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08:41pm 12/08/2004
 
mood: depressed
UGH!
 
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You Are The Drug That Gets Me High   
12:55am 12/08/2004
  - NOW -
CLOTHES: pj pants and an old navy tshirt
MOOD: sad/tired/excited
MUSIC: Crossfade-Cold
TASTE: something sweet
MAKE-UP: nothing..i just took it all off
HAIR: down..wavy...just got outa the shower
ANNOYANCE: going back to school, the lunch scheduals, how this summer was, myself
SMELL: my hair. herbal essences!
FAVORITE ARTIST: ...idk
DESKTOP PICTURE: Ryan Cabrera
FAVORITE GROUP: idk
BOOK YOU'RE READING: none...i should be reading the color of water for school and my drivers ed book
CD IN PLAYER: led zep, lbc, and a few others
DVD IN PLAYER: Uptown Girls
COLOR OF TOENAILS: light purple
REFRESHMENT: none at the moment...i want water...or soda
WORRY: ah too many to list

- L A S T . P E R S O N ... -
YOU TOUCHED: myself?
YOU TALKED TO: my momma
HUGGED: Justine
YOU INSTANT MESSAGED: Sarah
YOU YELLED AT: hmm....who did i last yell at?
YOU KISSED: that can stay classified

- F A V O R I T E ... -
FOOD: that brownie desert thing from chilies
DRINK: dr pepper
COLOR: blue
ALBUM: ah idk i cant choose
SHOES: my new dcs or my brown sandals
CANDY: i always change that..i guess peanut butter cups
ANIMAL: doggie or a seal or kangeroo cuz theyre all just so darn cuuute
TV SHOW: real world, family guy, boy meets world, southpark
MOVIE: ohhh i have a lot
DANCE: dance?like the macarena?then that
SONG: i have a lot
VEGETABLE: green beans
FRUIT: im gonna have to go with cherries or strawberries. or watermelon
CARTOON: family guy

- A R E . Y O U ... -
UNDERSTANDING: i can be and tru to be
OPEN-MINDED: i can be and try to be
ARROGANT: i can be that too
INSECURE: yes
INTERESTING: you tell me
RANDOM: haha are you kidding me. YES!
HUNGRY: not really
SMART: yes...i can be very blonde too
MOODY: ya i def can be that
CHILDISH: sometimes
HARD WORKING: sometimes
ORGANIZED: when i want to
HEALTHY: ....
SHY: i can be
DIFFICULT: yeeeeah
ATTRACTIVE: you tell me
BORED EASILY: ya
MESSY: yeeeah
THIRSTY: a little
RESPONSIBLE: yeah sorta
OBSESSED: i can get that way
ANGRY: no
SAD: uh huh
HAPPY: am i a happy person?sure
HYPER: not at the moment
TRUSTING: maybe a little too trusting
TALKATIVE: sometimes
LEGAL: ha..ha..erm..no

- W H O . D O . Y O U . W A N T . T O ... -
KILL: no one
SLAP: eh theres a few people
GET REALLY WASTED WITH: idk...it doesnt really matter as long as its fun right?right. ill go with uhm Justine or maybe Sarah
GET HIGH WITH: im not sure...if i were to even ever get high idk who id want it to be with
LOOK LIKE: idk
MY NAME IS: Marie
IN THE MORNING I AM: tired, dazed, not happy
ALL I NEED IS: friends and people i care about
LOVE IS: pain? idk thats a quote or something isnt it?
I'M AFRAID OF: spiders
I DREAM ABOUT: weird things, people

- W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R -
COKE OR PEPSI: pepsi
FLOWERS OR CANDY: flowers
TALL OR SHORT: tall

- W I T H . T H E . O P P O S I T E . S E X -
WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST: eyes or smile
LAST PERSON YOU SLOW DANCED WITH: hmm...doug...ah...wait? was it?i cant remember
MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: any drunk guy
MAKES YOU SMILE: yeeeah....
GIVES YOU A FUNNY FEELING WHEN YOU SEE THEM: like horny feeling?!?! oh come on guys...i'm a good girl 0:)

- H A V E . Y O U . E V E R -
FALLEN FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?: na...yeah
BEEN REJECTED?: yeah
USED SOMEONE?: prolly...yeah
BEEN CHEATED ON?: no
DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRET?: ah

- E X T R A S -
SMOKE CIGARETTES?: i have befroe like once
COULD YOU LIVE WITHOUT THE COMPUTER?: well..yes
COLOR YOUR HAIR?: ive highlighted it b4
EVER GET OFF THE DAMN COMPUTER?: yes sir
HABLA ESPANOL?: si a little
HOW MANY PEEPS ARE ON UR BUDDY LIST?: lemme check..................200
DRINK ALCOHOL?: sometimes
LIKE WATCHING SUNRISES OR SUNSETS?: yes
WHAT HURTS THE MOST, PHYSICAL OR EMOTIONAL PAIN?: emotional

- N U M B E R -
OF TIMES I HAVE HAD MY HEART BROKEN: 3
OF HEARTS I HAVE BROKEN: a few
OF CONTINENTS I HAVE LIVED IN: 1
OF CD'S THAT I OWN: a lot
OF SCARS ON MY BODY: im not counting...not many though
OF THINGS IN MY PAST THAT I REGRET: ah stop with the regrets

- Y O U R . T H O U G H T S -
I KNOW: that i am goign to be very tired tomorrow
I WANT: somebody
I HAVE: music playing
I WISH: on a star?
I HATE: a few people
I FEAR: some things
I HEAR: tv and music
I SEARCH: for things
I WONDER: about something
I REGRET: ah
I LOVE: my friends
I ACHE: in my shoulders?
I CARE: about friends
I ALWAYS: Call my mom
I AM NOT: ready for the future
I DANCE: ocassionally
I SING: not very well
I CRY: over things
I DO NOT ALWAYS: do what i should
I FIGHT: myself
I WRITE: words?
I WIN: nothing
I LOSE: at things
I CONFUSE: people
I LISTEN: to people
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: at work
I NEED: a hug
I AM HAPPY: when i bought my led zep shirts and cd
I SHOULD HAVE: gotten my permit earlier
 
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chinesse dude, mall+money=things ive been really wanting, MR&LZ, all in all a good time   
07:44pm 11/08/2004
 
mood: thoughtful
music: Matchbook Romance-Stay Tonight
yaaaaaaaaaa... lol weird title. first i'd like to say something. i meen type something. i hate when people get mad at you just cuz theyre jealous. i seriously do. its so gay. its really immature too. i meen... come on now...everyone gets jealous...i get jealous a lot! but do i act gay about it?no. i either 1) hide my feelings. 2)forget about it or 3) vent to someone. it seriously pisses me off. another thing i hate is when people get mad cuz you dont like them. its like well SORRY i thought i made it clear that i didnt liek you like that and never would. i cant help my feelings. fucking faggets. pisses me off. sorry...now that i got that out.....

so justine and i went to the mall yesterday. HAHA in the car on the way to the mall it was f-in hilarious. haha justine had the urge...when we were at a stoplight to bang on the glass at this goofy lookin chinesse dude in the car next to us. he was pretty goofy looking...so he looks over and shes like HHHHEEEEEEEEEYYYYYY! and she ducks...and hes looking at her shaking his head...and hes still shaking it when he looks foreward again. ha..then she bangs on the glass again and was like HEEEEYYY SEXY!!!!!!!!! and ducks. he like starred her down and lookeed like he was about to kill her. it was hilarious. so the mall was fun. i got some of my school shopping done...i still have a lotta things to get though. i got some jeans from ae (which i might add look very fine on me...JK but i love them) some underware from there, and two shirts, 2 pairs of jeans from pacsun and also 2 shirts shoes a belt and a hoodie that i love from there, then thongs and a purse from charlotte russe (i was disappointed..none of their jeans fit me right i was mad cuz i love the store) i also got 2 led zep shirts which made me a very happy girl and bbc sessions led zep cd. i was very happy about that. now im saving up all my money for the cape. i really really wanna get a lifegaurd sweatshirt there. 12 more days bitch! aw schools starting soon....aw that meens the drama starts. gotta love that shit! i dont wanna go to school. and the lunches are gonna be muy gay...mucho gay....hmm i like muy gay better. ah i love matchbook romance. yep i'm being random again. yay for randomness!right sarah? ha ima dork fo sho. yep ok...i'm gonna spare myself from acting even more stupid and leave..

<3 Marie
 
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survey   
08:50pm 09/08/2004
  What is your name?: Marie
How old are you?: 16
When is your Birthday?: may 24
What is your zodiac sign?: gemini
Where were you born?: ct
Where do you live now?: agawam
What color eyes do you have?: blue
What color hair do you have?: dirty blonde
How tall are you?: 5'3
How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies): 100-104..and yes i'm being honest
What is your race?: cacasion
What is your worst fear?: hmm..being alone, spiders,dieing
Do you smoke?: no but i have
Do you drink?: why yes i do
Do you cuss?: fuck yeah bitch
Do you use drugs?: no and never have
Have you ever or will you ever steal?: nope...will i?maybe
Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: sure
Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: good?no bad?yes
Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: ears and cartilage
If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: none...fuck serial killers
Do you suffer from depression disorder?: no
If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?: well thats a sad question..in my sleep many yrs from now but you cant choose the way you die so why ask such a stupid question?
Have you ever tried to commit suicide?: no
Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?: to some else...yes
What subculture do you belong too?: hmm..none
Are you evil?: no... 0:)
Do you believe that you can be possesed?: no
Are you a paranoid person?: yes
Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?: of course.who doesn't?
Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?: yes i can be
Are you a violent person?: italian bitch..ha
Do you take your anger out on other people?: i have before
Do you blame other people for your mistakes?: i have in the past
What is your favorite game?: what type of game?
What is your favorite movie?: i have a few billy madison the notebook the missing
Who is your favorite band?: ah a lot
What is your favorite song?: oh i have too many
What kind of books and/or magazines do you read?: teen people
What is your favorite color?: blue
What is your favorite food?: hm...that brownie desert at chillies
What is your favorite drink?: dr pepper
Do you own a pari of converse?: no
Do you own a pair of dickies?: no
Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?: not myself and only kill someone else if it was self defense
Are you a virgin?: indeed i am
Are you kinky?: hehe 0:)
Do you like biting?: bite bite
Do you masturbate?: 24/7
Do you watch pornography?: oh yes alllll the fucking time
Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?: no
Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way?: no..never
Are you hyper active person?: maybe
Are you religious?: not like PRAISE THE LORD HALLELUYAH!
Do you have any self inflicted scars?: no
Does pain turn you on?: oh yes i love S&M!!!!!no dumbass
Do you stand for originality and creativity?: yes
Do you like meeting new people?: yeeesss i do...well as long as theyre not bitches and they're good people
What do you like most about life?: friends, guys, music..ya
What do you dislike most about life?: how its so confusing...i dont understand guys, how people can be...theres a lot
Do you believe in love at first fright?: ha of course...NOT
Have you ever pierced a body part yourself?: na
Have you ever had to beg for dinner money?: uhh no
Do you own a car?: nope
Have you been to jail, yet?: no
Are your clothes held together with safety pins?: no
Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows?: no
Have you ever vomit while making out?: ...no thats gross
Have you held a job for less than a day?: no
Do you own more than two pair of jeans?: ...of course...wtf?
Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason?: no..well maybe
Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house?: no
Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude?: no not yet
Does the world piss you off?: no..im not a constantly angry person
 
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"YES MARIE WE MADE IT!!" (WHAM!)   
08:24pm 09/08/2004
 
mood: pissed off
music: Death Cab For Cutie- Company Calls Epilogue
ya so we had a hard time getting out and an even harder time getting out. and it wasnt worth it. i was pissed..still kinda am. justine was wicked mad. im not gonna tell what happened cuz i just dont f-in feel like it.

so tomorrow justine and i are going to the mall school clothes shopping! and then i gotta work 5-10...SUPER! then wed 1-6 and thurs my moms havin me do shit, fri my parents are going to the casino for all day and into the night so i dont think i can do anything unless someone wants to pick me up ha. sat im working 5-10 also. ive never worked those hrs on a sat b4 i dont think. i guess were gonna do a lotta shopping at the cape too. im excited. i cant wait to go! the 23rd and 24th. woot woot. ya i have nothing really good to say so untill next time..........


<3 Marie
 
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well folks...   
07:21pm 07/08/2004
 
mood: nervous
music: Sarah McLachlan-I Will Remember You
well, this may be my last time updating if things go wrong tonight. lets pray that they don't. I'm so nervous. 1 i gaurentee that i'll be stripped of my social life, computer, phone, and prolly my tv and stereo. 2.) Justine and i prolly wouldnt be allowed to hang out anymore. yep so everyone wish me luck!!

Its funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word we are screaming inside but we can't be heard-SM
 
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headache...   
08:02pm 06/08/2004
 
mood: uncomfortable
music: Matchbook Romance_My Eyes
i am so tired right now and have a wicked headache. so tomorrow im working 11-3 and i guess im sleeping over Justine's tomorrow night. we were gonna sneak out but idk if thats happening now..idk. it would be good tho cuz her mom goes to bed real early. and then sunday if im not working we're either going to congamon and robinson. work sucked today. badly. yep. i dont feel like saying anything...well...bye...

<3 Marie
 
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No Need For A Title   
07:53pm 05/08/2004
  so yesterday i wored 2-6. i told Nick id cover for him wed since i wasnt schedualed to work cuz hes getting his wisdom teeth pulled.ouch. but i couldnt do tues cuz i was schedualed to work the same hrs as him anyways. so i cut myself on something in the jean rack. i didnt even feel it i just looked at my hand and it was bleeding. it would stop so i just got a banaide so i wouldnt get anything on the clothes. i saw some people i knew. uhh it was a pretty boring work day. well until Nick came in for 5 so like the last hour/ half hour we talked the whole time. so straight from work i went to Jackie's. then Jackie invited me to the beach wed so that sucked...i had a feeling something like that would happen after i told Nick id cover for him. its 1-6 too so thats 5 hrs and basically my whole day. i really wanted to go to the beach too. damnit. went swimming watched a movie i got home at like 1130. the people were from Jackies church but i knew some of them from scs. and then one goes to my school. so Jackie and i talked about how gay lunch is gonna be with the stupid new rule and 3 lunches. assholes. so i guess saturday Justine is supposed to sleep over. im not sure what the hell we're doing exactly. well i have an idea but im not sure what exactly the plan is. oh ya i guess Justine and I are going to the cape or thats the plan... the 23 and 24. yay i can get a lifegaurd sweatshirt! ive been wanting one so bad. ha and we can go into spank the monkey!! lol. yay! lol. i also hear there are hott guys downt there so thats a plus. pre season starts the 26th and if im not on varsity im just quitting. if i play field hockey i may not be able to work at pacsun. so after the season ends id have to start the job searching process again! that sucks!oh well. im gonna be so busy. but once the season is over things will be a little easier and a weight will be lifted. but i have like all advanced classes work (possibly) and field hockey. ill have almost no social life for at least two months. great. but i love field hockey. maybe not most of the people on the team but regardless i love playing it. i hope some people dont come back this yr. i hope! i hope! i hope! lol. im not looking foreward to school at all cuza the new lunch shit. lunch was like the break of the day and now we get 30 mins, 3 lunches, AND NO LUNCH PRIVLEDGES!! that sucks. lol i only used my lunch privledges once. and we left early before lunch anyways and it wasnt even worth it. we had to walk the whole way to the store and then we didnt even want anything. i really need to get my permit. well ive bored you enough for now. ha i think im gonna have to harrass...no not harrass idk the right word but... ya that word w/e it is sarah about something in her journal lol. im jk tho. well anyways enough of this shit im gonna go watch a movie or something....

<3 Marie

My Eyes Burn From These Tears You Think You'd Learn After These Years Good Things Won't Last Forever-Matchbook Romance
 
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surveys stolen from some melo...yes this is long   
12:46am 04/08/2004
  FIRSTS:
First best friend: Jackie Van Etten ive known that girl since i was 3 and were still friends
First real memory of something: my cousin Stephanie and I playing boat lol
First funeral: my grandpa Joe :/
First Crush: omg...this is embarrasing but Kevin Oaks... i dont even know why
First pet(s): prolly giggers my old kitty
First credit card: none yet
First enemy: hmm...monica i think
First big trip: nh
First play/musical/performance: when i took dance

LASTS:
Last kiss: hehe
Last good cry: i dont remember
Last library book checked out: i dont remember that either
Last movie seen at movie theater: anchorman...it was stupid
Last beverage drank: coke
Last food consumed: cotton candy
Last tv show watched: elimidate
Last time showered: this am
Last cd played: its a complete catastrophe: blink 182
Last disappointment: hmmm...having to work tomorrow
Last soda drank: coke
Last website visited: blurty
Three things you are often complimented for: my eyes, my hair, and my body
You get embarrassed when: when i do something stupid....i get embarrassed by a lotta things

Yes or No...
You keep a journal: this one
You like to cook: not really...sometimes i feel like it
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: ya prolly
You set your watch a few minutes ahead: no and i dont wear a watch
You believe in love: well, i believe in love that it will fucking kill you but it can also be a very good thing. many people think theyre in love when they really arent. people also get married to early...fuck i could go on and on about this subject but im gonna stop....

Do You...?
Take a shower every day: yeah
Have any crushes: possibly
Think you know you've been in love: no
Have any tattoos/where?: no..i want one
Piercings/where?: cartialage,ears and i wanna get 2nd holes...i used to want my belly button but theres too many problems with it
Think you're a health freak: no
Get along with your parents: usually

When you see this name you think of...
Rob: pirate
Drew: braces and glasses and buck teeth lol
Heather: girl from work..a little weird
Aaron: gay
Paul: a really really weird gay ass fucking kid
Eve: adam and eve
Jack: from will and grace

Random...
Screen Name: thats not important
Sign: gemini
Natural Hair Color: dirty blonde
Current Hair Color: dirty blonde
Birthplace: ct

Favorites...
Number: 2
Color: blue
Day: hmm.. it all depends on whats happening
Month: october
Song: too many
Food: this brownie desert thing from chillies
Season: summer/fall
Drink: alcoholic drink? green apple smirnoff
Vegetable: i dont really like vegtables too much.. ill go with carrots

Preferences...
Cuddle or Make Out: cant choose i love em both... so a little of both
Chocolate Milk or Hot Chocolate: Hot chocolate
Dark or White Chocolate: dark
Vanilla or Chocolate: vanilla

In the last 24 hours, have you...
Cried: no
Helped Someone: yes
Bought Something: no
Gotten Sick: no
Gone to the Movies: no
Gone out for Dinner: no
Said "I love you": to my mom
Written a real letter: no
Talked to an ex: no
Missed an ex: no
Written in a journal: yes this one
Had a serious talk: no not real serious
Missed Someone: yes
Hugged Someone: yes
Kissed Someone: its a possibility




The Ultimate Kissing Survey

Age of first kiss: ha 14

French kissing is: a fun thing to do

The worst kind of kiss is: worst kind...i dont think there is a worst kind

The best kisser you know: hmm ;)

The worst kisser you know: jay

The celebrity you'd like to kiss: colin farrel or ryan cabrerra...fucking hott as hell i love thsoe two

Friend you would like to kiss: that i havent kissed yet? none

Favorite movie kiss: idk

Do you kiss on the first date? suurree unless i havent known them before hand

Eyes open or closed? closed of course....its not poliet to stare ;)

Ever kissed a friend's boyfriend or girlfriend? a friends? no and i wouldnt do that to one of my friends

The last person you kissed: thats my own secret

Best placed to be kissed: ha...

Have you kissed someone of the same sex? ...no thanks

What about the opposite sex? of course

Do you consider kissing cheating? haha...well..i always seem to change my mind on that one...well ill put it this way...if my bf kissed another girl...id be pissed

The longest you've gone without a kiss: hmm...idk

The kiss you regret most is: i dont regret any...

Kissing in public is: making out...no who wants to watch two people suck face at like the mall..not me

Tongue rings are: sexy

Two girls kissing is: not for me

Two guys kissing is: aw gay guys are cute...but hey w/e you wanna do


Name: doesnt really matter as long as it isnt something gay like greg or darren or drew or bob..y aknow those kinda names
Hair Color: lately ive been like the brown hair but blonde is good too i just happen to be attracted to darker haired guys
Hair Style: longish
Eye Color: brown...sometimes blue eyes on guys are really nice too
Age: ha..age
Height: i like tall guys...they have to be at least taller than me
Size: average..in shape
Body Build: not too muscular...just a little
Ethnicity: doesnt matter
Glasses: not usually but it looks kinda cute on some guys
Piercings: ears or tounge
Chest Hair: no
Big ol Booty? ha..no not really bubble butts are cute tho
Label: hmm...i dont have one set style...i like punk...kinda prepish..idk not too preppy...ah im not gonna explain what i like


{His Mind}

In school?: yes
What does he want to be/do when he grows up?: ha not anything like a garbage man
Can he speak another language? if he can thats good for him
Can he read music?: doesnt have to but thats cool if he can
Can he read guitar tabs?: same as the above
Can he play guitar?: its a plus
Piano?: sure
Drums?: sure
Some other instrument?: w/e
Can he write music?: if he wants
Will he write songs about you?: if he wants
Will he write poems about you?: no
Will he be artistic in some way?: sure
Will he "blind you with science"?: ummmm?


[His Style]

Party hopper or stay at home?: ha stay at home?no way wheres the fun in that?? i like the party hopper but its ok if he does both just not sxe
Straight A student or drop out?: rather have him be straight a then drop out
Does he have a best friend?: if he wants
Is it you?: sure
Is he straight or bi?: def straight
Religious? What type?: he doesnt have to be
Virgin? till marriage or till "the right time"?: the right time
Should he be able to bake or cook?: if he wants
Is it okay for him to have alot of gal pals?: well i get jealous. but its not like im gonna stop him as long as theyre just friends
Outgoing or shy?: outgoing...definatly
Should he watch chick flicks?: is he gay? maybe only with me...but i dont watch too many of those
Would he be a smoker?: preffably not but if he does its alright
Drinking?: OF COURSE!
Cursing?: who doesnt
Does he play football(US)?: if he wants
Soccer?: ^
Baseball?: ^
Basketball?: ^
Rugby?: ^
Golf?: ^
Does he drag race?: ^
Does he have a "pimped up" ride?: sure...but im not gonna judge him on his "ride"
Can he surf?: its cool if he does
Skateboard?: i dont really like the skate boarding thing...
Snowboard?: sure if he wants
Would he have an accent?: if he did itd be irish


{You and Him}

Does he kiss on the first date?: if ive known him beforehand...yeah
Where does he take you?: out to eat you meen? im guessing from the next question. chilies lol...or idk anywhere thats good
Does he pay?: i feel bad..but if he really wants too.
Would he lay under the stars with you and spout random philosiphies?: haha sure
Would he use endearments?:huh?
Would you hold hands?: yes
Would you ever stay the night at his place?: indeed i would
Would he give you flowers/candy or a big expensive gift?: lol expensive gifts are nice but id be happy with just flowers and candy. just cuz he was my bf doesnt meen hes gotta buy me things or pay for me thats not what a relationship is all about. its nice but not a necessary
Would he walk you to your door at the end of the night?: ya
How would he propose?: im too younge to think of that
Lastly, after you meet, get hitched, etc. what do you name your kids?: if i wanted kids... girl- either nicole, cameran, or anastasia boy- either grant, nick, shawn, or corey
 
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Hey There, I Know Its Hard To Feel Like I Dont Care At All, Where You Are And How I Feel   
08:41pm 03/08/2004
 
mood: naughty
music: Hawthorne Heights-Ohio Is For Lovers
thats a good song... Hawthorne Heights-Ohio is for Lovers. im tired right now. i woke up at 930, which is amazing lol and i wasnt tired, took a shower, talked on the phone and then around 1230 i realized i was tired and took a nap from then till 430. i feel like going to sleep now even tho its only 9. tomorrow i have to work, 2-6 and then after that im going straight to Jackie's for a pool party?? idk somethings going on there. i think it'll be fun... i havent hung out with Jackie in forever and i have been meening to. i just hope some people arent there..yaaa...so anyways im going there. i dont know what we're doin besides swimming lol. or even if im staying the night there. hmmm....shit...i was gonna study my permit book tomorrow after work..oh well i guess ill have to after Jackie's. and saturday hopefully (knock on wood) Justine is sleeping over and hanging out with shake and people??????? im not sure...but she said something to him. fri im on call 5-10 i think so that meens Maries not doing anything fri. thurs hopefully im going for my permit. sat i have to work 11-3...thats the earliest ive ever had to work. its going to fucking suck. im gonna have to get up at like 8...shit. oh well...i just cant wait till next fri. payday. then that meens SHOPPING! woot woot. i really want this one shirt from pacsun too but im being good and waiting. i really want this led zep shirt too. and i really really wanna go to charlotte russe and of course pacsun. where else? hmm im not sure but ill figure that out when we go to the mall. ha i practically live there now since ive been working.oh ya brandon went home yesterday. we had him since fri and we went over there at like 9ish cuz they needed us to bring something over and we were there for two hrs. i thought it was gonna be short. but ya it was nice tho to actually talk to my cousin again and even my aunt and uncle...except Ricky seemed like he had something wrong with him or something on his mind...idk. hes a nice guy tho and im so happy for my cousin...im glad she finally found a guy that treats her good and isnt an asshole. sure theres some problems....but this is the best bf shes had...and hes not ugly either lol. they make sucha cute couple. ha she was kinda pissed when i told her anne thoguht he was cute i was like well i told her hes 26 and shes only 16 theres nothing to worry about. wow....hes 5 yrs older than Stephanie. well thats not bad seeing as theyre both in their 20s.....ya im gonna stop now cuz im just rambling on and on....

<3 Marie
 
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stolen from sarah....as usual   
08:56pm 01/08/2004
  i'd be...
If I were a month I would be: hmm i would be...October...yeah
If I were a day of the week I would be: thats a tough one...either friday or saturday
If I were a time of day I would be: 12:01 am
If I were a planet I would be: venus...you penis...im so fucking weird
If I were a sea animal I would be: a seal...warf warf?is that the noise seals make? ah or a whale. grr or a dolphin. im gonna go with a seal. wait wait...i heard that dolphins are the only animal that gets an orgasm. is that true?
If I were a direction I would be: straight
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: bed..
If I were a liquid I would be: i was gonna say an iced latte cuz thats what im drinking right now and it makes you wicked hyper and...weird... lol but im gonna go with green apple smirnoff :)
If I were a stone, I would be: emerald
If I were a bird, I would be: cockatoo
If I were a tool, I would be: a penis
If I were a kind of weather: sunny or rainy...sunny i guess
If I were a mythical creature, I would be : unicorn
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: drums or gutair, drums or guitar, drums or gutiar...guitar
If I were a color, I would be: blue
If I were an emotion, I would be: that feeling when your around someone you like, love, or happiness...cant choose
If I were a vegetable, I would be: ...i dont like vegtables too much...i guess...a carrot
If I were an element, I would be: air, water, fire? or the element chart....element chart-oxygen, the other one- fire
If I were a song, I would be: right now...drinking for 11
If I were a book, I would be written by: myself
If I were a food, I would be: that brownie icecream dessert thing at chillies
If I were a material, I would be: wood..ha
If I were a taste, I would be: sweet
If I were a word, I would be: hmm....complexity or tantalizing...i think those words sound idk...yeah im not finishing my thought
If I were an object, I would be: a condom...
If I were a body part I would be: eyes
If I were a facial expression I would be: that drunken serious look hahaha
If I were a subject in school I would be: english
If I were a shape I would be: circle
If I were a number I would be: 21


yeah most of that was bs cuz i was just bored and messing around...dont take it seriously....
 
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I have three holes in my head...   
08:45pm 01/08/2004
 
mood: naughty
music: Mad Caddies- Drinking For 11
yep. i got my ears re pierced and my cartilage re pierced. i worked 2-7 today. it was very busy. sarah came in! with stephanie and kara. they were trying to do something to jeff... i have to see how that one turned out. i talked with them for awhile. ohh ya that kid came in...corey? is that his name? ya. anyways i think he was mad cuz i pretended like i didnt know him and plus i never hung out with him. oops. but he seemed a little sketchy. he asked me to get him shoes but they didnt have his size. then i saw jen balesky and some girl. uhm oh and vanessa and lori? came in. then on my break i saw kailin and heather and ashley with some girl. talked with them. i guess im supposed to be working 4 days this week and im on call fri. im working tomorrow 1-5 thats gonna suck going in at one but itll be good to get out at 5 and then maybe ill actually study for my permit. oh fri anne also came over. i watched the butterfly effect, it was pretty good. i wanna see mystic river, cold mountain, bourne supremacy, and the village. oh yeah.. that kyle kid imed me again last night...i was like jeez this kid doesnt know when to quit after i basically called him ugly, said he couldnt get girls, said his personality sucked, prolly a few other things...i woulda never talked to that person again if they did that to me i would also be wicked upset. after that i thought hed see i dont wanna talk to him. oh well. i HOPE last night i got it through to him. uhm lets see...oh saturday? yeah i think so.. i think justines sleeping over? after work? im not sure. well thats it..
i love this song.. Mad Caddies-Drinking For 11

i wanna know what your feeling if you feeling alone
i wanna hear that you still care
the last time that i remembered you was the last time that i wasn't scared
when the night starts fading and the morning arrives
i wanna still feel you around
will you creep into my head again and pick me up off the ground
 
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yup :)   
01:54am 31/07/2004
  YES ITS TRUE.....I AM AN IDIOT!  
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not a good one   
11:03pm 29/07/2004
 
mood: infuriated
music: nothing
today sucks..and to make it even BETTER....southwick...no this time its mr camerota says we cnat leave school for lunch and we are now gonna have shortened lunches!wtf is that shit...somebodys asking for their balls to be shot off...
 
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So, I Hold My Breath To Forget...   
03:15pm 28/07/2004
 
mood: indescribable
music: Led Zeppelin- Black Dog
so sarah and i had another very...good convo about guys n such last night...well this am. i sitll dont understand why other little bitchy girls can get a nice cute guy and have a bf when we cant get guys that we want. actually i dont think ill ever understand that. maybe i should start being an ugly bitch and it would work. jk. haha "i have to question my looks to a fucking peperoni pizza!!" oh man.

so ya anyways today im on call...which meens i have to call at 5 and see if they need me for 6 which sucks balls. yes i just said "it sucks balls" i dont think ive ever used that phrase before. i wanna go to the beach but its too cold out. or somewhere thats close enough to the beach. well i have nothing good to say

<3 Marie


Welcome to nowhere and finding out where it is
And fixing your problems and starting over agin
Your feeding your ego with what you can see outside
And your killing yourself for not speaking your mind
Because I can't wait for you to catch up with me
And I can't live in the past and drown myself in memories
-Shinedown

Yes, there are two paths you can go by, but in the long run
There's still time to change the road you're on.
-Led Zep
 
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I'm Alright, I'm Alright, It Only Hurts When I Breathe...   
02:17pm 27/07/2004
 
mood: envious
music: Greenwheel-Breathe
....i have really nothing good to say. i just felt like updating...suprisingly. well those guys called again..when was it? sunday? and i just made up another excuse but seriously its kinda weird they ask me to go to a party with them and not even have a real convo with them. ya know? my fingers are feeling tingly..hmm. well im on call tomorrow...whoopie de fricken do. hey at least i get money. which i need. uhm lets see...what else.. well this is my first real entry in awhile. today i think i have to clean the house. OH!i have to study for my permit cuz i needa stop putting this off.. well thats it....BYYYE

<3 Marie

And what did you expect..
A perfect child?
Raised by tv sets..
Abandoned every mile
We never get respect..
Never a fair trial..
No one gives a shit ..
As long as we smile..
Smile..
Smile..
-Smile Empty Soul
 
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You've got to trust your instinct, and let go of regret   
09:23pm 24/07/2004
 
mood: flirty
music: LBC-Do You Miss Me
A - Act your age? i think so...i can be immature sometimes too but i think im mature for my age
B - Born on what day of the week? tues?
C - Chore you hate? cleaning.
D - Dad's name? Joesph
E - Essential makeup item? eyeliner mascara eye shadow
F - Favorite actor? Colin Farrell...sooo hott want to touch the hiney gotta love billy madison
G - Gold or silver? silver
H - Hometown? Agawam
I - Instruments you play? my tounge
J - Job title? pacsun worker
K - Kids? yeap...about 5..no really...of course not
L - Living arrangements? i live in a blue house in agawam with my parents and brother
M - Mum's name? mums? english accent eh? Cheryl
N - Number of people you've ever loved? hmm...real love..no
O - Overnight hospital stays? well..when i was born of course
P - Phobia? spiders, needles, soemtimes hieghts..i can handle em
Q - Quote you like? oh man...theres toooooo many
R - Reason for doing this quiz? bored
S- Siblings? yes
T - Time you wake up? ha..late
U - Unique habit? i make myself burp?idk i prolly have a lot
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat? spinach
W - Worst habit? bitting my lip
X - X-rays you've had? teeth and leg
Y - Yummy food you make? cookies biatch
Z - Zodiac Sign? gemini


I REGRET- i try not to regret..but unfortunatly i have a few regrets
I WISH - i had my liscence and i wish...no i wish for a lotta things ill just keep them to myself
I LOVE – guys
I MISS - someone
I FEAR – spiders
I WANT – ryan cabrera and colin farrel
I HEAR – "Stairway To Heaven"-Led Zep
I SEARCH – for someone?


LAST TIME YOU...

SMILED? a little while ago
CRIED? hmi dont even remember
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yesterday...no wait today
DANCED? a few days ago
HAMMERED? eh its been awhile...damn
KISSED SOMEONE? hmm real kiss like make out kiss or just a kiss?see these little details matter
TALKED TO AN EX? not in awhile....a long while
LAST THING YOU READ? <--- that
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW ON THE BIG SCREEN? Anchorman
LAST TIME YOU HAD SEX/MADE LOVE? last night
NUMBER YOU CALLED? i called anne back
LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED? a little while ago...and the last night thing ya i was jk by the way
LAST SHOW YOU WATCHED ON TV? newlyweds...nothings on
LAST SONG YOU HEARD? still hearing stairway to heaven
LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK? milk
YOU ATE? clam chowder and grilled cheese :)

DO YOU...

HAVE A CRUSH? me?have a crush?are you kidding? ya
HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? no
READ THE NEWSPAPER? not often
HAVE ANY GAY, BISEXUAL OR LESBIAN FRIENDS? hmm...actually no i have gay aquanentces(?) i spell for shit
BELIEVE IN MIRACLES? yea
BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER? yes..hard but yes
DRINK ALCOHOL? yeap
BELIEVE IN GOD? yes
HAVE ANY SECRETS? yeah
HAVE ANY PETS? yesum
GO TO OR PLAN TO GO TO UNIVERSITY? yes
HAVE ANY TATTOOS? no but i think i want one
HAVE A BEST FRIEND? are you kidding! sarah and i are like bff4elksljfhisojfmncsia
HAVE ANY BAD HABITS? yesum
CARE ABOUT LOOKS? yeah..im shallow...so sue me
TRUST OTHERS EASILY? i do but i dont...im not gonna explain what i meen
TAKE WALKS IN THE RAIN? sometimes

well..that was..amusing...

so last night i met these kids while i was working..
they were pretty hott too
they invited me to a party and i guess theyre going off to college soon or his friend was
they asked for my number
i gave it to them well my cell number
they called
but i wasnt going to get in a car with strangers and def not going without a friend so i said i had to abbysit which was true and i was also on the phone with justine (TEAMO SUPREMO!!)
so he was like can i call you tomorrow
so i said ya
and he called me at 1 am but i missed the call
and he has a private number
so ya
well thats it
byeee
<3 Marie
 
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ajskfjfd   
02:45am 24/07/2004
  1. what's your name? Marie
2. where are you from? Agawam
3. what's your favorite vegetable? green beans or wax beans
4. does coffee suck? Yes
5. who's the most beautiful (by your definition of "beautiful")? uhm..no
7. do you like potatoes? mashed and sometimes baked
8. do you wear make-up? yes
9. sweden or norway? sweden sounds better im going for sweden
10. do you play video games? sometimes
11. what's your middle name? Theresa
12. do you have any siblings? yes
13. do you get along with them? ya
14. what's the last cd you bought? uhh...i dont remember..my mom bought me like 4 tho awhile ago
15. what's the best cd you own? incubus or shinedown
16. what's the worst cd you own? ugh i have a few...
17. how old are you? 16
18. what's more important love or life: life, sorry to break it to you every one who chose love, but you cant love if your not a live.. dumbfucks (sarahs anwser...it was a good one)
19. what's your favorite song? a lot
20. are you right handed of left? Right
21. spearmint or peppermint? spearmint
22. what's the most comfortable pair of shoes you own? old navy flip flops
23. do you like these surveys? sure when im bored
24. what's your favorite color? blue
25. what's your favorite fruit? ooo tough one...strawberries. arent those and aphrodeciac??hehe
26. is pornography gross or entertaining? neither
27. do you believe that there is a God? yessss
28. are you still in school? uh huh
29. does AOL suck? sure why not
30. is punk dead? are you kidding? nopers
31. best band in the world is? theres a few
32. favorite number? 2
33. what's your favorite brand of gum? koolers berry
34. if you could marry anyone in the world, man or woman, celebrity or non-celebrity, living or dead, who would it be? ah hard one....well ill give you a few of my choices...this one guy that shall remain nameless, ryan cabrera or colin farrell
35. why? Have you seen him? you, my friend, are a dumbass
36. what are your parents' names? Joesph and Cheryl
37. color or colour? color colour is all gay and fancy
38. what's your favorite kind of music? rock n roll baby
39. do you wear glasses? no, nor contacts
40. did you enjoy your high school experience? 9th was good soph mostly sucked
41. who's your favorite comedian? ill go with dane even tho ive only seen like 10 mins of him but i dont really watch comedians
42. who do you wish you could smack in the face? ohhhhh a feeeewww people
43. was your childhood enjoyable? for the most part...i was mostly oblivous to everything going didnt really phase me i forgot about things so ya
44. what's your favorite kind of cheese?american
45. what's your "guilty pleasure" movie? guilty pleasure? threesome horrors..no
46. did the 80s suck? ...no
47. what's your favorite curse word? the classic fuck
48. do you like donuts? yes
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I AM: sad
I WANT: this guy
I HAVE: to go shopping
I WISH: things would work my way
I HATE: feeling sad
I FEAR: spiders
I HEAR: music
I SEARCH: for someone to return my feelings
I WONDER: whats going to happen in the future
I REGRET: not much
I LOVE: shopping
I ACHE: in my heart???? yup that was gay
I ALWAYS: my lip
I AM NOT: happy right now
I DANCE: sometimes
I CRY: over people, when i think about my grandpa, when im stressed/pmsing/wicked pissed, think about the past,ya theres more
I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy/satisfied
I WRITE: on paper
I LOSE: self respect when i show off my thong lol
I WIN: when bashing kyle
I CONFUSE: myself and people
I NEED: someone
I SHOULD: study for my permit and get it
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YES or NO:
x. YOU KEEP A DIARY: yes
x. YOU LIKE TO COOK: yes
x. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yes
x.YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: thats a tough one...right now no

DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: yes
WANT TO GET MARRIED: yes
GET MOTION SICKNESS: ya
THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: no
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: for the most part
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yes...well i get scared but idk i like em soemtimes
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CURRENT
HAIR COLOR: dirty blonde
EYE COLOR: blue
BIRTHPLACE: uhm birth places dont change stupid fuck
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FAVORITE
NUMBERS: 2
COLOR: blue
DAY: Friday, saturday
MONTH: october...
SONG: too many
FOOD: too many
SEASON: summer/fall
SPORT: field hockey
DRINK: dr pepper

PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: ah thats a tough one...cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: hot chocolate
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: vanilla
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IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? no
HELPED SOMEONE? yes
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes
GOTTEN SICK? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? no
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no
TALKED TO AN EX? no
MISSED AN EX? no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yesum
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? no...wait yes..no
MISSED SOMEONE? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no
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Name 5 bands you listen to:
1. Incubus
2. Maroon 5
3. Led Zep
4. Blink 182
5. Shinedown
Name 7 things you hate:
1. jealousy
2. bitches/girls
3. Drama
4. not having a bf
5. balck eyed peas-hey mamma
6. not understanding guys
7. guys beeping at you when you walk esp old ones

Would you ever:
1. Eat a bug? for a loooootta money
2. Bungee jump? maybe
3. Hang glide? ...^
4. Kill someone? no you sick twisted soul
5. Kiss someone of the same sex? maybe....for money...maybe
6. Have sex with someone of the same sex? never
7. Parachute from a plane? oh no hell no
8. Walk on hot coals? ^
9. Go out with someone for their looks? no i cant deal with a shitty personality
10. For their reputation? no it could help in the decision making
11. Be a vegetarian? no
12. Wear plaid with stripes? ya
13. IM a stranger? just to mess around
14. Sing Karaoke? maybe
15. Get drunk off your ass? hehe ya 0:)
16. Shoplift? maybe
17. Run a red light? maybe
18. Star in a porn video? no
19. Dye your hair blue? no way
20. Be on Survivor? no
21. Wear makeup in public? of course
22. Not wear makeup in public? prolly
23. Cheat on a test? yes i have before too
24. Make someone cry? ...if i was wicked pissed off at them yes
25. Date someone more than 10 years older than you? no when i get older 5 is prolly the limit
26. stay up all night? yes
 
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stolen   
02:47pm 22/07/2004
 
mood: weird
music: Ryan Cabrera-On The Way Down
i love ryan cabrera he is so gorgeous i want him. i changed my desktop from beach to him (now i wanna go to the beach) and my buddy icon went from nemo to him. i wanna get his cd when it comes out. ooo and i just saw a extremely gorgeous picture of colin farrell. my two loves ;) lol, i think gorgeous is my new word lately. well anyways on to my stolen survizzle i stole from the one and only sarizzle..

ABOUT YOU
Your full name:: Marie Theresa Iacolino
Age:: 16
Height:: 5' 3"
Natural hair colour:: dirrty blonde (i got the ill double rs man..ha yes im in a fucked up mood)
Eye colour:: blue baby
Number of siblings:: 1 brother 2 half sisters and a half brother
Glasses/contacts?:: nope and hopefully ill never need em!
Piercings:: none i need my ears repierced but im too lazy and i forget
Tattoos:: none...maybe someday...but not everywhere... maybe just on my back...or hip?
Braces?:: got em off a few months ago

FAVOURITE
Colour:: im gonna have to go with blue
Band:: oh theres a lot...i like mostly rock bands tho
Song:: i have waaaay too many to name
Stuffed animal:: my bunny i got when i was like 5 or my feel beter bear
Video game:: hmm...i dont have one but i play them when im in the mood
TV show:: southpark, family guy, rw when it was on :( boy meets world
Movie:: the notebook (aw it makes me sad), billy madison, save the last dance, finding nemo, theres prolly more i just cant think right now.
Book:: prolly any stephen king book i have read
Food:: a lot..depends on what i feel like too...i always love stuff from chilies, orzo soup, turkey dinner (thanksgiving :) ), and lobster with steamers..oh mashed potatoes w.gravy!
Game on a cell phone::nemo
CD cover:: uhm...?im just gonna go with incubus-morning view
Flower:: dark red roses or yellow roses...but red is better
Scent:: mm guys, ibiza hippe, lilu, ralph lauren, hollister
Animal:: german shepherd,bulldog,cockatoo(?)
Comic book:: ...i dont read comic books..
Cereal:: i hate cereal but sometimes i can eat cherrios
Website:: maddox, pacsun, hollister, ryan cabrera....
Cartoon:: family guy

DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: yes...badly...i occasionally pick up my brothers guitar for a few secs and decide i suck and then i move on to his keyboard..have some fun...realize i suck...then move on to my dads drums...bang on them for awhile...and realize i wasnt ment to be a musician...or a singer as a matter of fact.
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: ha..no
Like to sing?:: sometimes! if i love the song or im extremely happy...kinda like now!
Have a job?:: YUP !!! pacsun!! what?what?
Have a cell phone?:: yessss i dooo a flip phone and i want a new one.
Like to play sports?:: ya...i play field hockey
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: unfortunatly no
Have a crush on someone?:: ...ya..erm cough...so how about those...bagles?
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: no..i wanna live in italy!
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?::hmm lemme... see i have..yup i do
Have any special talents/skills?:: sure
Excercise daily?:: ha..no
Like school?:: sometimes

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: never attempted that
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: yes...unless you meen like a ballerina then no i can not
Speak any other languages?:: some spanish
Go a day without food?:: hell no
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: i think so
Read music, not just tabs?:: no..sorry if im not that talented!
Roll your tongue?:: like grrrrraaaaaaaaa or w/e that sound is...yes
Eat a whole pizza?:: hmm...maybe a small one..i cant remember

HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: hehe...;)
Cried to get out of trouble?:: yeeeeeeeeeaah
Gotten lost in your city?:: no..dont ask me for directions tho..im horribal
Seen a shooting star?:: yes
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: no..i wanna go to italy!i think i already mentioned italy previously
Had a serious surgery?:: nope..knock on wood..
Stolen something important to someone else?:: i...dont think so
Solved a rubiks cube?:: no
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: only outside in my yard and in the car
Cried over a girl?:: not over one..
Cried over a boy?:: ohhhh ya...
Kissed a random stranger?:: no
Hugged a random stranger?:: hahaha yes prolly more than once too but one that i remember was at some party and he asked me for a hug so i was like heeey why the hell not
Been in a fist fight?:: just messin around
Been arrested?:: nopers
Done drugs?:: noope
Had alcohol?:: yes :)
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: ha...im gonna have to go with no on that one
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: no
Gone to school only to find you had the day off?:: who doesnt know there isnt school?
Swore at your parents?:: yes
Been to warped tour?::no..
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: maybe i cant remember tho...ive punched on accident
Been in love?:: hmm...?
Been close to love?:: maybe
Been to a casino?:: no
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: no
Broken a bone?:: sress fracture
Gotten stitches?:: no..knock on wood
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: tha are you jking me..no
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: no
Made homemade muffins?:: no..wait..yes
Bitten someone?:: hehe..ya 0:)
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: no
More than 5 times?:: ^
Been to niagra falls?:: no
Burped in someones face?:: no
Gotten the chicken pox?:: yes

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth::..last night lol yes i still need to eat lunch and then brush my teeth...see how i work?
Went to the bathroom:: like an hour ago
Saw a movie in theaters:: hmm...two weds ago?
Read a book:: a few months ago
Had a snow day:: ..winter
Went to a party:: emilys a few months ago
Had a slumber party:: dont remember
Made fun of someone:: haha prolly recently..im sure..im so mean
Tripped in front of someone:: a few days ago
Went to the grocery store:: hmm...last week maybe
Got sick:: hmm..
Cursed:yesterday

PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: fruit
Black/white:: Black
Lights on/lights off:: on
TV/movie:: movie
Car/truck:: car
Body spray/lotion:: thats a tough one...lotion...no..AH! IDK!!
Cash/check::cold hard cash baby
Pillows/blankets:: ah thats a hard on too...well if i didnt have a pillow i could always use one of my 1000s of stuffed animals and i wouldnt be cold or w/e...im going with blankets
Headache/stomach ache:: stomach ache..unless its cramps
Paint/charcoal:: Painting
Chinese food/mexican food:: chinese
Summer/winter:: Summer
Snow/rain:: rain
Fog/misty:: fog
Rock/rap:: ROCK!
Meat/vegetarian:: Meat
Boy/girl:: Boys
Chocolate/vanilla:: another hard one...vanilla!
Sprinkles/icing:: sprinkles :) now i want icecream..thanks
Cake/pie:: chooocolate creame pie? then pie...
French toast/french fries:: french fries...i hate ft...or almost any breakfast food
Strawberries/blueberries:: Strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: beach!
Hugs/kisses:: ah thats a tough one...why cant i have both?bitch idc i choose both...fucker
Cookies/muffins:: cookies
p33n/bewbz:: p33n? im guessing this meens penis or boobs...im going with the penis
Wallet/pocket:: wallet
Window/door:: door although my window is...nevermind
Emo/goth::...deff emo
Pink/purple:: pink
Cat/dog:: Dog.
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: short
Pants/shorts:: pants
Winter break/spring break:: winter cuz its xmas time!
Spring/autumn:: Autumn
Clouds/clear sky:: i can see clearly now that the rain is gone......... clear
Moon/mars:: moon

FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?::i never understod why these surveys ask this question..you really expect me to sit here and count...thats like asking how many tvs do you have...or how many shirts do you own..HEY same with the siblings...you fucker...dont piss me off..
What are their names?:: ^
Do you have a best friend?:: sarah and i are bffl4ejskhjfuaksjfkz
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: yeeeeeeaaah
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: no
Have you ever lost a friend?:: yea
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: yes
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: theres a lot...and i dont think thats any of your business bitch
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: uh YA!shit head..you ask gay fucking questions..i think this anwsers the last time you swore question
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?::idk but im very nice to my friends
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: idk
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: yeah definatly
What friend have you known the longest?:: miss jackie van etten of course
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: ah i hate regretting things but ya
If so, what is it?:: theres a few
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: sometimes..its harder when you dont drive and most live in southwick
Do any of your friends drive?:: yeah a few
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: hopefully no one will...knock on wood again
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: hmm theres a lot.. one that happened recently...lets just leave it at TEAMO SUPREMO!!
What do you think your friends think of you?:: they love me and worship me and think im so fucking awesome and gorgeous..naw idk

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:: maybe
If you have, with who?:: ...
Are you single?:: yes unfortunatley
Are you in a relationship?:: ^
If so, for how long?:: ....
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: idk..its a nice thought
What is your idea of the best date?:: beach romantic all that shiz
What was your first kiss like?:: intresting...on a ski lift..
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: real kiss like up there ^ 14
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: well ya nowadays..you got so many divorces and people say omg brad I LOVE YOU!!! after knowing e/o or dating for a month..bitch please..
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: hmm.. thats a hard one
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: ..yes..
Have you ever been dumped?:: nope
Have you ever dumped someone?:: yup
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: ha well sex of course! jking jking..kissing..an uhm ha..cough cough..a little cough tou..coughin ching.. cough

WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:: fuzzy
Hat:: hard
Hard:: bone..r
Free:: jump
Space:: outer
taste:: yummy
Good charlotte:: posers
Red:: blood
Deep:: blue
Heart:: break
Cord:: electric
Cheese:: mac
Rain:: storm
Work:: boring
Pedal:: go
Head:: dick
Bed:: comfy
fluff:: e
Hardcore:: sex
Race:: black/white/hispanic/asian/other (you know on surveys or job applications)
Knife::ow
Jump:: high

I....
am:: a girl
want:: a bf and to go shopping
need:: another job so i can have more money for shopping and a car
crave:: chilies
love:: guys/shopping
hate:: some people
did:: ...not call you a bitch?
feel:: content
miss:: people
am annoyed by:: a lot
would rather:: be at the beach right now
am tired of:: a lot of things
will always:: love my friends and family

SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:: rock
What time is it now?:: 334 pm
What day is it?:: July 22,2004
Whens the last time you called someone?:: yesterday
How much money do you have right now?:: im not sure
Are you hungry?:: no..im quite content
Whatcha doin?:: this
Do you like parades?:: no
Do you like the moon?:: sure?
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: dunno..maybe eating
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: ...uhh..im not laughing..no
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: fly...or understand guys..if i could read minds wich i would want..but prolly wouldnt be good cuz then youd prolly get hurt
Have you ever had a picnic?:: yes..well ive been to some
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: yes
What about sock em boppers?:: ya
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: noper

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: ya sometimes
pretty?:: sometimes
sarcastic?:: sometimes
lazy?:: ya a lot of the time
hyper?:: occasionally ( i had to change the sometimes )
friendly?:: i can be
evil?:: no
smart?:: i can be
strong?:: no not really
talented?:: maybe
dorky?:: thats a yes

ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high:: justn kelly
skip:: sarah
dance:: chels or amanda
lonely:: myself
pen:: uhm...?jackie
flower:: for some odd reason..melissa
window:: hahaha! justine!
psycho:: oh theres a few
brain freeze:: ha?what? uhh me
orange:: jackie
sassy:: anne
jelly:: amanda

FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:: against
love:: for
drunk drivers:: against
airplanes:: for
war:: agaisnt
canada:: for?
united states:: for/against? both
rock music:: for
gay marriage:: for
school:: for
surveys:: for sometimes
parents:: for
cars:: for
killing:: against
britney spears:: against
coffee:: w/e you like bitch i dont like it
pants:: for

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: idk
Play strip poker?:: yes i need to learn how to play poker tho
Run away?:: maybeeee
Curse at a teacher?:: yes
Not take a shower for a week?:: HA NO!
Ask someone out?:: maybe..not..or yes idk
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: i dont think so
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: maybe italy
Go scuba diving?:: idk mayeb...i dont like sharks
Write a book?:: maybe
Become a rockstar?:: no..only if i could sing
Have casual sex?:: yes all the time baby! haha no really...at this present time i am not a whore...no im gonna have to go with no

LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: herbal essences
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: hmm idk if your counting flirting idk...it happens a lot lol.
What kind of computer do you have?:: uhm?actually idk
What grade are you in?:: going to be a jr
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: no..mnms
Or just make out?:: or just make out in the movies? well i havent
How many posters do you have in your room?:: a lot
How many cds do you have?:: a lot
What time is it now?:: 348 pm
 
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surrrrveeeeey   
08:04pm 15/07/2004
  1) Using band/artist names, spell out your name

M. maroon 5
A. alien ant farm
R. rufio
I. incubus
E. enrique iglases


2) Have you ever had a song written about you? no

3) What song makes you cry? depends on whats going on at the time or idk my mood IDK!

4) What song makes you happy? "fool in the rain"- Led Zep "Slide Along Side"- Shifty

5) What do you like to listen to before bed? depends on whats on the radio or what i feel like listening to

*~a p p e a r a n c e*~

HEIGHT: like 5' 3"

HAIR COLOR: dirty blonde

SKIN COLOR: white

EYE COLOR: blue

PIERCINGS: i need my ears repierced

TATTOOS: nope

~*r i g h t n o w*~

WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: bongo jeans

WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: the best deceptions- dashboard

WHAT DO YOU SMELL RIGHT NOW?: my house?

HOW ARE YOU? ....ok

~*d o y o u*~

GET MOTION SICKNESS?: yup

HAVE A BAD HABIT?: prolly

GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENT(S)?: sometimes sometimes not

LIKE TO DRIVE?: ...sure..

~*f a v o r i t e s*~

TV SHOW: real world

CONDITIONER: herbal essences

BOOK: none

ALCOHOLIC DRINK: schnaps

NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: dr. pepper,root beer

THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: go out

BAND OR GROUP and SINGER and RAPPER: i have sooo many

~*h a v e y o u*~

BROKEN THE LAW: ya

RAN AWAY FROM HOME: no

SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: ya

EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: nope

MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yep

EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: no

USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: no

SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: no

FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: no

BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY:no i quit

LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: ya

~*l o v e*~

SEXUALITY: straight

CHILDREN: about 5..

CURRENT CRUSH: ....

BEEN IN LOVE?: hmm dunno

HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: indeed i do

BEEN HURT?: you betcha

YOUR GREATEST REGRET: hmm

GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: no


~*r a n d o m*~

DO YOU HAVE A JOB? yes..pacsun baby!

YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: i dont even know

IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: baby blue

WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: a lot

WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: hehe

WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: hopefully incubus one

~*when / what was the last*~

TIME YOU CRIED?: cant remember

YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: hmmm...

YOU GOT E-MAIL: prolly junk mail today

THING YOU PURCHASED: hmm...what did i..OH YA A MNM COOKIE AND A ROOT BEER AT MRS FIELDS IN THE MALL ON MY BREAK YAY!

TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: sad to say...7th heaven cuz i had a baby on me sleeping and couldnt get up to get the rmote

MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Anchorman...stupid movie



some of those may not be my anwsers cuz i mighta missed a few...ive been doing that a lot lately in these things.
 
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