"So no 1 told u life was gonna b this way ur jobs a joke ur broke ur luv lifes d.o.a"   
10:03pm 02/05/2004
 
mood: sore
music: What does DOA stand for? it's driving me crazy!!
Not too much of an eventful weekend. Friday night I got stuff done around my house. Cleaned and such because I'm having a soccer team sleepover this upcoming weekend and there is no way I will have time to clean my basement up during the week. I rented some movies. Love Actually and Radio. Love Actually was really weird and hard to follow but the ending was semi cute, but I would have much rather prefered watching Zoolander instead. Saturday I worked on homework forever. Finished my block website so that was good. Then Janelle came and picked me up and we went to her house and chilled for awhile, drove around, then went to visit Jenny at her house. She was doing alright so that's good. Then I came home and watched part of a movie, fell asleep. Slept in this morning. Today was day one of my 2 weeks of being a vegetarian. Hah don't ask Nettie and I sorta have a bet. And I just wanna try it. Soccer game tomorrow and I gotta finish burning my CD so that's all i'm writing. Sweet dreams.
 
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"roses really smell like poo poooo"   
08:07pm 30/04/2004
 
mood: tired & sore
music: Outkast - "Roses"
I never get the chance to update anymore. School and soccer overrules my life. Good thing it's almost over. This week wasn't too bad. Only had a few less tests than usual. 100% on my geometry test which is muy bueno since I encountered a frustrating arguement with another math teacher a day beforehand. Plus getting that mark made it a perfect timing to talk to my teacher about taking AP Calc next year. That went alright. Still much following up to do. Soccer this week...let's see...lost to Williamston on Tuesday and beat Haslett on Thursday. We have a game Monday at Eastern (which is pretty much home anyways) at 5:30. Please come =) Yesterday after our Haslett game I went to the 7th grade practice to help Nick & Drew (who didnt show up) out, and actually had to run and stuff because not a lot of players showed up. So naturally I was even more exhausted and still had my HUGE history test to study for when I got home at 10 o clock. That was no good. The test wasn't too bad though. Plans for the night. Sleeping!!! Mostly resting because I am so tired and sore. My back kills so bad! Missing out on a movie with the girls but I'll hang out with them this weekend later sometime. Gonna burn Janelle her CD. I should start charging because I'm running low on CDs ;-) I have so much stuff to work on for school. eh I dont wanna think about it though. Probably take a nice warm bath to help my back. Hmm what else to talk about....boys...eh not really likin ne one right now. Just kinda chillin it. Soccer team sleepover at my house next weekend =) my soccer team is the best. we are way closer than last years team are we're pretty good so thats good too. But I'm out of things to talk about so maybe I'll write more later. Have a good weekend everyone =)
 
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Just some surveys....   
02:40pm 17/04/2004
 
mood: worried about my phone
A is for - Age: 15

B is for - Boyfriend/Girlfriend: no

C is for - Career in Future: lawyer, music production, entertainment, media production...i haven't really narrowed it down

D is for - Dead person you would like to meet: my great grand parents

E is for - Essential item to bring to a party: a camera

F is for - Favorite song at the moment: let it burn, my band, ocean avenue

G is for - Guy/Girls you've kissed: 5

H is for - Hometown: okay i've never gotten this...is your hometown where you were born or lived the longest? i was born in Berkeley, California but lived the longest in Hancock, Michigan

I is for - Instruments you play: keyboard/piano, guitar off and on

J is for - Job title: student

L is for - Living places: Berkeley, CA; Dallas, Texas; Houghton, MI; Hancock, MI; and current residence

M is for - Most memorable moment of the day: have to be all the way from 12:01 to waking up this morning at hannah's house. good times with the team!

N is for - Number of people you've slept with: fallen asleep with? i dont know i'll fall asleep with anyone who is near me when i'm crashing. slept with? 0

O is for - Overnight hospital stays: none that i can remember

P is for - Phobia[s]: CLOWNS!!!

Q is for - Quote you like: i like a lot of quotes

R is for - Relationship that lasted the longest: 1 1/2 months is my longest and dumbest

S is for - Sexuality: straight

T is for - Time you wake up everyday: school days 6:00, weekends depends on when i went to bed and where i am. if i'm at home i like to get up early enough to get stuff done

U is for - Unique trait(s): i guess you'll just have really get to know me to find out that one

V is for - Vegetable you love: most every vegetable. minus onions and peppers

W is for - Worst habit: impatience

X is for - X-rays you've had: my teeth times a ton, my wrist maybe 7 times ? a lot on my wrist and i think that's it

Y is for - Yummy food you make: italian food, i'm a good chef =)

Z is for - Zodiac sign: cancer


1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: "...tions in the way you live your life, and it has everything to do with..." hah dr. phil

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? sports section of the newspaper

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV? "I want a famous face" on MTV

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is: 2:30 pm
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? 2:56 pm

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? someone cleaning dishes and putting them away in the kitchen

7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing? at around 2:20 pm walking inside from just getting home

8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at? dictionary.com

9: What are you wearing? basketball shirt and shorts (just got home from bball)

10: Did you dream last night? not that i remember

11: When did you last laugh? ALL of last night and way early this morning! funniest night ever!

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in? lawyer stuff, picture of old fashion days, awards, a framed picture of a sailboat i drew

13: Seen anything weird lately? haha uhm last night i saw some pretty strange things

14: What is the last film you saw? Cheaper by the Dozen

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? well first i'd give some of it to some organization and then i'd buy my parents something awesome

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: I don't know what you don't know about me

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? no wars

19: Do you like to dance? oh fo sho

20: George Bush: is he really doing Dick Cheney? dont know dont care

21a: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?: haven't thought of it
21b: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?: haven't thought of it

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?: consider, sure


[ Name ]: Mary Lemmer
[ Born in ]: Berekley
[ Resides in ]: just west of lansing
[ Good student? ]: i'd say so
[ Eyes ]: blue
[ Hair ]: dark blonde
[ Shoe size ]: 8-9 depends on the shoe

LAST TIME YOU ...
[ Had a nightmare ]: dont remember
[ Said "I love you" and meant it ]: never to someone other than family or God
[ Ate at McDonald's ]: eh before soccer that one time. uck i hate mc d's
[ Dyed your hair ]: hmm highlights last year i believe
[ Brushed your hair ]: yesterday hah
[ Washed your hair ]: yesterday
[ Cried ]: today. so frustrated + no sleep + lost cell phone = no good
[ Called someone ]: at around 11:30 i called debbie to see if my phoen was in her car
[ Smiled ]: a second ago
[ Laughed ]: way early this morning
[ Talked to an ex ]: a week ago ?

DO YOU ...
[ Smoke? ]: no
[ Do drugs? ]: no
[ Have sex? ]: no
[ Sleep with stuffed animals? ]: not usually
[ Have a dream that keeps coming back?]: sometimes
[ Play an instrument? ]: yah
[ Believe there is life on other planets? ]: sure why not
[ Remember your first love? ]: umm first crush i think so, but i've never been in love
[ Still love him/her? ]: n/a
[ Read the newspaper? ]: sometimes...there's so much crap tho
[ Consider love a mistake? ]: no
[ Like the taste of alcohol? ]: i wouldn't know O:-)
[ Believe in God? ]: yes
[ Pray? ]: yes
[ Go to church? ]: yes
[ Have any secrets? ]: yes
[ Have any pets ]: yes
[ Talk to strangers who instant message you]: until they ask weird perverted questions
[ Wear hats? ]: sometimes
[ Have any piercings? ]: one in each ear
[ Have any tattoos? ]: no
[ Have an obsession? ]: with life baby!
[ Have a secret crush? ]: haha secret crushes....well
[ Collect anything? ]: yea
[ Have a best friend? ]: the best best friends anyone could ever ask for!
[ Like your handwriting? ]: why not it's just handwriting
[ Have any bad habits? ]: yah who doesn't?
[ Care about looks? ]: gotta take pride in yourself and body, but when it comes down to it...they aren't important
[ Boy/girlfriend's looks?]: previous answer
[ Friends and other people? ] ....^
[ Believe in witches? ]: no
[ Believe in Satan? ]: i believe in God
[ Believe in ghosts? ]: i believe in angels

CURRENT :
[ Dress ]: basketball shorts and shirt
[ Mood ]: tired
[ Make-up ]: none
[ Music ]: none
[ Taste ]: nothing really
[ Hair ]: up and sweaty
[ Smell ]: sweaty and gross (just played bball)
[ Thought ]: i should really go get something productive done
[ Book ]: the jungle....for school
[ Fingernail Color ]: natural
[ Refreshment ]: none
[ Worry ]: where's my cell phone?!
[ Favorite Celebrity ]: i donno

LAST PERSON :
[ You Touched ]: shook Big D's hand
[ You Talked to ]: my mom
[ You Hugged ]: soccer teammates
[ You Instant messaged ]: don't remember
[ You Yelled At ]: don't remember i dont yell often
[ You Had A Crush On ]: matt
[ Who broke Your Heart ]:^ i donno about breaking my heart, but punched it a bit

WHO DO YOU WANT TO :
[ Kill ]: nothing
[ Slap ]: nothing
[ Tickle ]: aww a lil baby they are the cutest
[ Talk To ]: the person who knows where my cell phone is
[ Have Sex with ]: no one
[ Kiss ]: i donno
[ Be Like ]: myself


Ten musicians you've been listening to a lot lately:
1) dashboard confessional
2) eminem/d12
3) yellowcard
4) jagged edge
5) switchfoot
6) usher
7) too
8) much
9)rap
10) ....


Nine things you're looking forward to:
1) summer
2) dashboard confessional concert
3) going to NJ
4) basketball
5) soccer game
6) next soccer sleepover
7) hanging out with my friends
8) no school
9) july 4th (my bday!)

Eight things you like to wear:
1) jeans
2) sweatpants
3) tank tops
4) basketball shirts
5) basketball shorts
6) jean skirts sometimes
7) swimsuits
8) nothing

Seven things that annoy you:
1) stupid people
2) conceited people
3) liars
4) people who always swear
5) 2 faced people
6) guys that lead you on
7) busy work

Six things you say almost everyday:
1) hey
2) whats up
3) how are you
4) thank you
5) your welcome
6) lade

Five things you do everyday:
1) sleep
2) eat
3) bathroom
4) homework
5) work out

Four people you want to spend more time with:
1) my bestest buds
2) my soccer team
3) my family
4) oh yah..

Three movies you could watch over and over again:
1) can't hardly wait
2) billy madison
3) old school

Two of your favorite songs at the moment:
1) let it burn - usher
2) my band - d12

One person you could spend the rest of your life with:
1) i don't know
 
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It's funny how these things are often true....   
09:54pm 12/03/2004
 
Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
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The quality that most appeals to you:Intelligence
In a survival situation, you:Play dead
Your hidden talent is:Courage
Your gift is:Irresistible attractiveness
In groups, you:Work for a common goal
Your best quality is:Your indomitable will
Your weakness is:Your jealous nature
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!
 
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*i had a picture hemmed to my wall. an image of you and me and we're laughing we're loving it all*   
09:50pm 11/03/2004
 
mood: busy
music: "Hold Me Now" - The Thompson Twins
Haven't updated in awhile. Well let's see....where to start. School i guess. Stressful as always. HUGE Block Civil War project. Finally the script is finished...the 35 page script with 19 songs. It's going to be hard to memorize, but it will be very good. I'm looking forward to it. We've been practicing a lot and tomorrow we'll practice from 12:30-4 and Saturday 1-4. That gives a lot of time before our final performance on Thursday. Basketball- had a tournament 2 weekends ago I believe. We went 2-1 I think it was, so we didn't make it to the championship. But my brother's STA team was in the championship at LCC so I went to that and they won =) So that was nice. Basketball tournament this weekend in Hartland. Oh joy. Soccer conditioning has started. I made the mistake of not wearing shin pads to conditioning last week because I wasn't expecting to scrimmage nor was anyone else. But we did, and just my luck to get kicked very hard in the shin only to leave a huge ugly bruise. I get so beat up in soccer. It's okay though. I can't wait for Spring Break. About 2 weeks away. I need a vacation! Anyways...what else to talk about...hm...Boys-just chillin in that department. Too much trouble. No school tomorrow! =D But I must go and practice my guitar. Goodnight everyone and have a great weekend.
 
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*i had a picture hemmed to my wall. an image of you and me and we're laughing we're loving it all*   
09:50pm 11/03/2004
 
mood: busy
music: "Hold Me Now" - The Thompson Twins
Haven't updated in awhile. Well let's see....where to start. School i guess. Stressful as always. HUGE Block Civil War project. Finally the script is finished...the 35 page script with 19 songs. It's going to be hard to memorize, but it will be very good. I'm looking forward to it. We've been practicing a lot and tomorrow we'll practice from 12:30-4 and Saturday 1-4. That gives a lot of time before our final performance on Thursday. Basketball- had a tournament 2 weekends ago I believe. We went 2-1 I think it was, so we didn't make it to the championship. But my brother's STA team was in the championship at LCC so I went to that and they won =) So that was nice. Basketball tournament this weekend in Hartland. Oh joy. Soccer conditioning has started. I made the mistake of not wearing shin pads to conditioning last week because I wasn't expecting to scrimmage nor was anyone else. But we did, and just my luck to get kicked very hard in the shin only to leave a huge ugly bruise. I get so beat up in soccer. It's okay though. I can't wait for Spring Break. About 2 weeks away. I need a vacation! Anyways...what else to talk about...hm...Boys-just chillin in that department. Too much trouble. No school tomorrow! =D But I must go and practice my guitar. Goodnight everyone and have a great weekend.
 
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"Maybe we've been living with our eyes half open, maybe we're bent and broken"   
11:30pm 27/02/2004
 
mood: tired
music: Switchfoot - "Meant to Live"
It's been a little while since I updated. After that four day weekend...so I'll be brief about everything that sorta matters. MAC pretty much every day...saw this sickly girl...anorexia...it's so sad when I saw her I wanted to cry and feed her a steak and some cheesecake. One of my Lent goals is to find her help. I'm not sure how yet, but I'll figure it out. Juniors and seniors went on Kairos. Friday night had to work Mardi Gras at St. Thomas for service hours. I worked the MASK MAKING room! Pretty easy since only little little kids want to make masks so their parents have to come in to help them anyways. All I really had to do was set up, clean up and collect money, so it wasn't bad. After that I went and caught the 3rd period of the hockey game. Chatted with some people, few people I hadn't seen in awhile from Kairos or something. Then Net, KT, Emily, Janelle and I went over to Charlies and watched TV with Charlie and Ben for a little while then we headed out to my house to spend the night. Next morning Nettie left early to go to a back appointment. Janelle, KT and I went to the MAC and Nettie ended up meeting us there. We went to the hockey game that night. Sunday didn't feel well so I stayed home all day and rested up. This week highlights..eh...MAC, saw "The Passion of Christ" on Tuesday with my dad. I cried. What a powerful movie. It's undescribable, just go see the movie. It could change your life. Today=Mass before school, school, MAC after school with Nettie, KT, Andi, Nick, then to visit Janelle gave her the DVD and card I bought her. 8th grade boys basketball semi final game...Res vs. St. Gerard. close intense game. Res won by about 2 i think. speking of boys... no boys right now. boys=confusing, dont understand them officially. They really are all the same. Until someone proves me wrong, I'm stickin to it. Actually not all the same, but it's pretty darn close. Not really worrying about that. I'm done looking. Takes too much time. Anyways...I've got a really busy weekend so I need to get some sleep. Goodnight. Sweet dreams everyone
 
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It don't make sense what can you do, So I won't try making sense of you   
11:35pm 17/02/2004
 
mood: tired
music: Hilary Duff - "come clean"
My weekend as follows: Thursday after school went to the MAC with Janelle and Nettie and Andrea. Saw a buncha other people from LCC there. Played basketball, ran, the usual. Nettie and I went down the water slide haha not really a thrill but oh well its all fun. We stayed at the MAC til about 8 o clock. Then we left to meet up with Katie and drive around and have a bit of an adventure! hehe and later we all went and spent the night at Netties. Friday morning I went home and didn't do much. Cleaned up my room and the study. Was really upset because I didnt think I was able to go to the hockey game. Luckily I have a great friend (Janelle) who came and got me! We went to the MAC with Katie and then to the hockey game right afterwards. LCC won. After the game we went to Toxic Hell ahem i mean Taco Bell cus Net, KT and Janelle were hungry. We dropped by to visit Janelle's mom to wish her well after her surgery, then headed off to Nettie's to spend the night again. Got to Netties, her brother decided to have some people over ...............................................................................................................................................................................................................................finally fell into a deep sleep around 5:30-6 ish. Just read in between those lines. No need to go into detail. Haha one thing thats sorta funny, except its NOT....if i shaved my head right now....the right half of it would be bruised and purple, because somehow my head ended up hitting the metal frame on Netties bed...wonder how that happened. It hurts to shower and sleep...any pressure on it sucks, but Friday was still pretty fun! hah=( Woke up at 10 ish on the 14th(some people celebrate Valentines day on this day i think ;-) ). Surprisingly was able to wake up that early. Went to the MAC with KT and Janelle while Nettie worked....we played ball, ran, worked out, weights...and watched the 1/st half of the State Game. Then I went home, then to the GVSU vs. SVSU womens basketball game and visited with some good family friends...came home slept, woke up early to go to Battle Creek for my basketball tournament. Lost to two good teams 17u so it was a pretty good day. Played in 2 games with the frosh at Aim High just for the hell of it. Came home and now I'm here soo tired. I havent gotten any sleep this weekend, and what am I doing now...not sleeping. I am about to though. Tomorrow I gotta meeting with my personal trainer at 2 at the MAC then pry homework the rest of the day. Night everyone sweet dreams hope you all had a good 4 day weekend.
 
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Loooooong Day-short update   
11:49pm 08/02/2004
 
mood: who knows
music: silence for once
Just got home from a pretty long day. After school went with Matt T to pick up his brother and take him somewhere, then went and saw "Miracle" AWESOME MOVIE!!! GO SEE IT!!! it's sooo good. Then went over to babysit his nieces and nephews. Just like any lil kids they had soo much energy. It was pretty fun though. Then he took me home and now I'm here. Tomorrow is Sadies and my date definatley might have gotten expelled today, so that's just not cool. I'm trying not to think about it. Then basketball practice Sunday....tons of hw. Monday it is back to school for me....oh darn...why did I even bring that up...thinking about the weekend and the weekend only. Well i'm soo tired and should probably get some sleep so i dont get bags under my eyes for tomorrow. sweet dreams everyone have a good weekend
 
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the best thing i can do, is let (him) let go, i know i dont wanna do it   
11:21pm 31/01/2004
 
mood: tired
music: jagged edge - walked outta heaven
Just got home from my basketball tournament at Aim High. We had a game at 5:45 and lost to the Pistons, who were all like over 6 feet tall. They were 2nd in the state last year and we held our own that's for sure. Then I went to Cheddars with my mom sister and sister's friend. Then had another game at 9:30 (so late), played West MI warriors and won. So that was good. 3 games tomorrow. 2 of which are during the superbowl..grr. oh well not like i actually watch the whole game anyways, but it's fun to chill with friends during it and the commercials are pretty good. Friday went to Janelles and to Max N Ermas for Andrea's bday. I got her a big picture frame with a lot of pictures of us in it that I designed on the computer so it turned out pretty nice. After we ate we went back to Janelles, to 711 for a slurpee run and met up with Ben and Charlie. We then went to the LCC Varsity boys bball game. We were playing bad Lakewood dunked on us. It was that pathetic. After the 3rd quarter I went with my mom to El Azteco to meet up with the rest of the fam and some very good family friends from the UP whom I have known all my life but hadn't seen in forever. So it was good to see and visit with them. After that I went back to Janelles to spend the night along with Nettie and Katie. We went over to Ricky's and met up with Meghan. Stayed there for a long time. Almost fell asleep. Then went back to Janelles and chilled for awhile then went to bed. Woke up Janelle and Katie left and Janelle's family was gone so I just chilled there by myself for awhile. Went to my brother's basketball game, then mine, now here I am filling out this survey I stole from Matt, who by the way started the phrase "def" so dont take credit for it =D

NAME MEANING: Mary...I forgot what it means

FAVORITE PLACES TO SHOP: target, american eagle, charlotte russe, finnish line, sports stores, the mall

FAVORITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING THAT YOU OWN: shoot i dont know

FAVORITE ARTISTS: must i list them all?

FAVORITE SCENT: perfume-Lucky, tons of candle scents, guys cologne on guys =)

FAVORITE FOOD: italian, mac & cheese, mashed potatoes, steak, basically ne thing hah

FAVORITE ADJECTIVE: fantastic!!!

LEAST FAVORITE ADJECTIVE: ???

FAVORITE NOUN: what kinda ? is this

LEAST FAVORITE NOUN: dead

FAVORITE VERB: accomplished

LEAST FAVORITE VERB: ???

FAVORITE DISNEY MOVIE: Finding Nemo without a doubt

FAVORITE TV SHOW: degrassi!, real world, punk'd, dissmissed

FAVORITE SONG: sooo many

FAVORITE LYRICS: soo many

FAVORITE THING MOTHER NATURE CREATED: nature

YOUR BEST PHYSICAL CHARACTERISTIC: ....hehe

YOUR WORST CHARACTERISTIC: hmmm

YOUR STYLE OF MUSIC: everything but country

BIGGEST PET PEEVE: stupid and ditzy people, lil annoying tactics people do

TYPICAL SATURDAY NIGHT: with my friends, lately it's been basketball tho

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHICH ERA WOULD YOU CHOOSE: thats a toughy

EARLY MORNINGS OR LATE NIGHTS? late nights

LONDON OR NEW YORK: both

LEATHER OR DENIM: denim

MOCHA OR LATTE: difference being?

BLUE OR BROWN EYES: blue!

EAT IN OR TAKE OUT: depends

GIRL MATES OR BOY MATES: girls can be bitches, but i love my bestest girl friends, guys are awesome friends too tho

EVER HAD A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: yes

DO YOU WANT ONE NOW: sometimes i think i do

WHAT IS YOUR OPINION ON LOVE: its out there

IDEAL MATE: honest, funny, smart, hard-working, .......

A MISTAKE PEOPLE OFTEN MAKE ABOUT YOU: 4 pt...it's a 3.96 gees get it straight haha

PEOPLE'S FIRST IMPRESSION OF YOU: confident (hopefully)

YOUR STRENGTHS: listening, good advice, honest, straight-forward

YOUR WEAKNESSES: shy at the wrong times, say the wrong things sometimes

LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: scary movie 2

LAST THING YOU SAID: ok

LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO: jagged edge - walked outta heaven


and that's a rap ;-) sweet dreams everyone i'm out
 
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*Snow day #1*   
10:48am 28/01/2004
 
mood: cheerful
Woke up this morning at around 7...thought I'd be late to school, but I was happily informed that we had a snow day today! Over the weekend -->> Friday went to Janelle's after school and Katie, Andrea, Janelle and I went to eat at M&E's as usual. Then we decided to go to the LCC vs. Haslett bball game, so we gave Ricky a ride to that and it was really snowy and icy so it took us awhile to get there. Watched the whole varsity game. Went into overtime and we lost by 3! Dissapointing. After the game we went to Will's (TAS) show at Caffe Latte. Apparently got there too early because they weren't playing for like another hour, so we hung out in Georgios saw some people we knew...then went back to the show to see them play. Watched about 4-5 songs, and then had to leave cus it was getting late and Janelle didn't wanna drive too late in the snow and ice. So we ran up the hill in the parking garage! It was soo hard haha I fell because it was all slushy and slippery. Earlier when we parked in there someone like threw a pop can at Janelle's car from the top and it scared the crap outta me. So then we left back to Katie's to spend the night. Saturday I had to go to LCC for block and then went to my brother's basketball game. Saturday night I went to the hockey game LCC vs. Okemos and LCC won =) Number 1!!! So that was fun. The game ended at like 8:45 and my mom and sister went to see a movie that ended at 9:45 so I was kinda screwd with that. Janelle KT and Jenny left and said I could go with them but I didnt know where they'd be at 9:45, so I just decided I'd wait. So I watched Nick and Andrea play air hockey and Erin said she'd give me a ride to Pizza Hut, where tons of people were going after the game. After Nick and Andrea's game ended I looked for Erin and she had left and Nick and Andrea had just left so I was like oh darn. So I just kinda stood by the door waiting for someone that maybe could give me a ride. Matt T ended up giving me a ride and we went to pizza hut listening to DC on the way =) Stayed at pizza hut for about 20 minutes. There was so many people there. Then left to go home and sleep because I had a basketball tournament the next morning in Mt. Pleasent so I had to wake up at 6:30! At the tourney we went 2-1 and only lost to Motor City Blazers who were 3rd in the nation last year. And we held our own with them for awhile so it wasnt too bad. I watched some of the CCE games then went home. And now I'm here on this awesome snow day about to go cross country skiing down to the Grand River. HAve a good snow day!!!
 
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"I'm addicted to you, don't you know that you're toxic!"   
08:10pm 18/01/2004
 
mood: confused
music: Britney Spears - "Toxic"
I usually am not a fan of Britney Spears, but I really like this song. Just got home from basketball practice. It was tiring. Sunday nights arent the most energetic nights. Luckily I don't have school tomorrow =). So this weekend has been going pretty well. Friday after my exams I went over to Janelle's with Nettie, Andrea and Katie. We didn't get to wake Janelle up unfortunatly she was already awake. Then we went out to eat at Max N Ermas (of course!) After M&E's we went over to Charlie's and hung out with Charlie and Ben. That was fun. We just chilled and watched The Real World. Then we went out to the boys basketball game at Dewitt. We saw the last part of the JV (they lost) and stayed for 1/2 of the varsity (they were losing) We drove out to the Arc to catch the hockey game. We were winning when we got there. I think it was like 1-0 or 2-0..hmm who knows...we were winning. Not a huge crowd there. But it was still fun. LCC ended up winning (vs. GL Waverly) and we stayed after to congratulate the players =) and meet Frodo. haha. uhm then we drove back to my house and watched "Uptown Girls" and talked online and stuff. They spent the night and then Sat morning Nettie left early to go to work and Janelle and Katie stayed I donno how long cus I left to go to my brothers basketball game and they were going to meet me there later to go to the MSU vs U of M guys basketball game. We went and got in free, but had trouble finding extra seats. We kept getting kicked out. so we probably walked at least 10 times around the breslin center. after the game i went home and watched part of "Anger Management" and then fell asleep and slept over 12 hours, and have been kinda lethargic (sp?) all day probably because I overslept. My new goal that I probably shouldnt started at the beginning of the new year, but oh well....going to run every day before school. Because i can't get to the MAC every day and when I go to the MAC randomly I dont stay in as good of shape. First basketball tournament this upcoming weekend. Scrimmage on Thursday. Should be fun, hopefully do well. Try to make it to hang out with some friends. Guys? eh how do you know when they're intending to use you? Any guy wanna let me know of any way I can figure out if you're using me....that would me much appreciated =) anyways have a good night and good day off (if u have it off ;-))
 
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Ive gotta a crush on u, I hope u feel the way that i do, i get a rush when im w/ u   
04:22pm 13/01/2004
 
mood: stressed
music: Mandy Moore - Crush hah i'm the coolest
Haven't updated in awhile. This week is exam week. Which is no fun. Well let's see this past weekend...Friday uhm I went to Janelle's house after school with Andrea and Nettie and Katie came over, and we went to Max N Ermas (of course!) Then we went back to Janelle's for awhile and then went over to Charlie's house and just chilled there for awhile. Then Ben came over there, and Katie had to go to her house for the hockey party. So at Charlie's we just sat there talked watched TV pretty much. Then we went to Wendy's because CHarlie and Ben were hungry. After that Ben, Charlie, Nettie and I followed Janelle and Emily back to Janelle's house, and Janelle had to wait for Jenny so we just sat in Ben's car waiting for Jenny and then decided to go get Katie from her house. So we crashed the hockey part....not....but we went to get Katie and ended up being there for awhile sort of. Went back to Janelle's to get Nettie's car, then drove back to get Katie again cus she didn't come the first time. Things got really messed up and confusing. We drove to Janelle's so see if her and Jenny wanted to come back to my house with all of us. They didnt, but Nettie couldn't find her cell phone so we drove around retracing our steps to Wendys and Charlies and we couldn't find it so it was getting late and just decided to go back to my house. So Katie, Ben and CHarlie follow Nettie and I back to my house, and it was already like 10 so Ben and Charlie were sposed to be home by 11, but stayed a lil later...we basically just sat around in my basement and watched TV. Kinda pointless not enough time. So that's basically it that night. Practice Sunday morning. Studying for exams now...gotta go study and work out so I guess that's it for now
 
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gotta light skin friend look like michael jackson, gotta dark skin friend look like michael jackson.   
10:23pm 04/01/2004
 
mood: tired and sore
music: I wish I knew the name of this song!!! and who sings it!
Long day today. Woke up around 4 am! haha no I really was asleep and then my phone rang, and usually I never hear my phone ring, but at 4 am there is nothing louder. So it was way over on my dresser and I was sooo tired so I just laid there and tried to think about who it could be. That lasted about 30 seconds and then I was back asleep. Then woke up again around 9 because I knew I had basketball practice at noon. Well so i'm getting ready for practice and I get a call from my coach saying practice is changed and we were playing some free games at Aim High at 11 because a team dropped out of the tournament. Needless to say I went, and we played 6 games from 11-3. Went undefeated =) 6-0 yaeh! Now I'm soo tired and sore. I went and saw Lewis & Clark on IMAX tonight with my dad. I get extra credit in history =) it wasn't half bad. Pretty good actually. only 45 minutes. roads are so bad. it's so cold, but I wanna go sledding so it's good it's snowing =) now i'm just talking online to Matt and Sean and hafta finish Huck Finn book...only have like 30 pages left though. I'm so not looking forward to finals :-/ they are going to be soooo hard. Who wants to study for them with me sometime? Have a good night and last day of break
 
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one of those nights...   
10:48pm 03/01/2004
 
mood: bored
music: Jagged Edge - Walked Outta Heaven
Couldn't go out tonight. Got an early basketball practice :-/ Brother's game and MAC today. Said by to the relatives from Pennsylvania. They left. It's much quieter around here, and I get to sleep in my bed tonight =) but i'm gonna miss em most definatly. well hope everyone had a good night <3Mary


FIRST REAL KISS:
Depends on what really makes a "real" kiss. 6th grade if I'm thinkin right.

FIRST JOB:
Uhm babysitting? Does that count?

FIRST SCREEN NAME:
Shoot I don't remember...something weird i'm sure.

FIRST SELF PURCHASED ALBUM:
wow definatly don't remember that one either...i should start writing this stuff down.

FIRST FUNERAL:
My grandpa in November 2002.

FIRST PET:
a terrior named Tripper.

FIRST PIERCING:
ears one in each ear when i was little.

FIRST BIG TRIP:
Moving from California to Texas when I was 3. ?

LAST BIG CAR RIDE:
Ann Arbor...i guess that's sorta far.

LAST KISS:
noyb

LAST GOOD CRY:
hmm i'm not sure.

LAST MOVIE SEEN:
in the theatre.."Cheaper By the Dozen" other than that it'd have to be "My best friend's wedding"

LAST BEVERAGE:
water

LAST FOOD CONSUMED:
green grapes

LAST PHONE CALL:
talking to my dad on the phone

LAST TV SHOW WATCHED:
Degrassi about 20 minutes ago.

LAST SHOES WORN:
white sketchers

LAST CD PLAYED:
mixed CD

LAST ITEM BOUGHT:
clothes or sweater and hat if you wanna get specific

LAST DISAPPOINTMENT:
hmm

LAST SODA DRANK:
dont remember haven't drank soda in about 2 years.

LAST ICE CREAM EATEN:
stawberry with sprinkles from maggie moos earlier this week

LAST SHIRT WORN:
Gaylord basketball tournament shirt
 
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"And worst of all...you never call baby when you say you will, but i love you still!"   
10:10am 03/01/2004
 
mood: happy
music: temptations - build me up buttercup heh i'm in a crazy mood
Just woke up. It's about 10. Way too early. but these little cousins wake me up. Had some LIFE cereal. Last night I went to the MAC to shower after my basketball practice and then went to the Pizza House with the fam before the MSU vs. NMU hockey game. Visited with a friend of the family before the game. He's one of the coaches for NMU. He told me they were gonna win! And they lost like 6-2 or 7-2 or something. Very dissapointing. Maybe they'll win tonight =) Yah I was rooting for NMU but he's the coach so yah. Katie was there but I couldn't find her. We kept calling each other but no one would pick up their phone. haha we're funny. I think there's not good service in Munn. Oh well it was still fun. Today my bro has a bball game so I am going to that. Some family is going to Ann Arbor but I have early practice so Ill be home. woo hoo. everyone have a good day
 
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Hail to the Victors the champions of the west!   
09:37pm 01/01/2004
 
mood: aggravated
music: Bow Wow - "My Baby"
New years day today...relatives from Pennsylvania and Ann Arbor came over to watch the Rose Bowl. Unfortunatly Michigan lost. It was terrible. I hate when they run up the middle! That's where everyone is! Or when they're like 2 yards from a first down or a touch down and they pass it! Bad choice. Just run it if you're that close. Navarre can't throw those 100%! Navarre was doing terrible. He kept getting sacked. I hope they get a good quarterback next year. Oh well any MSU fans who think Michigan is worse than MSU because of this lose is still out of their mind....#1 look at the rankings and #2 MSU lost to Michigan Tomorrow I have basketball 1:30-3:30 then who knows hopefully go work out at the MAC. My new years resolution #1 = no fast food. I haven't drank pop in about 2 years so I think I can live without fast food. Anyways I'm off to just chill around with the fam. Have a good weekend everyone =)
 
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HaPpY nEw YeAr!   
11:02am 01/01/2004
 
mood: so tired i'm energetic
Yah 2004! Last night went over to Katie's at around 7. Then at 8:30 Katie, Emily, and I went over to Ashleigh's house. A lot of people showed up. It was pretty fun. Glad I went. Their house is sooo nice. Makes me feel really important when I'm there. Played pool, foosball, u know. Saw some people from EL I hadn't seen in awhile. Just chilled basically. Then Katie's dad came to get us at like 10:45 but he stayed upstairs and just talked and Mr. Collar showed him his new computer or something so we ended up leaving like an hour later, and we were afraid that we were gonna miss the dropping of the ball. But we made it with 2 minutes to spare. Andrea Nettie and Janelle were at Katie's house when we got there. So Katie and I decided we wanted to start the New Year upside down and said we'd stand on our heads when the ball dropped. I tried but I really can't stand on my head so I didnt. So then the ball dropped and it was 2004. woohoo. New Years is the most overrated holiday. Waiting all night for just that one second. It's all fun though. We were so crazy. we were like dancing and haha swing dancing...never try it at home. funny stuff though. practiced the lap dancing technique haha. gotta be ready for that kinda stuff fo sho. i love my friends. we're so funny. talked on the phone. watched punk'd and bash. overall good time just chillin with my friends. Relatives coming over today for the ROSE BOWL. Michigan vs. USC. Michigan is about to kick some ass! 4:30 game time. I'm off to go back to bed because I definatly had to wake up at 8:30 this morning, and going to bed at 3 and then waking up at 8:30 is no good. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! have a great day =)
 
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"Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket, never let it fade away..."   
09:18pm 30/12/2003
  Just got home from going shopping pretty much all day. Last night went to Janelle's along with Emily. We went and visited Nettie at her store working, then Nettie came with us and we went back to Nettie's for awhile and talked on the phone and then picked up Katie and went back to Janelle's and watched the STATE game. haha we kept looking for Janelle's sister's boyfriend on TV. When we saw him we like went crazy! haha good times. I left later and came home and slept. This morning I went to Meridian mall...about noon-ish and met my cousins and aunts. We shopped at Meridian for awhile, and I bought pants from American Eagle using my gift card. Then we met my dad for lunch at Mongolian Barbecue and saw the Haddads and Nettie and Janelle! I like that place. Good food. Anyways...then we went over to Best Buy for awhile. Didn't get anything just returned something. After that we headed over to the EastTowne Center. I bought a hat and sweater and shirt at American Eagle using the rest of my gift cards. I still have like 150$ to Target. so that will be cool. i love shopping =) I wish I had more money so I could buy whatever I wanted! hah Listened to The Strokes CD at Schulers. It's good! I think I will have to buy it most definatly. Went to Maggie Moo's and got some strawberry ice cream with sprinkles. Drove home with my dad 2 of my cousins and siblings. Saw a falling star. Sooo cool. It was huge! Listened to the U of M basketball game, and they lost =( by like one point too. I hate that. Anyways my cousins are here so I'm off. Happy New Year!!!  
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09:03pm 30/12/2003
  Have questions!
// Have you ever smoked? no
// Have you ever done drugs? no
// Have you ever drank alcohol? no
// Have you ever gotten drunk? no
// Have you ever made out with just a friend? if "a friend" includes guy friends then yes
// Have you ever used someone? no
// Have you ever been used? yes
// Have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have? oh most definatly

Best questions!
// Best person to talk to; my closest buds =)
// Best relationship; eh can't really pick out a best one
// Best feeling; being loved, happiness, accomplishing a goal
// Best thing in the world; happiness & love
// Best stuffed animal you own; way too many stuffed animals
// Best thing that happened to you yesterday or today; got to hang out with friends and cousins, shopped, & saw a falling star

Last questions!
// Last time you cried? hmm i dont remember
// Last movie you saw in a theater? Cheaper by the Dozen
// Last movie you rented? shoot don't remember
// Last movie you bought? don't remember
// Last song you listened to? The Strokes CD at Schulers
// Last song you downloaded? Dashboard Confessional - "Turpentine Chaser"
// Last tv show you watched? MSU football game Alamo Bowl
// Last song that was stuck in your head? Liz Phair - "Why Can't I"
// Last person you were thinking of; my grandpa
// Last person you talked to; my dad
// Last person you hugged; my cousin
// Last person you kissed; i'd prefer not to share
// Last person you went to eat out with; my aunts, dad, mom, cousins, siblings
// Last person you slow danced with; Alex
// Last person you called; My dad
// Last person who called you; my cousin
// Last person who made you smile? my 4 yr old cousin
// Last person who made you laugh? my brother
// Last person who said they loved you? ????

Love and relationships!
// Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? n/a
// What do you first notice in the opposite sex? confidence and smile
// Are you currently in love? nope
// 1st crush; Taylor Fox i think
// Last crush; hah this one guy no one who reads this will know him so it doesnt matter
// 1st love; never really been in real love
// Ideal date; on the beach at night, warm

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Do you use...

Mascara? Yes
Eyeliner? Sometimes
Push up bras? hah no need
Scented clothes? what? no.
Hairspray? sometimes
Blow driers? sometimes
Nail polish? only if i have to
Foundation? Sometimes
Lip stick? No
Lip gloss? yes
Breath mints? most definatly
Eye shadow? Yea sometimes
Rouge? say what?
Lipliners? No
Sexy outfits? oh fo sho
Heels? only if i need to...one word...ouch
Body spray? sometimes

Eyebrows...

Pluck? if i'm desperate
Wax? yes not by me tho
Shave? never
Curved? in a way
Arched? in a way
Not their natural color? no. who dyes their eyebrows?
Thin? they're eyebrows who cares

Nails...

Get 'em done? no
Do 'em yourself? sometimes
Keep them nice but long? No
Clean and short? i suppose
Clear nailpolish? no
Leave 'em alone? for the most part
Bite them? no

Eyes...

Contacts? no
What color goes well with your eyes? grey, blues, maroon and some pinks
Do you like dark eyes? sure, i like my blue eyes tho
Long lashes? Yes
What makes a pretty eye? unique color, long lashes, sometimes eye makeup

Lips...

Full? Yes
Small? nah
Huge? nah
Normal? yah
Small upper lip? smaller than my bottom one
 
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