Once we got off the phone I cried. I cried. I tried not to cry to much though cuz I was still with Sheenagh and she too was having a pretty tough week. When I got home I called him back and he still wasn't in the best of moods.

FRIDAY, MARCH 24, 2006
I did nothing. I didn't get to work things out with Ken too much either. We started to but he was too busy.

SATURDAY, MARCH 25, 2006
We again didn't get to really work through our problems at all. So it really sucked and I was really upset. My Daddy took me to Friday's for dinner though at least.

SUNDAY, MARCH 26, 2006
I went to the Trumbull Mall to do some shopping. Ken called and we worked out a lot of the issues we were having. And he wanted to know if we were still going to see each other that day as we had planed earlier in the week. I told him I had orientation at Hollister. He drove me. It last for 3 1/2 hours. So afterwards Ken came over for a little awhile ad hung out.

MONDAY, MARCH 27, 2006
I went to Sheenagh's place and hung out with her. We drank wine, smoked cigarettes, made dinner and started fixing up her apartment. It was a pretty good day I suppose. I went still kind of upset about Ken. Cuz I just had really wanted to see him and make things right.

TUESDAY, MARCH 28, 2006
I did nothing. But I did have my epiphany of how much I really do like Ken and how I want to make sure things work out between us. We had decided to get together when I got out of work the next day.

WEDNESDAY, MARCH 29, 2006
I had my first day of work. I had to be in for 9 AM. I tried going to bed early and unfortunately could not fall asleep. I ended up getting about 4 hours of sleep. It sucked really bad. I went in and worked till about 2:45 PM. Around 3:45 I got together with Ken for a few hours. We didn't do much of anything. Just hung out and it was really nice. It's what I needed. Ken had to go and do some stuff so he dropped me off back home. But a couple hours later Ken came and got me again and I slept at his place.

THURSDAY, MARCH 30, 2006
I went home and quickly got ready for work. I had to be in for 8 AM. I got there and worked till about 2:20 in the afternoon. I didn't do to much after work. I was pretty tired though. I was going to go out to the club with Shee, Tiff, and Jess but I couldn't do much of anything at that point, I was so tired. That night I went to Ken's and stayed there. I fell asleep pretty easily.

FRIDAY, MARCH 31, 2006
I had work once again. I went home to get ready and went to work for 9 AM. I worked till about 2:10 in the afternoon and then came home. I did some housework, watched General Hospital, took a 15 minutes nap and then got up and got ready for Ken and Mike's show. Ken got me about 5:15 and we went to Playbook in North Haven. We got there at about 6:05 PM or so. They didn't go on till about 10:15. Ken and I got into a little bit of an argument, on our way home. I did some crying, it wasn't the best of times. I tend to over react, so it was my fault, but it still hurt. In any case we worked things out and I spent the night at his place again.

SATURDAY, APRIL 1, 2006
I got home this morning and got ready for work. Which I proceeded to do from noon till about 4:30. At that point I met up with Mike and we went to see Ice Age 2. It was great. I think it would have been a lot more funny if I wasn't so tired, but it was great. I enjoyed it. Now I'm home and completely tired. And I have work again tomorrow!
Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
12:05 am - Movin' Out Part II
Orgianlly posted: Tuesday, March 28, 2006 @ 7:05 PM

Well, my last post was about wanting to move out. Well listen to this. Sheenagh's finally moved into her apt. I was over there yesterday. It's so so cute. And Tiff has her own palce. And well see, I used to live out of my parents errr my Father's house. And it's hard coming back to living with him again. It's real hard. Which is where that last post came from. But now with all my friends moving out, and seeing Sheenagh's place yesterday. *sighs* it really makes me want to move even more now. And even faster. Oh and yesterday Mind you the day after I write my post, Ken says he's thinking of moving out. He's lookin at this job which would have him up in the Western CT area. And he's looking at places up that well. And one of his friends is trying to get himt o move to Jersey which sucks. Sucks a lot. I so so so don't wnat him to move that far. That would suck so bad. i don't know what I'd do. And Western CT is kind of far, but not impossible. Specially once I get my car. And when I starts chool at West Conn... that will have me in that area as it is anyway. *sighs* I'm just so upset. Everyone is really starting to get their life in order and on track. And seriously, I'm trying. I'm trying real hard, but it still seems like everyone is doing so much better than I.... fuck
12:05 am - So I've had an epifiany
Ogrinally posted: Tuesday, March 28, 2006 @ 11:46 PM

So I've had an epifiany. I realized I've fallen hard. Real hard. Harder than I would have liked to this quickly. I'm down for the count. Yeah this girl has it bad. I haven't talked to him once today. And that makes me really sad. It's the first time in 2 1/2 months that I've gone a whole day without talking to him. I'm like ready to cry. No scratch that, I did cry. And that is when I realized how hard I have fallen. And it made me think about how mean I've been at times to him. I mean that's awful. Absoutely awful. I should never ever be that mean to someone I care about. And that made me feel so sad and so bad. And so competely awful. He definately does not deserve to be treated that way. So I must make a point to be better. Cuz this one is a keeper. This is one that I do not want to give up on. Not yet, and hopefully not ever. But I must talk to him and see how he feels... if he doesn't feel the same then we have a problem. And it's time to bail ship before I fall even more. I'm competely teetering on the edge of no return right now. So I must chat with him and make him see how I feel. I must state it clearly and smipley. And if he doesn't feel the same, and doesn't feel like he could feel the same in the future then I'd have to let go now. Cuz if I continued, then I would only end up getting hurt. Really hurt. More so than if I ended things now. Not that I am ending thinsg now. Wow this is getting all sorts of confusing. And I want to state this clearly and smipley? Wow... this is going to take some work. I just wish he'd call me so I can talk to him.....
12:05 am - end
end of posts. u are now caught up
12:01 am - missed
there were some things that i only posted on my myspace. so i will post them for you now. stay tuned.
12:01 am - Movin' Out
Orginally posted: Sunday, March 26, 2006 @ 12:46 AM

I want to move out of my house. Anyone want to be my roomie?
Saturday, March 25th, 2006
4:30 pm - Fuck You Johnny Damon
Derek Jeter
Average: .309
Home Runs: 19
RBI: 20
SB: 14

ARod
Average: .321
Home Runs: 28
RBI: 130
SB: 21

Bubba Crosby
Average: .276
Home Runs: 1
RBI: 6
SB: 4
(But seriously, Bubba didn't get that much playing time so he did good with what he got. Thank you very much!)

Johnny Damon
Average: .316
Home Runs: 10
RBI: 75
SB: 18


Johnny Damon isn't all that great. Well, not any better than the guys we already have. Not good enough to take over in center field over Bubba or to take over as lead off hitter. Fuck You Johnny Damon, F U C K Y O U.
4:29 pm - Things you missed....
I posted these in my Myspace and didn't post them here. I post them here for you now...


Monday, March 6, 2006
1:54 AM - i just want to be loved

She just drops her pearl-black eyes and prays to hear him say I love you

. : : t h e . c u r e : : .



Thursday, March 16, 2006
8:48 AM - n c double a

so apprently this promotion i'm doing is beacuse of the n c double a or NCAA as most of u are probably used to seeing it. yeah i'm at uconn doing a promotion for skype wireless. it is my first in the manager position. and yesterday sure was a bit of a test but all seems to be going well thus far. well, anyway i realized why i didnt go to uconn. besides the fact all the kids from ansonia that ended up here. i used am now a fan of the campus itself. give me my penn state. that is where i want to be. even if we are in this ncaa march madness thing. i don't like basketball anyway. i like baseball. and football. and well hockey too. but not basketball. which is funny cuz in middle school i loved in. anyway penn state did win the orange bowl. as u all know that made me wicked excited. and why? cuz i love football. and i love penn state. i honestly don't know where i am going with this blog post. it doesnt make any sense to me as i'm writing it. so it probably makes even less sense to each of u reading. but this unfortunely is how my brian works. anywya i'm here in the libary over at the email station. and its pretty lame. cspan is playing in the background and well i'm not a fan ofthe station so much. i dont have to be at work till 11 but i had some stuff to get done this morning. it took a lot less time than i thoughg it would. now, i am pretty bored. that's lame. lame lame lame. but what the fuck can ya do. anyway i think i'll end this rather lame and boring post now. and if any of you read this word for word. god bless u. cuz i sure as hell know i wouldn't have if it were someone else who wrote this exact post. peace motha fuckers.


HUSKIES ..1so apprently this promotion i'm doing is beacuse of the n c double a or NCAA as most of u are probably used to seeing it. yeah i'm at uconn doing a promotion for skype wireless. it is my first in the manager position. and yesterday sure was a bit of a test but all seems to be going well thus far. well, anyway i realized why i didnt go to uconn. besides the fact all the kids from ansonia that ended up here. i used am now a fan of the campus itself. give me my penn state. that is where i want to be. even if we are in this ncaa march madness thing. i don't like basketball anyway. i like baseball. and football. and well hockey too. but not basketball. which is funny cuz in middle school i loved in. anyway penn state did win the orange bowl. as u all know that made me wicked excited. and why? cuz i love football. and i love penn state. i honestly don't know where i am going with this blog post. it doesnt make any sense to me as i'm writing it. so it probably makes even less sense to each of u reading. but this unfortunely is how my brian works. anywya i'm here in the libary over at the email station. and its pretty lame. cspan is playing in the background and well i'm not a fan ofthe station so much. i dont have to be at work till 11 but i had some stuff to get done this morning. it took a lot less time than i thoughg it would. now, i am pretty bored. that's lame. lame lame lame. but what the fuck can ya do. anyway i think i'll end this rather lame and boring post now. and if any of you read this word for word. god bless u. cuz i sure as hell know i wouldn't have if it were someone else who wrote this exact post. peace motha fuckers.


HUSKIES #1
Thursday, March 16, 2006
8:48 AM - n c double a

so apprently this promotion i'm doing is beacuse of the n c double a or NCAA as most of u are probably used to seeing it. yeah i'm at uconn doing a promotion for skype wireless. it is my first in the manager position. and yesterday sure was a bit of a test but all seems to be going well thus far. well, anyway i realized why i didnt go to uconn. besides the fact all the kids from ansonia that ended up here. i used am now a fan of the campus itself. give me my penn state. that is where i want to be. even if we are in this ncaa march madness thing. i don't like basketball anyway. i like baseball. and football. and well hockey too. but not basketball. which is funny cuz in middle school i loved in. anyway penn state did win the orange bowl. as u all know that made me wicked excited. and why? cuz i love football. and i love penn state. i honestly don't know where i am going with this blog post. it doesnt make any sense to me as i'm writing it. so it probably makes even less sense to each of u reading. but this unfortunely is how my brian works. anywya i'm here in the libary over at the email station. and its pretty lame. cspan is playing in the background and well i'm not a fan ofthe station so much. i dont have to be at work till 11 but i had some stuff to get done this morning. it took a lot less time than i thoughg it would. now, i am pretty bored. that's lame. lame lame lame. but what the fuck can ya do. anyway i think i'll end this rather lame and boring post now. and if any of you read this word for word. god bless u. cuz i sure as hell know i wouldn't have if it were someone else who wrote this exact post. peace motha fuckers.


HUSKIES ..1so apprently this promotion i'm doing is beacuse of the n c double a or NCAA as most of u are probably used to seeing it. yeah i'm at uconn doing a promotion for skype wireless. it is my first in the manager position. and yesterday sure was a bit of a test but all seems to be going well thus far. well, anyway i realized why i didnt go to uconn. besides the fact all the kids from ansonia that ended up here. i used am now a fan of the campus itself. give me my penn state. that is where i want to be. even if we are in this ncaa march madness thing. i don't like basketball anyway. i like baseball. and football. and well hockey too. but not basketball. which is funny cuz in middle school i loved in. anyway penn state did win the orange bowl. as u all know that made me wicked excited. and why? cuz i love football. and i love penn state. i honestly don't know where i am going with this blog post. it doesnt make any sense to me as i'm writing it. so it probably makes even less sense to each of u reading. but this unfortunely is how my brian works. anywya i'm here in the libary over at the email station. and its pretty lame. cspan is playing in the background and well i'm not a fan ofthe station so much. i dont have to be at work till 11 but i had some stuff to get done this morning. it took a lot less time than i thoughg it would. now, i am pretty bored. that's lame. lame lame lame. but what the fuck can ya do. anyway i think i'll end this rather lame and boring post now. and if any of you read this word for word. god bless u. cuz i sure as hell know i wouldn't have if it were someone else who wrote this exact post. peace motha fuckers.


HUSKIES #1




Sunday, March 19, 2006
2:13 AM - fuck me

wow..... i thought yesterday was the worst day ever.... i was about to go to bed and i didn't i sure should have cuz today i think has the potential to beat yesterday by far. i can't loose one of my bestfriends. i can't.... :-/ fuck me




Sunday, March 19, 2006
5:51 PM - i'm lame i spent 2 hours taking quizzes today

i had the worst day ever yesterday so i didnt feel like doing much today. i took these quizzes. unfortunately i feel even worse after some of the results. boooi had the worst day ever yesterday so i didnt feel like doing much today. i took these quizzes. unfortunately i feel even worse after some of the results. booo
Sunday, March 19, 2006
5:51 PM - i'm lame i spent 2 hours taking quizzes today

i had the worst day ever yesterday so i didnt feel like doing much today. i took these quizzes. unfortunately i feel even worse after some of the results. boooi had the worst day ever yesterday so i didnt feel like doing much today. i took a bunch of quizzes. unfortunately i feel even worse after some of the results. booo
4:29 pm - If you know me please read and repost.
To all my wonderful friends--

As many of you know, on April 16, 2005, my mother was diagnosed with breast cancer. This was her second time around battling cancer. She had to have surgery, tests, and many visits to the doctors throughout the summer. Finally on October 24, 2005, she got the last round of her test results back and was given a clean bill of health. She had to take medication though instead of radiation for the next few months. My mother was unable to get radiated because of the massive amount she had the first time around. If she had radiation, it would surely kill her. The medication had a small risk of blood clots, but there was no other choice in the matter. So she took them and untimely died of a massive heart attack on November 2, 2005. The medication is to believed to have been the cause for the heart attack.

One of my best friends in high school, and still one of my very close friends, Kellie German's mother also was diagnosed with breast cancer. She is in remission and Kellie along with her sister will be doing the three day breast cancer walk this year. They need to raise 2,200 each to be able to participate. This is a call for help. I ask of you to please read the following message from my friend Kellie, and to please find it in your heart to make a donation. If not on behalf of getting funding to do more research on cancer, and if not because you feel that what Kellie will be doing is a good thing, then because you know me, and know how torn up I have been about my Mother these past few months.

So I ask of you, no beg of you to please contribute. Every little bit helps. Weather it is 50 cents to 100 dollars. Whatever you give helps. And if you can take the time to forward this to everyone in your address book and myspace friends list I would greatly appreciate that as well. Thank you for your time.

Meg Carriero
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A Special Request For Your Support: Please Join Me In The Fight Against Breast Cancer


In September of 2001, my mother was diagnosed with breast cancer. This October, my sister and I will be walking in honor of this extraordinary cancer survivor. We must raise $2,200 each.

Please support us as we take part in The Philadelphia Breast Cancer 3 Day. This amazing journey is a 60-mile walk over the course of three days. Net proceeds benefit the Susan G. Komen Breast Cancer Foundation and the National Philanthropic Trust, funding important breast cancer research, education, screening, and treatment.

Please take a moment to pass this message on to anyone else whose lives may have been touched by this disease. Remember, every dollar brings us one step closer to finding a cure.

If you or anyone you know would like to make a contribution, please contact me or visit my website, www.the3day.org/philadelphia06/kelliegerman
Thank you.
~Kellie

Kellie German
5075 Stacey Drive East
Apt. 2509
Harisburg, PA 17111
(203)645-6674
KellieGerman@clearchannel.com


""More than 10 million Americans are living with cancer, and they demonstrate the ever-increasing possibility of living beyond cancer. I am inspired by the brave women who have faced this battle."
~Sheryl Crow
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
4:19 PM - If you know me please read and repost.

To all my wonderful friends--

As many of you know, on April 16, 2005, my mother was diagnosed with breast cancer. This was her second time around battling cancer. She had to have surgery, tests, and many visits to the doctors throughout the summer. Finally on October 24, 2005, she got the last round of her test results back and was given a clean bill of health. She had to take medication though instead of radiation for the next few months. My mother was unable to get radiated because of the massive amount she had the first time around. If she had radiation, it would surely kill her. The medication had a small risk of blood clots, but there was no other choice in the matter. So she took them and untimely died of a massive heart attack on November 2, 2005. The medication is to believed to have been the cause for the heart attack.

One of my best friends in high school, and still one of my very close friends, Kellie German's mother also was diagnosed with breast cancer. She is in remission and Kellie along with her sister will be doing the three day breast cancer walk this year. They need to raise 2,200 each to be able to participate. This is a call for help. I ask of you to please read the following message from my friend Kellie, and to please find it in your heart to make a donation. If not on behalf of getting funding to do more research on cancer, and if not because you feel that what Kellie will be doing is a good thing, then because you know me, and know how torn up I have been about my Mother these past few months.

So I ask of you, no beg of you to please contribute. Every little bit helps. Weather it is 50 cents to 100 dollars. Whatever you give helps. And if you can take the time to forward this to everyone in your address book and myspace friends list I would greatly appreciate that as well. Thank you for your time.

Meg Carriero
--------------------------------------





A Special Request For Your Support: Please Join Me In The Fight Against Breast Cancer


In September of 2001, my mother was diagnosed with breast cancer. This October, my sister and I will be walking in honor of this extraordinary cancer survivor. We must raise $2,200 each.

Please support us as we take part in The Philadelphia Breast Cancer 3 Day. This amazing journey is a 60-mile walk over the course of three days. Net proceeds benefit the Susan G. Komen Breast Cancer Foundation and the National Philanthropic Trust, funding important breast cancer research, education, screening, and treatment.

Please take a moment to pass this message on to anyone else whose lives may have been touched by this disease. Remember, every dollar brings us one step closer to finding a cure.

If you or anyone you know would like to make a contribution, please contact me or visit my website, www.the3day.org/philadelphia06/kelliegerman
Thank you.
~Kellie

Kellie German
5075 Stacey Drive East
Apt. 2509
Harisburg, PA 17111
(203)645-6674
KellieGerman@clearchannel.com


""More than 10 million Americans are living with cancer, and they demonstrate the ever-increasing possibility of living beyond cancer. I am inspired by the brave women who have faced this battle."
~Sheryl Crow
Monday, March 6th, 2006
1:26 am - i need to vent a little
....In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here....

....I miss you Mom....



Okay so what the fuck. Everyone seriously sucks. Like seriously ... s u c k s. People don't seem to understand I MISS MY MOM. I mean yes it was 4 months ago. But COME ON. It's my MOM. I'm going to be upset about it. I mean FUCK MAN. All of you that don't want to deal with my moodiness can fuck off. And I mean it. FUCK OFF! Just don't talk to me. All it does it get me in a worse mood. And people that seem to thing everything is about them. That my whole fuckin life revolves around them and what they do. And all my moods, feelings, and actions are brought on because of them. They seriously need to wake the fuck up. Get over yourself. Not everything is about you. Why can't people just understand I don't like being ignored. I don't like playing second fiddle top others. I'm an only child, I obviously have attention issues. I don't like not being able to sleep. I don't like when my sleep is disturbed for something stupid. I don't like people who make stupid decisions. I don't like people who allow their friends to do stupid things. I hate people who don't know how to grow up and act their own age. I hate people that try to blame their actions on other people. Just own the fuck up to what you did and what you do. I don't like people that can't stick up for themselves against their friends and do what's right. I hate people who allow others to make important decisions for them. I hate weak people. I ABSOLUTELY HATE WEAKNESS. And I hate feeling weak. And when I get upset about my mother I feel weak. AND I HATE IT. So I honestly don't need any other weak people around me. Why can't people just support me. And just let me be. And be happy for me. And ask how my day was. How I'm feeling. What I've been up to. Why can't people act like they facing care. Everyone can say it. But can they actually do it? Actually care? It doesn't seem that way. So if your a liar and a faker get the fuck out of my life. I don't have time for you. I don't have energy to waste on you. It's hard enough for me to get up each day and shower get dressed eat and do something with my day. Without having to deal with weak people. Or stupid people. Or people who lie, cheat, fake, and pretend. I don't have the energy to fight anymore. And I mean fight to live. So I need all obstacles in the human form that make things difficult on me to just be cut out of my life. I can't take that anymore. I don't don't don't absolutely do not like being ignored. Especially when I take time out of my day and extra care to make sure to call when I say I will. And be where I say I will when I say I will. Anyone who can't give me the same courteous is a fucking fool and doesn't deserve my time. And people who act like their fucking ashamed of hanging out with me and keep it under wraps or whatever are fucking annoying as well. So you know what. All you people who fit under any of these categories who are reading this, can go ahead and delete me now from your friends list. Cuz if you fit under it, I don't need you. I just want real people around. My real friends. People who really care about me. So Fuuuuck off. Don't bother leaving comments or messaging me, emailing me, calling me, IMing me or texting me about any of this. Cuz I don't care about what you have to say. This is how I feel, END OF STORY.



She's taking her time making up the reasons
To justify all the hurt inside
Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes
Everyone's got a theory about the bitter oneShe's taking her time making up the reasons
To justify all the hurt inside
Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes
Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one
Saturday, March 4th, 2006
4:54 am - In light of recent events I've made some choices...
I had a really bad week last week. I was very very upset about loosing my Mom. I took my anger out on a lot of people. It was probably wrong. Actually, no, I know it was wrong. But that the time I didn't much notice and if I at any point did, I didn't much care. I was hurt and angry and it didn't seem as if anyone cared.

When I started feeling better, mainly on Saturday due to Dougie hooking me up with some concerts, I decided to go out. It didn't really help. Actually it may have made my mood worse. I ended up getting into a terrible fight with someone very dear to me on Sunday. Things got worked out in the end, but I still wasn't exactly right.

In any case I decided since going out had made the situation worse, that I would take a week off from going out. I don't mean becoming a recluse or anything. I mean taking a week off from my normal routine of going to the same bars on the same nights with the same people doing the same thing. I made that pledge to myself and by golly it's early Saturday morning and I have stuck with it. I have one day left.

I have gotten better this past week, but I am still quite emotional about my Mother. It's a difficult situation for someone of my already emotional instability to be put into. Let me tell you, loosing your Mother is not easy. And I fear it has only gotten worse with time.

Tonight I decided to go to bed early. About 1:30 AM I crawled into bed. I fucked around with my phone listening to ring tones and shit to download till about 1:45 AM. Afterwards I set my alarm and played around with some other stuff. Finally at about 1:55 AM I was ready for sleep. I put my phone down and was ready for the sandman to come.

Unfortunately though a guy I actually don't really like talking to much called me at 2:02 in the AM. This still being a new phone to me I was unsure how to make the ringing stop in my sleepy state. So I accidentally picked up the called. I quickly hit end and turned my phone off for a couple minutes. After that I turned it back on and went through my phone book and set each person I didn't want to talk to on silent.

Well, unfortunately that same person who is very dear to me, perhaps I should have put the ringer on Silent for that person as well. As it was not a good call that I got at 2:45 AM.

I knew this friend of mine had gone out for the night. I was told so, since I had been chatting in IMs with this person up until the point of going out. So I said have fun and be safe. I got an "I will" as a response. Apparently, that didn't happen.

When I get this phone call, it had woken me up. I didn't realize it at the time. I didn't even know I had fallen asleep. But checking the time of the call and it being set for 2:45 AM I must have fallen asleep. I wish I stayed asleep.

This person informs me right away that something stupid was done. Drinking too much and then driving. Well, people know my stand on drinking and driving. Although in recent years my stand had become more lenient on the subject. Anyway this person definitely knew my stand. And, even earlier today we had a conversation about how I was going to cut back on my drinking and start being more careful about who I'm driving with, because God forbid something happens it would be my ass right along with theirs.

But this person calls me and tells me this anyway. Granted I'm glad I was told and it wasn't something that was being hidden from me. Because I find things out, I always find things out, and the situation is just that much worse when I find out through other means instead of straight from the horses mouth after it happened. So I am happy that I was told. But def. not happy about the situation. Oh no I was not. Not at all.

I told this person I must go before I say something mean and this person said something that pissed me off slightly so I let everything I wanted to say out. And perhaps it got this person mad, I was told it did anyway. But soon after this person wants to get together. Which would be absolutely ridiculous, because after me taking my stand about the drinking and driving, I'm supposed to let this person drive to my house? I don't think so. I held my ground. No matter how much I would have liked to have seen this person. But remember, I was and still am angry. So I am not sure it would have been a good visit.

This person during our argument brought up some things and tried to turn it around on me and point on ways in which I have been a hypocrite, I think this person was listening at least to that part of what I had said earlier today when I said I'm stopping some of my ways so I won't be able to be called a hypocrite. Granted I have not always made the right decisions. But for this person to come out and say "It would be different if I had a car, and I would do it too if I did." Really pissed me off. How dare someone say that I would do something like that, just because they are dumb enough too. That really angered me. That was probably one of the things that angered me the most out of the whole ordeal. I know the damage drinking and driving can do. I have seen families torn apart by it. I worked with MADD back in high school. Some kids from Ansonia drank and drove and got into a fatal car accident. One lived and is now an amputee. A friend of mine's brother was killed my a drunk driver and too this day it still hurts him. I could never do that to someone. I couldn't live with that on my conscious.

So, after having the argument, telling the person to stay home and not drive I finally said I needed to go to bed. I mean we were on the phone for over an hour at this point. And I had set my alarm for 10 AM as I wanted to get a solid 8 hours of sleep before I was awoke by the harsh sounds of the alarm to start my day.

I tried going to sleep by I was still reeling from the past hour. I was so upset for about the first half hour of the phone conversation that I was literally shaking. I couldn't control it. I was just so angry and I was trying my hardest to hold it back as much as possible that I was shaking. That got the cat off my bed for sure. I realized I wasn't going to be able to fall asleep. I realized I needed to release more anger from my system. I realized I needed to make some changes in my life.

So here I am writing as a release. And here I am also writing my written pledge that I will no longer partake in drinking. For lent I will be giving up alcohol. And who knows, it may stick past lent. But even if it doesn't my choices will be very different about when, where, and what I drink.

Don't get me wrong, I will still go to the bars and see my friends and hang out. But I will not take part in drinking. I will not allow the stupidity of what people do to affect me and have me making wrong choices. I have power over the choices I make, and so do everyone else. But some people seem to loose sight of that. As this friend of mine had already had a DUI and is still dealing with the consequences of that one. That right there is when I realized just how much people can have a lapse in judgment when they have no will power and cannot stand up to their friends. And personally if someone is making me drink then they aren't a very good friend. And if a person will make fun of you for not drinking, they aren't a very good friend. And if a person thinks its lame that you're not drinking even if you go out with them still then the person is not your friend. And if a person will let you drive while your under the influence than that person is not your friend.

Perhaps some of my friends and even this said person will read this and get angry. But, if they do, again they aren't very good friends. So, please respect my choices and I will respect yours. But only so far. Once you are putting yourself or an innocent person's life in danger, then I can no longer respect your wishes.

And that is all.

Meg Carriero
orgianlly written: 4:41 AM 03/04/2006
spell checked and ready to go at: 4:48 AM 03/04/2006
Saturday, February 11th, 2006
3:18 pm - UPDATE
SATURDAY, JANUARY 14, 2006
Andrew Maciog's Benefit at Snookers. Funnel played that show. It was all right. I was kinda in a daze that day, he passed real close to my Ma, so it made me think about her. And there were WAY to many people there that I knew from High School, so it kind of freaked me out a bit. Since high school was not a happy time for me at all.

SUNDAY, JANUARY 15, 2006
I watched football all afternoon. I watched my Panthers and Steelers win.

MONDAY, JANUARY 16, 2006
That was my 22nd birthday. I went to Gators and I went to Snookers. I don't remember everyone that was in attendance. But Damien, Sheenagh, Nips, Spin, Thompson, Ashley D, Nicole B, Jenny Boom Boom, Tailgators Dave, Lindsey, Ken, Lou, Jess, Chris, Tracy, Amy, Fred, Bart, and various other people. It was a pretty good time, cept for when I started thinking about my Mom at Gators. I cried. Then later at Snookers I cried a WHOLE lot about my Mom. So finally Spin asked if I wanted to leave and I said yes. There was no way I was staying there and crying my eyes out forever. So we went to McDonald's and got food with Thompson. Later we went to the beach, and then I came home. It was an all in all good day. Some pockets of memory are missing, but whatever it happens.

TUESDAY, JANUARY 17, 2006
I stayed in all day. I ended up getting into a real bad fight with a friend of mine. It sucked.

WEDNESDAY, JANUARY 18, 2006
I went to NYC with Ash M. Wow what a trip. First off, I got 40 minutes of sleep. That sucked. Then Ash came to get me at 6:15. We drove to Milford. We got stuck on Grassy Hill behind someone going 20 miles an hour. There were these ducks about 15 - 20 all just standing perfectly still by the pond. We parked in a puddle that was more like a lake. We got coffee that had funny cups that made them spill all over ourselves. We got stuck on the train for 3 hours right outside of New Rochelle cuz a tree had fallen on the tracks and blocked them. We got in real late and Ash missed her MTV thing. We went to the Village and had trouble with these damn stores and there was rain and our shoes soaked through and our feet got real wet. Then we waited around in the cold forever until we finally went back home. I tried to take a nap for an hour before going to Gators and ended up getting about 5 phone calls. I was so tired but I still went down. Then I went and hung out with a friend until about 4:30 in the morning.

THURSDAY, JANUARY 19, 2006
I went to Snookers for a while and then went and hung out with a friend till about 4 in the morning. Shit got straightened out with the friend I had a fight with a couple days previous. Though not in the way I would have liked.

FRIDAY, JANUARY 20, 2006
I went to Gators. Then Jason Miller and I went with Joe and all his friends to Fairfield for some bar hopping. Joe and all his friends left for New Haven, we stayed at The Green Room for a while and then went back to Gators. I left soon after and hung out with a friend of mine till pretty late.

SATURDAY, JANUARY 21, 2006
I went to go see a movie with Brian A. Finding Laughter in the Middle East or whatever the heck it's called. I'm not quite sure. Later that night I went to Gators. Jason Miller got up and took over the mic and sang on this song. It was hysterical. He was telling the band to speed up and shit, it was a fun time.

SUNDAY, JANUARY 22, 2006
I stayed in all day. I watched the Steelers win and the Panthers loose, badly. It sucked.

MONDAY, JANUARY 23, 2006
A friend came over and we hung out till about 4 am or so. We watched a movie and chilled out.

TUESDAY, JANUARY 24, 2006
I went to Gators with Blaine, Sheenagh, Jess and Lindsey.

WEDNESDAY, JANUARY 25, 2006
I drove around with a friend of mien for a while and then went to Gators that night. I went to Riverdale with the girls and we almost got into a fight with some dumb bitch and her boyfriend. W h a t e v e r. Total losers. Then I went back to Gators and hung out there for a bit before going home.

THURSDAY, JANUARY 26, 2006
It was Shelby's birthday. So I went and stopped in Snookers real quick and then went to Gators. Lots of people were there. After that I went out to New Haven and Hamden with Sheenagh for a while before coming home late in the AM.

FRIDAY, JANUARY 27, 2006
I stayed in all night and had the longest phone conversation I ever had. Straight through. 7 hours and 25 minutes. Like whoa.

SATURDAY, JANUARY 28, 2006
I went to go see Funnel play at Cocktails in Cromwell. It was well...l don't know. They did fine, but I want not happy there. I felt out of place and very uncomfortable. It sucked actually. But it's okay, I was there to support them whatever. But yeah, I basically spent it in the corner all night. Oh well. Errrr yeah I found out some chick doesn't like me. I thought all of um didn't like me, but it's only one. Or more like only one that came out and said it. Sow whatever fuck her, fuck them. I don't care. I really don't. If they can't fuckin grow up, since they are well older than I am, they can kiss my fuckin ass. I was very happy to get away from there.

SUNDAY, JANUARY 29, 2006
I did nothing all day.

MONDAY, JANUARY 30, 2006
I went out to dinner with a friend and then watched my most favorite movie ever... Almost Famous. Yay.

TUESDAY, JANUARY 31, 2006
My cat Tippy died early that morning. I found her around 4 AM. It sucked. In the early afternoon I went to the Post Mall and did some shopping. In the alter afternoon a friend came by for a lil bit. Later that night I went to JPs in West Haven and then on my way home, stopped by Gators to say hello to Sheenagh, Dave, and Jen. Then I went to a friends to visit um cuz he was sick.

WEDNESDAY, FEBRUARY 1, 2006
I ran a bunch of errands. I got my license, I sent some faxes, I went to the grocery store, and then I went to hang out with a friend of mine. Later that night I went to Gators with Jess and then over to Snookers with Sheenagh.

THURSDAY, FEBRUARY 2, 2006
I was supposed to go to NYC for an audition, but I decided I didn't want to audition for it. It was like "Making of the Coyotes" or some shit, it was a reality show making girls Coyotes. You know, Coyote Ugly. Yeah I skipped it. I had my stupid conference call bullshit for work later that day. And then basically did nothing for the rest of the night.

FRIDAY, FEBRUARY 3, 2006
I had to get up wicked early and drive to Vermont to have my interview to be a Bud Light Girl. It seemed to take f o r e v e r to get up there. It sucked real bad. After that I turned around and came right back to CT. Later that night I went to Gators. It was pretty fuckin dead. But it was okay. Sheenagh, Tim and I made a middle of the night run to Stop N Shop and then we went and hung out at Sheenagh's till the morning.

SATURDAY, FEBRUARY 4, 2006
I got up after getting about an hour of sleep. I came home went straight through the kitchen door down the stairs and into my room and crashed till about 3 in the afternoon. I got dressed and got ready and went to the mall. Then went and chilled at a friend's house for a few hours.


And that's all. I hope u fucks are happy I finally got around to doing this bullshit.
Sunday, February 5th, 2006
4:39 pm - *sighs*
i just really want love and happiness. and a relationship i can be proud of and not be afraid to tell people about. and to be about to shout it from a mountain ... or a newsroom if i wanted to. i want to get married. i want to have kids. i want a family more than anything. i done with games, and drama, and all the bullshit nonsense. i just want to fuckin grow up and get out of the fuckin scene. It's gotten way to lame lately. I wrote something a while back ... over a year ago ... it was an away message one day and I saved it. Check it out.



i need someone to make me feel alive, to make my life mean something. i need love in it's deepest and truest form. no matter how often i have run from it, and have pushed it away, i need someone to not give up on me, and to make me believe that falling in love on every level with a person who has mutual feelings is possible. i need the single undefinable thing that is love.



Won't you let me fuckin have that already? My god.....
4:39 pm - *sighs*
i just really want love and happiness. and a relationship i can be proud of and not be afraid to tell people about. and to be about to shout it from a mountain ... or a newsroom if i wanted to. i want to get married. i want to have kids. i want a family more than anything. i done with games, and drama, and all the bullshit nonsense. i just want to fuckin grow up and get out of the fuckin scene. It's gotten way to lame lately. I wrote something a while back ... over a year ago ... it was an away message one day and I saved it. Check it out.



i need someone to make me feel alive, to make my life mean something. i need love in it's deepest and truest form. no matter how often i have run from it, and have pushed it away, i need someone to not give up on me, and to make me believe that falling in love on every level with a person who has mutual feelings is possible. i need the single undefinable thing that is love.



Won't you let me fuckin have that already? My god.....
4:24 pm - grrr
i'm so aggervated everyone needs to shut the fuck up and leave me alone
Monday, January 16th, 2006
2:51 am - got my whole life ahead of me...
i can't run, can't turn away now

it's all the same, nothing ever changes
the long days, the ten cent raises
a few bucks in my pocket's gotta go a long way
22, got my whole life ahead of me
but still, lettin' life get the best of me
gotta stop, and just leave it up to destiny now
i don't know how much more of this i can handle
but i know that good things come to those who wait

i can't run, can't turn away now

four years, i've been out of high school
forget college, thinking i was so cool
but no regrets, gotta do what you gotta do
my heart, it's in love with the rock 'n' roll
and playing music is all that i really know
you know love, it's the only thing you can't control

can't stop believing/no matter how long it takes
it might kill me to keep on dreaming
but i'd rather die than throw it away
i don't know how much more of this i can handle
but i know that good things come to those who wait
and better things will come to those who don't give up
so mine should be coming anyday day

i can't run, can't turn away now



wow i can't believe i'm 22.....
Sunday, January 15th, 2006
10:08 pm - my birthday
in less than 2 hours i'll be turning 22... ohmygod i cannot believe this.
Saturday, January 14th, 2006
5:42 pm - UPDATE
I haven't written an update Since Jan 1st? WOW I think that's the longest I've gone since Warped Tour. And there was a reason I didn't write while on Warped Tour. I was computerless. Duuuuh. Anyway here we go...


SUNDAY, JANUARY 1, 2006
Okay so on Sunday, New Year's Day I got home at about 1:30 in the afternoon and basically didn't do much for the rest of the day, but recuperate. It was much needed.

MONDAY, JANUARY 2, 2006
I didn't head out until after-hours. I went down to Snookers and chilled with Ray who I really hadn't seen in years and I saw Sheenagh again who I met on New Year's Eve. I met her friend Lindsey, and then this girl asked my last name, I said it. And she said Ohmygod and I realized it was a girl I used to go to school with back at Assumption, Jen. It was crazy. So I ended up going out and staying out with people till about 7:15 in the morning or so.

TUESDAY, JANUARY 3, 2006
I had my shoot in the morning. Then Mike and I ate pizza and chatted. After that I didn't a lot of nothing, err well housework and what not till The Orange Bowl came on. Then I was glued to the TV for the game which might I say started a little after 8 PM and ended at 1 AM. It was a triple OT game with Penn State coming out on top 26 - 23 over Florida State. FUCKING AMAZING. I am so jealous of everyone who got to go down for the game.

WEDNESDAY, JANUARY 4, 2006
I went to Tail Gators to watch the Rose Bowl. Jess, Jen, and Sheenagh were down there. Jess and I left and went to Snookers around 11 something. A bunch of other people showed up later that night. I got my ass home at like 5 AM.

THURSDAY, JANUARY 5, 2006
I went on a bit of an adventure with Ash C. We took awhile to leave, then we had to get gas, then we stopped to get lunch, and then stopped at the Scarpa's place for coffee, ran into Brian D and chatted with him and Jan for a while. Then we went out to Fairfield to a couple stores, got stuck in traffic and then went to VIP in Milford. I then came home and had a splitting headache. But that didn't stop me from heading down to Snookers. I got home that night at about 4 AM.

FRIDAY, JANUARY 6, 2006
I went up to Ansonia High for a bit. I talked to Ms Damine who I hadn't seen in forever. I filled her in on what I've been doing, what I want to do, and my Mom passing. So there was def. crying, on my side anyway. It sucked, I hate crying. I then went to Gators and Snookers with Blaine. I went home for a lil bit then headed back down to Snookers with Spin. I ended up getting home around 6 AM.

SATURDAY, JANUARY 7, 2006
I went to Gators for a bit and then Jen, Skee (or is it ski? someone want to tell me? Hmm till then I'll do the ee cuz I like double E's haha) and I went over to Jason's house. I got home that night around 4 AM.

SUNDAY, JANUARY 8, 2006
I watched The Panthers and the Steelers win, and then went to Snookers. I was real tired that day and got home around 3 AM.

MONDAY, JANUARY 9, 2006
I went to Snookers with Jen for a little bit earlier that night. Then later that night we went out again and I got home at about 2:45 in the morning.

TUESDAY, JANUARY 10, 2006
I went to Jason's house for a bit to hang out, and then went to Gators, and followed it up with a stop at Snookers. I got home at about 3:15 in the morning.

WEDNESDAY, JANUARY 11, 2006
I went to Starbucks with Katie and Ashley M. We met Ash Z and Jess L there. We stayed for about 2 1/2 hours. Jess L, Ash M, Katie, & I went to The Valley Diner for about an hour. Afterward Katie & Ash M and I went to Gators. They stayed for about an hour or so. Jen me and some other girls sang Girls Just Wanna Have Fun, we acted pretty retarded, it was great. Jen and I went to Snookers later. I was again home at about 2:45 in the morning.

THURSDAY, JANUARY 12, 2006
I went over to Jess N's to get ready to go out to Downtown. We left and went to get food at Nikkita. We ate and we decided to meet Lou and Ryan back at Snookers so we ended up not going to Hula Hank's. We get there and Ryan and Lou didn't show up for like an hour and a half. But we hung out and what not and I got home just before 5 AM.

FRIDAY, JANUARY 13, 2006
I went to Gators and danced my ass off like an idiot with a bunch of girls and then Jen, Skee and I went to Jack's house. I got home at 4:20 AM.

SATURDAY, JANUARY 14, 2006
Today's the benefit for Andrew.
Friday, January 13th, 2006
6:33 pm - the pain is here, the pain is real
i had another dream about my mother this morning. i woke up around 8 in the morning from it. i don't remember it fully. but i do know that i was locked in somewhere with a bunch of people and i couldn't get out. and all of a sudden the place was my hosue and i was on the stairs. and through the door like litterally through it, not walking through the door way, but through the wooden door my mom came. her hair was weird. it was gray and kind of short and it did a lil flippy thing. and i ran up the stairs and threw my arms around her to hug her and i cried a lot. and she said she came back to help me. she said i needed her help. i said so u get to stay? and she said no that she had to go back. but she had to come and tell me that she was here to help. and i said i love you and i miss you. and i cried, a lot, a real lot. it was pretty bad, and then she had to leave again. and then i woke up and i cried myself back to sleep.
Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
2:59 pm - burrrrrgers
:-/ I'm really in the mood for a Carl's, Jr. Double Chili Cheeseburger with friend onions. I miss California so bad.

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