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Havent updated in here in a while... well this week has been crazy..Matts lil sisters in the hospital she has phenomena and they have no idea when shes going to be getting out cuz its that bad.. i felt soo bad for him because we went there to see her, and she asked me to leave the room for a lil while so she could talk to her brother alone..i mean i respect that since shes only 13.. so i left and matt came out into the hallway and got me in tears.. she said to him no matter what happens to her he was always her favorite brother and she goes and i want you to tell heather that i love both of you guys and i really hope the wedding goes great and im hopeing i can come.. remind u matt and his sister lexa are VERYYYYY close... so i felt bad the doctors says shes gonna be fine but shes afraid.. Thursday night me and matt got into a fight about money and the house.. i honestly cant do it anymore im getting bigger and bigger and he expects me to make him dinner take care of the twins and then on top of that find a way to do house work..i cant do it...so he made me cry and i was like i dont even care what you say anymore to me .. and blah blah blah .. so we broke up....2nd time thats happened in the past 3 years... i was veryy upset through out the day... but then friday morning i woke up to him sitting next to me with a dozen roses and a card saying i love you with all of my heart and im sorry.... it wass soo cute.. wow i really love him... Then yesterday we went to a party at his friends mikes house for a lil while and then we went to the boardwalk with the kids and watched some fireworks... now tonight were going to another boardwalk to watch some fireworks when it gets dark...and then gonna come back here with some friends and just hang out... well i gotta get going... ill update later... I love you Matthew Joesph Rapadoza *muahz*
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wow i havent updated in a while!!! but yesterday matts parents took the kids so me and him could have a day alone without having to worry about the kids and all that..so me and him decided to go to the beach and just walk on the boardwalk and stuff like that..he won me a froggy from one of them crane machine things... lol when you squeeze it, it goes wanna cuddle? and then i love you..and then nite nite lol its sooo cute lol i didnt even know he talked until he was squeezing it in my ear when we were walking.. After the boardwalk i decided wanted to go shopping becuase nothing really fits me anymore including the few maternity clothes that i do have, so we went shopping he picked out some cute maternity clothes that ill actually wear.. lol there all kinda big but id rather have them big then small becuase the baby is gonna be gettin bigger and bigger....ahhh im soo excited about him though i want him to come out already. After that we came home ate dinner and went and got the kids. They seemed like that had sooo much fun. they went to the park..and then went swimming all day .. his parents spoil them kids soo much but they get soo happy when they are able to watch them both.. ahh i love him soo much...then this morning he didnt go to work becuase i had another drs. appt. and now there considering me high risk.. becuase with the twins i was soo tiny and they didnt think i was going to be able to get them out so they made me have them in an operating room...and this time i dont want that i want to have him in a normal room.. but since i started this preganacy at 96 pounds and im already 132 and i still have a while to go they arent sure whether im going to have a c-section or not im soo hoping i dont need to have that! :( ...We are finally coming up with some names we like... so far we both agree on...Devin..Dylan..Tyler...and Joesph
if his name is going to be Devin i want the middle name Matthew...Dylan Scott...Tyler Matthew and Joesph Matthew...lol im sure ya can tell we both want matthew in there somewhere lol.. okay we'll were going to go swimming ... if i have time later ill update it again..
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wow i havent updated in a while!!! but yesterday matts parents took the kids so me and him could have a day alone without having to worry about the kids and all that..so me and him decided to go to the beach and just walk on the boardwalk and stuff like that..he won me a froggy from one of them crane machine things... lol when you squeeze it, it goes wanna cuddle? and then i love you..and then nite nite lol its sooo cute lol i didnt even know he talked until he was squeezing it in my ear when we were walking.. After the boardwalk i decided wanted to go shopping becuase nothing really fits me anymore including the few maternity clothes that i do have, so we went shopping he picked out some cute maternity clothes that ill actually wear.. lol there all kinda big but id rather have them big then small becuase the baby is gonna be gettin bigger and bigger....ahhh im soo excited about him though i want him to come out already. After that we came home ate dinner and went and got the kids. They seemed like that had sooo much fun. they went to the park..and then went swimming all day .. his parents spoil them kids soo much but they get soo happy when they are able to watch them both.. ahh i love him soo much...then this morning he didnt go to work becuase i had another drs. appt. and now there considering me high risk.. becuase with the twins i was soo tiny and they didnt think i was going to be able to get them out so they made me have them in an operating room...and this time i dont want that i want to have him in a normal room.. but since i started this preganacy at 96 pounds and im already 132 and i still have a while to go they arent sure whether im going to have a c-section or not im soo hoping i dont need to have that! :( ...We are finally coming up with some names we like... so far we both agree on...Devin..Dylan..Tyler...and Joesph
if his name is going to be Devin i want the middle name Matthew...Dylan Scott...Tyler Matthew and Joesph Matthew...lol im sure ya can tell we both want matthew in there somewhere lol.. okay we'll were going to go swimming ... if i have time later ill update it again..
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wow i havent updated in a while!!! but yesterday matts parents took the kids so me and him could have a day alone without having to worry about the kids and all that..so me and him decided to go to the beach and just walk on the boardwalk and stuff like that..he won me a froggy from one of them crane machine things... lol when you squeeze it, it goes wanna cuddle? and then i love you..and then nite nite lol its sooo cute lol i didnt even know he talked until he was squeezing it in my ear when we were walking.. After the boardwalk i decided wanted to go shopping becuase nothing really fits me anymore including the few maternity clothes that i do have, so we went shopping he picked out some cute maternity clothes that ill actually wear.. lol there all kinda big but id rather have them big then small becuase the baby is gonna be gettin bigger and bigger....ahhh im soo excited about him though i want him to come out already. After that we came home ate dinner and went and got the kids. They seemed like that had sooo much fun. they went to the park..and then went swimming all day .. his parents spoil them kids soo much but they get soo happy when they are able to watch them both.. ahh i love him soo much...then this morning he didnt go to work becuase i had another drs. appt. and now there considering me high risk.. becuase with the twins i was soo tiny and they didnt think i was going to be able to get them out so they made me have them in an operating room...and this time i dont want that i want to have him in a normal room.. but since i started this preganacy at 96 pounds and im already 132 and i still have a while to go they arent sure whether im going to have a c-section or not im soo hoping i dont need to have that! :( ...We are finally coming up with some names we like... so far we both agree on...Devin..Dylan..Tyler...and Joesph
if his name is going to be Devin i want the middle name Matthew...Dylan Scott...Tyler Matthew and Joesph Matthew...lol im sure ya can tell we both want matthew in there somewhere lol.. okay we'll were going to go swimming ... if i have time later ill update it again..
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wow havent really had the chance to make a long update.. but yesterday lots of things happened..the kids matt and i all went to the beach.. we were all just sittin there.. and all of a sudden matt pulls out a box.. [ im not paying attention cuz im playin with the kids ] so im thinkin to my self whatever.. nothings in there.. so he goes babiii lets go get something to eat .. so im okay im hungry. . so we get the kids shoes on and we take a walk to the boardwalk.. were walking and i was like i dunno what i want. so hes like so lets go to this place... so im like ok? but we walked in there was nothing but silence.. and then everyone from my family to friends poped out and screamed surprise.. and by then im thinkin wtff is going on..so in front of also all these strangers that did the hole surprise thing too.. he goes and gets on one knee on stage where the band had started slow song pulls me up there with him and goes babi i relized how much i love you and our kids.. and kisses my belly [ cuz im startin to show a lil lol ] and goes babigurl will you marry me.. i was hystrically crying.. and i was like yes..of course i will and cryed for 2 hours afterwards.. becuase of the shock i was in that he went outta his way to do this.. this wasnt how i entended things to happen but im soo happy and we are finally moving somewhere with us being together soo long.. lol so after wards we went back on the beach go our things together and all my family, his family and all our friends went out to dinner.. last night i have to say was one of the best nights of my life.. i finally realized how much he loves and cares about me.. Baby i love you soo much words just cant explain it anymore..
today we woke up huggin one another i have no idea how that happened but it did .. lol we went shopping for a lil while becuase next weekend i have my brothers wedding and i needed to find something for all the kids to wear becuase there all in the wedding with us.. but his fiance never really found anything she liked and i found something she actually liked and went and go all the sizes they needed.. and then we went out to lunch.. this week is gonna be a busy week.. i have a drs. appt. on tuesday i have work monday tuesday wednesday and thursday from 6-4 and then at 4 everyday i gotta go pick the kids up from daycare and go right to my brothers to help finish with the wedding favors.. that there giving out.. and tthen friday i hadda take off work becuase i have the rehersal for the wedding and then were going out to eat afterwards and then saturday i have the wedding... wow busy week ahead of me.. matt and i are gonna go in the pool with the kids in a lil while and the god who knows what after.. so ill try and give another update during the week sometime..
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Welll todayy i actually got my lazy ass ready for work.. It was tough but i did it for once.. lol Matt was like buttt baby stay home with me today but i had to go i was kinda upset becuase it was his only day off this week but i had to go i had no choice.. Hes also bein soo mean and makin me take out both my top and bottom belly rings.. im soo upset.. i love them things.. lol with the twins i didnt take them out until i was 27 weeks blahhh but i guess its okay.. after work i went shopping i needed to find somethings that actually fit me.. becuase im starting to show :( kinda upset but cant do anything about that.. lol well im gonna go make dinner and then give the kids a bath.. i might update later dunno not to sure yet.. till next timee
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ehhh today is a lazyyy ass day.. me and matt got up around 1230 and went and took a shower together and then we decided to go to the mall for a lil while.. sooo many people were stopping us and asking us if they were our kids.. and then one lady goes omgg you loook soo young and you have two kids already and im like wellll technically 3 we have one on the way together and she laughed and goes wow your sooo much like my daughter.. come to find out her daughter is my brothers girlfirend.. lmao cant ya see i dont get along with much of my family to know i was talking to my brothers girlfriends, mother.. lol well anyway i got a few pairs of shorts.. cuz nothing really fits right.. lol my ass got big i guess being prego sucks.. now were home the kids are watchin Lilo and Stich and matts layin down.. so im kinda bored.. so i decided to update this thing.. ill prob. update it again later.. tonight sometime..
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Last nite me and matt had a great time together.. we 1st went out to great adventure.. haha childish huh? we really only went on 2 rides.. the ferris wheel.. and free fall.. and then we went to get something to eat and then we went home and watched a movie together cuddled.. matt is soo the right one for me.. many people tell me different but since hes the father of my kids and ive been with him forever im gonna have to say he IS the right one for me.. i love the kid to death! today we went to a cook out for my nephews 1st birthday.. he was all excited and didnt know what was going on.. the kids had a great time running around and playing with all the toys that they had for the kids to play.. come to find out my sisters pregnant again with a lil gurl and shes due in september.. lol my sister and i dont really talk and i was def. the last one to find out about her being pregnant.. i felt like i was being left out lol.. she knows im pregnant once she told me she was having a lil gurl i was like awww well im gonna be havin a lil boy... tonight who knows whats gonna happen.. all the kids are sleeping so me and matt will prob. sit down talk and cuddle and watch tv... well thats all i have for now....ill update later..
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Last nite me and matt had a great time together.. we 1st went out to great adventure.. haha childish huh? we really only went on 2 rides.. the ferris wheel.. and free fall.. and then we went to get something to eat and then we went home and watched a movie together cuddled.. matt is soo the right one for me.. many people tell me different but since hes the father of my kids and ive been with him forever im gonna have to say he IS the right one for me.. i love the kid to death! today we went to a cook out for my nephews 1st birthday.. he was all excited and didnt know what was going on.. the kids had a great time running around and playing with all the toys that they had for the kids to play.. come to find out my sisters pregnant again with a lil gurl and shes due in september.. lol my sister and i dont really talk and i was def. the last one to find out about her being pregnant.. i felt like i was being left out lol.. she knows im pregnant once she told me she was having a lil gurl i was like awww well im gonna be havin a lil boy... tonight who knows whats gonna happen.. all the kids are sleeping so me and matt will prob. sit down talk and cuddle and watch tv... well thats all i have for now....ill update later..
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Welll we just got home from being out all day...and me and matt are going to be having a baby boy. We are both sooo happy and words cant explain how we feel right now.. We went to his parents house and we told them and they were both soo happy that we went shopping for some things for the new baby... then we went over to my parents and they were both soo excited again.. that there gonna be grandparents all over again.. overall this day has been one of the bests i've had in a while... After i get off here me and matt are gonna go take a shower together and then watch Honey.. lol i love that movie.. the kids are already sleeping so now we have the night to our selves.. ill update tomorrow hopefully.. much love
Heather
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Ahh im soo happy Jessica did my layout for me.. well today i had work from 6-12 and then came home to watch the kids so matt could be in class by 130... so me and the kids went in the pool for a lil while until it started to rain and thunder out of no where.. now where all sitting here.. there eating there pizza i made them for lunch and then later when matt gets home from class im going to the doctors to find out what sex the baby is.. im soo excited to find out i cant wait.. with the twins i waited until they were born to find out but with this one i just cant.. i want to know already.. i wanna start the room already lol .. Last night it was soo cute me and matt where laying down and he turns the other way and im like BABYY turn back and face me i dont wanna see your back.. and i guess when he was turned the other way he got me the bracelet that he gave to me once he turned back and faced me.. The bracelet is soo nice.. its all white gold.. and it says Matthew and Heather.. and engraved in the middle it says baby i love you with all of my heart.. and the boys are looking over us... (( for all of you who dont know last christmas i miscarrieded at 25 weeks)) very hard time for us.. but its okay because i know there looking over us and are happy up there... I think after the doctors were going to go to matts parents house to show them the kids they haven't seen them in a while and then were gonna go out to dinner tonight.. But im gonna stop writing so i can eat something and get ready for the doctors so when matt gets home we can just leave... Much love.. Heather
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well today.. me the kids and matt went shopping all day long.. we were looking for new things for the baby.. we got a few things but thats about it... matts soo happy about this baby.. hes looking forward to it soo much. i juss love seeing how happy he is all the time anymore! tonight me and him plan on cuddling all night since we really havent't been able to spend much time together lately.. with work and everything else going on..but im gonna go watch a movie with him now ill update sometime later...
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