| My Friend, So Long... |
[06 Mar 2003|12:24pm] |
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Guess I should give my good-byes, since the community is getting shut down really soon.
Eliza, you were my best friend here and I love you so much for it! You were there when I was happy, when I was sad, and everything else I've been through. You rock my socks, girl.
Lancers, you rock my socks too. I'm so sorry that your life has been full of tears lately and that I couldn't really do anything about it. You've been an important part of my life for a very long time.
Christopher, you're freaking a. Mmk? You're hella funny and you know how to make me smile, even when I don't need to or want to.
Mandy, you're so awesome and you under-estimate yourself a lot. I'm here to tell you that you're a wonderful person who deserves the best. Don't settle for anything less or you won't be happy.
Pierre, you're a very cool guy. You're funny and you're smart and you're a really good friend. Sorry we didn't talk much, but you know how things are sometimes...
Ryan, you were the shiznat too. You were one of the best people to talk to, because all of your conversations were deep. Even if the situation and conversation wasn't.
Sarah, I loved your wedding and I love everything about you. You're a beautiful person and I'm so glad that you finally found what your heart wanted and needed. You deserve it.
Justin... What exactly can I say about you? I know we necessarily aren't the best of friends, but I still consider you a close friend. I'm very priviledged to have you in my life after everything we've been through and I believe that a part of me will always care for you.
Last but not least...
JC. I've told you everything I need to say and then some. You are so beautiful inside and out to me and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. We're still a new couple compared to others. We've been through some really tough shit. But I love you, mmk? I never thought I would love you of all people... my ex's best friend... but I'm glad I got the chance to.
I love you all!
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| I'm Alive! |
[01 Mar 2003|12:26pm] |
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I don't mean to sound like a Diva here, but a lot of people seem to want to piss me off. The Star is making me out to be a crack-addict. Fred is taking our "relationship to levels I didn't even want to go to. And to top it off, people are giving me flack for not being at the Grammy's. Pardon me for being in Kentwood for a day...
I caught the flu from hell on the set of SNL. I wasn't the only one, either. Will Ferrell had it and so did Jimmy Fallon and Rachel Dratch. I lost my voice because of ito Tuesday and I haven't been in the studio for a week, now. It sucks. I have a voice now, but I've been warned not to strain it -- no singing for another couple of days.
Speaking of the album... We're hoping to release a single in August, followed by the album itself in late September/early October. I'm fucking excited!
JC's video is getting ready to be retired on TRL, or so the rumor says. I'm excited about that, too. It means that he's not the only NSyncer that can kick some ass in the solo world (even though Justin has done a damn good job for himself, too).
Baby, I love you. I miss you. I miss Paris... I don't know how we'll live when we're both on tour, promoting our wildly successful albums. Let's move in together, mmk? *laughs*
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| Been So Long... |
[21 Feb 2003|04:00pm] |
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JC Chasez - Blowin' Me Up (With Her Love) |
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Holy hell...
Sorry I haven't been on lately, everyone. *passes out candy*
Sarah's getting married today! Woot woot! I've got a pretty little dress, but it's not as pretty as Sarah's dress. *dies* That's freaking beautiful. I'm not sure if Jayce is going to make it to the wedding, seeing as he's busy being a solo artist and all. *smiles*
I can't wait for this. If I turn into a blubbering idiot, someone take pictures anyway. *laughs*
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[15 Feb 2003|05:02pm] |
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O-Town - I Showed Her |
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Okay, what's not to love about my life right now? Absolutely nothing. JC and I are peachy keen. We'll be kicking it in Paris very soon to celebrate Valentine's Day. You know what's ironic? St. Valentine died a horrible death. And he's the Saint of Love. Mmk.
Eliza and I are coming up with a lingerie line. Go us. If you don't buy it, you will suffer. Or something.
Random Outburst: I think I love Joshua Scott Chasez. Just thought everyone should know.
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[09 Feb 2003|12:50pm] |
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Well, this weekend has certainly been eventful. A lot of shaking up, breaking up, etc, etc. Need I go into detail beyond that?
Valentine's Day is in a few. JC and I are going to Paris to celebrate it. I think the relationship deserves the vacation. And despite what's happened, I'm fairly confident that he and I are going to be alright. Like I told him, I'm not going to let him go. I care for him too much to let him walk away from me because of the petty and juvenile things petty and juvenile people say.
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| Feels So Good... |
[05 Feb 2003|03:49pm] |
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Bee Gees - Ordinary People |
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*yawns and gives a half-hearted wave*
You would think that with all the vacation time I've had that I wouldn't ever need to sleep, let alone be tired. But I am, because I've been writing, recording, and reviewing a script non-stop for months now. I should get used to it, though, because pretty soon I'll be promoting, touring, and everything else that JC, Justin, and Nick are going through right now. Again.
And I'll be doing it with a smile. It's going to feel so good...
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| Home Sweet Home |
[31 Jan 2003|11:04pm] |
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You Wanted More - Tonic |
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Happy Birthday to one, Justin Timberlake. Hope it's a great one!
I spent a little time with JC earlier today. Just enjoyed being in his company, since we haven't gotten a hold of one another for several days. He brought me flowers. *grins and shows them off* Isn't he adorable?!
Eliza and I are catching a flight in a few hours back to Louisiana. I really miss my family, especially Mom and Jamie Lynn. Talking to them on the phone just isn't enough sometimes and it's always great to get back to your roots. Eliza's been my number one friend lately, so I'm dragging her with me... Besides, we decided we need a good, old fashioned sleep over.
So, I'm going to go pack an overnight bag before we head to the airport. Liza and I will be back in no more than two days...
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| Just a Moment's Sleep |
[30 Jan 2003|06:31pm] |
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Haven't had the chance to sleep in a few days. It's partially my fault. I went to my first hockey game the other night. The Rangers lost, but I had one hell of a time watching them fight. It's such a vicious sport those Canadians have created...
I've also been keeping myself up by thinking about recent events and writing for the album. Some of the songs are pretty dark compared to what everyone, including myself, is used to. I think they could show a new edge to my image if they make the album.
And Justin? I'm sorry if JC and I threw a curve ball at you... I can only imagine what it's like for you, but we never meant to cause you any harm. We still love you.
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| It's All In This Game of Love |
[27 Jan 2003|04:34pm] |
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Maybe I'm Amazed - Paul McCartney |
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Decided to break off whatever Durst and I had going. He's been confessing that he has "feelings" for me... Feelings he's never felt before. I mean, what do you say to that? I wasn't that I was scared. I just didn't have the same kind of feelings for him and like I told my friends, it wouldn't have been right to stay with him.
I'm alright. It's him I'm worried about.
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| Hi, Hello, How Ya Doin'... |
[26 Jan 2003|04:59pm] |
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Europe - The Final Countdown |
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Hmmm...
Hi, I'm Britney J. Spears (never known as BJ... so don't start). I'm a 21-year-old Sagittarius who sometimes smokes and drinks. I'm kind of-sort of dating someone, but it's not "official"... Go figure.
Anyways. That's about it. I'm making friends all over and chattin' it up with some old friends in the process. If you see me on AIM, don't be shy.
AIM: trpleplatnum
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