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[people call me]: Ashley/Ash [in the morning i am]: sleeping...hehe..what else? [love is]: so good but cruel [if i could see one person right now]: you, of course! [i daydream about]: boys...haha who doesnt? [tall or short]: average/tall [born]: 10.1.88 [shoe]: i hate my feet [school]: Holmdel High School ..but soon to be Southbank? [sibs]: Jaqui and Bri [righty or lefty]: both H A V E Y O U E V E R .. [been in love]: nope [lied]: all the time. [given someone a bath]: um..no [smoked]: nope and not intending to [bungee jumped]: hell no [broken the law]: i havnt gotten a detension, how do you expect me to break the law? [skinny dipped]: Nope [cried to get out of trouble]: yeah .. [fallen for the wrong guy]: HAHAHAHA yes. (always) [cut your own hair]: nope, but lit my hair on fire..yes haha [been mean]: always [stalked someone]: hehe.. [hugged someone]: i love giving hugs [fought with parents]: a lot.. [laughed until you cried]: everytime i laugh i cry....or when im seriously hyper [been so drunk you blacked out]: nope [skipped school]: nope.. classes: yes [kept a secret from everyone]: ..yes [had an imaginary friend]: not quite sure [wanted to hook up w/ a friend]: uh huh [cried during a flick]: hahahah yep W i T H T H E O P P O S i T E S E X [what do u notice first?]: oh, thats a tuffy [turn on-looks]: sexy body..hehe...dark eyes...tall [turn on-personality]: just by being yourself [coloring]: tan [hair length]: that depends on the guy [best height]: tall [best weight]: dont really care...unless they have a belly [best article of clothing]: anything that looks good on a guy W H O [last called]: marissa [last emailed]: ? [last mailed letter to]: london [went to the mall w/ u]: mom [makes u laugh the most?]: drew with his stupid stunts...you pyro [makes you smile]: everyone [easier to talk to: boys or girls ?]: depends...girls can be cruel sometimes [have you known the longest]: I'm not so sure.. [do you cry with]: to myself T H i S O R T H A T [day/night]: night! [summer/winter]: summer [lace/satin]: lace [tape/cd]: cds [lust/love]: lust [on phone/in person]: depends.. [gold/silver]: silver [scary/happy movies]: def not scary F A V O R i T E [color]: pink! [holiday]: halloween!! i love it! [shampoo]: herbal essence.....ohh, ahh!! haha what a messed up commercial [furniture]: bed [number]: 6 [emotion]: unknown [food]: candy mostly...but i cant eat it anymore :( [drink]: falvored selter [fast food]: burger king? [school subject]: none. [animal]: kitten [sport to play]: football [sport to watch}: hockey/football [flower]: daisy [cartoon character]: eeyore [book]: i hate reading...i rather daydream [language]: English [weekend activity]: hanging with friends [roller coaster]: Madusa [font]: jack's font ...i dont know what its called [store]: abercrombie/guess H A V E Y O U / / D O Y O U / / A R E Y O U [obsessive]: yes, very much so [take a shower everyday]: yep yep [want to go to college]: most def [like high school]: it's okay [want to get married]: someday [believe in yourself]: no, not really [have piercings]: yes [get motion sickness]: nope [have high self esteem]: nope [get along w/ your parents]: my mom usually [like thunder storms]: didnt, but now do [sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to get on AIM?]: i couldnt tell you how many times of done that...hah [cried because of someone saying something mean to you]: yeah.. definitely. [been rejected]: yes [rejected someone]: yeah [used someone]: yes :/ [done something u regret]: yeah but at one point I'm sure I wanted it.. [color ur hair]: yep [ever get off the computer]: when i sleep i do M O R E [could u live without the computer?]: haha...no. [how many peeps are on ur buddylist?]: 200 [like watching sunrises or sunsets]: sunset [what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional [trust others way too easily?]: nope...that takes time [is cheerleading a sport?]: omg dont get me started...please! of course it is!!!! [last time slept with stuffed animal]: umm...not sure [houses lived in]: 3 [schools gone to]: 2 [bedroom carpet] its wood [would you shave ur head for $5000]: no.. try 1 million. or not even a million. But $5,000 just won't cut it. [age for marriage] doesn't matter.. [what do you eat for breakfast?]: right b4 the bus [bedtime]: depends.. [best feature]: ... F i N A L Q U E S T i O N S [i love]: many [i miss]: alot [i fear]: a lot [i wonder]: way too much [how do you know it's love?]: never felt it [i need to]: stop dreaming. |
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| 03:52pm 02/09/2003 | ||||
right, went off track again...now back to my day....went out to eat with my grandmother...omg...seriously all we talk about is church...and i mean i love my faith, religion and everything, but ah!! i cant take it. my family is so obsessed about it, one day its gonna kill me....so as you see lunch was blah. then went to doctors and yep...thats it so far....now i need to go shopping...badly. i have no more clothes...and i need something for tomorrow...gotta look good....or okay, at least. i hope danny can drive me!!!!!! i dont want to ride the bus with my sister who wears my clothes, ALL THE TIME!!! or steals my make-up!!! Usually im excited to go back to school and see everyone...but its too soon...its only the 2nd!! and already were back at school...blah...and i didnt read shit....im so screwed!! oh, and i got glasses...not dorky ones, even though i look like one with them on! haha...but its onyl for reading so its not that bad...here comes my mom to scream at me that my room isnt clean.....here we go...."Ashley, this room is a shithole!! You just cleaned it last night...Get offline and clean your room....Clean up here....you're a shit collector....me: okay mom.....yes this is one of my mothers usual everyday conversations. so my dad starts to leave for london this monday....WOOHOO....im sorry, i love my dad with all my heart but all he does is complain that the house is a mess....is he home?? is he?? no i dont think so he never is...so why does he care if the house is clean, he doesnt have to look at it!!! jack is back at college....i miss her!!! very much...and her clothes hahaha!! im just joking jack! so i think thats it for now... (thanks for listening to this shit) hah xo* ash |
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| 01:31pm 20/08/2003 | ||||
1.name? Ashley 2.name as it appears on bitrh certificate? Ashley Jane Travers 3.nicknames? Ash (a.train...from wowo) 4.age? 14 5.birthday? 0ct 1 6.birthplace? staten island 7.current residence? holmdel 8.school you attend? hhs 9.righty or lefty? both 10.siblings? 2 11.pets? 0 12.hair color? brown/blonde lites 13.natural hair color? brown 14.eye color? brown 15.do you wear contacts or glasses? glasses, but no bodys seen them 16.height? 5'5 Favorites-Bests-Mosts 17.color? pink 18.best place to live? hawaii 19.best place for vacation? hawaii or any tropical island 20.resturant?...i dont like resturants 21.food? hm.. 22.drink? falvored selter 24.store? too many to name 26.movie? dont have one 27.actor? josh hartnett.....oh mallie 28.actress? reese witherspoon 29.song? in this diary 30.artist? at the moment...maroon 5 31.quote or saying? 32. book? hate reading Random Questions 33.if you were to be another person for one day, who would it be? mallory 34.what person, dead or alive, would you like to meet? my grandma 34.who is your role model? my mom 36.what is your idea of a perfect date? im not that picky with dates 37. who is your celebrity obsession? josh hartnett....haha mal 38.what do you want to be when you grow up? undecided 39.are you going to go to college, if so what college? no idea 40.do you want to get married? yes 41.do you want kids?yes 42.what are your favotire names? Christian, Jack 43.where do you want to live when you get older? hawaii 45.would you ever go into the army/navy? myb 46. what is one thing that you want to be remembered for? being a good friend 47. if you could cure the world of one thing, what would it be? cancer 48. do you consider yourself a dare devil? no way 49. have you ever done anything illegal? wouldnt you like to know 50. what do you wish you could do? i never thought of that b4 51. any regrets about your life? i regret the little things i never did 52. one thing you could change about your life. theres nothing terribly wrong with my life, so why change 53. what type of celebrity would you want to be?(singer, actor etc.) actress 54. if you had one wish what would it be? cant say 55. would you ever be a stripper? haha 56. would you ever lie to hekp yourself get out of a situation? myb 58. have you ever smoked pot? no 59. have you ever loved someone? like a boyfriend, no 60. do you believe in love at first sight? no, believe in taking a deeper look ;) 61. have you ever cheated? yes 62. do you believe in serendepity? yes 63. do you believe in God? yes Friends 64.which of your friends...(is the) 65.smartest? wariz/drew 66.quietest? kat 67.loudest? 68.crazziest? sasha...in a good way 69.funniest? drew 70.sweetest? marissa 71.nicest? alyssa 72.gossips the most? hmm 73.most talkative?audrey 74.most flirtatious? sasha 75.most musical? kat 76.best singer?kat 77.best dancer? sasha 78.gives the best advice? all my girls...n wariz 79.do you trust the most? wariz, marissa, mallory 80.do you tell everything? wariz 82.do you miss the most? s.a.m and melissa 83.have you known the longest? mallory...1str day of 7th grade 84.can you talk to the longest? wariz 86.is the most immature?....drew, bernard, dennis, tom 87.do you believe that a person can have more than one best friend? yes 88.have you ever talked behind one of your friends back? who hasnt 89.do you put your girl friends before your guy friends? that depends on who 90.do you fight a lot with your friends? some 91.when have you had the most meaningful conversation with one or more of your friends? dk |
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bored| Cherry cokes under this moonlight summer sky... | ||||
| 11:00am 20/08/2003 | ||||
 What swear word are you? brought to you by Quizilla "Here in this diary, I write you visions of my summer. It was the best I ever had. There were choruses and sing-alongs, and that unspoken feeling of knowing that right now is all that matters. All the nights we stayed up talking listening to 80's songs; and quoting lines from all those movies that we love. It still brings a smile to my face. I guess when it comes down to it... " sorry, i havnt written in this in awhile... this summer sucked...im sorry but it has....nothing extremely fun and interesting happened, just boring. then mono came...seriously where did it come from!?!?...cheerleading i just sit there, watching, dieing to cheer with them!!....usually i 'babysit' the JV. i love the JV girls....i have so much fun with them. yesturday morning i was trying to help kaitlin to do a back handspring...but it didnt work...anways... "Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up: These are the best days of our lives. The only thing that matters is just following your heart and eventually you'll finally get it right." Bout this whole london scenario...yea so its definete....i have no idea when im going! and thats driving me insane!!...im visiting the schools on the 6th of october, alreadi faxed my applications...i hope i get into southbank!! ((dont ask)) my dad's trying to procrastinate, on purpose, the whole moving thing until january...i hope i move then b.c october and november are way to early....my god, im gonna miss everyone like crazy....i mean if anyone wanted to visit me, you hafta cross a fucking ocean....not like an hour drive or anything...oh and if anyone wanted to talk to me, i hafta wait till 10 at night...b.c of course theres a 5 hour difference!....this is just crazii! and of course, ill be visiting NJ a hell of alot! and personally, i dont know what to think about this. i cant be pesstimistic about this whole thing, b.c if anybody remembers me from the 7th grade... i went to holmdel and i was so angry. i hated to be talked to and i was really quiet....a perfect describtion of a loser. so i dont want that to happen again...and im kind of excited, dont get me wrong, im gonna miss my home and everything, but not everyday someone moves to a different country....okay nvm i take that back, yes ppl move everyday...but this is a one in a lifetime thing for me....so im excited, nervous, and upset at the same time....thats confusing. "Breaking into hotel swimming pools, and wreaking havoc on our world. Hanging out at truck stops just to pass the time. The black top's singing me to sleep. Lighting fireworks in parking lots, illuminate the blackest nights. Cherry cokes under this moonlit summer sky. 2015 Riverside, it's time to say, "goodbye." Get on the bus, it's time to go." so now i have to cleaning this house...joy. ~xo, me! |
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confused| and I still hope, that you will miss me when im gone | ||||
| 06:57pm 04/08/2003 | ||||
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blank| my boys *sigh* and of course my girls | ||||
| 11:02pm 02/08/2003 | ||||
then my boys....i would like to thank drew and ray for bringing me flowers!! you guys are soo sweet. and to my one and only wariz, for always caring, calling, and writing me letters. i love you guys thanks! -ash |
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| 06:41pm 29/07/2003 | ||||
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sleepy| pictures!! | ||||
| 08:32pm 28/07/2003 | ||||
http://www.picturetrail.com/xohawaiinbabixo -ash |
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giggly| sick to my stomach | ||||
| 03:54pm 28/07/2003 | ||||
"To see you when I wake up Is a gift I didn't think could be real To know that you feel the same as I do Is a three-fold utopian dream" last but not least they told the waiters that it was my birthday...so they brought out a cake and they waiters plus my three lovely friends sang happy birthday to me...haha that was great. then maria and my beloved sasha went home and me and malllie went to the movies and saw Pirates of the Carriabean...i didnt know that Disney made PG-13 movies...who knew? "You do something to me that I can't explain So would I be out of line if I said I miss you?" anyways then we dropped mallie off at maria's, said our goodbyes, b.c she was leaving the next morning, then i went home, and started to throw up again....lovely, right?? so theses so called doctors do not know what i have so im still sick...my stomach hurts like a bitch...oh yes, how could i forget our holmdel softball tournament team was losing by 10 in the bottom of the 7th and once again came back and won the game with the score of 15-14...yey! (even thought i wasnt there) "I see your picture I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine You have only been gone ten days But already I'm wasting away I know I'll see you again Whether far or soon But I need you to know that I care And I miss you" ^ i just love this song -ash |
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| 10:12am 26/07/2003 | ||||
... if you didnt realize already...akalei is my hawaiin name...translate to ashley |
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