^^ dope song. okay, so.. christmas. this holiday is so overrated, i must agree with nadia. i was really disappointed in what i got this year. out of my christmas list........ maybe.... 15 items, i got 2, 3 if u count something that i bought myself. i got a bag from my sister, 2 pairs of jeans, ski pants, a CD player, Gameboy Advance SP with Super mario brothers, a shirt with a pair of pants from my grandmother, Finch CD, aeropostale shirt with GC, mall visa GC, and some other stuff... its not what i wanted. my mother got me all stuff that is...... alrite... i dont really want the GBA SP anymore... the game we already have, clothes..... i cooulda bought myself because a pair of pants are going back anyways, and when the hell did i ever ski? i have no need for ski pants. its not really anything i want anymore.. i just kinda wanted a new phone maybe a computer and a flat screen TV.... nothings the matter with my tv, but a flat screen a little bigger would be nice.. thats all. i woulda been happy.. but she bought me all these clothes that just arent me... i like to be comfortable, and look kinda distinctive from the rest of society... for example i dont like blonde highlights.. at all, everyyyyyyyonee has blonde highlights. i want pink. Because people in school will ask, have u seen victoria? the girl with the blonde highglights? and the person will say.... no.. everyone has blonde highlights. . . If you say.... have you seen Victoria, the girl with the pink highlights, ud be saying OH YEAH!! I know her!!! sounds a little like i want people to notice me in a crowd but i stand out besides for my social skills, which i have none. yeah...so thats it.. i wanna say im acting like such a spoiled brat rite now , because i know i am, and i know im judging how christmas really is because i didnt get any good presents.
its the thought that counts. mike said swallow ur pride; best adivce given today. because my mom was like.. dont u like any of your gifts victoria? you didnt say anything... i felt bad.. but how many times can i pretend im excited over clothes? theyre clothes. i have a whole bureau of them.
ugh.. i have a reason to be disappointed.. nothing i want, everyone else has the presents i want.. mike got a flat screen TV, a brand new cell with a camera, some other stuff.. but those are the things that stick out the most.. and im like =-o! ur a lucky bastard!! anyways yeah im happy for u mikey.. hehe
My fucking little spoiled -must-be-an-educational-toy- cousin calls my sister to tell her that she got a guitar. okay, this kid.... is .... maybe...11? she has no NEED for a guitar. Everytime she comes over our house i hide my guitar because i KNOW shes not going to pay for it if it breaks. i dont want people touching my stuff, especially her because she looks like a fool with it. and my aunt fucking pissed me off yesterday. Vincent has been nagging me since the beginning of December what my mom got him. Yesterday, maureen said to me, WEll what is it i hear that u asking my children about what i got you for christmas. so i gave it to her. I said "Auntie maureen i could care less what you bought me, i can wait a day. And I wasnt the one that ASKED him. He asked me first and i was just asking him back cuz i was bored." and now that i think about it, i shoulda said that he asked me online, and as far as i know, he was not allowed to have AIM on his computer. he had to hide it. she even wanted my guitar gift certificate back because she thought i would never use it, and she would give me money. asshole. her kid doesnt DESERVE a guitar. shell break it.
Cassie.. little brat.. wanted a Computer........ got a fucking computer.... ohhhhh im jeallouuss of everyone.
they got better presents..
christmas starts to suck
later onnnnnnnnnnnn in the day..... i stay home, my nana comes over, my uncle mike comes over with his gf, and uncle anthony comes over. okay we had thanksigivng with them. i wanted to go to Auntie maureens, more presents, more people, and we didnt. uncle anthony makes me mad everytime he comes here. last time he was on my mothers computer allllll night. he never came out to eat or to have dinner with us, and he never did anytthing. he just stays in one room and plays Casino online to some ugly girl he met. its not even her real picture. i bet she got it offline or someting. whatever. it makes me mad that hes an adult and hes expected to spend at least one course of the meal with his family. and he doesnt. so i said it to mom today, and she defended him. she said Well u do the same thing, u go in ur room and stay there the whole night. crap... crap crap crap.. first of all, this is MY HOUSE. second of all, hes an ADULT. im a child. i dont HAVE TO. u dont make the little kids to stay around the table all night and expect to listen to trivial persuit of dumb stuff. they go and play with their toys after dinner. so shuddup. its called being RUDE.
argh.... im not happy. not happy at all. it was just a few things i wanted, and i really thought i was gonna get them.. and i didnt. Thats all i asked for. i guess that was too much to ask. :-\