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[07 Nov 2009|05:44pm] |
Women are too fuckin' confusing. Or maybe it's just me. Who knows...? Although I'm in Muskego with some of the best people in the world, but I'm a little irked off... I'm not a clingy person. At all. I'm too relaxed about relationships. Maybe a little too relaxed. I don't care about relationships and impressing people. That's not me. I hate PDA and cuddling with someone who I don't have extremely strong feelings.
Fuck me.
I'd do anything to be normal, and not have to worry about inhibitions, personal barriers, and weaknesses.
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[04 Nov 2009|12:30pm] |
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"Some people are making such thorough preparations for a rainy day that they completely miss today's sunshine."
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[03 Nov 2009|02:12am] |
Can't believe Megan's finally going to be here this week! I'm so effing excited!! :D
She'll be here this Thursday midday. Art museum, tour of the city, dinner at the Milwaukee Ale House, then ComedySportz. Then Friday comes along and we'll be hitting the road to Muskegon, MI for Dylan's 21st birhday shindig! I need a vacation away from Milwaukee. Desperately.
After graduation, I won't call Milwaukee a home anymore. I'm excited for that. This city's too small for my own good. I need to get out and enjoy the world while I can. I want to travel everywhere and experience life and all it has to offer. I won't be stuck in this town in a dead-end job. No. I won't let that happen.
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[01 Nov 2009|10:54am] |
I really don't think I'm cut out for relationships... I already hurt her w/o even knowing it.
WTF.
Then again, I was half asleep... Can you really blame me? I prefaced this entire thing by saying to her that I don't know what feelings are (and that I'm out of tune w/ my own), but I do enjoy spending time w/ her. I told her this was going to take time and that I can't open up as easy as a book can. It doesn't help out either that I would be her first official boyfriend, so she doesn't know what to realistically expect... This, of course, is my own analysis on the situation, so I may be totally wrong.
Maybe I should be single for the rest of my life. That way, I don't have to hurt myself or others. I'd have only myself to worry about. Less confusion and less mess.
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