||*..:: Pieces of Me by Ashlee Simpson ::..*
..··'* okay, so i know that the subject of this entry is a little bit on the conceded side, but i thought that you all heard that i was a stuck up, conceded bitch?? according to little skanky bitches at school anyway. but luckily i*m done with all of them (*for now anyway*), because i GRADUATED. yup, i*m an adult. well i*m supposed to be anyway, doesn*t actually mean i AM one...hehehe
..··'* it*s been forever since i*ve updated this thing. normally i*m too busy or i just don*t feel like telling everyone how i feel. but i*m bored so i might as well!!!
..··'* 3 days after graduation, miss amanda jo and i went and got tattoos. yup, i actually got a tattoo. which is amazing because i don*t like physical pain. i mean, getting my belly button pierced was nothing, i didn*t feel a thing. same thing with my ears, cartilage and nose. okay, so the nose made me a little queasy but cut me a little bit of slack-i did it myself. but anyway, we went to BodyArt in montpelier and got them done. i got a cute double star on my hip, it*s black on the outside and pink on the inside. and i didn*t even cry!! it*s amazing....can*t wait for my next one!!!!
PS-Justin thinks it*s cute!
..··'* speaking of that cutie of mine, his appendix ruptured. yup, it definitely did. he called me up on the 20th of june (*or maybe it was the 27th....in any case it was near the end of june*) and he told me he wasn*t feeling very well and that he had been up all night puking. i offered to bring him in something, some kind of pill, soup, anything that would help make him feel better. so i rode my bike (*no one was home and he really wanted me there with him*) into town. brough him in some acetaminophen with codeine and i asked him if he wanted me to spend the night with him and he said yes so i stayed.....for 4 days. i kept pushing him to go to the doctor but he didn*t want to. finally he lisented to me, i mean the poor thing couldn*t even move. that night, we (*his mom, him and i*) were all in the ER and the doc came in and told him "you might have a kidney stone". so he was a little bit relieved and then the doctor came back in and said "you have a ruptured appendix and need emergency surgery." i swear to god i almost passed out!!! i was so scared for him and he was scared....so scared that he teared up, but he calmed down when the doctor gave him demerol....figures. i was leaning over his hospital bed a little while before he was due in surgery and he said "the way that the light is hitting your hair, makes you look like an angel." and then he thanked me for taking care of him and told me he loved me, and then told his mom he loved her and was wheeled off to surgery....that was at 12:00 a.m
..··'* his mom and i (*who are very close*), sat in the waiting room outside of surgery....well we both get a little loopy when we are extremely scared and tired (*dangerous combination*) and we were giggling and up to no good. i mean, the woman put a purple spandex glove on her head when justin was in waiting for his diagnosis!!! anyway, i spotted a toy box in the corner and went over to it.....what did i see??? AN ELMO!!!! with only one arm....but i dug deeper and found the other arm. then i went in the nurse's station (*cough cough, not supposed to be there*) and grabbed some stickers to try and fix elmo*s arm. that didn*t work so i took some medical tape and wrapped his arm with it. it held fine, but one arm was shorter than the other!!! it was great...you had to be there...
..··'* when justin came out of surgery it was about 2:30 in the morning and we were so anxious to see him. he was still groggy but he told me he loved me and i gave him a kiss and then left...but i was back up there everyday until he was released (*well he asked me to and i told him i would take care of him for as long as he needed it*). when he went home, he went to his mom*s house and that is where i stayed.....until he could manage on his own. he became very aware of the fact that he could have died and very aware of how grateful he was towards me...it was very.....sweet, let*s just put it that way!!!
..··'* i spent the night at his house on sunday and it was a very.....interesting evening. i had a blast and it was very personal so no details.....ooooh, that sucks for you!! but we were both smiling and very happy to be with each other ALONE...cuz it had been awhile....we*re going out tomorrow night and he is spending the night here...it should be just as fun, if not more!!!
..··'* so, amanda, ravyn and i went to the club on the 15th. it was ladies night and you get in free if you*re there before 10. so we show up and the guy at the door needs to go through your purse and make sure you*re not carrying something illegal. well, the dude must have thought i was smuggling alcohol in my body spray container cuz he took it out and sniffed it....then we went in and danced....well, "Hotel" by R.Kelly came on and some monstrous black dude came up behind me (*and ravyn*) and started dancing with me. i had no idea that he was there and amanda was like, "you might wanna turn around". well, i felt something behind me and sure enough this dude just grabbed me and started dancing with me. amanda didn*t help the situation any!!! cuz this guy started dancing with her and she backed up into me to dance with me too, and she drove me right into the black guy's massive boner!!! omg it was so sick! and then he started whispering something in my ear and called me "white chocolate". so embarassing! i took off for the bathroom after that....i mean this guy was scary!! and he was over 21!!! and then amanda and i were up on the balcony resting a lil bit and the DJ called out some phone number and some drunk 20-something year old that i had no idea was next to me, turned around grabbed me and goes "OMG that*s your number!!!!" i was like...."uh no it isn*t" . so he asked me what it was and i told him (*he was drunk, he wasn*t going to remember....besides, if he did i would tell him about justin anyway...*) and he goes "oooooh, a vermont chick....NICE". what a freakshow. then some spanish guy started talking to me.........in spanish. yea, i almost understood what he was saying!!
..··'* then after, we stopped at a gas station and this white suburban was parked outside and it said HARDBODIES ENTERTAINMENT on the side. well the guys inside (*who for the record were not much to look at*) decided to call me and ravyn "big". and when i heard it i was like "excuse me?!? what did you just say?" call me big one more time mother fucker and i*ll go take a nice long piss on your pretty little white suburban. asshole. amanda was like "you*re not big!!!" yea no shit. the only thing big on me is my massive set of hooters. which, for the record, i don*t like. who needs this much boobage on one little body anyway?!?!
..··'* my puppy Bella (*short for isabella*) scared me not too long ago. she is so tiny and so adorable, but she has the shakes. the vet said she will always shake and he recommended that we take her to see a neurologist. but in the meantime, we*re just hanging tight. well, a little while ago she became very stiff and did not move. i had just barely come home from justin*s house and i was in an excellent mood and i didn*t know what was happening to my dog. well, she started to shake-violently and i became even more scared. apparently she has seizures and that is what happens when she has one. so i curled up in our recliner with her in a blanket and sang about a million versions of "row, row, row your boat" to her. she liked it and it calmed her down. i swear that*s why i sang it. anyway, i took her into the garage with me to watch a movie and just as we were settling down on the fouton, she got sick.....all over my gap sweatshirt. i mean, it was A LOT. she was seriously sick. this started around 7 p.m and she finally overcame her seizure around 10:30 that night. it was awful.....then she was back to her normal spastic self. eating my shoes and dragging my underwear and clothes from my room out into the dining room.....oooh what a nut.
..··'* bought the Ashlee Simpson cd...it*s wicked good!!!
..··'* well that*s all for now...maybe if you*re lucky i*ll add some more later....but for now i*m out cuz justin is calling me in a few and then tomorrow we*re going out...maybe i*ll update you on us (*wink wink*) but don*t get your hopes up!! my love life is MINE. not yours or anyone elses (*especially stupid slutty bitches from northfield and one from roxbury who goes to RAVC.*) later dayz kiddos!!