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[12 Jul 2003|05:54pm]
[ music | Staind.It's Been A While ]

I've been trying to find the perfect song to sum up how I feel.. and there isn't one. Maybe I should write one? *Laughs oddly* But anyway,

It's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
Since I first saw you
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
Since I could call you
But everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

It's been awhile
Since I could say that I wasn't addicted
Since I could say I love myself as well
Since I've gone and fucked things up
Just like I always do
But all that shit seems to
Disappear when I'm with you
But everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again
Why must I feel this way
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day

It's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
Since I said I'm sorry
Since I've seen the way
The candle lights your face
But I can still remember
Just the way you taste
But everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it may seem to be
I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me

It's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile since I said
I'm sorry



*Sighs* I love you, Jere.


Matt.
2 Promises Shattered pieces disclaimer

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