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Saturday, January 10th, 2004

Subject:Sharpen your over-acting skills...
Time:10:46 am.
Mood: pleased.
Music:tsl Ep..
Well i haven't updated in four days, opps. So yeah School is going okay.

Friday- Bands of the bull was awesome.

I saw harry and selli wrestle too.

Me and Michael, and gluck were hanging out. And then gunner was there and frankie.

We saw C_A_S_E_Y play. He has a really good voice, but his amp wasnt working because, you know, our school is gey.

Downface, the final task, and Our Own Guilt played. They were amazing lol.

Today is a show at molly blooms @ 2.
Everybody should go. Joeys band is plaing, A Perfect Dark. There okay.
So is Inhuman.

Mark your words with confidence.

Make it a point to appriciate the life you lead.
to rush the days you'll wish they stayed for one year later
its a tragic case of bad taste but its all concerning you..

well, i'm going to go shower, and get ready for the el show.

laterr gangstas .. ex'oh. ♥
because the world is roung it turns me on

Tuesday, January 6th, 2004

Subject:discustingly, sick. :(
Time:1:34 pm.
Mood: sick.
Music:listening to my book on tape..
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know...

so yeah i feel asleep last night around 3, got up at 5, took a shower went out to the bus stop around 6:30 stood there till 7, and oh man guess what, my effing bus didnt come! wow, that just started off my dad quit nicely.

Yeah so i got back inside, and my mom wouldnt drive me, and of course her, she yelled at me, because the bus didnt come.

so yeah i layed down woke up, around 8:30 felt sick, after all our bickering, um feel asleep again, and then woke up at 11. I threw my cuts up, for no apparent reason, and i still feel really weird.

But yeah whatever. I have to go laydown, im so dizzy, i have to go eat something.

all i have eaten in the past two days was 3 apples, cashews, a snapple, and a whole bunch of water. So i think im blood sugar is down, again. haha yeah jen remeber in october, i threw up in school, and you made me a nice lunch. Woo that was nice.

yeah well going to go..laterr.
because the world is roung it turns me on

Subject:FUCK WHAT WE'RE FORCE FED
Time:12:13 am.
Mood: awake.
Music:listening to nycole bitch..i love you. i swear haha.
yeah, so its 12:13 in the morning, and im suppose to be asleep. But yeah i cant.

theres so much on my mind

i'm on the phone with nycole

yeah, im screwed up, why cant i sleep.

Sell your hopes for a homeland security chart,
'Til your sense of self is broke and no man's pure in the heart.
Preventive detention for the folks who never left home.
Tensions have grown into a 24/7 red zone.



♥ [[...' YOU WERE BORN EXECUTION STYLE '...]] ♥

I'd rather die for a cause than to die just because

i dont know...laterrr.
ox,
1 because the world is roung it turns me on

Monday, January 5th, 2004

Subject:show me what it means to be in this world.
Time:5:32 pm.
Yeah..today was okay.
I feel kinda weird though.
I dont know why.
but yeah
whatever yo.


ILIGHT THE WORLD ON FIRE >I< JUST TO WATCH IT BURNI


She's crafty---beastie boys.

I spent my last dollar to by a Sabrett
When I seen this girl I could never forget
Now I like nothing better than a pretty girl smile
And I haven't seen a smile that pretty in a while
The girl came up to me she said she loved the show
Asked her to come home and she couldn't say, "No!"
We got the crib - there's Adam and D.
We didn't say a word - they just stared at me
I said, "I don't know her just met her tonight."
And Adrock started hiding everything in sight
D. pulled me over said, "Hide your gold,
The girl is crafty like ice is cold!"
The girl is crafty - she knows all the moves
I started playing records - she knew all the grooves
He thought she was a thief - and D. was right
But I just figured she'd spend the night
When I woke up late in the afternoon
She had taken all the things from inside his room
I found myself naked in the middle of the floor
She had taken the bed and the chest of drawers
The mirror, the TV, the guitar cord
My remote control and my old skateboard
She robbed us blind - she took all we owned
And the boys blamed me for bringing her home

believe me broken and buised and bleeding.


laterr. ox.
because the world is roung it turns me on

Sunday, January 4th, 2004

Subject:Sell You, Beautiful
Time:5:41 pm.
Mood: restless.
Music:rx bandits..
Hey, little darlin'
I’ll sell you the definition
If you follow me through
Pages and channels of deceit
where everyone is perfect
And nobody grows old
Relax in the ignorance of images
Cause beautiful is what we’re sellin...


yeahall morning from 9:15am-1:00pm. i just layed in my bed. looking at the celling. listening to music.

im a fat shit.

a lazy shit.

and i cant help it.

i got up at 1 in the aftertoon and watch viva la bam and wild boys. cleaned my room and now im sitting down again and its 5:46.

yeah well i have nothing more to say, and this is point less.

goodbye. ox.

late at night and i'm lying in bed
some crazy thought running through my head
i'm not sleeping and i don't know why
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Saturday, January 3rd, 2004

Subject:Stainless heart that never speaks, reads like a story never sold.
Time:11:51 pm.
Mood: tired.
Music:suicide machines.
My dreams aren't premonitions,
because I'm dreaming of impossible outcomes.
I've tried to understand but I just don't understand
empty signposts seen through large windows.


yeah today was good. I left at 12 and went to the show my my brother and his band. It was amazing. l.i.a.v was awesome. ( locked in a vacancy ) just in case anyone was wondering.

Yeah then got droped off at ians. that was fun.

just got home

tierd as hell.

word, shower time.

laterr

ox'
4 because the world is roung it turns me on

Subject:I'm trying to get the hell out but Mephisto ain't no motherfucking joke.
Time:11:20 am.
Mood: restless.
Music:The sound of the dryer.
Every single second is a moment in time that passes oh, so quick

yeah well. yesterday- jen came over and the plan was to go out to eat, but you know things change. So we decided to go see a movie, once again, plans change. We went to the mall, met up with joey ricky and nycole. yeah you might say that was fun. My mother took nycole home, jen slept over. Thats that.


Neverending story but the lesson went untold. She knew it all along if she just could take control of the situation. Investigation. Try to tell the story even though she couldn't take it. Was it suicide? Why did she have to pull the trigger? Was it burning her inside? Or did she have an itchy finger? Can't shake that picture. It's not the way I want to miss her. I can't believe that all the memories just fade away. [CHORUS] Next thing I know, I'm a cult. I'm trying to get the hell out but Mephisto ain't no motherfucking joke. I could choke, but instead I clear the smoke. Take a step back try to clear my head and find myself again. I don't need your help because you're not my fucking friend! Blind man stood by the road and he cried. Blind stood by the road and he cried. Blind man stood by the road and he cried. He was lost without her. He couldn't move on. He tried to find salvation with a needle in his arm. He can't feel it. He's fucking numb. He asked for my help. I told him, "You're the only one who can save yourself. You've got to grip real tight. The battle's half won if you make it through the night." Neverending story. Never seems to bore me. I go to sleep at night just to dream it all away.


Today-There is an OOG show and im going. Its from 2-6 And then I have to stop by at ians.
shower time. Laterr.

and it seems like nothing, but when you're looking back, well it amounts to everything.
.ox.
1 because the world is roung it turns me on

Friday, January 2nd, 2004

Subject:A picture of perfection
Time:3:11 pm.
Mood: numb.
Music:The motion of the waves.
My mind is open
And my heart is full
I ain’t got any weight
That I can’t pull
And right now
I know that anything
Is possible
I’m gonna bang my drum
Blow my horn
I forget what these pills
Were ever for
I believe
I won’t need them anymore
I used to burn candles
At both ends
Now I just throw the whole damn thing
Right in
Now playing in traffic is easy
Once you learn
Where you get in
You wanna come with me
Then get on board
Get in or get out
Use either door
The future is calling
And it’s me
That it’s looking for


well this is my new / shnnazy journal. Ashley and kat helped me. woohoo.
Going to go. Bye. ox'xo later. fools. Rachel
because the world is roung it turns me on

Subject:mac is cool, you fool
Time:1:38 pm.
Mood: happy.
mac owns
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