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Saturday, January 10th, 2004

Subject: Sharpen your over-acting skills... Time: 10:46 am. Mood: pleased. Music: tsl Ep..

Well i haven't updated in four days, opps. So yeah School is going okay. Friday- Bands of the bull was awesome. I saw harry and selli wrestle too. Me and Michael, and gluck were hanging out. And then gunner was there and frankie. We saw C_A_S_E_Y play. He has a really good voice, but his amp wasnt working because, you know, our school is gey. Downface, the final task, and Our Own Guilt played. They were amazing lol. Today is a show at molly blooms @ 2. Everybody should go. Joeys band is plaing, A Perfect Dark. There okay. So is Inhuman. Mark your words with confidence. Make it a point to appriciate the life you lead. to rush the days you'll wish they stayed for one year later its a tragic case of bad taste but its all concerning you.. well, i'm going to go shower, and get ready for the el show. laterr gangstas .. ex'oh. ♥

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Subject: discustingly, sick. :( Time: 1:34 pm. Mood: sick. Music: listening to my book on tape..

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins I will never ask if you don't ever tell me I know you well enough to know you never loved me Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins I will never ask if you don't ever tell me I know you well enough to know you never loved me Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins I will never ask if you don't ever tell me I know you well enough to know... so yeah i feel asleep last night around 3, got up at 5, took a shower went out to the bus stop around 6:30 stood there till 7, and oh man guess what, my effing bus didnt come! wow, that just started off my dad quit nicely. Yeah so i got back inside, and my mom wouldnt drive me, and of course her, she yelled at me, because the bus didnt come. so yeah i layed down woke up, around 8:30 felt sick, after all our bickering, um feel asleep again, and then woke up at 11. I threw my cuts up, for no apparent reason, and i still feel really weird. But yeah whatever. I have to go laydown, im so dizzy, i have to go eat something. all i have eaten in the past two days was 3 apples, cashews, a snapple, and a whole bunch of water. So i think im blood sugar is down, again. haha yeah jen remeber in october, i threw up in school, and you made me a nice lunch. Woo that was nice. yeah well going to go..laterr.

because the world is roung it turns me on

Subject: FUCK WHAT WE'RE FORCE FED Time: 12:13 am. Mood: awake. Music: listening to nycole bitch..i love you. i swear haha.

yeah, so its 12:13 in the morning, and im suppose to be asleep. But yeah i cant. theres so much on my mind i'm on the phone with nycole yeah, im screwed up, why cant i sleep. Sell your hopes for a homeland security chart, 'Til your sense of self is broke and no man's pure in the heart. Preventive detention for the folks who never left home. Tensions have grown into a 24/7 red zone. ♥ [[...' YOU WERE BORN EXECUTION STYLE '...]] ♥ I'd rather die for a cause than to die just because i dont know...laterrr. ox,

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Subject: Sell You, Beautiful Time: 5:41 pm. Mood: restless. Music: rx bandits..

Hey, little darlin' I’ll sell you the definition If you follow me through Pages and channels of deceit where everyone is perfect And nobody grows old Relax in the ignorance of images Cause beautiful is what we’re sellin... yeahall morning from 9:15am-1:00pm. i just layed in my bed. looking at the celling. listening to music. im a fat shit. a lazy shit. and i cant help it. i got up at 1 in the aftertoon and watch viva la bam and wild boys. cleaned my room and now im sitting down again and its 5:46. yeah well i have nothing more to say, and this is point less. goodbye. ox. late at night and i'm lying in bed some crazy thought running through my head i'm not sleeping and i don't know why

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Subject: Stainless heart that never speaks, reads like a story never sold. Time: 11:51 pm. Mood: tired. Music: suicide machines.

My dreams aren't premonitions, because I'm dreaming of impossible outcomes. I've tried to understand but I just don't understand empty signposts seen through large windows. yeah today was good. I left at 12 and went to the show my my brother and his band. It was amazing. l.i.a.v was awesome. ( locked in a vacancy ) just in case anyone was wondering. Yeah then got droped off at ians. that was fun. just got home tierd as hell. word, shower time. laterr ox'

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Subject: I'm trying to get the hell out but Mephisto ain't no motherfucking joke. Time: 11:20 am. Mood: restless. Music: The sound of the dryer.

Every single second is a moment in time that passes oh, so quick yeah well. yesterday- jen came over and the plan was to go out to eat, but you know things change. So we decided to go see a movie, once again, plans change. We went to the mall, met up with joey ricky and nycole. yeah you might say that was fun. My mother took nycole home, jen slept over. Thats that. Neverending story but the lesson went untold. She knew it all along if she just could take control of the situation. Investigation. Try to tell the story even though she couldn't take it. Was it suicide? Why did she have to pull the trigger? Was it burning her inside? Or did she have an itchy finger? Can't shake that picture. It's not the way I want to miss her. I can't believe that all the memories just fade away. [CHORUS] Next thing I know, I'm a cult. I'm trying to get the hell out but Mephisto ain't no motherfucking joke. I could choke, but instead I clear the smoke. Take a step back try to clear my head and find myself again. I don't need your help because you're not my fucking friend! Blind man stood by the road and he cried. Blind stood by the road and he cried. Blind man stood by the road and he cried. He was lost without her. He couldn't move on. He tried to find salvation with a needle in his arm. He can't feel it. He's fucking numb. He asked for my help. I told him, "You're the only one who can save yourself. You've got to grip real tight. The battle's half won if you make it through the night." Neverending story. Never seems to bore me. I go to sleep at night just to dream it all away. Today-There is an OOG show and im going. Its from 2-6 And then I have to stop by at ians. shower time. Laterr. and it seems like nothing, but when you're looking back, well it amounts to everything. .ox.

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Subject: A picture of perfection Time: 3:11 pm. Mood: numb. Music: The motion of the waves.

My mind is open And my heart is full I ain’t got any weight That I can’t pull And right now I know that anything Is possible I’m gonna bang my drum Blow my horn I forget what these pills Were ever for I believe I won’t need them anymore I used to burn candles At both ends Now I just throw the whole damn thing Right in Now playing in traffic is easy Once you learn Where you get in You wanna come with me Then get on board Get in or get out Use either door The future is calling And it’s me That it’s looking for well this is my new / shnnazy journal. Ashley and kat helped me. woohoo. Going to go. Bye. ox'xo later. fools. Rachel

because the world is roung it turns me on

Subject: mac is cool, you fool Time: 1:38 pm. Mood: happy.

mac owns

1 because the world is roung it turns me on

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